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Harry's True Self	By : yaoiboydaisuke Category: Harry Potter > Slash - Male/Male > Harry/Snape Views: 42735 -:- Recommendations : 1 -:- Currently Reading : 8
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Severus had a dream before Harry had climbed into bed with him, well it was more of a memory really, about when he was a child. Having seen inside Harry's mind of the boys abuse by the Dursley's had made him think back on his own abuse, his muggle father beating his mother in front of him for being a freak and making his son a freak. The screaming, the glass breaking, his father beating him, and the eventual death of his mother by his fathers hands; which led to his father going to jail and death behind bars when he was seventeen. Severus blamed his mother at first for not protecting him, it then turned into him blaming himself, he wished he'd told someone about what was happening, wished that he'd been the one to kill his father before the man had murdered his mother. What use was it to be a wizard if you weren't able to use magic to protect yourself or those you love without the fear of being expelled or sent to Azkaban?
“You better go Potter....” Severus began to removed the arm he had around the boy. “If Umbridge sees you leaving my room this early in the morning, it would get us both into at great deal of trouble.” Harry moved away, his hand going to his head. “...I will get the hangover potion..” Severus grabbed his robe from the floor where he'd left it when he woke up the morning before, pulling it on, he wasn't comfortable being nude around Harry.
“We shagged, you didn't need to get dressed like that....” Harry rubbed his hand into his own hair, the sheets were off him as he sat naked on the man's bed.
“Yes, but when we did, we were both piss drunk.” Severus went to his potions cabinet.
“...I take it we won't be doing it again huh?” The boy stood and walked over to his clothes by the couch.
Severus groaned, grabbing two potion vials. “Look, I am twenty years older than you, I am old enough to be your....” he didn't really know how to phrase it, Sirius was his age and Harry's mother, and Voldemort was in his sixties. “...Parent...” the man walked over to the still nude boy, handing him one of the vials, drinking his own. “What do you honestly see in me? I'm a grumpy old man who has been an right bastard to you because you happened to look like the bully I went to school with, though now that I've spent more time with you I can only see a little of him in you...”
Harry drank the vial, pulling up his underwear. “That isn't the man I have been serving fake detention with, or the man who comforted me when I told him about my assault.” he let out a sigh. “and thirty-five isn't old...look at the age difference between my parents. I might be fifteen, but I was forced to grow up by my surroundings. I was confused and conflicted at first yea, I can have fifteen year old moments....but I am not confused anymore, at least not about you...the whole parentage thing is still effecting me...”
“.....Having a father that has tried to kill you more than once can have that effect on you....” Severus leaned on his wall in thought. “Do you want to escape?” he watched Harry, the boy pulling up his pants.
“Escape?”
The older man, walked to his closet. “Yes, if Dumbledore does know who your parents are, it would be best for you to be with your parents now while he's in hiding than trying to do it later.”
“Are you trying to get rid of me?” Harry sounded hurt.
Rolling his eyes, Severus began to get dressed. “I would be leaving with you, it would be safer that way.” he paused. “Though if the dark lord and your mother find out what I did, I suppose I won't live very long.” he glanced over his shoulder at Harry. “But it gets both of us away from that toad woman, her rules are getting more ridiculous each day.” he felt Harry come up behind him and hug him, the boy was still shirtless, and Severus was only wearing underwear and a shirt.
“I won't let them kill you...” Harry mumbled against his back.
“Then hurry up and get dressed.” Severus continued to dress himself and once both of them had finished, he held his hand out to Harry. “Give me your wand.” once it was in his hand, Severus touched it with his own muttering a spell that lit the boys wand up, a small puff of smoke went into the air from it, and he handed it back. “There, no more underage tracking spell.” he went into one of his draws and pulled out a bag, tossing it to Harry. “Use the shrinking spell you learned in charms class, this bag is bottomless, gather everything you have and wait under your invisibility cloak for me by the forbidden forest.” Harry left to gather his things, Severus packing his own belongings into another bag.
It was noon by the time Severus went to the forbidden forest, he had avoided Umbridge in the hall because she was to busy with two students. “Professor?” Harry said low beside the man when he'd shown up, he put his invisibility cloak into the bag. “I had to release Hedwig...” he felt his heart twist. “I hope she can find me or stays safe...”
Severus held onto Harry, they had to Apparate to Malfoy manor, the dark lord had been hiding there for the last couple of months. “I am sure she will be fine, if the bird is smart enough.” Harry held onto the man as he cast the Apparation spell, it was his first time Apparating and as soon as they were where they were meant to be, he vomited on the ground and his body shook. “Much different than a portkey hm?” they headed for the gate of Malfoy manor.
Staring at the large gates, Harry could see the albino peacocks walking around behind them. “Malfoy's house is much bigger than I imagined it to be...”
