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Lost and Damned	By : danniperson Category: Harry Potter > Slash - Male/Male > Harry/Snape Views: 24087 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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LOST AND DAMNED

You Won't Be Leaving My Arms Ever

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Kreacher was more than happy to listen to Draco Malfoy, the perfect pureblood son of Lucius and Narcissa, some cousin of his mistress, and so on and so forth. Kreacher could not understand why young Draco had taken such company, but he was more than glad to follow his directions and answer all of his questions. They questioned Kreacher about the locket, discovering that it had been stolen by Kreacher when Sirius tried to throw it out and stolen from him by Mundungus Fletcher. Kreacher tried to punish himself after that, but they managed to stop him from coming to much harm. Once he calmed down enough they got him to tell his story…Of how Regulus joined Voldemort and how Regulus had always liked Kreacher…How Voldemort needed an elf. Voldemort had taken Kreacher to the cave Harry had gone to with Dumbledore months ago. Kreacher was made to drink the poison in the basin, as Dumbledore had. Kreacher had gone to drink the water and had been pulled under by Inferi…He had only gotten out because his Master Regulus called for him. Harry hadn't understood it much, but let it go after a while. Later Regulus made Kreacher take him back to the cave. Regulus drank the potion and made Kreacher switch the lockets and told Kreacher to leave him and destroy the locket. Regulus had then been pulled under the water by the Inferi…

Kreacher was incredibly upset, having to tell the story. Hermione did her best to comfort him, though Kreacher didn't like it very much. Kreacher explained that he tried to destroy it and how he punished himself when he couldn't. Hermione started crying through it and Draco just stared at her in astonishment and held her close to comfort her. After hearing what Voldemort had done, Harry didn't fully understand how Kreacher could betray Sirius to him and be so loyal to those who served him, and Hermione had to explain that house elves didn't think that way. Harry still didn't understand house elves much, but he didn't feel like having to mess with it much and hear her lectures about house elves and such.

"Kreacher, sit up!" Draco demanded, cringing at Hermione's sharp glare. "Erm…please…uh…when you feel up to it."

Hermione eyed him, but relaxed. After several minutes, Kreacher finally hiccupped himself into silence and pushed himself into a sitting position, rubbing his knuckle into his eyes like a small child. Harry moved over to sit on the couch with Draco and Hermione and leaned over to quietly talk to them. "Try to get him to get Mundungus and get the locket back."

"Already thought of that," Draco assured him. "Alright, Kreacher….I erm…need to ask you to do something," Draco said in a kind tone, glancing uncertainly at Hermione. Smart move on his part. Hermione smiled encouragingly and Draco nodded and turned back to Kreacher. "I want you to…please…go and find Mundungus Fletcher. We need to find where the locket is…Master Regulus's locket. It's really important…We want to finish the work Master Regulus started, we want to…ensure that he didn't die in vain."

Kreacher dropped his hands and looked up at Draco. "Find Mundungus Fletcher?"

"And bring him here, Grimmauld Place, for Harry and Hermione, okay?" Draco said. "Do you think you could do that for us?"

Kreacher nodded and got to his feet and Harry had a sudden inspiration. He grabbed the moleskin purse that Hagrid had gotten him for his birthday and dug around for the locket. "I want you to, please, do all that you can to help Harry and Hermione, okay? They want to help finish this…this task that Regulus was trying to accomplish. Master Regulus would be very proud if you helped them finish this job. It would be a really great thing to do."

Hermione was beaming.

"Kreacher, I'd, er, like you to have this," Harry said, pressing Regulus's locket into the elf's hand. "This belonged to Regulus and I'm sure he'd want you to have it as a token of gratitude for what you-"

"Oh, Harry!" Hermione said with a smile.

Kreacher wailed out and started crying and they were too shocked to do much for a minute. Eventually they realized he was just so happy at being presented with a Black family heirloom of his own and he was too weak in the knees to stand properly. When he was finally able to stay steady, they helped him to his cupboard where he tucked it safely in his dirty blankets and promised that protecting it would be their first priority while he was away. He then made two low bows to Harry and Draco and an odd spasm in Hermione's direction before Disapparating with a loud crack.

"Oh, Harry, that was so nice of you!" Hermione exclaimed, throwing her arms around him and hugging him close.

