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Deeply Wounded	By : SnapesOnlyOne Category: HP Canon Characters paired with Original Characters > Het - Male/Female Views: 2045 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter or anything of J.K. Rowlings characters, nor do I make any money from writing this, just a hobby that I enjoy very much

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“Celestia, Celestia, please wake up” Astra pleads, I keep my eyes closed and bury my face more into Severus.

“Celestia please, don't ignore me!”

“Why shouldn't I? How dare you speak to him like that!” I snap and feel Severus squeeze my hand.

“He is a half blood Celestia, the only reason everyone is ok with it is because you've been damaged.”

“Are you included in that? Because by all means if you're ashamed of me then walk away, I wouldn't want to bring you down into disgrace with me” I snap.

“You don't have to...” she whispers.

“If you're suggesting what I think you are, you don't understand this at all. I won't walk away from him, not ever. He is the only one for me and I thought you got that”

I feel Severus’ arms snake around my waist and he leans forward laying a kiss against my head.

“He loves your body, he loves what you do for him, he hasn't told anyone about you, and you haven't told anyone either. You pretend you hate each other when you're around people, you're engaged to be married in five months, no one knows except the Malfoy’s, who are planning the wedding for you. Neither of you are excited. You're more focused on having a baby he doesn't want and will probably never accept. You're too busy being obsessed with getting pregnant to focus on him, and he's too busy being obsessed with you to care. I pity any child that you carry for him, if you ever do, born to a father who will hate and neglect it”

“Enough!” Severus growls.

“I would be happy for you if I could see a reason to be, but I don’t, I'm sorry. I was happy that you got past your fear of intimacy, was happy until you agreed to marry him, this is a fling, nothing more than sex Celestia.”

“I care about your sister Astra," he growls angrily.

“Then prove it! There's a staff meeting today, break the news then.”

“I planned on it” he growls again, “now get out”

“The meeting is in an hour!” she snarls before storming out.

“I'm sorry that's she's acting like this” I whisper, wrapping my arms tighter around him.

“She is right you know, society isn't going to like this, I'm tainting one of the few pureblood women left.”

“I'm damaged goods remember? No one cares about me Severus, my sister is still single, they can fight over her”

“I don’t care about your damages, I care about us, and our future together...”

“Can I come stay with you this summer?”

“I regret to tell you that you will be severely underwhelmed.”

“I'm not a digger, I don't care what your house is like, if I have you, I’m happy. I have a house that I bought and paid for from hard earned money, I don't want someone to provide for me. I just want someone to love me Severus.”

“That I can do,” he whispers kissing my neck. “Make love to me Celestia.”

He sits up and I climb onto his lap, straddling him. I kiss him tenderly,then trailing kisses across his jawbone and down his neck, I wrap my arms around him, trailing the kisses back up, nipping his neck. He groans softly and I capture his lips again, raising myself up and sinking down on his erection, taking him deep into me with a sigh. I bring my hands up his back grabbing his shoulders as I move slowly up and down, smoothing delicate kisses over his neck and his face; I nip at his earlobe as I sink down again. My hot breath causing him to groan. I start to move quicker and he grabs hold to slow me down.

“Slow baby, I want to feel you….” he whispers and I nod and begin moving slowly again, dragging my fingers in slow sensual trails along his back and shoulders. He groans and lowers his mouth, trailing sweet kisses along my collarbone and gently caressing my breasts, brushing his thumbs absentmindedly over my nipples which harden instantly with his touch. He runs his tongue over them then blows a cool breeze across them. I lose focus, my body succumbing to his heat and he flips us, his muscles rippling as he grinds in and out of me, a look of focus and barely there restraint mixes with passion on his face. He shifts his position slightly so every stroke hits that sweet spot buried inside me, his pace increasing but staying gentle until I climax and he sails over the edge with me pushing himself in as deep as he can and spilling his seed into me.

He lowers himself onto the bed beside me, taking my hand and lifting it to his mouth, kissing and nipping at my fingers.

“We had better get going, we have fifteen minutes.”

“That's enough time for a quickie though isn't it?”

“After the staff meeting Celestia, Merlin you are insatiable...”

*%*%*

We arrive at the meeting sitting next to each other at the table, several topics are discussed. Heads needing to reinforce school boundaries and absences from classes, reinforcing curfew as the amount of kids wandering the halls was getting out of hand.

Upcoming O.w.l.s and N.e.w.t.s. Uniforms being inappropriately worn etc…

“Does anyone else have anything to add?” Minerva finishes

I watch as Astra stares pointedly at Severus.

“I do,” he speaks calmly “this coming summer… Celestia and I are to be married.”

