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I do not own any of the characters or places from the Harry Potter books or films. They all belong to J.K. Rowling. All that is mine is Lou and the plot. I am not making any money from the writing of this story.

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WARNING: Abuse in this chapter.

CH 61 Rumpy�s?

Lou woke to find herself in a tight embrace, her back against Severus� hard chest and she somehow felt content. She recalled the events of yesterday afternoon when the Deatheaters came and felt she should be upset or angry over what happened. It had been traumatic for her to say the least, yet she didn�t feel any of those things. She felt no pain anywhere as would be expected, even Severus had been brutal with her so why didn�t she hurt?

Was she allowed to think these things? Her bindings weren�t reacting to her thoughts so she must be.
�I too feel strangely at ease with myself.� Severus said softly into her ear. �Like you, I find it most odd, though not unpleasant.�

�You have my permission to speak if you wish, I know you have questions.�

�Thank you Master.� Lou turned round, keeping her eyes lowered to his chest. �Will they come back, those men?�

�They may, or perhaps someone else. It may be the Dark Lord will be satisfied with what he sees when he performs Legilimency on them.�
�What about McNair? When he bit me, and he was strangled? Wont he be angry when he sees that?

�He will be furious, but not with you or I. McNair caused his own downfall Lou, he was warned and chose to ignore that warning.�
�Can I ask something else Master?�

�You just did, but go on.�

�You told Draco�s dad that I�m a �that the magic made me a �� The rope gave a small tug at her waist in warning. �A virgin. Is it true, I�m not am I?�
�Yes and no. It is not true that the Binding caused you to regain your maidenhead, however the fact you took more of the Heal All means that you are again in fact, a virgin. Something which is good for me, though not so good for you. That is the reason I have restrained myself, I think I will find it more pleasurable taking you on our wedding night as a virgin, than not. I consider myself lucky to have the chance to pop your cherry for the second time.�
�So it�ll hurt again, like last time?�

�Of course, but did I not also give you a great deal of pleasure?�
Lou turned beet red but as her hands were drawn tighter together she quickly said; �Yes Master.�
�Come, shower and breakfast I think.�
Lou followed him, not that she had any choice, and when they stepped into the shower, Severus took the soap and started washing her, making sure to pay extra attention to the area between her legs. This time he allowed her to have an orgasm before passing her the soap so she could wash him.

It was not long before he had her on her knees, taking him willingly into her mouth until he came. He let her swallow it all, having no desire to come on her face this time.

At breakfast, he told her to sit on the chair next to his as he placed food on her plate and told her to eat.
Lou did as she was told, keeping her eyes lowered all the time, that strange feeling of contentment, now heightened by their antics in the shower, still invading them both.
When Tilly arrived with the post, Lou saw immediately that one of the letters was addressed to her, she recognised the handwriting too, it was from Mr Lupin.

She wondered if she would be allowed to read it this time, Severus still hadn�t let her see the one Hermione sent.
Severus broke the plain black seal on the first missive.

Severus

I am pleased to see the Binding is a true one. I have decided that the ceremony will take place in my presence, now the little witch is a virgin again, I think I might enjoy seeing you break her in.

She is a very attractive girl, I shall partake of her myself once the Binding is over. Many of my followers are also eager for a chance to taste her, it will be interesting so see how many she can take in one night, after we have finished with her of course.

That was all it said, the Dark Lord would never put his signature to a missive. In fact Severus doubted he even wrote them himself. As to allowing anyone but himself to fuck Lou, he would see them both dead before that happened. As regards the ceremony though, there was nothing he could do about that. If the Dark Lord was demanding it be performed in his presence, they would have to comply.

He wrote a short letter to Albus and had Tilly take it to the small owlery he kept in the attic of the house.

