Treading a Troubled Track | By : SnapesOnlyOne Category: HP Canon Characters paired with Original Characters > Het - Male/Female Views: 1833 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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I open my eyes, taking in the darkened state of the room and the gentle smell of pine. Feeling my stomach lurch I sit up and slip out of the bed racing for the bathroom and slump down onto the floor.
Moments later Severus appears behind me, handing me a glass of water and a vial of potion. I drink them down and take his hand letting him help me up from the floor. He kisses me on the head and let's me know he will be back at lunch.
He guides me to my bed tucking me in and placing another warming spell on the blankets, he places a plate of fruit and a glass of water on my bedside and heads off for classes.
*
I wake later to the sound of light footsteps around the room and open my eyes slowly. I see Severus as he banishes the books back to the library and the rest back to my shelf, he stops and grumbles at my Christmas decorations before continuing on to my bedside table. He banishes the old potion and puts one vial down on the table and moves to the bathroom to put the rest of the vials away. He comes back clearing the plate of food and turns to stare back at me and I look away quickly.
"Talk to me Morwyn" he whispers as he sits down on the edge of the bed.
"What can I say Severus? I'm sorry, I just… I feel so foolish" I whisper as I look down at the blankets.
"I've already told you my little witch that it is not your fault, I should have, as the one with more experience not assumed you knew to be protected, it slipped my mind as well, I was… duly distracted, so the fault is mine. But I'm not opposed to this."
"What am I supposed to… wait, what?
"You aren't supposed to do anything Morwyn but let our child grow healthy inside of you."
"You--- you want this baby?"
"I want you and everything that comes with you Morwyn, including our child" he whispers, gently running his fingers over my belly.
"Did you know Severus?" I noticed his jaw clench, but he calmly responded back to me.
"How would I have known Morwyn?” He brow creased, squinting at me, then he smirked “Don't be daft witch, I found out last night when you told me."
Now I was the one whose face screwed up, "That's not what I---"
"How are you feeling at the moment?" He drones, interrupting me.
"Okay for the time being, my stomach isn't turning if that's what you mean."
"Come witch, let's get you bathed. You are starting to smell like something dead from the dungeons of old."
I gasp out, laughing "That's a horrible thing to say Severus! You're lucky I'm not like every other girl my age or I might begin to cry at that pathetic excuse for an insult." I smirk, muttering ‘bastard’ under my breath, but he hears of course.
"My parents were married years before I was born I assure you, so your rejoinder is sadly lost on me. Come…” he hastened me towards the bath “Get up witch, in the shower, now."
I slip grumpily from the bed and move slowly towards the bathroom stopping in the doorway, looking at him with a pout on my lips.
"Will you join me?"
He looks to the clock on my mantel and back to me shaking his head.
"You have an hour until classes begin." I push.
"Not nearly enough time for you to shower, bed you and still have time to recover. I think not."
I continue my moue, "Skip the shower Severus, skip the recovery and we’ll have plenty of time."
"Morwyn, you reek of vomit and the sweat you’ve been bathing in as of late, it would hardly put any man in the mood. And I may have a reputation for being a greasy git, but I assure you that is far from the case, and I have no intention of taking you to bed this moment” He stands his ground, literally, and points to the shower “now get in there, I'll be back after my classes."
"You really are a nasty sod" I sulk and his response is swift.
"Perhaps so, but you would hardly be satisfied without me, and it would be a very miserable existence without me... to fulfil your needs."
I scoff back “I should deprive you a while longer Severus Snape and see how well you hold up." I glare at him and he smirks before turning and striding from the room before uttering a ‘later’ as the door closes, and I can’t help but smile.
*
I lay in my bed freshly showered, hair slightly damp and smelling of orange and vanilla. I eat small slivers of fruit and bite sized pieces of crusty bread as I work on my lesson plans. Cygnus sits on my lap purring as I neatly scrawl out my list of ingredients needed for the next week when the door scrapes open and Poppy appears at the foot of my bed.
"You appear to be feeling better Professor Blanchett."
"Yes, the potion Severus made is helping, and I'm able to keep some food down now, I should be able to get back to teaching tomorrow, I don't think I can afford to miss any more classes without jeopardizing my position for next year. They had to hire me under contract this year, and I fear they already want me gone."
"They fear you my dear, as they feared Severus, they still fear him, he has much blood on his hands. But they trust him now. You need to to show them who you are, all of us really. I've known Severus since he was a boy, if he thought you to be heartless or even slightly evil he would have nothing to do with you. If you can make Severus love you, which is no easy task mind you, then you’ll have the ability to win the entire staff over. You just need to find yourself and show them who you are, I can see the good in you Miss Blanchett, just like I saw it in him."
"I know he cares for me, but--"
"My dear,” one eyebrow rises “he may not ever say the words you are waiting for, but he loves you... as much as his damaged heart will ever allow him to love, I can wholeheartedly assure you of that.”
Here her face turns even more severe than it usually is. “I must warn you though... in all seriousness, if you hurt him, you'll have to face my full wrath. He has lived an entire lifetime full of nothing but misery and abuse, he deserves a wife, a family and to live out the rest of his years in peace and happiness."
"Do you think that he wants me as his wife? Or do you think he will make me his wife because I'm pregnant?" I can’t help but query.
"Pregnant or not, I don't believe he would bind himself to anyone against his will. If he was to marry you Miss Blanchett, then it would be because he truly wants you and for no other reason."
I see the moment her face switches back to being professional. “Now, back to business at hand. I’d like to perform a few scans to see how you are recovering and how that child is doing.”
I watch as she casts the spells, laying out a piece of parchment and waits for the results to come up on the parchment.. She sits on the foot of the bed quietly and closes her eyes for a few moments before she grabs the parchment and scans it over carefully.