“Get out of Hogwarts!” Aurora squeals “you two are together? For how long?”

“About five weeks into this semester,” I smile and flash the ring.

“Is she pregnant? It seems a little quick...” comes Minerva's concerned voice.

“No.” he responds cold as ice.

"I was pregnant," I start quietly "I miscarried a few weeks ago, didn't know I was pregnant until then, so that isn't the reason for the proposal, it was before that.”

“I just don't see you two as a pair,” comments Professor Sprout honestly.

“They're perfect for each other, you don't see it because they both have such high walls, I've seen them at their weakest and I think they will be good for each other,” Poppy inserts cheerfully “... congratulations!”

“I need to excuse myself, I have a potion brewing.” and with that Severus stands and leaves.

The chatter about us continues for a bit and then I leave to find Severus.

*%*%*

When I walk into his office he has his back to me stirring the potion carefully. I come up behind him, wrapping my arms around him and reaching down stroking him through his pants.

“Celestia wait,” he responds coldly as he begins bottling the potion into small vials, cooling one in the process and handing it to me.

“Drink that.” he grumbles irritably.

“That's why you're in a mood?” I shove the vial back into his hand and turn to leave “Just forget about it!” I snap before tearing out the door.

I storm through the halls and into my room, slamming the door behind me and flopping down into the chair, a house elf appears moments later bringing me lunch and I eat alone. The longer I sit in the room by myself the more angry I grow at the situation. Why can't he just get over himself, his moods are making me crazy. Astra comes in and drops into the chair across from me, crossing her legs gracefully.

“What's wrong Celestia?”

“Why would I tell you?”

“I'm your sister... your best friend.”

“Not lately, look at the way you treated him today, I can't forgive you for that.”

“I'll make it up to him, just not yet. He offended me too Celestia!”

“How?”

“He denies me time and time again.”

“He's had you Astra,” I start “he denies you because he is mine, he doesn't want me pregnant, he's not going to take a risk with you.”

She shrugs then stands leaning in to kiss me on the lips and leaving.

I take dinner alone and climb into bed shortly after, wrapping the covers tightly around me and dozing off to sleep.

I awaken feeling arms wrap around me and pull me close. I jerk myself out of his arms and he grabs me tighter.

“Shhh... it's me.”

“Oh, I'm aware,” I snap.

“You're still angry.”

“Yep.”

“Why, never mind I know why. You're angry because I don't want a baby and I don't want to talk about a baby and even though you know I don't you have given me no choice but to comply by forcing me to choose you and a child or nothing at all. Of course I am going to choose you, I need you… I love you. I have done my best to please you. But you can't force someone to do something and expect them to be happy about it.”

“I love you too, but I don’t know how to respond to that… but I suppose not, is there really not even the smallest part of you that is excited about any this?”

“Seeing your tummy swell with life, yes, but something so foreign as being a father... no.”

I turn to look at him and then wrap my arms around him.

“I wish you could see yourself the way I do, you'd be a brilliant father. You didn't want to talk about me being a wife before, and it grew on you. Can you please try to let this grow on you too?”

He pulls open a vial of potion and brings it to my lips. I open my mouth slightly and he pours the cold potion past my lips and I swallow before he overtakes me.

*%*%*

The next 5 months are back to normal almost, Astra and I are ok again, having made her apologize to Severus. Twice a day he brings me potion to drink and makes love to me each time. Astra still flirts desperately, but is now trying to get in good graces with the pureblood literature teacher. I have spent the last five months desperately trying to convince Severus he will enjoy being a father, but he hasn't budged, instead I think he has begun to find my constant attempts amusing.

It's the morning of our wedding and I sit watching the tailor make last minute adjustments to my deep lush purple satin dress, in here, out here. When a wave of nausea hits me, I run for the bathroom promptly vomiting , I drop to the floor leaning over the toilet when I feel it, a brutal pain sweeping over my abdomen and a small rush of fluid between my legs. I immediately put my hand between my legs and when I pull it up, it's bloody. I feel my heart sink and I break into sobs as the pain overtakes me. I must have lost consciousness because when I open my eyes I am tucked tightly into a bed with a heating spell placed on it. Astra and Narcissa are chatting across the room and Severus and Lucius stand talking with the mediwitch. Severus makes eye contact with me and gives me a sympathetic look.

“ We're going to postpone the wedding Celestia,” Narcissa whispers as she sits down gently beside me. “You know what's happening I assume?”

“Another miscarriage...” I whisper and she nods.

“I'm sorry dear” she replies.

“It's fine" I respond coldly "and don't cancel it, we can still get married, privately up here. The party can go on without me, it was going to be that way anyways.

