Falling to pieces | By : HHRDestiny Category: Harry Potter > Het - Male/Female > Draco/Hermione Views: 5386 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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My dreams tonight are haunted by the ghosts. I wake a few times in the night, covered in sweat and tangled in my sheets. I hate nights like this. I stare at my ceiling trying to calm down. His gray eyes haunt my sleep. I calm my breathing and soon drift back to sleep.
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“It's okay, Hermione. We will be fine. We will meet you at Hogwarts and find the diadem. We need to fill in the others. We need the book from the Grimmauld library that you read. It will do you good to get a nights rest.” Harry smiled to me. I look over to Ron, who looked less pleased at my leaving. I nod to Harry.
“You two be safe.” I closed my eyes and disappeared with a pop.
I stare at Grimmauld Place. I waited for the wards to lift and entered the home quickly. Tonks met me at door. She hugged me tight. As she released me I found Remus standing in the entry to the parlor. He nodded to me, expressing his own relief in his calm demeanor. My eyes scanned the rest of the space and I did not see him. I tried not to let my search be obvious.
“Lets join Draco and Teddy in the parlor, shall we?” Tonks said in an elated voice. I smiled to her and followed.
After the formalities were over, and I caught up on what I missed with the baby, we got down to business. I filled them in on the plan. Told them I needed the book. Tonks worked out the plans to protect Teddy within her parents care. Remus worked over the plans for the battle. Draco and I caught a few glances across the room at each other. A shy smile always crossed our lips.
“Draco, you of course will have to stay here.” Remus said. Draco looked to him quickly, anger filling his face.
“I will not. I can't sit here and not help. I can stand by and not...” His anger clouded his thoughts, he couldn't finish his sentence.
“You will be killed on sight, Draco. If any of those Death Eaters see you they will kill instantly. They won't even second guess it. You will stay here.” Remus stood, showing his authority over the choice.
Draco looked to me and when I lowered my head away from his gaze he knew I agreed. He stormed out of the room and we could hear him run upstairs. The sound of his door slamming made me jump. I smiled at Remus to let him know I understood. I turned to Tonks who looked concerned.
“I will talk to him, make him understand.” I walked upstairs and found his room. I opened the door slowly and walked in. I closed the door behind me.
He was standing by the window, curtains drawn. He was staring out into the darkness of the night. He didn't turn to look at me. I walked to the center of the room, near his bed. I contemplated what to do next.
“You know he's right.” I spoke in a weak voice. I hated that this had to ruin our reunion. I was filled with joy at knowing I would have one last time to see him before the battle, and now the joy was gone. I was filled with dread knowing he was upset.
He turned to me finally, a sad look on his face. I walked to him, taking his face in my hands. He closed his eyes at my touch. He opened them again and looked to me in desperation. I knew what he wanted, but it wasn't plausible. I shook my head and he looked away,
“I can't lose you, Draco. I gain to lose so much as it is. I can't risk losing you too. I know he is right, you will be killed on sight. I know your aunt would be more than happy to do it. We can't risk it.” I plead to him, trying to hold in my tears.
“And I can't sit by and risk losing you, and not doing anything to prevent it. I can't let you go out there and fight a war wihtout me by your side. I need to protect you..” He cried out to me in a raw voice.
“It's what needs to be done. I don't have a choice and neither do you. Don't make this harder than it has to be. Please.” I collapsed into his chest, burying my face in his sweater. He wrapped his arms around me, resting his chin on my head. He knew it needed to be dropped, he knew better than to keep fighting me. We had little time together and he didn't want to waste it arguing.
“I've missed you.” He whispered into my hair. I smile against his chest. He holds me tighter, and inhales deeply. It made me self conscience. It's been days since I've been able to bathe and I suddenly hated being that close to him in my current state.
“I need a bath.” I pulled back to look at him. He smiled and nodded. He walked to his dresser and pulled out a pair of flannel sleep pants and a old tshirt. He handed them to me. I turned to leave and he stopped me. He grabed my face and kissed me. The kiss was filled with desperation and need. He pulled away too soon. I smiled to him and he lead me out to the bathroom.
“Take your time and relax. You need it. I'm going to apologize to Remus.” He kissed my forehead and headed down the hall.
I spent a long time in the bath, taking Draco's advice. After casting a few spells to rewarm the water, and scrubbing the dirt from body, I was done. When I exited the bathroom Draco was waiting in the hall. He smiled to me and held out his hand. I looked up and down the hallway and then placed my hand in his.
“They retired for the night. Don't worry.” He calmed my apprehension at showing him affection, scared to be discovered.
We climbed into bed and held each other. We laid there forever, my head on his chest, his arms wrapped around me. The sound of his heartbeat pounding in my ear soothed my emotions. I didn't want to face tomorrow. I didn't want to leave, not knowing if I would return. Not many eighteen year olds had to face the prospect of dying, but I was. If tonight was my last night alive I couldn't think of a better way to spend. I wouldn't want to be with anyone else.
