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I do not own any of the characters or places from the Harry Potter books or films. They all belong to J.K. Rowling. All that is mine is Lou and the plot. I am not making any money from the writing of this story.

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CH 57 A good scrubbing (Original Chapter)
Lou stirred as the motion of the train changed, telling her they were slowing down. That meant she was nearly at Kings Cross. She could find a hotel for the night, she had her debit card so wouldn�t be stuck for a bed. Tomorrow she would catch another train to another part of the country and try to find somewhere to live. Lou knew she wouldn�t be able to rent a flat or anything, not at fifteen, but she had more than enough money to pay for hotels and she hopefully wouldn�t be asked for I.D. as long as she paid up front.
She grabbed her satchel and the few possessions she had with her then stood in the corridor, waiting for the train to stop.

When it did she looked carefully up and down the platform, making sure everyone who got off the train had either gone through the barrier or apparated away.

The guard blew the whistle so she jumped off, watching as the train left the station.
Lou felt a strange mixture of sadness and relief as she watched it go, sadness because she was leaving behind the only true friends she�d ever had, the only place she�d ever felt she belonged. Relief at the fact she would no longer be punished if she didn�t do everything Severus told her to do.
Lou had trusted him above all others, her feelings for him were such that she would do just about anything for him, she�d given all of herself to him, but she couldn�t go through with the Binding, it was too much for her mind and body to take anymore. She had a feeling the cuffs she was wearing were something to do with the fact she wasn�t hysterical right now. One was missing and she didn�t feel as calm as she did with four on, but she couldn�t remove them.
With a sigh, she turned and headed for the barrier, only to have an invisible hand clamped across her mouth and an arm wrapped tightly around her waist, before she felt the familiar tightness and disorientation that comes with unexpected apparition.
When it stopped they were at the gates to Hogwarts and Albus was lowering the wards. Lou struggled against her captor, muffled screams escaping through his fingers, she was terrified of what would happen to her now. She knew it could only be Severus who was holding her, carrying her across the grounds to her fate. Tears poured down her face as she was taken inside and directly to the dungeons.
Once inside her own rooms, Severus released her, or more precisely, he dumped her on the floor in a heap, as the headmaster warded her door.
�Perhaps it would be best to replace the other cuff Severus, we cannot have her running away at every opportunity.�

�No, she is too calm with four and is next to useless as far as obeying the rules. There is another solution laid out in the book for the more errant bound individual, though it is one I am loathe to use.�
�I�m here you know, I can hear what your saying. I�m not doing this any more. I hate it and you had no right to grab me and bring me back here.� Lou said getting to her feet, only to have a hand press her back to the floor.
�Don�t so that, I told you I can�t do this, I don�t want to do this any more. Please, give me my wand and take these cuffs off. I promise I won�t do anything, I just want to leave.�
Severus kept a hand on her shoulder, preventing her from rising but still ignoring her.

�You may wish to leave Headmaster, this is between myself and Lou now. Thank you for your assistance.�
�You are welcome Severus.�

�Louhi, I am sorry it has to be this way, I truly am, but it is too late now to back out. Please, help yourself by doing as you are told, it will be better for you in the long run.� Albus told her before leaving.
Lou looked at him in disbelief. He was telling her she had to do this, he wasn�t going to help her. Now she�d have to wait until she was on her own and try again to run away. Well she wouldn�t be risking the train again that was for sure, there must be another way to get away from here. Lou wished she knew how to apparate, there again she needed her wand for that and Severus had taken it from her.
She swatted at his hand, attempting to get up again, but Severus did not take kindly to this.
Grabbing her by the hair, he hauled her to her feet and pierced her with a hard, cold gaze. �Of all the foolish, idiotic things to do, you will not get another opportunity to do this again Lou, you have gone too far. Your clothing will be removed from these rooms, you shall be naked at all times.�
Her clothes disappeared with a wave of his hand.
�In addition to that, you will be have an addition to your collection of accessories.�

Using his wand this time, he flicked and swished and flicked again.
Lou looked down dismayed at the belt that was now around her waist. �Wh �why?� She asked quietly. �Why are you doing this to me?�
Severus yanked hard at her hair, holding it tight and turning her face up to his. �Master. Remember that Lou, Master.�

He let go of her and sat in one of the armchairs before speaking again.
�From now on, your movements shall be restricted to either here and the kitchen, or your bedroom and bathroom. You will not be able to access the passage in between as you are now bound by a magical chain. To attempt to leave these rooms will result in a great deal of discomfort for you. The same rules apply as before, though now your punishments may vary somewhat. There will still be spankings on occasion should I deem it necessary, such as now.� He told her darkly. �Come here.�
Lou looked at him nervously, all she wanted was to leave here, hide away and forget any of it ever existed. Why wouldn�t they let her? It wasn�t fair. �Please Severus, I�ve had enough, let me go.�
In a movement almost too quick for her to see, he was on his feet and had dragged her by the hair to the chair. He forced her down to her knees, not releasing his grip as he unfastened his trousers.
�What are you doing? Don�t, I don�t want you to do that, Severus no.� She started struggling again, trying to loosen his grip on her hair and get to her feet.
Severus brought a hand down hard against her cheek, stunning her for a moment as he freed his member. He whispered something as he pointed a his wand at her and forced his cock into her mouth.
�Now do your job and do it well. It is your fault as much as mine we are in this situation.� He told her, ramming into the back of her throat and making her gag. �You should have stayed away from Spinners End.� He said, ramming into her again. �Suck it damn you. You should not have listened in at our meeting.� He thrust again, ignoring her flailing fists. �Now suck, make me come and swallow every drop that I give you. You cannot bite me so do not even try.� He gripped her hair with both hands now, pulling her head to him hard each time he thrust into her mouth, burying her bruised face in his lower belly, pulling back and thrusting again. She was gagging but he had to ignore it, he closed his eyes and concentrated instead on the feeling of her hot moist mouth enclosing his cock as he forced her head back and forth rapidly, over and over until his balls tightened and the knot in his gut burst, his cock swelled and he shot jet after jet of come into her mouth. He pulled back slightly so she would not have the advantage of it going straight down her throat, he wanted her to taste it before swallowing.

�Suck until I am dry, do not spill any of it, then you will lick me clean.� He told her, ignoring the tears and trembling of the girl at his feet.
Lou was horrified, terrified. She couldn�t believe he was doing this to her, not like this, it wasn�t at all like when she did it to him before. He was hurting her and she wanted to be sick. It was going on and on forever, why didn�t he just hurry up and come so it would be over. She didn�t want this but she couldn�t see a way out either. When he speeded up she thought she was going to suffocate and pee�d herself. She felt the hot urine pouring down her legs and felt even more humiliated, more ashamed. Even with the noise of his penis ramming in and out of her now sore mouth, the sound of her face slapping against his belly, she could here the trickle of liquid as her pee puddled on the floor around her knees.
Once she�d licked him clean he stepped back and looked down disgusted. He knew Lou had wet herself, he could smell it. He didn�t blame her but nor did he want to be standing in it.
Tucking himself back into his trousers he told her to clean up her mess immediately.
Lou struggled to her feet, sobbing and turned dejectedly to go to the kitchen for a bucket and cloth, only to be yanked back by the hair again.
�From now on, every time you are punished, you will say, thank you Master for punishing me, and so you do not forget.� He shoved her down and pressed her face into the puddle on the floor. Do not wash your face until I tell you to do so, now clean it up.�
Shocked, her face dripping with her own urine and hating him now for what he was doing to her, Lou got to her feet to obey his orders, once more heading for the kitchen. Unfortunately, she forgot one thing.

