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I do not own any of the characters or places from the Harry Potter books or films. They all belong to J.K. Rowling. All that is mine is Lou and the plot. I am not making any money from the writing of this story.
Both Sides.
CH 58 January 1st. The Binding begins
Severus appeared at the bedroom door and conjured a dressing gown for her. He held it while she slipped her arms in then wrapped it around her and fastened it.
“Thank you Master, you are very kind to me.”
Severus felt sick, he hated this, having her be this way. He led her through to the living room and told her to sit down.
She did, on the floor at his feet.
“No Lou, on the sofa.”
“Yes. Thank you master.”
“Lou would you stop calling me …”
Albus put a hand to the Potion Masters arm to get his attention. “Leave it Severus, you know it is better this way.”
“I know, but is becoming rather irritating too.”
The Headmaster turned to Lou. “Louhi, how are you feeling?”
Lou didn’t answer, instead she looked to Severus, waiting for him to answer for her.
“I think maybe you will have to do the talking Severus, she expects you to answer for her.”
“Lou.” Severus said. “You will answer the Headmaster, whatever he asks, you will answer for yourself, whatever he says, you will reply honestly.”
“Yes Master.”
Albus tried again and Lou told him she felt okay. Lou, are you afraid of burning in hell?”
“No Sir.”
“Do you think yourself the devils spawn?”
“No Sir.”
Albus removed one of the cuffs and waited to see her reaction.
Lou felt a bit tense now. She didn’t know why, she’d not felt tense a moment ago.
Albus asked her the same questions again and Lou wasn’t sure of the answers.
“I don’t know, a bit maybe, sometimes.” She said to the first question.
“Lou, I am going to remove another of the cuffs, you will possibly feel nervous when I have done so, I wish you to know you have nothing to be afraid of, keep that thought in your mind.”
He took away a third cuff and Lou began to tremble badly.
Severus narrowed his eyes and watched her closely, wand in hand, ready to for her to explode at any moment. He and the Headmaster both discussed the possibility that she might fly into a rage once the calming effects were taken away, they were ready to perform imobulus on her if necessary.
Lou’s mind was quickly taking in what had happened to her over the last day, or however long it was, she didn’t know any more. All she knew was she hurt, she hurt so much inside. She’d agreed to do this without the slightest inkling of what she was letting herself in for.
The things Severus had done to her, she’d let him …no she’d asked him to take her, she’d willing given him her virginity, and then he treat her so cruelly. He’d shown her the book first, but it hadn’t made any sense to her, or it had, but she’d not cared, not with the cuffs on. It was the cuffs, why was she wearing them in the first place?
“Why? The cuffs, why did you make me have the cuffs? Nothing mattered when I had them on, it didn’t matter what it said in that book, it could have said the world will end in one hour, I wouldn’t have cared. You’re always putting things on me, it’s not right, not fair. Please, for once, let me be me. Please.” She asked, calmer than either of the two wizards expected her to be.
“I want to decide for myself how I think, what I do, why or how I do it. Is it so wrong for me to want that?”
“No Louhi, it is not wrong at all. The cuffs were there as a precaution, we feared you might be overly upset when you read the stipulations set out in the book, considering your past record for uncontrollable bursts of magic, it seemed a good idea at the time.” Albus told her.
“And now?” Lou asked. She was still calm, her feelings at the moment ran more to dismay and betrayal at their lack of trust in her.
Severus listened constantly to her thoughts and realised how wrong they’d been to go about things the way they had.
“Lou, what we did, what I believed would be best, it was wrong, and for that I apologise. The Headmaster will remove the last calming cuff, so I shall ask you again, will you agree to the terms of the Binding, follow the rules as set out in the book and do so willingly? Please, do not answer until the cuff has been removed and you have taken time to regain your own sense of self and thought about your answer.”
Severus nodded to the headmaster, who then removed the final cuff.
To Lou it was as though she was discovering herself again, like waking from some weird dream that wasn’t a dream but real. You knew it was real because you could feel the realness inside you, around you. Until now though it didn’t matter how real or unreal it was, it just was. Now she felt a spark of anger, anger at being mistrusted, controlled, used, confusion because all her feelings, her emotions had been trodden on and ground into the dirt while she could do nothing about it. Her hope, fear, love, trust and willingness to give freely, even her sense of humour, it was somehow twisted together and mangled before being handed back to her, now she was meant to untangle it on her own and she didn’t know how to do that.
All the time she was thinking, she was looking Severus in the eyes, willing him to see how she felt, how she hurt, how he’d taken what she’d offered and thrown it back in her face. At least that was how Lou saw it. She wanted him to tell her she was wrong, but he didn’t, he didn’t say anything, just stared back at her with a despondency akin to her own.
Severus had made up his mind to put an end to all this. Let Albus and the Order find another way to deal with the Dark Lord. He refused to put Lou through this any more. He would prefer to die rather than raise another finger against her.
