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Losing You:	By : Tammy_Perro Category: Harry Potter > Slash - Male/Male > Remus/Sirius Views: 3272 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Chapter List
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The group of Death Eaters were cornered, Sirius had his wand drawn and Remus was next to him “stay behind me, I don’t wanna lose you” Sirius said quietly. Tori had magically bound the Death eaters so that they weren’t able to move away, and also placed a sealing curse so that every one of them couldn’t apparate away. “Tell me about the Dark Lord!” Lenny spat at the Death Eaters, who refused to speak so Lenny pointed his wand at one of them, “come on, or I’ll have to kill you” he said “that won’t do you any good you filthy wizard” the Death Eater blurted out with a sneer on his face. Sirius quickly placed his hand on Lenny’s shoulder to calm him down, which worked because Lenny had backed off, Sirius was gonna take over, as he pointed his wand at the Death Eater “come on now, tell me everything, then we’ll think about your life” he said firmly. The Death Eaters, in unison, turned to him “Sirius Orion Black, we thought you were long gone, after you cowardly ran away from getting the Dark Mark” one of the Death Eaters said and Sirius felt his whole body tense. It was Remus’s turn to gently place his hand on Sirius’s shoulder “so you’re not gonna tell us?” Sirius asked he was never the one to kill any Death Eaters; usually it was Lenny and Tori. “Fine then, Sirius let us do this” Tori said as she pushed past and Sirius backed off, moving next to Remus who gave him a reassuring smile and returned to watching her. She had her wand at the ready, but wasn’t able to shoot a spell as one of the Death Eaters had broken free, was it that the spell had broken or too weak, Sirius had no idea, but he was now fighting for his life with Remus right beside him. Tori had fallen back in shock her wand shooting stray spells in order to buy her some time to regain herself and Lenny, along with some other members were trying to recapture the Death Eaters. Sirius had thrown a table on its side, providing him with some barrier and protection. The table vibrated as spells ricocheted off the hard wood, Sirius had an advantage and disadvantage. His advantage was that he was protected, but his disadvantage was that he couldn’t see who was on the other side, so in order to actually shoot; he’d have to stand up and look over the table before shooting. He couldn’t go and shoot blindly because Tori, Lenny and others were out there. So he really didn’t have many options but to stand up and look over, which he did, his heart was pounding as he prayed that he wouldn’t get his head ripped off. There, a Death Eater was in the corner trying to call the Dark Lord, he had to stop him. He threw a stunning spell their way and watched as the Death Eater was caught in surprise and he fell back from the spell “Sirius!” He heard Remus scream, he did one thing that he shouldn’t have done, turn around. In this force whenever someone urgently calls your name you’re meant to duck to avoid any spells. It was like a code for every member to keep them safe. The spell hit Sirius square in the chest and sent him sprawling to the ground in pain, it felt like the Crucio spell, but somehow it felt different. Remus by his side in minutes, helping him up, his eyes were filled with tears “oh god I thought I lost you, are you alright?” Remus asked as he checked over Sirius who nodded “I’m fine, get behind the table” he yelled whilst pulling Remus along with him and wincing in pain as his chest throbbed with pain. “Some of the Death Eaters have broken through the spell, they’ll be trying to contact the Dark Lord, help me try and stop them” Sirius yelled over the noise and Remus nodded his wand at the ready. Sirius took a few breaths and jumped up, throwing stunners towards any Death Eater who got in the way.
Turns out all of the Death Eaters weren’t willing to give up the information, so Sirius let Tori and Lenny finish them off. Sirius touched his chest in pain, but hid the expression, he didn’t want Remus to know, it’ll pass, Sirius thought to himself. But his second mind was saying to get it checked out. He’ll get it checked out soon. Remus had got into another room alone, locking the door and silencing the room as well. He was embraced by long, strong arms once again and he smiled as he snuggled in Moony’s warmth. But it plagued his mind now that he thought about it “how’s James doing?” Remus’s whole body tensed after the question “Moony, where’s Prongs?” Sirius looked up at Remus’s stricken face. Sirius wasn’t sure what was happening when Remus gently pushed him away and sat down on the couch. Sirius hesitated before joining him “Prongs is dead” was all Remus said and Sirius almost fell off the seat “come on Remus, are you playing a trick on me, because that was all Lily’s doing” Sirius shot back in annoyance. But the look that Remus gave Sirius made him think otherwise “I’m serious Sirius, he’s gone”. Sirius leaned back on the couch in shock; the boy he used to know was now dead “what… What happened to him?” Sirius asked, fearing what he would hear “he took his own life” Sirius held back a sob “why’d he do that? He had so much for him in the future, Lily was there –“.

“Lily’s dead to”.

Sirius world seemed to crumble around him as the words floated around in his head “what, why?” Sirius asked, and his voice was shaking now “she killed herself after finding out the truth of James’s death”.

