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I did not sleep with that wizard!	By : KusanoSaku Category: Harry Potter > Slash - Male/Male > Harry/Draco Views: 54410 -:- Recommendations : 2 -:- Currently Reading : 10
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Title: I did not sleep with that wizard!
Pairings: Drarry and more
Rating: M
Summary: Harry has a vision of Sirius being tortured and begs Dobby to take him to Sirius. As they Apparate out of the Fifth Year Gryffindor Dormitory he faints. Showing things come to light about the Saviour. Involves Good Malfoys, good Sirius and Good Severus. More to be revealed...
Notes: Another random story idea…maybe not so random inspired by the conceiving of Merlin… BTW dates will be posted if the date changes otherwise date is the same as the previous chapter.
A/N: I know it's been forever but here is a new chapter. For those who haven't read Pendulum, this might be a surprise but there is this is intentional character development! This probably not a far chapter after my last but it is what it is.

Chapter 54
October 11, 1996

By about the third week of September, both Harry and Draco had come up with a workable schedule for themselves.

Harry had of course dropped Divination and was studying Ancient Runes on the side with packets when he found the time that is and there wasn’t much of that. Neither had continued Care of Magical Creatures, Harry was restricted from the practical side of potions for a few months. However, by the time Orion and Scorpius were three-months-old, Harry should be able to brew with a bublehead charm if Draco handled the more dangerous ingredients.

There were some potions and ingredients that couldn’t be respectively brewed or handled by pregnant or nursing persons. Something Draco had to enlighten Harry about, Harry was just glad to be allowed to continue the course thanks to Slughorn taking over. It was required to study Healing and Severus had required an Outstanding to continue the course.

They were studying Human Transgifuration with some upcoming lessons on Animagus Theory but the pregnant or reciently delivered bearers were forbidden to attenpt Human Transfiguration just yeat. However, those who continued the course were allowed to attempt it on their spouse if they were in the same lesson. For the current Sixth Years, their lessons for the course classes such as potions and Transfiguration were divided by married and single students. The only difference being that the married students had a bit more flexibility with turning in assignments.

Lessons were more mixed by House for Sixth Year at least, given that the pregnant and nursing students were in lessons with their spouses if they were in the same year; Fifth and Seventh Year students had a tutor rather than attend with the subjects professor.

With the twins graduated and working, Hermione didn’t have all that many friends. So, despite Ron’s presence in the unmarried students class Hermione wanted nothing to do with him aft how he’d reacted to the news of Harry’s pregnancy and bonding to Draco.

It wasn’t all that uncommon for her to join them to study and take a turn tending to Scorpius and Orion. Draco still shared the same Ancient Rune and Numerology classes so he had in the interest of spending more time together and pleasuing Harry had volunteered himself as Hermione’s partner in those courses.

Hermione had slept over again and Harry had been woken up with by a full bladder; but unfortunately, Draco had claimed that bathroom and locked the door. Leaving Harry no choice but to try to use the one downstairs that was usually used by Hermione..

Since he was usually asleeped at this time, Hermione hadn’t bothered to lock the door.

Having always seen her as a sister and well, being gay; Harry hadn’t been bothered by the idea of seeing her naked. His bladdar was threatening to explode anyway….

What Harry was shocked by was the flat masculine chest on his best friend and something quite like his own prick only much smaller.

Hermione screamed, sounding less feminine and crumbling…

To make things worse, Draco had showed up by house elf, still driping because she was screaming and Harry was standing there in shock.

Harry recovered and growled, “Get out!” slamming the door in his husband’s face while Hermione sobbed.

Harry let his mind continue to race, trying to figure out what was going on. He let Hermione calm down while he squeezed past her to pee…

Eventually, he nervously poked his head into her part of the bathroom

“Mione look at me…”

“I can’t…” she wailed. “You know! You know my secret!”

“Mione, I’m still your friend. I’m a little confused but you have to explain it to me. I thought you were a girl…” Harry said quietly.

“I am…” Hermione sobbed. “I am! I am! It’s just the outside doesn’t match my inside…”

“Is this why you’re not friends with any girls? And why you act so weird around Ginny during the summer?”

“No one can know… have to be stealth…” Hermione gasped between body wracking sobs. “I don’t want to lose my magic!”

“How can,” Harry paused, struggling to find the right words, “being a girl like you, get you expelled?

“Dumbledore,”

“He isn’t here anymore. This isn’t his school. I won’t tell anyone…”

“Not even Draco?” Hermione sniffed.

“Not unless it was strictly necessary.” Harry promised. “So, you’re saying that you have a girl brain and a boy body?”

Hermione flinched.

“Merlin Hermione, I don’t know how to explain this. You have teach me. What are you, how do you explain this, I have so many questions…”

“Please let me dress first. Make Draco leave and I will try…”

Harry kissed the top of her head, “I can do that.”
He let himself out of the bathroom and then pointedly evicted Draco from their apartment with an ambigious promise to tell him something.
“The git,” Harry said exasperated. “This is all his fault you know, the poncy bastard hogs the loo forever, I had to go so badly that,” Harry paused wringing his hands, “I embarrassed you…”

Hermione curled up in an arm chair and wrapped her arms around herself.