He then opened the one addressed to Lou. �So it is Lupin she is corresponding with. Why has she got him searching for a muggle house? She has no need of one. More to the point, why is Lupin complying with her wishes, he is nothing to her.� He looked at the five sheets of paper that came with Lupin�s letter, each showing a different property in a different location.
Lou strained her neck to try and see what was in the letter, then what was on the other sheets of paper that came with it. But Severus was holding them in such a manner that made it difficult for her to see anything.
Severus noticed her trying to take a peek. �Sit on the floor.� He demanded. �And keep your face to the floor.�
Lou slid from the chair, sadden at his harsh manner, but afraid to disobey him. The newfound contentment they�d shared beginning to leave her.
Severus felt her distress, but he too was losing that somewhat blissful feeling now he knew she was corresponding with another man, platonic though it was. She�d had ample opportunity to tell him she was looking for a muggle home yet had said nothing.
Lou watched as her took her letter, threw it into the fire and it burst into flames. She didn�t understand why he did it, she didn�t understand why he was angry at her, but she knew he was. His whole demeanour spoke of extreme annoyance and as she was the only other person here, she�d obviously displeased him somehow. �I mustn�t be frightened, I mustn�t. If I start being afraid the ropes will make me get punished. But why is he mad at me? What have I done? Floorboards, think about floorboards Lou.� She told herself.
Severus heard the word �floorboard� in his mind and looked into her thoughts, wondering what on earth she was thinking about those for. When he discovered she was afraid of his anger, and was bewildered as to what she�d done wrong he softened, but only slightly.
�You will not correspond with Lupin or anyone else in future without my permission. Why were you looking to purchase a house in the muggle world?� He asked. �You may speak.�

�I wanted somewhere �safe. Before I started Hogwarts I was scared, I didn�t know how things would go, what would happen. I thought if I had somewhere to go if it didn�t work out, or if you sent me away then it wouldn�t be so bad.�
�And you did not see fit to inform me of this? You are allowed no secrets from me now, and writing and receiving mail from another man is definitely unforgivable.�
�I�m sorry Master. So much happened I forgot about the house, why can�t I write to Mr Lupin? Everyone else gets letters, Mr Lupin was the only one who wrote back to me. It made me feel part of things.�

Her wrists and ankles were drawn together for daring to ask such a question and wishing for contact from someone other than her master.

�I wont write again, I promise. You can tell him to stop writing can�t you, you can tell him why.� She said, desperately afraid now of what the ropes would make happen next.
�Very well, I shall except your explanation, so long as you realise that you will not be purchasing a house in the muggle world or anywhere else without my express wish that you do so. As for Lupin, I shall deal with him. Right now there is another matter to be dealt with. The headmaster should be arriving shortly, I shall explain then what is to happen. I expect you to be on your best behaviour while he is here Lou. Do not disappoint me.�
�Yes Master. I �I mean no Master. I�� She gulped and looked up at him questioningly.
�Go ahead, what is it now?�

�The Headmaster, I�m naked. He�ll see.�
�Of course he will see, just as you were seen yesterday. The difference being that the Headmaster will have no wish to abuse your body. Now stop talking utter rot and follow me to the bathroom.�
Lou stood quietly with her back to him while he used the toilet, then followed him back downstairs to find Albus standing in the living room.
�Severus, I received your note. What a terrible state of affairs.�
Lou was a little apprehensive when she saw him, the fact she thought of him almost as a father made it more difficult to stand there naked in his presence. Then when he completely ignored her, she was at first hurt, then relieved that he did. When she felt a strong tightening at her waist this time, she tried to take deep breaths as she thought floorboards again.
�Please sit Albus.� �Lou, bring drinks from the cabinet.�
Lou turned and opened the small drinks cabinet to the side of Severus� chair, she looked at the different decanters and had no idea which one to get. She stood and moved to Severus� side, waiting for him to tell her or acknowledge that she needed to speak to him.
�What now? I asked you to get us a drink.�
�I don�t know which one Master.� She told him, her face reddening at having to do this in front of the Headmaster.
�The one marked cognac, and two goblets.�
Lou turned again and found the right decanter, she picked up two brandy glasses, placed them on the table between the two wizards and stood to wait for Severus to tell her to sit down. Only he didn�t, instead he totally ignored her as he spoke with Albus.
�Best behaviour. Best behaviour.� She kept telling herself. At least she did until Severus told him the contents of the letter from the Dark Lord.

Her head whipped up in shock, and she looked at Severus in disbelief.