She was suddenly bent over the dining table and a hand landed hard on her bottom twice.
�What did I just tell you?� He growled.
�I�m sorry. Th �thank you M �Master for punishing m �me.�
He let her go and she stayed where she was, afraid now to move without his say so.
He gave her leave and she quickly got a bucket of water to clean the mess she�d made. Her face was sore where he�d slapped her and the pee was dried on her skin. She hated the stench that seemed to permeate her nostrils but she was too scared to wash it off.
Lou finished cleaning the floor and put the cleaning things away. �What now? Do I wait here or go back in there? I�ll be punished if I don�t get it right, I don�t know what to do. What do I do?� She thought, panic rising within her despite the calming effects of the cuffs.
�You may come back in here.� Severus called from the living room.
Lou walked through and stood just inside the door, waiting, wondering. To her this was a waking nightmare. All those years as a child, the abuse, running away and finding Spinners End where she�d finally felt safe, then number twelve, where she wasn�t particularly happy. Then Hogwarts, the rape, and now this. Was this how her life was meant to be, abuse? No matter where she was, abuse? She could see no way out, no way around it, what was it about her that made everyone want to hurt her? Did she carry a sign that said, �I�m Lou, hit me, I�m worthless so do your worst.�
Severus heard her thoughts and felt sick. He was no better that the evil bastards he�d criticised for abusing her as a small child. He wanted to tell her she could not hate him more than he hated himself at this moment.
Lifting his head, he looked at her small, naked and shivering form in the doorway. She stood looking at the floor, unsure, unsafe, frightened and alone and he wanted to weep at the sight of her. It took every ounce of self control he possessed not to do so.

�Go back in the kitchen and wash the filth from yourself, then come back in here and sit beside my chair.� he said.
�Thank you Master.� Lou told him before going back to the kitchen and filling the sink with scalding hot water. She felt so dirty, so used. Taking the scrubbing brush from under the sink. She rubbed it on the soap and started to scrub her face, hands, arms, body. Her legs and her face again.
Severus wondered why it was taking so long to wash her face. He made his way to the kitchen and saw her still at the sink. �What is taking so long?� he asked gruffly.
When she jumped and turned round he was stunned. Her body was raw and red from being scrubbed with a hard floor brush, but her face, her pretty, innocent face was raw and bleeding where she�d scrubbed so hard the skin had come away.
�Merlin.� he breathed, running to her side and snatching the brush from her hand. �What do you think you are doing?� he asked, turning her so he could get a better look.
�Dirty.� She told him. �Dirty Lou. Bad Lou. Make the master angry, disgusted. Dirty, dirty.�

She told him in a monotone voice that scared him.
�Have to get clean, the Master will punish me if I�m dirty. Have to be good now, clean, do as I�m told.� She said, grabbing the brush from him to begin scrubbing at her face again.
�NO!� He roared.
Lou dropped the brush in fright and stared at him. When he moved to take hold of her she screamed in terror.
He took hold of her and half dragged her from the kitchen. �Lou stop it. I am not going to hurt you now.�
�Yes, hurt Lou, punish. I�m a bad girl, the devils spawn. Have to say my prayers now.� She told him. �Have to kneel and prey, only good girls prey, bad girls are punished. I don�t want to be a bad girl. I�ll burn in hell if I�m bad. Get punished.� She told him.
�I�ve pushed her too far. Shit, now what do I do?� He quickly removed the belt and carried her to the bedroom, placing a sticking charm on her. He put her in a nightgown and went to the fireplace to call Albus.
The old wizard stepped through immediately. �Severus, what is it, what�s happened?�

�I�ve pushed her too far Albus, she seems to be having some kind of a breakdown and I have no idea what to do.�
Albus looked at Lou. She was fastened to the bed, still rambling about burning in the fires of hell, being punished and that she was the devils spawn, she told them they could touch her if they wanted, she�d be good and tell no one.
Albus stood beside her and replaced the fourth cuff, then he muttered a spell that sent her into a deep sleep.
�What happened to her face Severus?�
He told the Headmaster the truth, all of it. He showed him the book and told him the state she was in from all the spankings. Severus told him everything that happened between them from the day she came back from the Burrow, to the present moment.
�I have totally fucked up Albus. Look at her, look what I have done to her. That stupid damned book said to �� He ran his fingers through his hair and turned away, unable to look the old wizard in the face.
�Severus, it was not your intention to put her in this state, I know that. I am as guilty as you for allowing this to happen, I too read the book, I know the conditions it lays out. All we can do is heal her and hope that after a good sleep, she will come to her senses. Either we do this with all of the cuffs in place, or none at all, when you begin the seven times seven, she will not have the benefits of the cuffs. The spell I have put on her will allow her to sleep for several hours, I suggest we re-evaluate when she wakes and we discover what kind of state her mind is in. Perhaps some more of your Heal All potion Severus, there is always a chance it will help her in more ways than we realise. The Binding must go ahead Severus, you know that. Voldemort grows stronger each day and we are no further in finding the remaining Horcrux�s then we were a year ago. This is our only chance for a reprieve. Not the best solution I know, but for now, the only one.�
�I know Headmaster. It is just, I have never in my life felt the way I do now. I never thought to care for someone in such a way, and to have to treat her this way when all I truly wish to do is to cherish her, keep her safe and show her a life free from the abuse she has known for too long.�
They sat in Lou�s living room all night, a bottle of firewhiskey on the table in front of them as they tried to think of an alterative way of getting Lou to be submissive without having to resort to punishments. They came up with nothing. If Lou was not willing to acquiesce, then punishment was the only alternative.
Severus was loathe to use the Heal All again and carefully fed her a regular healing potion instead. He rubbed Murlap essence into every bit of skin she�d scrubbed but her face was still raw and weepy, so he was forced to give her a dose of Heal All in the end.
Now he and the headmaster sat waiting for her to waken, both hoping she would be of sound enough mind to go along with the binding, and be submissive to Severus of her own free will.
Lou woke to soft light. She was in her bedroom she knew that, but how did she get here? Severus, he�d caught her at the station, she remembered now. He put his hand on her mouth and it scared her, then he brought her back here and took her clothes away. He shouted at her, pulled her hair, he hurt her. Why did he do that? He shouted at her again and made her kneel down in front of him, he was very angry at her because she forgot to do something. She�d peed herself when he � She wondered what she�d forgotten. Lou tried to get up but couldn�t, why couldn�t she get out of bed, was she ill, had something happened to her?

�Severus.� She called in a croaky voice. �Severus, are you there? I can�t move Severus. Please help me.�
The two wizards came into the bedroom, both had concerned looks on their faces. �It must be serious, whatever is wrong with me, it must be really bad. Did I fall, have I hurt myself, is that why I can�t move?�
Severus heard her thoughts and remembered he�d not removed the sticking charm.
�No Lou, you are not hurt. At least not in the way you think.� He told her, removing the charm.
�I can move, I thought �why are you both here? Did I do something bad? I did didn�t I, I did something bad and �I�m not supposed to talk, not without �I�m sorry Master.� She finally said and lowered her eyes.
Severus sat beside her on the bed. �Lou, for the moment the rules of Binding are lifted. You may speak freely without fear of reprisal. I will not punish you.�
Lou looked at him uncertainly. Was this a trick, to make her say something so he could put his penis in her mouth again and hurt her?
�No, it is not a trick, I promise you. Do you feel up to getting out of bed?�
�Yes Master.� She answered. �Please may I go to the toilet?�
Severus did not correct her use of the word Master, it was better if she continued to address him that way. �You may, then perhaps you would join us in the living room.�
�Thank you Master.� She told him, getting out of bed and trotting through to the bathroom.
Lou relieved herself and had a wash, when she went back in the bedroom to find a robe, she found the wardrobe and drawers all empty. She didn�t even have a dressing gown to put on, but Severus had told her to go into the living room so she�d have to go through in her nightgown. Didn�t he say she wasn�t allowed clothes? Should she take it off first? The headmasters in there though, what should she do, keep it on or take it off? If she got it wrong, Severus would punish her, he always punished her now. Lou didn�t like being punished, it hurt. A lot. It didn�t just hurt on the outside either, it hurt inside as well, more than ever it hurt on the inside.

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