“When did you know that you weren’t a boy?”

“Forever… I wanted to be a princess and wear pretty things. My parents were awesome, they found me a psychologist who warned them that if they forced me to be…” her voice choked, “a boy, I would probably commit suicide by puberty. That wasn’t okay with them… but it’s really hard. This was the first school I ever went to… you were my first friend. I had special lessons after I was bullied for being a boy in girl’s clothes at a ballet class.”

“That’s awful… I was bullied for being small, pretty and magical…” Harry admitted sadly. “I wish I’d known….”

“I couldn’t tell anyone…I was so scared that first night that I wasn’t girl enough but when the dormitory let me in, I was almost in tears. The Sorting hat said that my determination to be my real self was why it was putting me in Gryffindor. Had I been less courageous, it would have made me a Ravenclaw…” Hermione’s words poured out in a torrent.

“You’re a girl Hemione. I don’t care what your body looks like, you’ve always been my best friend who is a girl.” Harry said gently.

Hermione burst into tears again. “I was so scared you would hate me for lying to you and stop being my friend….”

“Hermione after you stood by me during the Heir stuff and forgave me for being bullied to side with Ron over the Scabbers-Crookshanks thing plus helped me during the tournament, how could I abandon you? You didn’t lie, you are a girl. How did you put it?” Harry scratched his head, “Your outside doesn’t match your inside?”

Hermione nodded.

“Come here…” Harry held out his arms.

Timidly, Hermione joined him on the couch.

Harry pulled her into a hug, “You’re a girl, you’re my best friend and I’ll hex anyone even Draco who disagrees with any of it.”

Hermione was crying happy tears now.

“You’ll still be godmother to my first girl, right?” Harry grinned cheekily.

“I’ll hex anyone who tries to take my place.”

“Good.” Harry said before demanding chocolate from Dobby, then he frowned, “Are you so anti-house elf because you think they are brainwashed into being slaves? Could it have something to do with your being afraid of being mistreated the way you think they were because they aren’t human?

Hermione blushed, hanging her head.

“I don’t think they are… I think Dobby is just like you. Special and different. So please don’t try to bully my house elves about how they ought want to be free.” Harry begged.

Hermione laughed and promised not to but he had to agree to free any house elf that wanted to be. Harry agreed as long as she promised not to torment anyone with S.P.E.W.

It might take Harry some time to fully wrap his head around the reality that Hermione had a witch’s brain and a male body but she had always been a girl to him. He just didn’t see the point of treating her any differently…

XooooooX

October 18, 1996

It was halfway through October by the time Harry was fully wrapped his mind about Hermione being transgender. This had of course required books and well, Luna had invited him to attend her new club that was under the guidance of Hogwarts’ Mind Healer. Luna called it ‘pendulum’.

Talking Hermione into attending while Draco had a playdate for Orion and Scorpius with Blaise’s Enzo and Abry was adorable. The playdate, not the club of course…

Hermione had refused to attend it Draco did and Harry was certain that this club would be good for Hermione, so he agreed easily…

The club’s meeting place was in a usually empty classroom near the Mind Healer’s office.

Harry felt the wash of magic when they enter the classroom, it was an unfamiliar spell. They were welcomed by Luna and Neville who were surprisingly without Lorcan and Lysander.

Harry beamed at his friends, “So left the little ones?”

Luna chuckled, “We let Lavender, Pavarti and Dean keep an eye on them for a little while. Theirs were napping but dealing with slightly more active babies might be good practice.”

“Dean and I are cousins, so it seemed appropriate. Then again, he doesn’t get to play with Colm all that often since Luna and I usually are looking after him.”

Sadly, Colin was still at St. Mungos being looking after by a team of healers to treat him after he was injuried during that fall and to treat what Seamus had reluctantly admitted was called post-partum depression.

“So Seamus is at St. Mungos?” Hermione asked nervously.

“He feels awful about not being more helpful with Colin after his hysterical reaction to their pregnancy and so he is very involved in Colin’s treatment.” Neville sighed. “If Dean’s daughter Parisa was closer in age, then Dean would look after her more often.”

“Feeding three isn’t all that different!” Luna said brightly.Z

Harry couldn’t imagine if he couldn’t care for Orion and Scorpius but he was hopeful that he would be willing to take in a friend’s child if it were necessary.

Slowly, the room began to fill up with students that included their Head Girl Giselle Bulstrode nee Goyle…

There were a couple of prefects and even Michael Corner who had been a prefect last year. Ron had misnamed Corner on purpose since Ginny was supposedly dating him at the time…

“Alright, welcome! This was Luna’s idea so I want to give the floor to her.”

Luna glowered.

“Sorry, faer. Fae will tell you about Pendulum club.”

“Hi, my name is Luna. In here we’re safe to be ourselves. We charmed the door so unless you came with someone, you won’t remember who was here. This is a semi-anonymous group. Yes, I am a Ravenclaw. Yes, I am the bearer of two beautiful boys and I have the most understanding bonded. Yet, I was born intersex so I’m not physically a proper girl or a proper boy. Some of you might know I was bullied, this is why.”