No one was more surprised than Lou when his thoughts hit her in the face like a bludger. No one else knew of course, all they saw was the shocked expression on her face before her tears finally began to spill from her eyes. They were not for herself though, but for the man she thought deep down must truly hate her, when in fact he was willing to give his life rather that see her hurt any more.
“I’ll do it.” She said firmly, no emotion in her voice.
“I beg your pardon?” Severus asked, not quite sure he was hearing right. “Lou, think about what you are agreeing to, you should take more time to think about this, what it means. Maybe you have not yet regained all your senses, there could still be some residue from the cuffs, we do not know how …”
“I said I’ll do it and I will. I don’t need any more time, I know what I’m doing and I’m doing it of my own free will. Please may I read the book one last time before I start? I want to make sure I do everything right so I don’t get punished too much.” She said, a slight tremble in her voice.
“Certainly.” Severus told her, passing her the book. “Would you like some time alone to read?”
“No it’s fine thanks.” She curled up on the sofa, wiped her eyes and read the whole section on Binding from start to finish. Then she read it again and again, just to make sure. “I’m ready.” She told Severus, standing and passing him the book. “I will ask one concession.”
“And that is?”
“That I can refer to the book at any time without having to ask permission if I’m unsure of anything, or I disagree with something I think is wrong.”
“I will agree to leave the book readily available for you to access at any time, but if I tell you to do something, regardless of what the book says, you will do it, you will not question my authority at any time. If the Binding is to be strong, my word will be law, have no doubt in your mind as regards my right to influence you during the next few days. It is essential you bow to my wishes, and learn to do so on instinct alone. Can you accept that?”
“Yes.” She answered without hesitation.
“Good. Then it begins again, as from now.”
“Yes Master.” Lou replied and lowered her eyes to the floor.
“Well done Louhi, I am proud of you.” Albus told her, patting her on the shoulder.
When Lou didn’t react, he nodded and smiled at Severus.
“You know where I am should you need me Severus.”
For the next three days Lou did her best to abide by the rules set down in the book. Severus left it open on the coffee table as he’d promised, and would either smirk or frown when he saw her checking something in it, which wasn’t as often as he’d expected.
During those three days, Lou had five spankings, though none left her badly bruised, was made to walk around naked for one whole afternoon and evening and was fucked in the mouth once for daring to argue with him.
When she dared to glower at him afterwards, she was made to lay on her back on the floor and pleasure herself in front of him. That was the most humiliating experience of her life and it earned her another spanking when he felt her emotion. She was not supposed to feel that way.
The evening Severus told her to sit in the chair opposite him. “Tomorrow, Thursday the 1st of January 1998. Do you know what that means Lou? You may answer.”
“Yes Master, new years day, the day the Binding begins.”
“Correct. Tonight we shall apparate to my manor, that is where the Binding will take place, you are fully conversant with what you have to do?”
“Yes Master.”
“Then tell me.”
“For seven days and nights I’ll be naked, and bound, and constantly in your presence. I can look at you seven times each day, and bow to you seven times each day. I will at all times remain seven paces behind you. Master.”
“We shall leave these rooms at eleven forty five this evening, there will be nothing for you to pack, anything I think you may require will be provided at my request. Are you due your period anytime soon?”
“No Master, not for another eighteen days.”
“Good. You may wear a warm cloak and boots for our journey to the school gates but nothing else. Immediately we arrive in the manor, you will remove them. Understood?”
“Yes Master, I understand.”
At eleven forty five, Lou was stood in her thickest cloak and a pair of boots, waiting for Severus to come and collect her.
After disillusioning them both he led her from her rooms, down the dungeons corridor to the main entrance. She could hear the music and chatter of students from the Great Hall as everyone readied for the new year and looked to the doors enviously. Once out the gates of Hogwarts, he took her hand and apparated them directly into Prince Manor.
Lou swayed for a second or two, trying to gain her balance when she remembered her cloak and quickly took it off.
When a house elf appeared to take it from her she felt embarrassed, though she struggled not to let it show as she removed her boots and passed those to the elf also.
Severus led her to a different bedroom this time. It was more masculine than the one she used on her previous visit.
“These are my rooms, the master suite. You will be sleeping in here with me from now on. Should I feel the urge to touch you Lou, I will do so and you will not resist me. I will find it impossible to sleep in the same bed with you and not give in to at least some of my urges. Now, get to bed, the binding begins at midnight.”
Lou climbed into the bed and lay there with her eyes closed, waiting for the mattress to dip when he joined her. When he didn’t, she opened one eye to take a peep. Severus was sat in an armchair next to the fireside, reading.
Moments later her eyes closed in exhaustion. She didn’t hear the clock chime midnight, heralding the new year, nor did she feel the magical ropes that slowly fastened themselves around her wrists, ankles and waist.
On the last stroke of midnight, Severus put down his book and walked over to the bed. He pulled the covers aside to see her wrists now bound to one another, approximately three feet of magical rope from one wrist to the other, should she try to remove them, the distance between the ropes would shorten until such time it was deemed she had learned her lesson. Likewise the ropes on her ankles, should she try to remove them, attempt to pass her Master without his permission, or try to run away, they too would tighten, thus making walking rather difficult.
