The Wooing Of Draco Malfoy | By : Drarry-Lisa Category: Harry Potter > Slash - Male/Male > Harry/Draco Views: 2084 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Chapter-7
Two Steps Forward, Four Steps Back
Draco was looking for some books in the library when he felt a presence behind him. An hour had passed since breakfast and Harry was busy in making cake and breakfast and had asked Draco to do whatever he wished to do. In the past ten days, Draco had flinched every time Harry had arrived and hugged him from behind. He expected himself to react similarly again.
Harry came and wrapped his arms around Draco. Draco waited for the flinch and when it did not come, he waited some more. The flinch did not come. What came was a feeling of warmth and contentment and it was a very dangerous feeling because he would be devastated if Harry got bored and left him again.
But still he could not make himself hate Harry's embrace or ignore Harry's sullen mood or ignore his need to ask Harry about his sadness.
Whenever Harry hugged him like this, Draco always stood stiffly with his arms on his own sides but today he felt a strange and overwhelming urge to cover Harry's hands with his own. So he reached for the green eyed man's hands that were resting on his stomach and held them gently. Harry rested his cheeks on Draco's shoulders silently.
"What happened?" Draco asked him when he did not speak anything at all.
He felt Harry shrug and answer "Nothing."
Draco squeezed Harry's hands and asked again "Hey, tell me. What's the matter?"
"Why do you care so much for me? I am not worth it." Harry replied sullenly.
"I love you."
"I am not worth your love. You must feed me poison so that you are finally free of a horrible mate."
"Shut up." Draco snapped at the man.
"What kind of a mate am I? I am incapable of taking you out on your birthday. You have already lost so much time because of me and now you are wasting two more years."
Both became silent after that. Harry's arms did not retreat and Draco kept his hands on Harry's.
"I want to take you to Paris and so many other beautiful places."
"Harry-."
"I am so useless that I can't even make your day special. I have ruined your complete life and I am still ruining it. I don't deserve you." Harry could not keep his voice from breaking. He couldn't stop the sudden tears of helplessness that escaped his eyes. He was a grown man for merlin's sake. Grown up people did not cry.
"You had just wanted to be with me on your heat and I-." and then Harry started shaking violently. Initially, Draco did not understand what was happening but after a few seconds, he realized that Harry was sobbing silently because his shoulders were wet.
"Harry, why are you crying?" He asked in a whisper. "It's okay-"
"Here you are, trying to lighten my mood and keep me happy again. What have I given you except pain and I can't even take you out for your birthday." Harry whispered helplessly.
"Superficial things do not make me happy Harry. The fact that you are trying to make this day special by making cake and lunch for me and then inviting my parents for dinner is enough to make me happy. I love you, Harry. The fact that you are finally understanding my pain makes me happy."
Harry sighed and said nothing at all.
"Draco." he whispered after a few moments.
"Yes."
"You will never forgive me, will you?" He asked in a defeated tone and Draco had no answer.
"Will you ever trust me again?" Harry asked and still Draco stayed silent.
"Just know that I will keep trying." Harry spoke and then backed off after swallowing back his tears "I am putting the movie on."
He hurried out of the library and was about to close the door when he heard a soft whisper "I will try... for you."
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All in all, his day was very pleasant. The lunch was very delicious, as was the cake. Titanic was wonderful and his dinner with his family was perfect. Harry had cleaned the dishes and they were retiring to their rooms. Draco was having very strange urges. He wanted to hug Harry tightly and did not want the man to leave just yet. So, he sat at the sofa and waited for Harry to return.
Harry came back after turning the light the electricity of kitchen off and Draco called him "Harry".
Harry started in surprise. He had thought that Draco would have already gone to sleep by now.
"Yes." He looked at the man and was utterly confused when he found that Draco's cheeks were a little coloured.
"I- I just. I want- I mean. Iwantyoutosleepinmyroomwithme." Draco mumbled.
Harry stared in shock at the man.
"I kind of- will you please repeat?"
Draco shook his head and mumbled again "Nothing." and hurried towards his room. Harry was left staring the spot the blonde had been standing. Harry's feet were shaking and he had to lean on the wall for support. It took ten minutes to change in his sleeping clothes and he knocked on Draco's door.
"Enter."
