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Trust	By : Merciless Category: Harry Potter > Het - Male/Female > Snape/Hermione Views: 25351 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 4
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Thank you to everyone that has reviewed. I sincerely appreciate the reception this odd little tale has received. I'm struggling a bit with the formatting of this site, and real life is a booger. I will not abandon this story, but I cannot promise speedy updates either. ~Merciless.

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Hermione peeled off her robes and stepped out of them. Shuffling into her bathroom, she turned on the tap, pulled her slip over her head and started unpinning her hair as she waited for the hot water. She stopped when she caught her reflection in the mirror. She stared into the over-large brown eyes, with their wounded, panicked expression, and burst into tears.

She grabbed onto the sink and dropped down onto the floor, arms stretched above as if the sink would save her.

What the hell had she gotten into? She wasn't this person. She was Hermione Granger, nurse. Harry Potter's friend. One of the savior's of the Wizarding World. What the hell was she doing sodomizing Snape in the middle of a staff meeting?

She felt out of control and frightened. The more so because she had enjoyed every second of it until the man had fainted dead away and nearly crushed her. For one terror-filled moment, she'd thought he'd had an aneurism.

What if she'd had to call for help? What if she'd been seen levitating his unconscious body through the halls? Christ. What if he'd been hurt, and she'd been too wrapped up in the moment to notice?

This thing between them had spiraled out of control so quickly. What was she turning into?

As soon as she saw him again, she would end it. This simply wasn't her.

She wasn't this person.

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Was she?

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Severus Snape stalked through the halls looking for miscreants at midnight. He nodded toward the Grey Lady as she passed through the corridor, and sent Peeves scurrying with just a raised eyebrow. Patrol over, he headed down to the third floor.

"Severus?"

He stopped and turned to give Minerva an inquiring look. "Yes, Headmistress?"

"I wasn't expecting you to be out on patrol tonight, but I can see you look much improved. I take it your malady was short-lived then?"

"Indeed. It was as the school nurse said. A minor stomach complaint."

Minerva gave him a long stare.

"Strange how much time you've been spending in the infirmary lately. You haven’t been ill in years, and now you've been cursed and taken ill."

Snape stared back at her blandly. "No doubt the Law of Averages is taking its just due."

"Let us hope the balance had been achieved, but just in case, watch yourself, Severus. I don’t like to think of anything happening to you."

He wished her good night, and headed toward the stairs, away from the infirmary. Once her footsteps faded away, he Disillusioned himself and doubled back.

It took no effort at all to slip past the wards and enter Granger's bedroom. He crept up to her bed and stared down at her.

The moonlight from the window created the illusion that her skin glowed from within. She was so devastatingly beautiful, with her heart shaped face and her pointed little chin. Her mouth was shaped like a delicate bow, just begging to be kissed.

His heart swelled to know she was his. The very idea that fate would bestow such a creature on him made him close his eyes in silent thanks. The fact that he now knew beyond a doubt that he was hopelessly in love with her made his spine turn to jelly.

He hated being vulnerable, but there was nothing to be done. It had been inevitable since the first day she swept back into the castle and stolen his breath away. He hadn’t been pleased at all when he'd discovered the identity of the newest member of the staff. He'd spent two years fighting it, but in the end, he'd put up a pathetic struggle.

He reached out and carefully swept aside a curly lock of her hair revealing the thick lashes that fanned across her cheeks.

Her swollen eyelids felt like a blow to his gut. Why had she been crying?

Fear gripped him, as his mind raced in seven directions at once. He was seized with an irrational need to ensure she never cried again.

He stepped back and toed off his boots, before popping the buttons on his robes one by one. He stripped himself nude in short time, and pulled back the coverlet, smirking at her oversized Muggle t-shirt. He slid in next to her, careful not to disturb her, and propped himself up on one elbow, head in hand.

With his free hand, he swept his hair back and held it out of the way before leaning down and kissing her lips. He darted back as her hand came up and scrubbed at her face in her sleep. He smiled. Such an innocent gesture.

She was an intoxicating mix of virtue and wickedness.

He leaned back in and kissed the tip of her nose, and as expected, her hand came back and rubbed at it. He smiled again, letting go of his hair so he could cup her cheek. Enough teasing, he thought.

He kissed her with more intent and heard her indrawn breath just before her eyes fluttered open.

Her expression darted from confusion to delight to unease.

Not liking that last look at all, he whispered, "It's only me."

He stroked her face before giving in to temptation again and kissing her beautiful lips. His hands stroked down her neck, along her shoulder, and the length of her arm, before her took her hand and brought it to his lips. He kissed her delicate fingers before he looked back into her eyes.

