Cruel Intentions | By : rephiamlove Category: Harry Potter AU/AR > Het - Male/Female Views: 6534 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Here is the chapter from Ron's perspective. Enjoy
Ron Weasley-Location: Ministry of Magic
I traveled by floo powder to the ministry to meet up with my team to go over the mission's core and purpose. Most likely, we were going to go over to talk to the head master of Durmstrang. We were also going to question all of the students attending if they had heard any rumors regarding dark artifacts. This objective was going to be pretty effortless. My presence there, was not needed whatsoever, but I had volunteered to go and help out my team.
I needed to get away from the tension that had developed between me and Hermione. It all started after we kissed at my mom's birthday party. She looked beautiful that night. Her eyes had shone in the moonlight, her cheeks were pink from laughing, and there were enchanted fireflies sparkling all around us.
Our kiss was clumsy, but slightly sensuous. Yes, we were both drunk, but I still hoped that Hermione would somehow find enjoyment in it. The attraction that I had for her never stopped, even after all these years. She kept up her figure, dressed nice, and she always smelled really good to me. Even without perfume, her scent was like home. Any man could see that, even thought she had a plain face, she was far from plain. She had a timeless beauty.
Regrettably, over the years, we stopped being intimate, stopped kissing, and stopped being there for each other. I mostly blame myself for not trying harder. I may have allowed my fame and fans to become a priority to me in the beginning, but I slowly realized that they became a wedge between my wife and myself. Allowing those things to happen were unwise and irrational. However, I never stopped loving her.
I fell in love with her when we were kids, and I never stopped loving her. Things turned really bad for us after Hugo was born. My selfishness and loneliness had driven me to having an affair with a witch I met while out on a mission. The witch I became an adulteress with made me feel alive, carefree, and young again. I ended the affair after a month, because I realized what I was doing was wrong and unforgivable. I vowed that day to try and work harder at being a good husband to my wife.
Ever since then, I've been waiting for Mione to notice me again. I've been combing my hair the way I know she likes it, and holding her hand longer than I need to when we floo or disaparate. I've taken missions that take me out of town for days at a time, in hope that she will miss me, and fall back in my arms, but it never happens.
Then, the unthinkable happened. The other day, when I was in Diagon Alley getting Hugo a new broom to surprise him, I saw Hermione having tea with the ferret, Draco Malfoy. My face turned red with anger, jealousy, and confusion. She looked so happy, laughing and snickering while he flirted with her shamelessly. They didn't notice me looking through the window, but I left before I was spotted. Draco sodding Malfoy was bad news. Everyone knew about his whorish ways. Why would she want to have tea with him? Did they plan it? Was it a date?
I was angry, but then I realized that I had done the same thing to her with another witch long ago. I knew first-hand how fast a simple cup of tea, can go from becoming small-talk, to becoming a full blown affair. Loving Hermione with all my soul was easy. She was the mother of my children, and my whole world.
I needed her to remember how much she loved me. I knew it because I felt something when ever we looked into each other's eyes. I needed some help from a married couple besides my parents, that I could go and get reliable advice from .
I decided to send a letter to Hermione's mother Jean to request a private meeting between just the two of us. Perhaps it was time to come clean and get some marital advice from someone who was happily married, and that wasn't apart of the wizarding world.
The day after Hermione had tea with Draco Malfoy
Location: Jean Granger's house
Sitting down on Jean Granger's couch, I tried to swallow my fears and be as brave as I could, "Thanks for letting me come over and talk with you Mrs. Granger. I really need advice, and you're the best person I could think of."
I ducked my head in embarrassment, not being able to look at Hermione's mother in the eye.
"There is no need to thank me, Ronald. We're all family here. Matthew isn't home at the moment. I thought that would be best since you said you wanted to speak to me privately. I'm glad that I can help in any way. What seems to be the problem?" she asked.
"I've got some things to say… really unpleasant things, and I need to let them all out, so please just let me finish, okay."
She nodded her head understanding.
"Me and Hermione have been having problems for quite some time… I've had an affair… It was a long time ago. I ended things quickly after they started because I knew that it was wrong." I paused to sigh, trying to continue. " I'm not sure how much Hermione knows about it, but I want things to get better between us. I want our marriage to be the way it was when we were first married, happy and in love, the way you and your husband are. I don't know how to go about it. Hermione doesn't seem to want me anymore, not that I blame her," I confessed.
It was hard looking at Hermione's mother after letting her know all of the horrible things I had done to her daughter. My cheeks flared red in shame and self-disgust. I couldn't believe at what I just told my mother-in-law.
"Ronald, all marriages have ups and downs. I'm glad that you came to me to talk about this. Everyone needs help from time to time. Don't worry, I'm not here to judge you or Hermione, and I will do my best to try to give you some useful advice, that will hopefully help you. I'm sorry to hear that you and my daughter have been having problems, though I have noted my daughter somewhat unhappy over the years. What I think you should do is be honest with her about your infidelity, and start fresh. If you want to move on, and be happy again, then you need to talk about what has brought you to this stalemate, and that includes the affair you just mentioned. As far as wanting to be happy again, that all falls on you, and how you can make her happy. She's your wife Ronald. You should know her better than anyone. What do you think would make Hermione happy? Try to step into her shoes for a moment, and think about what she would want. Conversations? Honesty? Intimacy? Friendship?" she asked.
All these things that she was mentioning were exactly what I thought my wife needed, because I missed and needed them from her as well. "All of that sounds exactly like our relationship used to be like. I'm sorry Mrs. Granger, It must be hard having a son-in-law that has failed your daughter."
She sighed loudly, and reached for my hand, "Ronald, you haven't failed anyone. You being here, and wanting to fix your marriage proves that. You might have made mistakes, but I know my daughter, and she has a very big, loyal, and forgiving heart. Don't underestimate the power of communication. With that, I believe that any marriage can overcome something as this."
I hugged her tightly, trying to express my gratitude through body language, since my eyes had begun to swim with tears. I bid her a farewell and tried to turn her advice into something that I could manageably do.
I needed to hurry and woo my wife, before I lost her forever. The one affair I had years ago taught me a thing or two. The witch taught me about all about the "clitoris" and how to make a woman reach an orgasm. Poor Hermione. I hadn't been satisfying her very well all those years, and she never said anything. I would be able to satisfy her now if we had a chance to be together again. I had to show her how much I still needed her, still wanted her. I just hope it's not too late.
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