The one around her waist however, had a different purpose. It would tighten slightly to remind her when to bow, make eye contact, follow her Master and keep the correct distance behind him. If she failed to recognise these signs, or chose to ignore the slight tightening, it would tighten further, making itself uncomfortable for her. Should she still ignore or nor recognise the ropes intention, it would then bind her to a chair, wall, table, whatever it chose at the time. The wrist and ankle ropes would join with it, fastening her securely in a position suited to the punishment warranted for the offence she committed.
Lou would be kept in this position until such time as Severus carried out the punishment. If he did not punish her harshly enough, she would not be released until he did.
She looked so innocent to Severus at that moment, completely unaware of the bindings now in place, nowhere near ready for the events about to take place.
He could not resist trailing a finger across her breast, down her body to the dark nest of soft curls at the apex of her thighs. A smile widened his lips as she squirmed a little at his touch. He sat beside her and took a nipple into his mouth, suckling, laving, nibbling. She let out a low moan and pressed herself against him in her sleep. He flicked the tip of her nipple with his tongue and she gasped softly.
Severus stood and pulled the covers up before loosening his trousers to accommodate his hardening length. He could take her now if he chose to, he was well within his rights.
Quickly undressing, he climbed into the bed, propping his head on one hand, using the other to stroke himself for a while as he looked at her. She looked beautiful and so, so fuckable to him and he once again took a nipple in his mouth as he started to caress her, his fingers leaving feather light trails along her body.
Lou was looking into those black orbs as he touched her oh so gently. He was making her feel those sweet sensations only he could give her, so different to how he’d been these last few days. She opened her eyes and he wasn’t there, but she could still feel the touching, and her breast, he was … “Severus? Oh. Am I dreaming, or is this real?” She asked, her brain still sleep fuddled.
Feeling a slight pinch around her waist, she moved one hand to touch it, only to have her other hand pulled with it.
Severus lifted his head from her breast to see her reaction.
“Ow.” She said as the pinching at her waist grew tighter. “Severus, what …Ooww.” She yelled as something grew much tighter around her waist, her hands and legs were suddenly twisted and pulled outward and she was flipped onto her stomach. Her wrists were now fastened to the headboard and her ankles to the bottom of the bed. Somehow her bottom was pulled onto the air and she could do nothing but wriggle.
You questioned Lou when you should accept. You spoke without leave, only I, as your Master can give you that permission.
When she turned a fearful face in his direction, he put a finger to his lips to remind her that she should not have spoken.
He knelt, ready to spank her, only to find a small wooded paddle laying next to her. Severus raised an eyebrow, he’d not realised implements of punishment would be automatically provided, or indeed that he must even use them.
He picked it up and examined it, twirling it in his fingers and swishing it through the air, enjoying the sound it made. He was not too happy however about using it on Lou, it was too reminiscent of a certain hairbrush for his liking.
Lou had to be punished for speaking without permission, the ropes would hold her there until she was, but he preferred to use his hand to spank her and put the paddle down.
Raising his hand for the first strike, the paddle flew up into his hand, he was not about to be given a choice it seemed.
He brought it down fairly hard, but hopefully not hard enough to harm her. The paddle decided it was not hard enough and forced his hand back hard, almost wrenching his shoulder from its socket. It seemed Severus too would not get of lightly if he did not abide by the rules.
‘I am sorry Lou.’ He thought, bringing the paddle down hard.
Her body jerked at the contact, but to give her due’s, Lou didn’t cry out. It took a further four strikes of the paddle before it disappeared and Lou was allowed to sink onto the mattress.
“Thank you Master.” Lou said, half sobbing.
She’d made her first mistake and the Binding was quick to take her to task for it. Lou knew she’d have to be very careful from now on, the Binding didn’t allow for half awake slip ups, that was for sure. Her bottom stung like crazy, and what was with the ropes? How did they work? And that bat he hit her with, Lou forced her mind to things that weren’t important, if she started feeling emotional, something was bound to happen that wasn’t in her favour.
Severus had found it rather a turn on seeing her bottom jiggle and her hips buck each time the paddle struck. He’d tried to fight his feelings but he was harder than ever now. He decided to let her make use of her mouth rather than fucking her, if she cried out in the middle of it all he might be forced to punish her again and he really didn’t want to, not tonight.
He looked down at her, lying on her stomach, her head to one side. He knew she was trying hard not to cry, to show any emotion to what just happened.
“Lou, look at me.”
She turned her head to face him, chewing her bottom lip to stop it trembling.
“I believe we have just had our first lesson in how the Binding will control your punishments, I hope it will not be a frequent occurrence. I admit however to finding it somewhat erotic when that paddle hit your bottom, so I want you to use your mouth to bring about my release. Go ahead.” He told her, lying back, his eyes piercing hers.
Lou’s eyes gave a brief flash of anger his way and felt an uncomfortable tightness about her waist.
TBC
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