The trepidation was still there.

He swallowed thickly. "What's wrong? Why were you crying?"

She struggled up until she was sitting against the headboard. "Severus…"

The sound of his name in that tone of voice froze the blood in his veins.

"We need to talk," she continued.

Fuck, fuck, buggering fuck! It's over! Christ! It was just his fucking luck. The same day she'd given him the most incredible moment of his life, she was going to hand him his walking papers. He'd ruined it somehow. What had he done?

He grimaced. What hadn’t he done? He'd humiliated himself utterly. After what his behavior in the tiny room behind the tapestry, why wouldn’t she want to walk? He was… sick.

He swallowed down the bile creeping up into his throat. "Save your speech, Granger," he spat, pulling away.

She grabbed at him. "I'm sorry! I didn’t mean to hurt your feelings!"

Stung, he cobbled together the scraps of pride that hadn’t already turned to ash. "Feelings? It was just sex. Nothing more. No need to make more of it than it was."

"It was, wasn't it?"

Something in her voice made him turn and look at her. He couldn’t make sense of her expression, it seemed… relieved. Gods, if there was any hope…

"I mean, what we do is unconventional, to say the least, but it's not… wrong, is it?" She dragged a hand through her tousled curls. "I mean, it's just sex, right? We're consenting adults. Granted, I think I showed very poor judgment doing something like that in public—you might have lost your position!—and I nearly went spare when I thought you might have suffered some sort of seizure." He watched a ripple of self-loathing cross her features. "But I think if we were to show a bit more prudence, perhaps a bit of restraint, then it doesn’t have to be so potentially… messy." She took a deep breath and set her shoulders. "We can avoid complications. I just I need to stop thinking so much about it. As you said, it's just sex. Nothing more, right?"

He stared at her struggling against the lead weights falling on his heart. "Precisely."

She sighed with obvious relief. "Exactly. It doesn’t have to be so full of silly emotions. We're just… exploring after all."

He closed his eyes. "Just so."

He opened them again when he felt her hand on his face. "I feel so much better. I cannot tell you how upset I've been with myself since this afternoon. I could have hurt you."

He blinked and raised an eyebrow. "You did nothing against my wishes, Granger."

"Good." She gave him a shy smile in return. "I'm glad we cleared that up." She tugged at him, reaching out and grasping his hips. "Now. Since you're here, perhaps we could do a bit of exploring."

He followed her lead, placing one knee on the other side of her as her fingers caressed his hip. He watched her with bemusement and heightened expectation as she leaned forward and engulfed his limp member with her mouth.

The feel of her wet velvet surrounding him brought him to a full stand in moments. He huffed out a sigh and pulled back, watching her moist lips wrapped around his cock. He pushed the first two inches back in.

His mind spiraled in circles, as she rolled his nuts with one hand and squeezed his prick with the other. He was angry and disappointed. He wanted to love her, damn it. Not just have her suck him off. However, if all he was going to get out if this was her willingness in bed, he would take it. He wasn't an utter berk. He tried to let his anger go. It wouldn’t be fair to her to fuck her in anger when he hadn’t bothered to explain his opinion, now would it?

She gagged a little and pulled back to collect herself.

Yes, it would, he thought. You've forgotten who you are.

He grabbed onto the headboard, gently caressing the back of her neck, waiting for her to take a deep breath. When she did, he shoved his cock in as far as it would go, holding her neck tight so she couldn’t get away. He held her in place as she started to thrash. He waited a moment longer and then pulled back.

"Come now, Granger. You had your little fun today, didn’t you? Turnabout is fair play, after all. Open up."

He watched her eyes widen and then that idiotic look of resignation cross her features, just before she sucked in a deep breath and opened her mouth.

Stupid fucking Gryffindor. It was plain she didn’t want to.

He slid his cock back into her mouth, feeling her tongue wriggle against him. When he hit the back of her throat, he pressed her head forward and jiggled it rapidly. The vibration was delicious. When he judged her to be almost out of air, he pulled out again. After gulping several breaths, she opened her mouth again.

"Relax your throat," he commanded. "You're going to take it all."

He began to fuck her mouth, stopping every so often to force his cock as far as it would go. The sound of her gagging was both satisfying and not. He was gagging on his stupid, useless emotions, so she could gag on the only thing she wanted from him.