My hand roamed his chest, feeling his muscles flex under my touch. Depsite the circumstance we were in I was getting turned on. He remained still, allowing me to do what I wanted. As my hand wandered lower I could feel his body tighten. When I reached the waist band of his shorts he grabbed my wrist.
“We don't have to do that, Hermione. We can lay here, hold each other. Enjoy the time we have while.....” His voice cracked, and I felt his chin quiver against my head. I wasn't the only one who needed the distraction. His gesture reminded me why I loved him. The thought startled me, I had never thought that before. Despite everything we had done, we had never talked about feelings. I sat up, leaning on my elbow and looked at him. He stared at me with glistening eyes.
“I love you.” I whispered. His brow raised, and the movement caused a tear to run down his face into his ear. “I wanted to make sure I told you.” Another tear fell down his face, as he thought of why I need ed to make sure to tell him that night. He reached his hand up and cupped my cheek.
“I love you, more than anything.” He whispered back. I smiled and lowered my head into his chest, suddenly feeling shy. I kissed his chest, slowly at first. I became more aggressive and he stopped me again. “Seriously, we don't have to do anything.”
“I need to forget what awaits us tomorrow. I need to forget about what might happen. I need to forget that I might not come home. I need it all to disappear. I need you. I need you to make it go away.” I beg him. Tears fell from my eyes, dropping to his chest. He wiped them from my cheeks and nodded. He understood, he couldn't deny me my request.
He pulled me into a kiss. I grabbed his face and deepened it. I climbed up to straddle his hips. I pulled his tshirt over my head, exposing my breasts. His hands immediately covered them, kneading them roughly. I leaned back in pleasure, grinding my core against his growing erection. I felt his sleep pants I wore become wet. It had been weeks since we've touched but body had not forgotten and instantly responded. He sat up taking my taught nipple into his mouth. He grabbed my back and pulled me closer. My hands tangled into his hair, holding him there.
I continued to grind into him, making me wetter by the second. He continued his assault on my breasts, never coming up for air. I pulled him away from my chest and crashed my lips on his. He pulled me down to lay flush against him, as he fell back onto the bed. Our tongues fought for dominance, his hands tangled into my hair. He rolled me over, settling between my legs. He ground into me, eliciting a moan from deep in my throat.
He pulled away from me, sat up and began pulling my pants down. He discarded them on the end of the bed. He dove into my core, running his over my entrance toturously slow. He teased my clit with his teeth. It had been so long since we had been like this it didn't take long for the explosion to rise in my stomach. I grabbed his head, holding him still. He moaned and the vibrations sent me over the edge. I came hard against his face. He sucked the juices like it were honey. He gave me no time to regain myself.
He quickly discarded his pants and drove into me. I nearly screamed at the intrusion. The time apart had tightened me up and it took a few seconds to readjust. He found the pace I loved the most, eliciting moans from me. He continued pounding me, his forehead reasting on mine. Our hot breath mingled, as we panted. The second orgasm came and I fell quick, flexing around him. He groaned, continuing his assualt.
He surprised me as he flipped onto his back taking me with him. I found myself straddling him again. He remained buried deep inside me and I quickly regained my composure. I began a slow, teasing pace of sliding up and down his cock. He grabbed my hips urging me forward. I placed my hand on his chest and leaned slightly forward. I picked up the pace. I slammed onto him at remarkable speed and soon we both moaned and whispered incoherant thoughts.
My third orgasm came and I screamed loudly. He reached up and covered my mouth as I ground onto him harder as I rode it out. He fell seconds later, grabbing my hip and holding me still. His hand still covered my mouth as I sat on him, feeling him soften inside of me.
The creak of the door jolted me around. As the moonlight hit the opening I saw a flash of pink hair, heard a gasp and the door shut. I jumped off of Draco and looked at him, my mouth now covered by my hand. He looked at me, helplessly trying to figure out what to do. I grabbed the bed sheet and wrapped it around my body. I jumped off of the bed and headed for the door.
“What are you doing?” Draco whispered loudly. I held my hand up to silence him and walked out of the door, leaving him alone to freak out.
I found Tonks in the hallway, heading back for the stairs. She heard the floor creak under my foot and turned. She stopped and waited for me to catch up to her. She was looking at the floor, unable to make eye contact.
“We..... uh..... well.” I had a hard time finding the words.
“It's okay, Hermione. You're both adults. Just not what I was expecting when I heard you scream. Thought it was a nightmare.” She chuckled.
“No one knows. I don't know what they would say... and, well......” I never in my life had such a hard time talking.
“Hermione, I married a werewolf. Trust me, I understand being concerned about what people will think. Your secret is safe with me. Now go back and enjoy the time you have.” She patted my shoulder in a motherly way and continued down the stairs to her and Remus' room.
When I returned to the room I assured Draco everything was fine, and apart from all of us being embarrassed we could forget about it. I laid in his arms the entire night. I had a hard time sleeping, with the events of the next day in my mind. We didn't move the entire night. A few times I felt tears hit my forehead as they rolled from his cheek, but I pretended to be asleep. It was hard enough to deal with this alone, let alone with him. It was better not to talk about it, not to aknowledge it. So we laid in silence, awaiting our farewell in the morning.
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