"You're on the mend and looking well, baby is doing well, stay on the potions for now, and you can get back to teaching tomorrow if you'd like, or you could take another few days"
"I'll get back to it tomorrow, I don't need to give them more reason to fire me, though I'm sure this will be enough"
"You can change their minds Morwyn, show them that you deserve it" and she stands packing up her stuff and leaving..
****
I enter her rooms late, having been stuck with detentions from both her classes and mine.
By the dim firelight I can see her wrapped in the comforts of her bed, her black hair untied and splayed across the pillows. The curve of her breasts rising and falling with her calm breaths. I stand watching her until she begins to thrash and calling out in her sleep, stirring from her sleep. She looks around dazed for a moment before her eyes fall on me.. She smiles weakly and pats the bed beside her. I shake my head pulling off my cloak and heading for her shower.
*****
I slip carefully from the bed and let my clothes drop down to the floor as I move across the cold stone and into the bathroom. The warm steam is relaxing as I pull the curtain closed and climb into the shower.
He turns and immediately his lips come crashing down onto mine as he lifts me gently and presses me against the wall before sinking into me. I groan, our bodies deprived of contact we’ve both craved so much, he immediately picks up his pace as his mouth finds my neck. Warm water splashes across us as he takes me. His strong hands grasp my thighs as he drives harder into me over and over. I feel his wet hair falling into his pale face and water sliding over his thin lips, and dripping off his pointed chin and down over his broad chest... I can’t help but groan as his thrusts became harder and faster, my body trembling under the friction of his movements..
"Oh, Severus, I'm gonna---ugh"
My body contracts and I shatter, digging my nails -what I know must be painful- into his back., my body convulsing with the waves of my orgasm..
I distantly hear the water stop and he carries me to my bed, muttering a quick wandless drying spell and dropping me into the bed and climbing on top of me, running his tongue between the swell of my breasts and down over my belly., his hands grasping my legs firmly and pressing them apart, his mouth descends on me hungrily. I can feel the whisper of his hot breath on my sensitive flesh, the anticipation is unbearable.
The first dart of his tongue is delicious, and I buck and arch my back. He moves his hands to my thighs, pinning them down to the bed and closes his mouth over me tighter, lashing his tongue against me mercilessly. Within moments I am seeing stars, and my body is clenching before I break again. I feel him lapping at me before he’s trailing kisses along my thigh and leaving another love bite to mark his territory.
His dark eyes meet mine and he smirks.
"Do you want me my little witch?"
"Merlin yes Severus" I whisper huskily
"Beg for it, witch!"
"Please Severus!"
"Please what?" he smirks
"I want you, Severus" I whimper, my ache for him becoming unbearable..
"To do what little witch?" he purrs.
"Fuck me Severus, please!" I beg, my voice full of lust. "I need to feel you"
He slithers up my body and pulls my legs up onto his shoulders and pushes into me with a deep groan, grabbing the headboard to steady himself before pulling almost completely out of me and thrusting hard back inside of me. He leans into me and starts pounding, his eyes darkening with lust as he moves against me, throwing his back into it and stroking all the right places inside me. I feel my body start to give and I try to hold back, my body quickly tiring.
"Come for me witch, I want to feel you fall apart around my cock"
"Severus, I--"
He slams into me hard ripping my orgasm from me. I shatter, my body convulsing again before I drop exhausted back against the pillows. He drops my legs and drops forward holding himself over me, supporting himself on his arms. He closes his mouth over mine and continues to pound into me until he spills himself inside me with a deep velvety grunt and drops onto the bed beside me, pulling me into his arms and placing a kiss to my head.
"Do you love me Severus?"
"I'm laying with you aren't I?"
"Severus..."
"Morwyn, don't start this again, I'm growing tired of you doubt of me." he growls clearly irritated.
"You give me plenty of reason to Severus, I love you and I don't care who knows it, but you hide me away, and I'm pregnant with your child Severus, do you want to hide that too? Maybe ship me off when I begin to swell?"
"You are once again jumping to the wrong conclusion you foolish little witch. I haven't told anyone because we have yet to discuss this. I want to be sure you are mine before I go any further with this Morwyn."
"Make sure I'm yours? Severus? Now you doubt me? Do you really think I would leave? I'm carrying your child for Merlin's sake, what more do you want from me?"
"For you to be my wife." he says simply, clipped, but I can sense his nervousness.
"Are you asking me? Or just answering me?"
"I had planned on asking you later, but since you are so content to continue doubting me I suppose I am asking you now"
"Severus--I--"
"I swear if you are about to say no--"
"Yes Severus, I will be your wife... but… on a few conditions."
"I'm listening" he drawls
"No more hiding and no more treating me like you don't know me, I want everyone to know, and you are going to be the one to tell them Severus!"
"I will do so when I am ready."
I shake my head in frustration, breathing deep.
"It will be soon Morwyn, patience. You are incredibly irritable as of late you know"
"Well, I'm pregnant… and scared" I finish quietly, looking down at the comforter.
"There is no need to fear, Morwyn"
"I'm eighteen, pregnant, an ex-death eater that everyone hates and distrusts, not to mention that I was disowned by my family... I have nothing but what I'm making from teaching - a job I most likely won't have once my contract is up at the end of the term.
I have no idea how to be a mother Severus, or a wife, my mother was awful at both and all I can think… every time you ignore me is how stupid I've been and that if you leave me I’ll be lost and even more alone than I was before."
"Morwyn stop, I would not have made you my wife or the mother of my child if I did not believe you capable. Everything else I will take care of, you needn't worry over this my little witch"
He tips my head up, “I've had more than enough for tonight.” and captures my lips in a passionate kiss.
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