"Hey, I was pretty decent to him!" Draco said.

"Yes, I know!" Hermione giggled and moved from Harry to hugging her boyfriend. "So, how long do we have you?"

"I can't risk staying too long…But maybe overnight…I can tell Mother I'm with Severus or someone, I'm sure," Draco said with a grin. "The Dark Lord's too busy working on the Ministry and since I'm of no use there, I doubt he'll need me for much…and I'm of age and don't need to report to my parents for everything."

"Good!" Hermione said happily, hugging him excitedly. "Well, let's make the most of it, then."

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Severus needed to have a word with Narcissa about her damned owl. When Narcissa insisted the message was urgent, the black and gray owl named Sanaa became an annoying and impatient bird that Severus felt like throwing against the wall. Severus had the great misfortune of waking up to Sanaa's screeching and flapping, wings slapping him as she hovered over him, even pecking him in the side now and then. He woke up irritably, swinging his arm at her, a hit she just narrowly missed. Severus sat up in bed, scowling at the damnable bird and then around the room, wondering how the blasted thing even got in.

Sanaa hooted and dropped a letter over his head and perched herself right over his head, behind him on the headboard. Sighing heavily, Severus ripped open the envelop and pulled out the letter, glancing over Narcissa's smeared words. It involved a lot of inane babbling all revolving around Draco having not come home last night and wondering if he was with Severus. Sanaa hooted encouragingly and Severus sighed heavily, sliding out of bed and pausing, looking around the room.

It felt strange, being here, in the headmaster's private rooms. It wasn't quite home and Severus was reluctant to get used to it. He took a moment to consider his options…There was no desk in here, but he did not want to go out into that office and face the headache that was bound to await him from the constant chattering of old headmasters. If only he could kick them out. Instead he dug through the bag he had brought from the dungeons yesterday and pulled out a parchment, quill, and inkpot and placed it on the bedside table. Most of the parchment hung off and he had to move the parchment every few seconds to have more room to write. It was thankfully not a long letter…Only soothing Narcissa with assurances that Draco was safe and that Severus knew where he was and that he would be home that night, at the latest.

In all honesty, Severus did not know for a fact where Draco was and he figured it was safer to leave it open in that way than claim to be with Draco if the boy managed to show up before Narcissa got the response and before Severus could warn him. Severus did have a fair idea of where Draco would be, though, and he sighed heavily as he thought about it. The last thing Draco had said to Severus was expressing his desire to go visit Harry and Granger. If Draco was nowhere his mother could find him, Severus was sure that was bound to be it.

The more Draco dealt with Harry and Granger, the worse off he was going to be and it was foolish of the boy to think he could move so casually between his roles. He had to be a Death Eater now. He had made his choice and it was not wise of him to bounce back and forth in such a manner. Occlumens or not, Draco did not have the experience enough to face the Dark Lord if he was in the mood to dig through Draco's mind. He could risk not only himself and his family, but Harry and Granger, as well.

When the letter was done, he gave it to Sanaa and all but threw her out of the window. When she was safely out of the way, he slammed the window shut and marched across the room to where he knew the bathroom to be and took as quick a shower as he could before throwing on some clothes and sweeping out of the room. He ignored the shouts of the portraits behind him and moved out of the Tower and down the corridors and out of the entrance, walking swiftly down the pathway until he was outside of the gates and thus able to Disapparate.

Thorfinn Rowle and Caliban Mulciber were stationed outside of Grimmauld Place today. Yet another very good reason as to why coming here was a stupid idea Severus thought bitterly to himself. Almost as soon as he appeared he pointed his wand at the men and Stupified them both before they even had a chance to turn around. They fell face first into the grass and Severus moved around them, feeling considerably more irritated as he marched up to the door and knocked…He didn't think it wise to go in, as they would probably end up lingering longer if he did so.

He heard shuffling behind the door and a sharp gasp and the twisting of the knob before it stopped. Severus quirked an eyebrow and waited. "Erm…" came Harry's voice. "When did I lose my virginity?"

Of all of the questions…Severus rolled his eyes. "Christmas morning, 1996."

The door flung open and Severus found himself being dragged inside. The door slammed shut behind him and the strong arms of his lover encircled his neck and held him close. It all happened so fast Severus hardly had time to react, only instinctively finding his arms coming to wrap around Harry's middle. "Severus!" Harry breathed excitedly, kissing Severus's shoulder and neck.