It only took about five minutes before he felt himself slid past her tonsils. His eyes fluttered closed as he felt her lips buried in the nest of hair around his rod. He grabbed onto the headboard with both hands and thrust his cock into her face, fully planning on blowing his load down her throat and then leaving. As his climax danced closer, and his balls began to tighten, he shocked himself by pushing violently away from the headboard. His cock popped out of her mouth as he backed away until he could lean down and kiss her.

He wrapped his arms around her and sucked her tongue into his mouth, rolling over until she was on top of him. She grabbed him by the hair and kissed him back just as desperately. Her hands tore at him in justified anger, but her hips bucked against him, trying to catch his prick. He reached down, over the curve of her arse and grazed her cunt with his fingers.

The moan she let out made his hair stand on end.

"Christ, Granger, you're so wet. You liked that didn’t you? You like being under my power."

She moaned as his fingers burrowed into her. "I like pleasing you," she replied between gasps.

Her answer brought him up short, and he suddenly felt like a first-rate arse. He kissed her deeply and then flipped them both over until he was settled between her legs. "Let me please you now," he rasped, rolling his cock in her moisture. He stroked it in slowly, watching her face infuse with ecstasy. He closed his eyes and listened to her moans, as he bucked his hips, searching for the right angle. When her cries spiraled higher, he knew he had found it. He kept up a pattern of several short thrusts, followed by three deep, until he felt her body begin to quake. He gritted his teeth and banged her hard, straight through her first, nearly brutal orgasm.

"Did you like that, my sweet siren? How about another?"

Pulling out, he grabbed one of her legs and folded it over, twisting her hips to the side before sliding his cock back in. She moaned, and he felt his control slip as her tongue darted out and licked at her lips. He began to work her back up, watching her intently for signs of building excitement.

Reaching forward, he grabbed a breast and gently massaged it. She responded by reaching out and caressing his hips, sliding a hand around and over the curve of his arse. He bit down on his tongue, determined to give her all the pleasure she deserved, before finally taking his own.

He drew his hand down and pushed her leg closer to her chest, so he could pluck at her clit as he stroked into her.

"Oh, fuck, yes… just like that," she moaned.

His eyes nearly crossed as he struggled to keep himself in check. He fucked her through her second release and had to pull out before her shudders subsided. He was trembling from head to toe with the urgency of his need. He backed up and straightened her legs before pulling them apart gently. Moving up her body, he stopped and lavished attention on her breasts, planting open-mouthed kisses on them and sucking her nipples up before biting them gently.

Her hands stroked his back, scraping lightly with her blunt nails. Pushing further up, he sucked on her neck as she gasped and wrapped her legs around his waist. Shifting again, his cock sank into her welcoming heat one more time. She sighed happily and he lifted his head and looked down at her.

It was his undoing. For the second time, the look of utter contentment on her face as she looked at him was his downfall. The blissful peace in her eyes as she stroked his cheek with her hand destroyed his control. He didn’t even make it past more than three strokes before he gasped and emptied himself into her.

He pushed her legs down before he collapsed on top of her. Pulling her with him as he rolled to the side, he kissed her between breaths.

Part of him knew he was in an untenable position. How could he keep up the pretense that it was just sex when moments like this made him want to weep? By what twisted logic was it possible that he could be this close to everything he wanted, and still have happiness beyond his reach?

He wanted to kiss her forever. He wanted to tell her he loved her and never wanted to leave her side. Instead, he kissed her one final time before leaving her arms.

She sat up as he bent down and picked up his clothes. "Severus?"

Sorting through the pile for his trousers, he snapped them out. "Hmm?"

"Where are you going?"

"To bed," he replied, buckling his belt. "It's been a rather adventurous day, and I find myself rather exhausted."

"But…"

He shrugged on his robes. "Surely we're done exploring for the day? I do have limits, Granger. I seriously doubt if I will be able to perform again without a decent night's sleep."

He stuck to his guns despite the obvious disappointment in her face. She couldn’t have it both ways. Therein lay madness.

He stomped his feet into his boots and gave her a courteous bow before he swept out the door.

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Hermione stared at the door after he'd left wondering what had just happened, and why it bothered her so much.

Wasn't this what they both wanted? He'd been the first to say it was all just sex, hadn’t he?

She flopped back onto the pillows horribly confused. Somehow, talking things out had only made it all more perplexing.

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Snape lay in bed staring up at the ceiling. He hated sleeping alone. He always had.

He'd been spoiled. Sleeping next to Granger had brought about the most peace-filled nights he could remember. He wanted to just damn it all and go sneak back into her bed.

Instead, he did something he hadn’t done in years. He heaped his blankets into a long mound next to him and threw his leg over it, hugging it close with his arm.

He sighed and cast a warming charm.
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