Comfort Me | By : slyfox13 Category: Harry Potter > Slash - Male/Male > Snape/Sirius Views: 7954 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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I chased after Severus going as fast as my legs would carry me, but Severus somehow managed to stay ahead of me. The dog in me relished the chase that was happening. I almost changed in to Padfoot. I refrained from transforming. This was not a rabbit I was chasing this was someone who could change everything in my life and he was getting away. I pushed my body harder as Severus rounded the corner that would lead him to the dungeons. I barely caught up to him, seeing his robes swish as he went in a classroom. I ran in the room to find Severus facing me, his face beaded with sweat, face flushed from the exertion of running. My lungs burned, my legs ached, and I was all sweaty. It was worth it if it got Severus to listen to me. I can't believe the one thing he heard was James telling me he loved me. My mine shied away from what James might mean from those three words. Something I thought I'd love to hear in the light of day only made me feel weighed down. Not light and airy like I thought I'd feel. 'I love you' coming from the wrong person doesn't feel so good especially when that person has already hurt you significantly. What are the odds James meant he loved me as a friend? I didn't know and I wouldn't know any time soon. Severus mattered now.
I sidled up to Severus, his nostrils flared as he glared at me, his hair hanging around his face, shielding some of the anger I saw from his dark eyes. "What do you want?" Severus growled, taking a few steps away from me. For the first time I noticed we were in our Potion classroom, Severus next to our work station. Deep hurt flashed in his eyes as I reached out to touch him. I pulled back my hand, not wanting upset him anymore than he already was.
"I want to explain what you just heard…"
"It sounded like Potter was confessing his love for you and you appeared to be accepting it. You were in his arms. Potter looked happy to have you in them."
I made sure I was right in front of Severus, looking straight in the eyes. "Yes, James said he loved me for some reason." I scrunched my brow. I still can't believe he said that. "I was only hugging him because I thought we had resolved everything and he wanted to hug it out. That's when he said—what you heard." I shifted my weight from foot to foot. It was so uncomfortable talking about this. Severus wasn't convinced either if his grimace was any indication. "What were you doing there?"
Severus raised brow in surprise. "Me?"
"Yeah. What were you doing there with a tray of food?"
Severus frowned, scuffing his foot against the stone. He met my eyes. "I overheard Lupin say he was going to take you a tray of food just in case you didn't make it to lunch and being the bright person I am I offered because I wanted to see you." The last few were mumbled, Severus' cheeks burning with a soft pink glow. The sight made me want to scoop him in my arms and kiss him until we were both breathless.
I held strong as he gave me a sharp look, daring me to say something about his actions. To me they were so sweet. No one had ever wanted to bring me lunch before that wasn't a friend. "You really did that for me?" I asked. It was obvious. I still wanted to hear the answer.
"Yes. I brought you food. Lupin told me where to find you. I never expected to find you in Potter's arms." Severus's whole body shuddered. Not a pleasant thought, I guess. "You can leave now. There's nothing more to say."
"What are you talking about? There's plenty more to say. Thank you for bringing me lunch. And there's nothing going on with me and James."
Severus held up his hand as he moved closer to me, making me back away from the ferocity in his eyes. He pointed toward the door. "Then you need to tell that to Potter because he's treading a dangerous line with his relationship with Lily and if he touches you like that one more time I might explode and curse him. He can't touch you. Not like that." Severus fumed, hands clenched at his sides. Slowly I took his hands in mine, interlacing our fingers. I brought his right hand up and kissed the back of his hand, earning me a raised eyebrow. Severus's body leaned closer to mine until we were embracing. Warmth bloomed in my chest at the close contact. So different from James and so very welcomed.
I smiled in Severus's hair. "You really don't want James to touch me?"
Severus pulled back, looking at me like I was an idiot. Wouldn't be the first or last time. "Are you kidding me? Now that I finally have you I'm not letting you go. Do you hear me Sirius." My heart raced hearing Severus say my first name. It sounded right falling from his lips. "Once we start something it's you and me. Nobody else especially Potter. He wants you. I know he does. He wasn't just telling you he loved you as a friend it meant more than that. Even if he's with Lily I think he might try to get you back. We've barely had any time together but I know there's something there and I'll be damn if James Potter ruins it." A shiver went through my body at the possessive words. It was new and exciting to be wanted so much. To know that what I felt was also reciprocated. I leaned in to kiss Severus, he held me back with a hand on my chest. "You have to make this more solid Sirius. What to do you want from me? Something casual? Permanent? What?"