He hadn't really thought about seeing Harry when he came here. He only knew he wanted to stop Draco from making a mistake and telling him to hurry up and make up his mind about where he wanted to be. Severus never really stopped to think that this was where his Harry was…That he would get to see and hold his lover once again. He rubbed his hands up and down Harry's back and held him closer, burying his nose in the boy's unruly hair and breathing in his scent deeply.

"I can't believe you're here!" Harry whispered against his skin. "I love you so much. I've missed you like crazy!"

"I must insist that you cease that incessant babbling this instant," Severus growled, pulling back slightly enough to look down into Harry's face, sliding his hands around Harry's body and upwards so that he could cup it in his hands. His breath caught in his throat at the sight of his startlingly green eyes, alive with love and excitement and happiness. The words "so that I can kiss you properly" were forgotten in favor of simply leaning down and capturing those full lips with his own, kissing Harry tenderly. He felt Harry's fingers grasp tightly at the shirt he wore. Harry pulled himself closer and deepened the kiss, pulling Severus forward until Harry's back hit the wall.

Severus's lips moved slowly against Harry's, savoring the feel and taste of his younger lover. If he never got the chance to kiss him again, he wanted to remember everything about it…He wanted to be able to feel him and taste him every time he remembered this moment. His thumb moved back and forth over his cheek for a moment before letting them both drop to Harry's neck and sliding down his shoulders and chest and around his back, down his legs…He was overcome with the strongest urge to reacquaint himself with Harry's body completely. Now that he had his Harry in his arms, he was unwilling to ever let him go again, and knowing he would have to meant he had to treasure every last moment he had with him.

Because it very well could be his last.

The beautiful moment was rudely interrupted by a strange clicking noise, only managing to break them apart when Granger's voice shrieked, "Draco, stop that!"

Severus and Harry reluctantly pulled apart. Harry laid back against the wall gasping while Severus glared at Draco Malfoy and his camera as a bright flash momentarily blinded him. "Stop it, Mione! I'm capturing the moment for them!"

"You're ruining the moment for them," Granger argued, pulling on Draco's arm. "Sorry 'bout that. Umm…Hi, Professor."

Severus nodded to the girl before turning his eyes back upon his grinning godson. "Fancy seeing you here, Severus."

"Your mother sent Sanaa this morning…She's apparently incredibly worried about you," Severus drawled.

"Oh bugger," Draco sighed. "What did you tell her?"

"That I knew where you were and that you would be home by tonight," Severus said.

"Did you really have to add in that last part?" muttered Draco.

Severus raised an eyebrow. "Unless you intend on staying here, then I can always owl her again to tell her that you won't be going home at all."

Draco frowned, but nodded his head.

"You could both stay, you know," Harry said, his tone light, but Severus saw that flash of hope spark in his green eyes.

It broke his heart. He would have gladly surrendered anything to stay by Harry's side…To be here by his side, always. To help him through whatever mission Albus set him upon. Now that he had him again, how could he possibly ever leave him again? Severus swallowed hard and pressed his lips to Harry's forehead. "You know that I cannot," he whispered against Harry's skin.

"I know," Harry sighed. Severus leaned down to offer a small, apologetic kiss to his lips.

"I'll have to go back eventually, too," Draco said, though he sounded very much like he didn't want to.

No one offered any sort of argument this time, only allowing a sad silence to linger over them. He pulled Harry back into his arms, for once not caring if anyone caught him in any sort of real display of affection. He craved Harry too much, needed him too much right now. Draco and Granger barely seemed to notice as they grasped hands, staring into one another's eyes intently. Severus glanced them over only a moment before turning his black gaze back to Harry's face, trailing the fingers of one hand down his cheek and smoothing his thumb over his nose and across his lips, his eyes following the movement of his fingers before flickering up to emerald eyes that were watching him attentively.

"Um…Professor…Would you like any breakfast…or tea…or coffee or something? I just finished putting food together when you arrived," Granger said tentatively.

"No, thank you, Miss Granger. I am not hungry," he replied, finally pulling himself together and moving slightly away from Harry and glancing at her. He knew he needed to snap out of it…It wasn't wise to be here long.