“Both of his parents are from rich pureblood families, showing off with their homes as a way to flaunt the money they have...” Severus walked up to the gate and held up his wand, sending up a golden signal flare. The gates opened, two death eaters walking up to the entrance, wands drawn and pointing at them. “Put the wands down, we need to talk to the dark lord.”
“You brought Potter here to talk to the dark lord?” the taller of the two asked, mask hiding his face.
Severus rolled his eyes. “He's switching sides, the dark lord wouldn't want us to stand out here forever. The order might have someone watching this house, which would be very bad.” his voice giving off a serious tone.
Harry was starting to get second thoughts, but it was too late, he was going to see his father, and there was no turning back. Flashes from the years before entered his mind, Quirrell,the chamber of secrets, and the death of Cedric; was he walking to his death? He followed Severus and the two death eaters up the path to the manor, the Malfoy's land was beautiful, it was taking his mind off the more stressful thoughts. Without actually taking his hand, Severus lightly taped the side of his own hand to Harry's as they entered the mansion.
Draco stood on the stairs, his eyes widening when he saw Harry in his home. “Potter? What are you doing here.” he stressed the word 'you' with a sneer.
“We have business that doesn't involve snarky little boys to attend Malfoy.” Snape didn't want any of Draco's shit, he was probably going to be murdered and the last thing he wanted was not to have spoke up when Draco was being annoying. He ignored the shocked look on Draco's face or that the boys jaw had slacked, if it was anyone other than Snape, Draco would have gone into a rant. “Lucius, we need to see him...”
“Follow me...” Lucius was surprised to see Harry as well, but tried not to say anything, he could tell by the looks on both Harry and Severus' faces that it had been a long night for both of them.
They were lead to the back of the house to the library, Lucius opening up a secret doorway to some stairs. “Why is everything either in a library or bathroom....” Harry mused to himself, following Severus down the stairs, Lucius closed the door behind the both of them and returned to where he originally needed to be. “I hope this was the right decision professor....”
“Me too boy, me too...” Severus used Lumos Maxima to light the way down the long spiral staircase. “In one of the better case scenarios, only I am murdered and you get to live.”
“...That isn't a good scenario...” Harry frowned.
Both of them reached the bottom of the stairs, walking down a thin hallway, and to a large wooden door. Once the door was open, a large black dog ran at Harry and tackled him licking his face. “Looks like Black did make it here...” Severus moved to go inside the room, Voldemort was sitting in a large velvet and wood chair. “My lord...” Severus knelt and bowed, he wanted to be as submissive as possible in order to live. “I brought the boy because we believed it would be best for him to get away from the school.”
The dog ran off into the back room, there were noises of things being flung around, Sirius coming back out as a human and dressed. “I see Harry told you then?”
“....Yes...school isn't at the best state right now, with Dumbledore gone the insufferable toad is ruining the school, but it was the perfect time to get him out of the school without Dumbledore around.” Severus stared at the ground.
Voldemort was staring at Harry with narrowed suspicious eyes. “What is your motive for coming here boy? Did you come to die or try to kill me?”
“Seeing as you are letting Sirius live here with you, it looks like you forgave him for whatever it was you thought he did.” Harry saw Sirius shift uncomfortably about the subject that was about to be brought up. “You are my father, I want to be on your side with...my mother, I want a family. I thought the Weasley's were good enough, but the second me and Ron stopped being friends his family took his side because he was blood.” he balled his fist at his sides. “Mrs.Weasley had tried to talk me into making up with Ron, but she like the other order members would probably not understand whats going on with me right now...”
“So, without knowing if your friends would really turn their backs on you because you are apparently my child,” Voldemort could see his old features in the boy. “You decided to do what you feared they thought you would do, turn traitor to be with your real family instead of choosing to continue on their side?”
Harry paled, glancing at Sirius, then at Severus. “...When it is put that way....” he put his hands to his face. “Oh god...what am I doing...”
Sirius quickly moved over to Harry pulling him into a hug. “...I was an order member Harry, you made the right choice. Dumbledore told them to keep an eye on you, what made me leave so fast after you brought my memory back was that he didn't tell me...Remus was the one who let me know what was going on, I feared Dumbledore knew I had my memories back and fled.”
“It's true boy, I was told to watch you closely for any abnormal activities since you said the dark lord was back.” Severus didn't dare look at Voldemort.
Closing his eyes tightly, Harry hugged Sirius back. “But would my friends and the rest of the Weasley's honestly have looked at my any differently? If I didn't do this?”
“No time for second thoughts, you made your choice, you will see how it plays out.” Voldemort stood. “I took care of those muggles for you, did any of your friends? They knew what was happening according to Sirius, but did the Weasley's fight for you to live with them?” he walked closer. “Dumbledore put you in a home of known wizard hating muggles, even if he did really believe Lily Potter was your mother, there were other wizarding families that you would have been safe with when I would have come to kill you.” glancing over at Severus he frowned. “Now, Severus, why on earth are you hiding your thoughts from me? Hmm?”
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