“What was the truth?”

“You”.

“Me?”

Remus sighed as he turned a bit on the seat to gently grab Sirius’s hands and rub them with his thumbs “that day when Prongs had casted that curse on you, he was very angry” Sirius looked down, seeing where this was going but Remus let go of his hand and caught this chin, bringing his eyes back up to him “at first he was angry with what you had done to me, so he was practically blinded with rage. We all were, but Lily” Remus smiled as he said her name “had said a few things that had set things straight, showing that she didn’t admire what he had done. But when Peter and Lily had told us that you “died”, by god he wanted me to kill him, he was that upset. But hearing you say that Lily had taken up that idea, it all makes sense, she wanted him to mature and also pay for what he had done because she actually loved him that much that she couldn’t wait for him to bloom. After James had left the note and killed himself, Lily had said that she had come over to ask him to marry her, but instead she saw his body. We had the funeral and a week later Lily had died as well” Remus stopped, as the tears flowed down his cheeks and his grip tightened on Sirius’s hands “she died in my arms” he continued “I had come over to comfort her, only to find that she had just slit her throat, I… I tried everything to stop the bleeding… But… There was too much blood … She was going blue and…” Sirius had quickly wrapped his arms around Remus’s firm frame “oh god Remus, I’m so sorry, if only I had known about this I would’ve been there for you, I was just so afraid of showing my face to you again” Sirius said, Remus sobbed in his shoulder, his hands snaking their way to Sirius spine “heal me Sirius, please” he whispered into Sirius’s ear and Sirius smiled “it’s okay, I’ll do just that, but we should head to my room, I don’t wanna have that feeling that someone will barge in here at any moment” Sirius said as he got up and pulled Remus with him. They quickly made their way up to his room and once the door was closed Remus was upon him. Their lips clashed and Sirius was pressed up against the door, but he strained himself to reach Remus’s lips. Remus was a good six foot two whilst Sirius was only five foot seven. Seeing Sirius straining, Remus ducked his head lower so that Sirius could reach him. They began ripping at each other’s tops, Remus was able to take Sirius, but Sirius was still on the process. “Wait” Remus said as he grabbed his friend’s wrists and pulled him to the bed. “You wanna be on the top?” Remus asked but Sirius shook his head “have you ever done it with anyone else?”

“No”.

“Well then, you’re on top, give Moony a present for waiting so long” Sirius said as he crawled onto the silken sheets. Remus growled and crawled on top of him, their lips meeting once again, their skin touching now as Remus slowly lowered himself on top of Sirius, being careful that he didn’t squish the former marauder. Sirius squirmed underneath him “god you’re heavy Moony but don’t worry, it’ll help me” he said as he tried to position himself properly. Remus smiled and trailed kisses down Sirius’s neck and being rewarded with a groan from Sirius. His fingers danced around Sirius’s stomach before slowly making their way down past his naval and to the top of his trouser pants. Remus looked up to make sure that Sirius wanted it “come on Moony, let loose” Sirius chuckled and Remus slid his hands into Sirius’s trousers, and wrapped his fingers around the prized possession. He got a fright when Sirius suddenly arched his back suddenly and gasped, his fingers gripping Remus’s hair. He continued the pleasurable movement, kissing above Sirius’s naval and whispering soothing words “god… Kill me Remus” he heard Sirius say and Remus’s whole body froze, his hand was out of Sirius’s pants and was now pinning Sirius’s wrists to the bed, Sirius stared up at him in complete fear and shock “Moony what –“.

“Don’t you say that!”

“Remus, what are you –“.