�No. We can�t, he can�t. Severus ple ��
At least Albus was gracious enough to leave the room as Severus paddled her backside then forced himself into her mouth over and over until he came.
�Thank you Master for punishing me.� She spluttered in between her sobs.
Because she couldn�t hold back the tears, she was then forced to lay across the Headmasters knee for another spanking as soon as he re-entered the room and sat down. To make it worse, she was not allowed to react in any way whatsoever as Albus reluctantly spanked her with his hand.
The old wizard doled out her punishment unenthusiastically, wishing there was some other way to get her through this nightmare. When he finished he pretended that nothing had happened, believing it better than prolonging her distress if he spoke of it.
When he finished she was baffled as to whether or not she was meant to thank him, but the ropes yanked her in front of Severus and she thanked him instead.

He told her to sit down and she did, on the floor beside his chair.
�Severus, is there nothing that can be done to persuade Voldemort to reconsider, for the ceremony at least? Hopefully after the Binding, the rest will not be necessary.�
�Not that I can think of Albus, one does not dispute the Dark Lords decisions.�
Lou was ignored by both men now as she tired to grasp at reality without thinking. Not an easy task when ones nerves are so frayed they are about to snap. Every so often her waist would be pinched uncomfortably, or her ankles, wrists, or both would suddenly be bound tightly until she gained control of her emotions.
When the Headmaster left, Severus told her to stand and face him.
�What did I say to you before Albus arrived?� He demanded, his voice raised.
�To be on my best behaviour Master.�

�Why then were we both forced to punish you? Why have your bindings been constantly adjusting themselves since his arrival?�
�Because I couldn�t control my feelings Master. I�m sorry, I tried so hard.�
�Clearly not hard enough. How do you think I felt watching as Albus laid hands on you? How do you think he felt?�

�I don�t know Master, but I didn�t like it.�
�You did not like it. Ha!� He exclaimed, on his feet and pacing slowly round her now. �Did I not tell you the Headmaster came here not with the intention of harming you, but to see me?�

�Yes Master.�
�Yet you still saw fit to let your emotions get the better of you. Even now you are not in control of yourself, I can hear you, feel you. I can see the ropes tightening at your every thought.�
�Floorboard. Floorboards. Floorboards.� Lou thought desperately.
�I sincerely hope you get a grip on yourself soon. If you give the Dark Lord cause to punish you during the time leading up to the ceremony, he will be much less lenient than Albus or myself.�
�Yes Master.� �Floorboard. Floorboards. Floorboards.� She thought as her own rage built and built inside her.
�For goodness sake woman look at you.� He roared, his temper growing as he saw her fall to her knees, gasping for breath at the tightness of the rope round her waist.
Lou let out a choked sob then screamed at the top of her voice.
Severus actually jumped, so taken aback was he when she did.
�I can�t help it.� She yelled at him. �I�m frightened, I�m terrified Severus and your making it worse.�
�Well it is not exactly a bed of roses for me either you know.� He shouted back as he unfastened his trousers. His cock was throbbing urgently and Lou was on her knees in front of him. �And call me Master.� He roared as he freed himself.
�FUCK YOU.!� She screamed, as her magic suddenly surfaced. She began to crackle with uncontrolled energy, the ropes falling to the floor as she stood of her own accord, her eyes piercing his with pure malevolence. �The worst you�ve had to do is shit in front of me, you don�t know what it�s like being me, having to do all this. I hate it Severus, and I�m gonna end up hating you for making me do this.� She said, her voice still raised as she tried to control herself. �I don�t want to hate you. Please help me. Please.� She broke down in tears.
Severus stood looking at her, he was shaken by her reaction and was staring at her open mouthed, his now soft member still in his hand. He was shocked as he realised what she�d done, what she was truly feeling deep down inside. It was true, he didn�t know how she felt, not really, he was getting mad at her because he was not in full control of the situation, he knew it was wrong yet he still did it.
�Lou, you do realise you have broken the Binding, that we are no longer protected.�
�I can�t help that, I can�t. I thought I could do this, but I didn�t realise just how bad it would be. I don�t want you to die Severus, but we have to find another way, we have to.�
Severus tucked himself back into his trousers and grabbed her, pulling her to him.
She cringed when his hands took hold of her, then calmed when she realised he was not going to punish her.
He embraced her, letting her cry, stroking her hair, planting soft kisses on top of her head.