There were gasps that were a mixture of horror, shock and outright anger.

“My preferred pronouns are fae, faer and faers. I am a girl, in my head and in my heart, I am a girl. I am also a demi sexual, if you don’t know that means then you should pick up a copy of the book on the sexuality spectrum before you leave.”

She... fae sat down and Neville rose.

“I’m Neville. I’m a demi boy, this means I have a non-binary gender identity. Sometimes I feel like a boy and other times, it felt like something other. My preferred pronouns are they, them and theirs. They are valid pronouns. Everyone’s pronouns are valid. My sexuality is no one’s business but ours. I don’t like to be touched most of the time; so, no hugs or handshakes. If you want my attention talk to me, just don’t touch me…”

It was Terry Bott next, “I’m Terry, I am genderfluid so like Neville, I am non-binary. My gender identity ebbs and flows back and forth like a pendulum but I’m usually fem or fem-neutral. My sexuality is that I like wizards, but don’t call me straight, bent or flexible because I’m not that. Just because it might fit my identity now, doesn’t make it a proper label.”

Michael was next, “I’m Michael. Yes, I dated Ginny, bonded to her and we’re technically separated. I’m attracted to people who aren’t binary, that’s the best way to put it. I don’t have a name for that but its who I am. Oh and my pronouns are he, him and his.”

“Hi! I’m Harry, I’m boring. I’m just a boy, who likes a sexy dragon and my pronouns are the same as Michael’s!” Harry bounced on his chair beside Hermione.

This made it Hermione’s turn…

Harry squeezed her hand encouragingly.

“I’m Hermione… I’m trans,”

The room exploded.

Harry bolted to his feet, “SHUT UP! She’s Hermione, she’s always been Hermione and she is a GIRL! Her pronouns haven’t changed and I’ll hex anyone who says different.”

“How did you manage? I mean I suspected something was special about you, but how? Attending as other than the gender you’re born as is supposed to be impossible.” Luna asked quietly.

“Harry found out not long about it and before that was Dumbledore.” Hermione flinched.

Luna gave her a look of pained comradery, “Did he threaten to expel you if anyone found out too?”

“Yes?” Hermione whispered.

“WHAT!” Stephen Corner growled.

“The guidance from Flitwick was meant to insist that everyone be treated with respect.” Michael scowled at his twin. “Terry was very brave, we went to see Professor Flitwick together. He agreed that Dumbledore was wrong. Hermione was lucky that she was already living as a girl and Dumbledore didn’t know when she started. He drove another trans girl almost to suicide! She was anorexic and ended up transferring. He treated the metamorphs just as horribly, shaming them if their looks changed and worse, if they changed genders.”

“So, you say…” Stephen muttered.

“Harry is right, Hermione is very brave. She didn’t have to come here and tell us her truth. Hermione is a girl, she has always been a girl. It is now safe for her to admit that she wasn’t born one,” Michael frowned, “That is what you meant to say… wasn’t it?”

“Yes?” Hermione whispered.

“My twin is an arse. I’m sorry about that.” Michael said kindly.

Luna cleared her throat, “Who is next?”

There were a few others such as Head Girl Giselle who admitted she was a she but she liked Millie…

Millicent introduced themselves as something called neutrois, they weren’t a boy or a girl but they had decided their preferred pronouns were Ne, Nim and Nir. Although, they hadn’t chosen a neutral name at present or decided they wanted one.

The list continued on.

The group technically didn’t recover well after Hermione’s bombshell and despite their breaking up after introductions for smaller group mingling and snacks, the questioning looks followed them. Stephen Corner, was watching Hermione with a quizzical look.

Hermione was about to leave with Harry when a note was pressed into her hand by Luna.

Harry didn’t pay attention to what Luna said, not because he was being rude but because he felt that Luna had something private to say.

Pendulum seemed nice and all, it was something Luna dreamed up but it wasn’t really something that he felt was helpful for him personally.

It was a safe space for people like Hermione, Luna, Neville, Terry and Millie who didn’t fit in neat boxes of boy, girl, straight or gay.

Harry had struggled to accept his feelings for Draco but that was because he was afraid of Ron and Hermione’s reaction as well as Draco’s rejection.

Harry smiled to himself, he had survived Ron’s rejection of his relationship with Draco and pregnancy. Hermione was still his friend and he had managed to reassure her of his friendship and acceptance after learning her secret. Luckily, their friendship was strong enough to weather such revelations. Harry really did hope that she would find someone wonderful who could accept her femininity despite her body currect lack of reflection.

What do you think? Outstanding? Exceeds expectations? Acceptable? Poor? Dreadful? Troll?
A/N: BTW Emelia is not a typo! It has the same pronunciation as Amelia in this story just like Anne and Ann sound the same or Cristina, Kristina and Christina. Most of my Bones family members will have a name that starts with an 'E'.
For those of you who are new readers- the current found number of pregnancies have already been decided and most of the children named. It is possible that more will be 'discovered' later perhaps some students that were removed from Hogwarts or even a professor. Not sure yet who will come into this part of the series...
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