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Lilly's Secrets	By : Sealpotter Category: Harry Potter > Slash - Male/Male Views: 5865 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 1
Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter or any of the characters associated with the books/movies and I never have and never will make any money from the writing of this story.

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A/N~ This is a short chapter. Not sure why, just came out that way. The story is 100% outlined... not by chapters, but by secrets... so the chapters flow on thier own.
Warnings: Angst, Language, Kissing
Chapter 6 - Oddities
Darkness surrounded him, yet he felt completely comfortable. Safe even. Hands started to frame his face, but he found he could not open his eyes. They stroked his hair, his cheeks and then his lips. His lips burned under the touch. He tried to talk, but his mouth would not move. He was completely immobile. Someone must have cast a charm while he was sleeping. Words tried to get to him, but they were garbled at best. Harry could not make out a voice or the words. Harry felt small drops like rain fall onto his face. One, two, three, and then a steady drip every second. With each drop, lights flashed behind his eyes, images that flashed so fast they were a blur Harry could not make out. The hand was back, caressing his face again, yet still he could not move.
And then a light caress, not of fingers, but soft flesh brushed over his lips, burning him like a brand turning his blood on fire.
Harry pushed hard through the darkness, trying to move, trying to open his eyes. And then he was sitting up in his bed, the moonlight streaming in through the window. He was breathing hard. Harry moved his arms and legs, just to prove he could. A dream... It was just a dream. But a very real one. Harry got out of bed and walked to the bathroom, hoping that splashing some cold water on his face would bring him a bit more serenity. His body still felt the effects of the burn. His groin was still hard from the contact in the dream and that puzzled Harry. Sexual thoughts were the furthest thing from his mind all these years, why now? He couldn't remember even feeling a slight stirring down there before. The dream was barely even a kiss.
Harry decided to ignore it all. He walked into his library and picked up the journal. He must have to finish the whole thing before his mother's parchments would be revealed to him.
-Christmas Eve 1979-
I got a letter from Lily today. She wants to meet in Hogsmeade for tea. She has some news to share. I wonder if I should tell her about the offer I got last week. Lucius asked me to meet Voldemort with him. I don't know yet. I have heard some bad things about the man from other people, but I don't know what to believe anymore. So many of my friends are starting to follow the man. What would Lily say? I may bring it up when I talk to her tomorrow.
-Christmas 1979-
That fucking bastard James got her pregnant. Married or not, I love her, he should never have been allowed to get so close. I swear I'll kill him if it's the last thing I do! Lily is mad at me now, told me she couldn't understand how I just started loving her, when were only friends. She didn't understand why I was so upset. Can't she see that James is sucking the life out of her? Can’t she see that I am the one who truly loves her?
Harry shut the book quickly. Wow, Snape totally flipped. He turned back to the pages he was on and found them mostly blank, until the last page:
-Halloween, 1981-
I couldn't stop it. That evil bastard killed her. I tried to reason with him, tell him it had to be another child. I pledged him everything I owned to save her. I went to her home and she was dead. The pain was heart breaking. Yet there was something more. I can't put my finger on it, but the love did not die with her. I think I will always love her.
That page had what looked like tear blotches and nothing else. The last few pages were blank. Harry got up and went over to his mother's parchments and shuffled to the last page, the writing started to appear in his mother's beautiful script:
You have a soul mate. Your soul mate has been with you all along, though hidden in plain sight. You my son need to see yourself first before you go on. When you know where your desires lay you are ready for the next secret to reveal itself to you.
Harry just stared at the blank pages. What does she mean, "See myself" and "know where my desires lay"? I see myself every day in the mirror. Yet, I have not really had the time to live. I have only survived up until now.
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