�She is a child� a child in a woman�s body, a body I have abused, used as though she were a grown woman. I have allowed myself to be carried away by the dream of defeating the Dark Lord and possessing her as my one true love. I had no right to do that.�
�Do you mean that?� Lou asked him.
�Mmm? Mean what?� He asked quietly, still lost in his own remorse.
�Am I your one true love?�

�Of co � Lou, why did you ask me that?�
�Because you just said it.�

�I said nothing�
�You did. You said I�m a child in a woman�s body and you had no right to do what you did. You said you got carried away with the dream of stopping Voldemort, then you said I�m your one true �did you mean it?�
�Yes Lou I meant it, though I did not say it. I thought it.�
�But I heard you, I did. How can I hear you if you didn�t say it? You meant it, you really meant it?�
�I believe you heard my thoughts, much as I have been doing with yours these past weeks. And yes, I truly meant it Lou.�
She hugged him tight, tighter than she�d ever done before and he found he quite liked it.

�Severus, my satchel, I need my satchel.�
�Why? I do not see how that is going to help the situation.�
�Please, trust me, I think there might be another way, but it will only work if you meant what you said. Please, you know about the Kalevala, I have two other books in that satchel Severus, and one of them just might have the answer we�re looking for.�
�Very well, I shall arrange to have it brought here and ��

�There�s no need.� �Kreatcher.�
The old elf popped into the living room, a wide grin on his face at the sight of Lou.

�Kreatcher has been hoping you is calling, I even has your satchel with me. Peg is binging you clothes. Is not right you isn�t dressed.�
�Kreatch you knew, why didn�t you say something sooner?�

�Couldn�t. Has to be said from the heart of the one who is loving yous before Kreatcher is coming to help. If I�s telling you sooner, maybe he is saying it and not meaning what he�s saying. Has to be sure. Now Kreatcher can be helping yous both.�
�Would someone mind explaining to me, exactly what this is all about.� Severus said in an exasperated voice.
�It�s about this Severus.� Lou told him, passing him the book Kreatcher took from her satchel.
Pegnose arrived and placed a small trunk on the floor. With a snap of her fingers, it enlarged, opened, and Lou was dressed in navy blue robes and pumps.
She hugged herself then ran her hands over the soft fabric as Severus moved to sit down and look at the book, his attention now taken by the hope of something new to help them.

Severus let his eyes momentarily sweep up and down her clothed form, already missing her nakedness. But the feel of the leather bound book in his hand was too much and he sat in his armchair so he could peruse in comfort.

Peg left to put Lou�s belongings in the bedroom as Kreatcher fussed over Lou for a while.

He waved his gnarled little hands about her, moving to her side, behind her and to her other side before lowering them.
�What did you just do Kreatch?�

�I is healing you hurts, you not to be punished any mores now, you is not needing the sore bottom and rumpy�s in the mouth.�
�Ungie ing I ough?� Lou asked startled, her mouth wide as she felt inside with her fingers.
Severus scowled and looked at her when he heard her inarticulate noises. �What in Merlin�s name are you doing?� He asked her.
�Feeling for rumpy�s, what are they?�
�I have no idea.�
�Is what the Snape is giving you.� Kreatcher put in.
�What? Severus, did you give me rumpy�s?�

�I most certainly did not.� He said, affronted.
�Well Kreatch said you did, so you must have them too.�

�I have not. I have never ��
�You is not understanding Lou. Rumpy�s is what the Snape is giving in yous mouth when he should be giving yous rumpy pumpy to makes the babies.� Kreatcher made a crude pumping gesture with his hips to show her what he meant.
Severus almost choked as he burst out laughing, while Lou turned a nice shade of crimson when she realised what rumpy pumpy was.
�It�s not funny Severus, I thought you�d given me some horrible disease.� She said petulantly.
Severus could only wave a hand at her, speech being beyond his capability right now.
She marched over and snatched the book from him, throwing herself onto the sofa with a scowl at both him and Kreatcher.

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