“Don’t you fucking say that to me!” Remus all but shouted in Sirius’s face and he felt Sirius begin to struggle “Jesus Christ Moony, what’s wrong with you?” Sirius shouted back, all the while trying to get him off him “you remind me of James when you said that” Remus blurted out and Sirius stopped “oh shit, I’m sorry Moony, I didn’t know that he said that to you, please forgive me” Sirius said, his eyes were practically tearing up now and Remus admitted that he was crying too. He leaned down and caught Sirius lips again “Moony?” Sirius’s voice was unsure and scared and Remus hated that, he had placed that there “yes Padfoot?” He heard Sirius sigh in relief “can you… Uh… can you be inside… Of me?” Sirius managed to get the words out. Remus smiled down at him “okay, now hold still” he said as he positioned himself in between Sirius’s legs “okay, now the questions on you, have you ever done it with someone else?” Remus asked as he looked straight into Sirius’s eyes “no, this would practically be my first time” Sirius replied, that was enough for Remus to go ahead. He undid his trousers and pulled Sirius’s pants down in order to gain access. Sirius squirmed as he felt Remus press against him. “You ready, this will hurt” Remus said as he grabbed Sirius right hand with his left and mirrored the other so that he was now pinning Sirius’s hands down. Sirius sucked in some air, looking up at Remus and nodded. Remus prayed to god that he wouldn’t hurt Sirius and he pushed in slowly, if he went fast, he would definitely hurt Sirius because he hadn’t used lube, and it was his first time. Lube would have been great, but they didn’t have any at all. “Oh god” Remus said through clenched teeth as he felt the warmth start to enclose his member and Sirius practically arched his back, screaming in sheer pain and Remus almost had a heart attack “Oh god have mercy, Remus it hurts, fuck it hurts, OW!” Sirius cried, tears streamed down his cheeks, Remus tried to sooth Sirius, but he couldn’t get over the feeling that he was receiving from slowly sliding in “come on Padfoot, you’re doing amazing, I know it hurts just – Ah fuck me, you’re so tight!” Remus yelled over Sirius screams of pain “OW, OW, OW, Remus BLOODY HELL IT HURTS LIKE A BITCH, AH STOP, TAKE IT OUT, TAKE IT OUT, TAKE IT OUT!” Sirius screamed as he struggled to move up the bed, trying to slip off Remus. But the werewolf’s grip tightened on his wrists and he moved up the bed, his member once again was enveloped by the heat “NO SIRIUS YOU CAN DO THIS, COME ON, JUST BREATHE FOR ME!” Remus screamed, and Sirius kept on struggling so Remus lowered his upper body onto Sirius, restricting him from moving anymore, there were so many struggles from Sirius that Remus was only half way in. Remus had stopped to give Sirius some time to catch his breath and keep his conscious “Sirius I’m so sorry” Remus said as he looked up at Sirius who was looking away from Remus and trying to catch his breath whilst his eyes were closed. Remus waited until Sirius erratic breathing had gone back to normal before he began to push in some more, Sirius face scrunched up in complete pain “AAAHH, REMUS, ENOUGH PLEASE, STOP, FUCK, REMUS YOU’RE KILLING ME, MAKE IT STOP, PULL OUT, OW!” Remus ignored the screams, he had to make it through it, and maybe it was best with Lube next time. He was finally sheathed inside Sirius who had been now crying. Remus let go of Sirius’s wrists and cupped his friend’s face, he too was crying just as hard “oh god Sirius, please forgive me” Remus said and Sirius looked up at him “don’t worry Moony, I wanted you to do it, it’s just the pain was too unbearable, god you’re huge!” Sirius smirked at him and Remus kissed him “I’m taking it you don’t want me to move huh” Remus said but Sirius shook his head “I want you to do it, move inside of me” he urged Remus on and the werewolf smiled before rocking his hips in a slow motion. Remus could no longer feel the pain anymore, Sirius could though, he watched as Sirius tried to contain himself “god, it’s been so long” Remus said as he went to kiss Sirius, who winced in pain “am I hurting you too much?” Remus asked but Sirius shook his head “faster” Sirius whispered and Remus obliged and quickened his pace. It went for fifteen minutes when suddenly Sirius screamed in pain as he came and Remus joined him. But Sirius was still screaming, striking worry from Remus “Sirius, hey Padfoot, are you alright, what’s wrong, did I hurt you, where do you hurt?” Remus shot so many questions at his friend “My chest, oh god Moon it hurts, make it stop!” Sirius yelled whilst clutching his chest “oh god Sirius, hold on!” Remus slowly pulled out and quickly dressing them both. Suddenly Sirius stopped screaming and Remus looked up at Sirius pale face, his eyes were closed, but he lay motionless. Quickly Remus checked his heartbeat, nothing. “Oh god Sirius, no, FUCKING DON’T DIE ON ME, NOT YOU TOO, PLEASE I LOVE YOU SIRIUS!” He quickly took off the silencing spell in the room and screamed. He could hear footsteps coming from outside and he door burst open, revealing Tori and the others “Remus, by god what happened, what’s wrong with Sirius?” Tori asked as she quickly joined his side, checking for Sirius’s pulse, nothing “shit, Lenny, get the medics, and get everyone else out of here, including you Remus, you need to go catch some air”.

“No, I want to stay –“.

“I know Remus, but please help me out here, go now!” Tori practically shouted at him and Remus turned and ran out of the room, some medic witches raced past him and into the room. The worst thing about being a werewolf was that he could hear everything. He stopped in the hall, and listened to them “I can’t get his pulse” one of the witches said “come on Sirius, you love him don’t you, you love each other, do it for Remus” so Tori knew about them “Tori, that’s enough… he’s gone” Remus closed his eyes and ran, he didn’t want to live anymore, god kill me now. It must have been that spell, the one that had hit Sirius during battle, god, was he mean to have bad luck all his life. He had just lost that last of his family and the one he loved. He could hear Moony howling in pain inside him.
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