Harry opened the door and cleared his throat and then stood at the door awkwardly.
"Ummm. Can I come in?"
"Yes" Draco replied hesitantly.
Harry walked in and sat down on the edge of the empty side of the bed. Draco avoided looking at him at all and just lay down on the bed.
"Just-" Draco stopped and then cleared his throat "Don't touch me. I mean-"
Harry interrupted the flustered man with a whisper "I understand." and laid down next to Draco, staring at the sleeping man and trying to fight the ridiculous urge to cuddle him
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That's how they started sleeping together and Draco was healing. Slowly and gradually, Draco was letting his barriers down. Harry was happy with the progress. He fell a little more in love with Draco everyday. They slept on the same bed and Draco would sometimes hold Harry's hand while sleeping. The man's sleep was always troubled. Harry slept a lot later than Draco so he knew a little about the nightmares that plagued Draco. Some of them were about Voldemort but most of them were about Harry. None of them were too violent. Harry would stroke Draco's hair or kiss his cheek and the then it seemed that Draco's nightmares just disappeared.
Everything would have continued peacefully if Harry had followed his instincts.
A week later, one night, Harry had already settled down on the bed when Draco entered the room. He was looking nervous and his eyes were not at all normal. He looked-. Harry's mouth opened in surprise when he realized that Draco was turned on. His face was red and he was standing awkwardly in the middle of the room.
Harry licked his lips. The situation was delicate. Draco was looking everywhere but at him. Harry cleared his throat and sat up on the bed and then asked softly with his back against the headboard "Should I sleep in my own room today, Draco?"
Draco shook his head and murmured "No. I don't want you to leave." and then Draco did the most shocking thing. He unzipped his trousers and Harry simply stared at the man. Draco never undressed in front of him. His instincts screamed at him to stop him or to simply leave the room but he didn't. Draco's trousers slid down and he got out of them, his cheeks flaming. Harry stared at the man's legs and the tented underwear. He was handsome and Harry wanted to kiss him but Harry stayed put, letting Draco take his time.
"Draco, are you sure? I mean-. This is so sudden. You were not ready to sleep in my arms just yesterday."
Draco looked at Harry, searching for a hint of something that would indicate that he was acting.
"I went out for a walk in the afternoon and kind of stumbled on a couple making out." Harry opened his mouth to speak but Draco interrupted him "I am a grown man, Harry. I can make my own decisions and I just want to sleep in your arms without my trousers. It's really not a big deal. it's not like we are going to have sex.
Harry protested "What if I do something when you are asleep. You are not ready. I can sleep in my room today and you can handle your..... er... problem today."
"No. I want to sleep like this and I want you to spoon me and hug me tightly."
"But, Draco-" Harry tried to reason with the stubborn blonde.
"I need you. I just need this." Draco was sounding too desperate.
"I will be glad to sleep in your arms stark naked throughout the rest of my life but-"
Draco suddenly cleared his throat and Harry looked at him. His face was literally on fire.
"What did I say?"
Draco shook his head and Harry looked at the man incredulously. His face was as red as ever and he was still standing awkwardly in the middle of room in his shirt and tented underwear.
"Draco-"
"Iwantyoutoremoveyourtrouserstoo."
Harry's mouth opened in utter shock and his cock which had been only half hard was completely erect now. Harry nodded and then shook his head.
"This is not right, Draco. We have to take it slow."
"How much more slow? At this rate, we will have sex when we are seventy. I just want to sleep naked with you for now."
Harry's eyes bulged out at the word naked.
"You don't trust me yet."
"I trust you enough." Now the awkwardness was gone. Draco was standing with his arms crossed and was glaring at Harry and merlin Harry was so turned on so he nodded. That was Harry's first mistake. He should have refused and retired to his own room but Draco looked ready and so he nodded.
Draco walked and lay on the bed and Harry stared at the delectable picture that Draco made.
"Get undressed, Harry." Draco's voice was so husky that Harry closed his eyes for a moment and then crawled out of the bed.
"Remove your trousers first." Draco whispered and Harry nodded.
He slowly unzipped his sleeping trousers and they pooled on his feet. Draco's eyes travelled from his feet and stuck at his cock. Harry was so hard. He had taken a step towards the bed when he heard a hesitant whisper "Remove your shirt too."