I knew my answer would change whatever it was between us. It was something that I needed to think about long and hard. Two hearts were on the line. Severus's was most important. He really put himself out there. A lot more than I ever thought he would. I never in a million years would've thought that Severus Snape would want anything to do with me. Elated didn't even begin to describe how I felt at that moment. But there was a lot to consider. I shook my head when have I ever considered anything other than what my gut was telling. I always went with the feeling. It was right a good portion of the time. I'd let it lead me this time too.
"I want you. You are all that I want for however long you'll have me." My face burned under Severus's scrutiny, he nodded satisfied with what he saw. Severus titled his head to the side, nudging his lips with mine, barely touching mine, sending the most wonderful feelings floating through my body. He cupped my cheeks as he deepened the kiss, nipping, licking, biting, tasting. Making the world around me spin out of control then narrow back to the two of us. The smallest touch from the man in front of me wracked my body with shivers. I was so hard by the time Severus pulled away I knew I'd never make it back to class without someone noticing. It was worth it as long as Severus kept touching me. I looked down to find Severus just as hard. Why he wanted to be with me, I still wasn't sure. I was going to question it.
Severus readjusted his clothes, righting himself. I turned to the side shifting my prick as best as I could. An outline was very visible from my trousers. Oh well. Not much I could do about it. At least not now. My mouth watered as I watched Severus run his hands through his hair. He glanced at me eyes boring in to mine. A blush crept up his cheeks the longer I looked at him. Blood rushed through my veins, heating my body. I wanted to feel Severus writhe under my touch as I brought him to climax. Would he make any sounds or would it be a silent cry? How would he look? Those and more thoughts flew through my mind. I had to know.
"Tonight. I want you tonight," Severus murmured as his eyes glazed over staring at my mouth.
My throat went dry at his words. I swallowed a few times, trying to find my voice. "What do you mean?"
"I'm not exactly sure, but I want to try something. I need you."
A bolt of heat hit my cock making me harder if that was possible. Severus needed me. "I need you too." Severus was the only person that ever made me feel this way.
Severus took my hand leading me to the door. "You still can't tell me about what you wanted to discuss with Potter can you?"
A sharp pain hit my heart. It was hard to keep everything from him, but James still deserved a chance to tell Lily what he'd done. "No, I'm sorry. I have let him try to do the right thing."
Severus wrapped his hand around my hair, dragging in my in for a fierce kiss that left my knees weak and a little wobbly. "Potter can't have you now."
I smiled widely. "I don't think he ever had me."
"I'm serious. Potter lays one hand on you in front of me and he's going to get it."
"Why do you want me?" So much for not asking.
"Didn't I already explain this last night? I think I'm going to let you try and figure it out while we go eat." We walked out together, side by side. We grabbed something from the kitchen. I revealed to Severus the way the Marauders got food during the night. We ate quickly outside the kitchen, sitting on the cold stone floor. My butt was freezing as we got ready for the rest of the day. Severus promised to meet me after dinner in the Room of Requirement. My blood thrummed with heat in his eyes.
The next few classes were hard to say the least. James tried every which way to talk to me. I wasn't going to hear, not now. Not until he talked with Lily. The three words he uttered were not meant for my ears. A feeling of wrongness hung around them. They would've been so welcomed when I thought James and I had something. The weird the thing was I knew I could forgive James if only he'd give me the chance to instead of mucking up everything. I wanted to understand what he wanted and needed out of a partner. That day wasn't going to come anytime soon. I needed to forgive and heal before we could move past this and resume our friendship.
The last of class of the day let us out and I was caught in a whirl wind of James. "My goodness you are one hard bloke to find. Why do you keep avoiding me?" It was also a class I shared with Severus. He looked over at me and James, eyes narrowing when James put his hand on my shoulder. Earlier I told Remus what had transpired between me and Severus. Remus saw the look in Severus's eyes. He intercepted Severus before he could hex James. Not wanting anyone to get hurt or in trouble, I carefully backed away from James, spotting Lily wait for him at the door.
"I was trying to give you some space. Lily's waiting for you." James's eyes widened as he glanced over at the pretty red-head, a big smile on her face.
James looked like he'd been slapped as he looked back at me. "I'm going to talk to Lily tonight." James went to his girlfriend, holding her hand as they left to start the rest of their afternoon.
A freezing sensation filled my chest. Tonight would change a lot of things. I only hoped that Lily and James didn't get hurt too much. Severus rushed to me as soon as Remus stepped out of the way.
"Right now you're mine," Severus grabbed my hand and led me out of the classroom. I could only guess at what we were going to do and it sent blood straight to my cock.
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