But Harry reached out and took his hand, his eyes never leaving Severus. "You two can go ahead," Harry said.

There was, unusually, no dirty remark from Draco as he and his girlfriend walked away. Harry tightened his grip on Severus's hand and began pulling him along towards the staircase and any internal battle was immediately lost. Since when had he become a slave to his emotions? Doing the right thing should have taken priority over this…But with no imminent danger upon them, he found it hard to break away and do what he knew he had to do. He had longed for Harry for too long, though…Had thought of him too much these past few months…

The walk wasn't far. Harry opened the first door on the second landing and pulled Severus into a bedroom, closing the door as soon as they were both in. For a moment they just held onto each other and stared at each other, breathing raggedly, pulses racing. There was so much that needed to be said and done. Severus had to tell Harry about his takeover as Hogwarts headmaster, if he didn't already know…Had to tell Harry of the Dark Lord's plans for him involving Orpheus Odell…had to warn him to be careful and not stay here too long, because it was only a matter of time before their location was discovered…He needed Harry to tell him everything that had happened since they last met.

Instead, they kissed. Neither was sure who had moved first, only that they clung to one another desperately and kissed with a passion that ran much deeper than lust, consuming them both entirely. Both were hit by the same overwhelmingly raw need…No desire for sex, but pure need to be close. To stare and feel and taste and smell and hear each other…to possess the other. To study and worship and relish each other.

"Sev'rus," Harry moaned against his mouth, voice and body quivering in desire.

"Harry," Severus breathed, moving his lips down to trail along the boy's jaw line.

"I love you," he said as he tugged at the hem of Severus's shirt. Severus aided him in its removal before reaching out to grab Harry's jumper.

"I love you, too," he whispered in reply, attaching his mouth to Harry's neck once his shirt was gone. He loved the way Harry shivered beneath his touch. "I love you more than I ever have, or ever will, love anyone."

His heart pounded in exhilaration at the admittance and found himself being pulled up, Harry's fingers entangled in his hair, lips desperately kissing his. "Show me," Harry gasped after a moment.

"I am," Severus assured him, letting his hands travel over Harry's smooth, warm, bare flesh, loving the feel of his hard muscles and the soft tickle of the little bit of body hair Harry possessed. As his hands moved down, he grasped Harry's hips and urged the young man back until Harry fell onto the bed.

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Harry scooted back on the mattress as soon as his butt hit it, never once removing his eyes from Severus. He could hardly believe he was here at all! He had told Draco to give Severus their whereabouts in hopes that he might pay a visit, but he had neverreally thought he would show up! His heart was soaring…He could barley concentrate on any of the things he thought he would want to say or do whenever he did see Severus again…He couldn't think of much in his dazed mind other than what his very soul craved beyond all else. For the moment, everything else in his world was forgotten.

Harry laid back onto the bed as Severus crawled over him. For a moment, Severus just stared down at him and Harry couldn't look away…couldn't for the life of him break away from that arresting, obsidian gaze. He looked at Harry as if he were the single most precious thing in the world. As if nothing but Harry existed and he was everything Severus needed in his life. Those dark eyes betrayed everything Severus seemed to be feeling and thinking. Those eyes were not just windows to the soul, but they seemed to be pulling Harry in until he was surrounded by that inky blackness and felt to be drowning in it.

It felt like forever before those lips met his, a touch so loving and soft that it overwhelmed him completely. As their lips connected, Severus lowered himself completely over Harry, bare skin of their chests and stomachs pressed together. Harry immediately lifted his hands to slide around Severus's body to grasp his back, shifting his legs around until he pulled them free in order to wrap them around Severus's, using everything he could to pull Severus as close as possible.

He felt so warm…so right here…feeling more content then he could ever remember. If he could do nothing but kiss and hold Severus for the rest of his life, he would have gladly accepted such a life right now. He felt…perfect. He could think of nothing more that he wanted in this moment, and felt that he might only ask that this last forever. He slid one hand up, running his fingers through soft black hair as he moved his lips slowly against Severus's. His heart felt so swollen with love in his chest, every kiss feeling as though he was pouring out every bit of love he felt for the man into him, showing Severus just how much he cared for him in the very best way that he could.