“ There are certain traditions that need to be observed, your father won't have it any other way. You would need to make it through the service and a first dance then you could leave.”

“If you can find me something strong for pain I can do this.”

“You aren't doing anything” comes Severus cold voice.

“Yes I am, this is the one time I am not going to back down Severus, they put everything together, I can handle a few hours with some pain meds”

“Celestia please-”

“No Severus, we are getting married, so please, just find me some medication” I finish with a wince.

Narcissa returns a few minutes later with a few vials, handing them to me and kicking the men out of the room.

“We have half an hour to get you ready Celestia, are you sure?”

“Yes.” I respond and down the bottles and forcing myself up from the bed and push the pain down.

“Do you not care? Or are you just shutting it off?” Astra asks me carefully.

“I care more than you can imagine, I don't have time to stop and do this right now!” I respond coldly.

“It's really messed up how you can just turn stuff off.”

“Well, it works for me, so I don't really care what you think.”

The tailor brings in my dress and my sister and Narcissa help me get it on. The beautiful rich purple complimenting my skin nicely, the strapless mermaid style hugging my curves like a second skin. I watch as the tailor wraps a black ribbon sash around the black lace covered dress and ties it in an elegant bow slightly off to the side. Narcissa approaches me with a black diamond choker and puts it carefully around my neck. She charms my hair up into a tight bun on the back of my head leaving two strands loose on either side to frame my face. She does my makeup carefully, giving me a dramatic smokey eye and stepping back with a smile.

“You look beautiful Celestia,” she smiles and checks the time. “We had better go, are you ok?”

“If I'm not, I'll tell you, rest assured,” I grumble irritably.

We head down the lavishly decorated corridors standing just out of eyeshot of the grand foyer where the wedding is taking place and Narcissa summons Lucius up; she and Astra head down the grand staircase to take their places. Lucius holds out his arm and I step back from him uneasily.

“I know you don't know me, and I suppose I understand if you don't want to. I wish I had known about you and your sister, I would have taken you away from all of that. I can't undo what has happened to you, but I am your father Celestia, and I'm here for you if and when you need me. I won't hurt you, not ever. Family is the thing I value above all else, talk to Draco sometime and he will tell you that." He pauses for a minute, "Please let me walk you down the aisle?”

I take a deep breath trying to calm myself before stepping forward and reluctantly taking his arm. The music starts in the distance and he looks to me with a smile.

“Are you ready?” He asks me gently and I step forward in response, the pain medication starting to take the edge off. We step to the top of the staircase and there is a collective gasp and applause as the huge crowd of people take notice of me, I feel myself start to tremble. Lucius leans in whispering encouragement to me as we start carefully down the two story high staircase. I slow my steps in anxiety and Lucius leans over again.

“Focus only on him, no one else is here.”

I look up at Severus for the first time and he looks concerned. I put on my best smile and continue down the steps. Severus looks so handsome at the end of the aisle; the smartest looking black dress robes I have ever seen, and a vest in purple so deep it is almost black.

I watch as his eyes sweep over my figure in longing and for that moment everything is forgotten. We reach the bottom of the stairs and it takes all my self control not to run to him as we slowly clear the distance and Lucius hands me off to him and takes his place beside Severus as his best man. I look to the other men and realize I don't know them at all. I turn to my other side and see Narcissa, Astra and Aurora. I take my place standing beside Severus facing Kingsley Shacklebolt who immediately begins to speak. He drawls out a long speech about second chances and broken pieces finding each other and I find myself entranced by the beautiful way he has written this piece.

“Do you Severus Tobias Snape take Celestia to be your lawfully wedded wife?”

“I do,” he responds clearly.

“Do you Celestia Raine Vicer take Severus to be your lawfully wedded husband?”

“I do,” I beam unable to contain my joy.

We exchange rings and he speaks again.

“I now pronounce you husband and wife, Severus, you may kiss your bride.”

Severus steps forward and wraps his arms around my waist gently and swoops down for a long, deep and delicate kiss as the crowd erupts into applause. We quickly exit, heading back to my dressing room to change, leaving everyone to find their way to the ball room without us. When the door closes behind us I drop down onto the bed, laying back against the pillows exhaustedly. Severus opens the large elaborately carved wardrobe pulling out my evening gown. A long floor length purple satin gown with a low cut back and a plunging v-neck front and puts it on the bed.

“Are you ok to continue Celestia?”

“For a bit longer, our dance and then I will sit out after that Severus,” he nods pulling me gently to my feet and helping me remove the dress and slide into the new one. He kisses me gently and pulls my hair down from the bun with a smirk.

“Merlin you are beautiful...wife.”
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