Harry just stared at the man.
"But I-" He protested weakly and Draco interrupted him "Please." Draco's face looked so vulnerable that Harry couldn't refuse. He nodded and that was his second mistake. He must have refused. Draco was not ready for such a big step. Harry knew that they wouldn't just sleep. Draco was not in the mood of just sleeping. He slowly unbuttoned his shirt, his eyes on Draco's who was looking hungrily at him.
A minute later, Harry stood in nothing except an underwear in front of Draco who was laid down on the bed, looking hungrily at him.
"Shall I-"
Draco nodded and Harry started towards the bed. He laid down on his side and invited Draco who came crawling towards him. He took Draco in his arms and sighed when his aching cock pressed against Draco's pert arse. Draco pressed back and moaned and then took Harry's hand and placed it on his underwear just above his prick.
"Draco-" Harry tried to protest in a firm voice but he couldn't stop it from being husky.
"Harry, I need you." Harry moaned breathily and slowly trailed his hand inside Draco's underwear while simultaneously rubbing his clothed cock against Draco's clothed arse. His other hand caressed Draco's stomach and trailed inside his underwear, caressing his arse cheeks.
Twin gasps escaped there mouths when Harry held Draco's cock and touched the slit to wipe the pre-come.
Harry kissed Draco's neck and rubbed the shaft of his cock. Draco's eyes were closed in bliss and he moaned when Harry squeezed his firm arse.
Harry fondled Draco's balls and the moans he elicited from his mouth were simply delicious.
Harry couldn't decide what ruined it exactly because too many things happened at the same time.
Harry bit Draco's neck hard and touched Draco's entrance with his finger while his other hand stilled fondled Draco's cock. It was Draco who removed both of there underwears with a flick of hand and moaned breathily.
Harry rubbed his cock against Draco's slightly spread arse cheeks and caressed the skin around Draco's anus with his finger and touched Draco's balls with his other hand and bit Draco hard on his neck simultaneously.
A second later, Draco was struggling in his arms. Harry didn't even take a second in letting the blonde go.
He stared as Draco crawled to the edge of the bed and sat with his back against the head board.
"No no no no. Please no. Harry, no." His eyes were unseeing and glassy and Harry started towards the blonde in alarm but then Draco screamed.
"NOOOOOOO. Please stay away."
Harry murmured "Draco, I-" and Draco just shook his head and Harry crawled out of the bed.
"I am going. Calm down. Please." He had opened the door when he heard a strangled moan and turned to find Draco looking at him with extended hands and devastated eyes.
"Don't leave." Draco whispered and the whisper took Harry's heart away. Harry could have given his life to Draco. He nodded and whispered back "Draco" Draco looked at him with desperate eyes.
"Draco. Are you listening to me?" He tried again and Draco nodded and he asked "Do you want me to leave?" and Draco shook his head. His eyes were not glassy or unseeing now. His eyes were fixed on Harry and were not devastated. They held the terror though. It must have been confusing and terrifying for the blonde and Harry just wanted to make the blonde happy.
"Do you want me to return on your bed?" Draco shook his head and Harry just slid down on the floor, thereafter closing his eyes. He would give his life for Draco. If Draco wanted him to sleep on the floor, then so be it. A couple of minutes later, he felt himself being dressed and levitated and placed on a conjured bed.
"I don't want you to be cold and uncomfortable." He heard Draco whisper and Harry's heart went out for the blonde. Merlin, he loved Draco so much. He should have controlled himself even if Draco was not thinking logically. Why did he get carried away?
The lights went out and he just had the opportunity to have a look at Draco's face who was dressed now. He looked sad and embarrassed and scared, all at the same time and it killed Harry to see him like this.
"Draco, Draco, it's okay. Just sleep. Don't think about it."
Draco did not answer and Harry wanted to hit his own head on the wall. All the progress that they had made was undone now. Draco would never open up to him again and Harry still didn't know where had he been wrong.
Everything had happened with Draco's consent. He should never have agreed to this. He should have retreated to his room but Draco had needed Harry to make love to him. How could he have refused?
With a shake of head and sad eyes, Harry went to sleep cursing himself for the thousandth time for not listening to his instincts and just retreating to his room for the night.
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