He felt only a moment of disappointment as Severus's mouth moved from his, but it was hard to keep up when those lips brushed against his cheek, then trailing along his jaw line and down to his neck. Harry gasped, fingers digging more firmly into his lover when Severus began sucking at a particularly sensitive area. He licked his lips and pressed his growing hardness up against Severus, groaning quietly at the pleasant friction. He pressed himself up slightly, pressing his lips to Severus's shoulder, kissing his warm skin lovingly, kissing everything he could reach while Severus expertly licked and kissed and sucked his neck, slowly working his way down to Harry's collarbone.

Severus kissed him everywhere.

Soft, thin lips moved down his body, creating a trail of fire over his skin. Strong, skilled hands combed through his hair and traced along his face and smoothed down his body. As his lips encircled one nipple, fingers rubbed and pulled at the other, sliding down his side when it was time for his mouth to pleasure that one while the fingers of the other hand moved to work over the abandoned one. As that wicked tongue traced the light muscles of his chest and downwards to dip into his bellybutton, every move causing the muscles in his stomach to quiver, his fingers dropped down to his trousers, working the button and the zipper until he was able to grasp them and his underwear in order to pull them down. Soft strands of black hair tickled his stomach as Severus began kissing along his pelvis, brushing over his arousal as his mouth ignored the area in favor of kissing and sucking at his inner thighs, always venturing closer to his hardness, but never daring to touch it. Harry found his hips moving eagerly, shifting and wiggling in desperation for contact.

Once that mouth had known every inch of the area surrounding it, he finally pressed a kiss to the tip of Harry's leaking cock before kissing and licking down the length, then moving around and back up. Harry's cock twitched eagerly, but instead of lavishing his hardness in the attention it so craved, Severus moved on, kissing back down his legs. Harry groaned and rubbed his hands over his face, feeling like he might burst, needing to cum so badly it was almost painful.

As Severus moved down further, kissing over his knees and down his legs, Harry pushed himself up onto his elbows, looking down his body to watch Severus work. It had always bothered Harry that he didn't have as much body hair as other boys his age, but he found that it didn't matter so much now…He figured if he looked like a caveman, this wouldn't be nearly so nice or erotic and Severus probably wouldn't be paying such close attention to every inch of skin that covered Harry's body. The light wisps of hair he did have didn't seem so bad right now.

Severus sat on his knees and pulled Harry's leg up to him when he moved lower, finally reaching his ankle, pressing an open mouthed kiss there. Long fingers began pressing firmly into his foot, massaging the area deeply as his lips moved over the top of his foot, pressing to the tip of each toe, before moving around to kiss down the bottom of his foot. His toes wiggled a bit, foot twitching slightly…He had a feeling it should have tickled, but it only felt nice, kisses on the normally sensitive skin. When Severus seemed sure he had thoroughly explored the area, he set Harry's leg down and grabbed the other, repeating the process there. Harry groaned quietly now and then, mostly from how good the foot massage felt. He found himself unable to tear his eyes away from Severus, completely in awe by the sight of his lover paying such beautiful attentions to him.

When that was done, Severus urged Harry onto his stomach and crawled back over his body, mouth and hands continuing their work. He started by kissing the sides and back of Harry's neck, hands sliding down his back and his sides. He kissed and licked across his shoulder blades and down his spine…Severus grasped his arse cheeks firmly as he kissed along his lower back before sliding them back down, rubbing his thighs as his lips met the firm buttock, teeth scraping along the flesh and biting down gently upon it, causing Harry to gasp. Harry licked his lips, breathing growing ragged as his cheeks were parted and a muttered spell caused a cold, tingling feeling to pass through him sharply (a cleaning spell) before that beautiful tongue swiped up the crack slowly before circling around his entrance. Harry grasped the bed sheets and whimpered pleadingly, squirming and rubbing his hardness into the mattress desperately. "Sev'rus," Harry groaned.

"Patience, Potter," Severus growled, voice muffled as his face was buried in Harry's arse..

All too soon Severus moved on, much as he had done with Harry's cock…Only doing enough to tease him, to get him into it, before cruelly moving away to continue his journey. Harry groaned in disappointment, though Severus easily distracted him from it as he worked…Strong hands grasped his hips, holding him still and preventing him from thrusting against the bed too much as his lips moved down the backs of his legs. His body jerked a bit when his tongue swiped across the backs of his knees and moving back down. Everything he did felt so amazing. He felt like he was melting against the bed, nothing but a puddle with what Severus was doing for him. He moaned and groaned quietly, grasping the sheets when something felt particularly intense. It felt like Severus had been kissing and touching him forever when he was rolled back over, Severus sliding back up his body.

Harry grasped his hair and pulled Severus down into a deep kiss as he maneuvered his body around to flip Severus and himself over so that he was straddling his older lover. He then latched his mouth onto Severus's neck, pressing his hand into the bulge in Severus's trousers, loving the quiet groan Severus emitted.

After a moment he paused and pressed his head against Severus's chest, looking down his body so that he could focus on undoing Severus's trousers, fingers fumbling with the button until Severus chuckled and reached down to help, both men working together to pull both the pants and underwear down until Severus was able to kick them off.

"Ermm-mmmmm," Harry moaned, almost forgetting what he was about to say as Severus grasped his hips, rubbing their cocks together.

"Hmm?" Severus asked, sliding his hands around to grasp Harry's arse, giving it a squeeze.

"Mmmm…Huh?" Harry asked. "Oh…erm…" he went on nervously. "I don't think there's any lube around here."

"There are alternatives, Potter," Severus assured him, leaning up to kiss along the front of Harry's throat. "There are other things two men can do together, you realize?"

"Yeah…well…" Harry said uncertainly. He wanted everything tonight…to feel Severus inside of him. He just didn't know how to word it without sounding like some lovesick girl or a pervert. He groaned, nearly losing his train of thought as Severus continued rubbing their hips together and kissing him. "Is there…anything else…we could…erm…use?"

"There are some things that can be used as a substitute…I've never been particularly fond of most other methods, but there is a spell that might work decently enough for our purposes," Severus assured him with a smirk.

"Oh, okay, good," Harry said, resuming his work kissing Severus's chest, halfway wishing he hadn't gone and interrupted things, worries of what they would do breaking that exquisite spell they had both been under. He was fully prepared to reciprocate every action Severus had performed on him not long ago, but found himself a bit too impatient to do as thorough of a job kissing every inch of his exposed skin. He trialed open mouthed kisses down to his stomach in half the time it took his lover, but Severus didn't seem to mind much. Severus himself seemed eager to get things moving. Harry heard Severus breathlessly Summon his wand before reaching down and grabbing Harry's upper arms, pulling him back up to kiss him deeply while pressing his wand against Harry's arse, murmuring a spell into Harry's mouth when the tip of the wand caught between his cheeks.

"Ah!" Harry cried into the kiss, thinking it hurt for a moment and left behind a strange tingling sensation. It was cold and he could feel some of it trickling out of him and down his thigh. Severus trailed his hands down Harry's back and over his arse, down to his legs which he grabbed and pulled up so that his legs were spread more and he was partially sitting up on his knees. One hand slid up to press into his lower back while the other pressed between his cheeks and ran up and down a moment searching for his entrance and pressing inside once he found it. Harry gasped at the feeling and immediately pressed himself down and back against it. It burned somewhat, but it wasn't a bad feeling enough to matter and he was anxious to get to the good part.

Severus moved his finger in and out of Harry while Harry buried his face in Severus's neck, inhaling his scent deeply and grimacing slightly at the discomfort as Severus pressed in a second finger. He focused on kissing and licking at Severus's neck, biting down hard when Severus inserted a third digit, pleased by the deep groan Severus let out. Harry hadn't been very sure about the whole biting thing at first, too afraid of hurting Severus, but he realized after a while that that was how Severus liked it. He moved his hips against the fingers, breathing deeply as he got used to the intrusion until he was moaning in pleasure as the feelings became less painful and more satisfying.

Harry ran his tongue soothingly over the bite mark and grasped the sheets on either side of his lover while Severus thrust his fingers deeply inside of him for a few moments before pulling them out and grasping his hips. Harry half expected Severus to flip them over, but he only shifted Harry around until he was hovering just above Severus's cock. Harry had never been fully confident in this position, but right now he was too eager to have his lover inside of him to care. He pushed himself up and reached down to grab Severus's cock and reached behind them to part one cheek so that he was better able to guide Severus to his entrance. Severus's hands continued to grasp his hips, holding him steady. The muscles in his legs twitched slightly and he felt a bit lightheaded, wondering how on earth he was going to keep this up if this continued. He was all too aware of Severus staring intently at him while he slowly sank down onto his hard cock.

It took a bit for Harry to get comfortable, grasping Severus while he slowly and steadily began to move, grateful that Severus kept his hands on him to help him along. When he felt a bit more secure in doing it, he sped up a bit and let himself look up at Severus, grinning when he saw that Severus was still watching him. It was the look he saw in his eyes that left him feeling breathless. A look of lust and pleasure, but more importantly, a look of complete and utter adoration, the same intense look of awe and love he had given him since his arrival and Harry didn't think he'd ever get enough of it.

Harry gasped and moaned deeply as Severus began to thrust up into him, pressing deeper and harder. "Fuck!" Harry moaned, moving more enthusiastically over his lover. Severus's fingers dug harder into his hips, pulling Harry down onto him as he thrust up again. Harry let him control them, finding that everything felt much better when Severus was in power of everything.

After a few minutes, Severus held him closer and tighter and flipped them over, still buried inside of Harry, pushing in even deeper when he settled Harry onto his back and pressed himself over him. Harry cried out loudly in pleasure and Severus pulled his legs over his shoulders as he leaned over him. "Yessssssssssss," Harry hissed. "Please…yessssssss!"

Words weren't necessary to express what both were feeling…Both desperate to make this last, despite what was going on in the world outside of them, how much time was now an issue with Voldemort in control of the Ministry. All they had right now was each other and they never wanted it to end. They held each other close, grasping at sweat-slicked skin, moaning loudly, staring into each other's eyes as they moved slowly together. The pleasure was intense, a more powerful feeling than either could ever remember feeling, growing with every deep thrust into Harry's body and every murmured beg or plea or declarations of love. Now and then, Severus would reach between them, stroking his aching cock firmly, bringing him close to the edge before leaving him there. It was teasing…torturous…but right now, Harry wouldn't have it any other way, wanting too badly for this to last, despite how desperate his body was for release.

It felt like they made love forever, time fully escaping them both in favor of enjoying themselves. Finally, Severus kissed him deeply, stroking him and not stopping until Harry's body arched against him, body tightening all around him as he cried out loudly in his pleasure as Severus continued thrusting into him, faster now, following closely after Harry.

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For a long time after, they just laid in each other's arms, never wanting to let go. Severus was certain that there was no more perfect being in all of the world, no moment so perfect, no feeling so perfect. He pressed his lips to Harry's scar and trailed his fingers up and down Harry's spine slowly, smiling softly when Harry kissed his chest. He never wanted to leave here. He would have gladly traded his soul, if only to stay here forever. Hogwarts be dammed, nothing in this world mattered more than Harry. Bugger every promise he had made…Severus doubted he had the strength to leave him again.

He had to, though…He knew that, deep down…Despite every overwhelming desire of his heart, despite all of the misery he had suffered these past months without him…He had to do it. Harry seemed to know it, too. It wasn't long before both carried the disposition of two people dreading the future and eager to savor every last moment…by the way they held each other closer, the words they knew they needed to say on the tips of their tongue, held back only a moment longer, they both promised themselves…They held on longer than maybe they should have, but neither had it in them to regret the decision.

"I can't stay," Severus finally said. He couldn't quite manage to say "I have to leave now."

"I know," Harry said quietly, disappointment clear in his voice.

"We both have jobs to do," Severus reminded him, kissing the top of his head.

"Yeah…" Harry said, clearing his throat and shifting around a bit to look up into Severus's face. "Though…We should probably all…catch up on…stuff…before you go. Right?"

An excuse to stay longer, but they would take it. "Of course. We'll have to go see Draco and Granger about this, as well…They might need to know some of these things."

"Right," Harry said. They both sat up reluctantly and Harry offered a forced grin. "At least we can interrupt their snogging as payback."

Severus snorted. "And if they're not snogging?" Severus muttered. He doubted snogging would be enough for Draco, especially considering he and Harry had been up here.

Harry didn't take it like that, though. He just rolled his eyes. "C'mon, I'm sure they're wanting to make as much of their time together as we did. Let's go see if we can sneak that camera before they notice us."

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