Fallen | By : Cherish Category: Harry Potter > Slash - Male/Male > Harry/Draco Views: 7558 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Thanks to
my beta: BLT,
DPR, Daemon, Maester, Sanity Complex or just Steve.
Slash. Don’t
like, don’t read. More Dark-ish-ness on the way.
Fallen IX
~*~
pan>
Can’t look back
because it hurts
My heart is so cold
I feel the frost
Never look back
I feel the darkness on
my shoulder
The frost is in my
heart
So cold my hair is
frozen
Touching my skin
~*~
Harry closed his eyes. It was true, he did know
his own destiny and the way it had changed, his mother told him. He couldn’t
run away from it, for it would come and haunt him and his lonely heart.
It was just so hard to accept that destiny had
chosen this path for him instead of the path he used tow anw and the fact that
he couldn’t run. Although his mother did not seem to mind destiny’s choice, but
she seemed to know a lot more than she told him. She told him his destiny in
four words.
“Draco is your destiny.”
How could Draco’ve turned into his destiny? He
knew he had this urge to get the boy out of here. Especially after Draco told
him what was going on exactly. The boy was held prison by his own father in his
own house. There could not have been a bigger betrayal. No bigger hurt than not
to be accepted by your own parents, those who’re supposed to be proud of you,
no matter what. He really did feel sorry for Draco.
But there was this feeling that there was more
about Draco being hestiestiny than just saving the boy...
They had to get out of here. This wasn’t a good
place to stay. Not for Draco not for him. Harry turned to his side and saw
Draco lying next to him, sleeping peacefully. It seemed that sleeping was their
number one thing to do, probably because Harry did not sleep much when he was
supposed to sleep and Draco... Draco could sleep any time of the day.
Harry sat up and slipped out of the bed. There
was a plan that had to be made. He grabbed a few of Draco’s drawing papers and
an enormous quill. With a messy handwriting, caused by the enormous quill,
Harry wrote down the main things he had to get ready if they wanted to escape
from this hell hole. A detailed plan would come later.
“Harry?” Draco suddenly asked behind him. “What
are you doing?”
Harry’s heart jumped at Draco’s voice. “You
frightened me,” Harry exclaimed
“Well then there must be something to hide,”
Draco answered, looking over Harry’s shoulder.
“I think so. I don’t know for sure. My father
doesn’t tell me everything.” Draco said bitterly.
“Well we could give that a shot.” Harry said,
feeling hope return to him.
“The only fireplace is in my father’s office. We’ll
have to make sure he’s not there or coming home and we need his password.” Draco
said. “It’s dangerous.”
“Not if we are well prepared.” Harry said.
“Yes, and it will work. You want to get out of
here, don’t you? You don’t want to stay and live an unhappy life, right?” Harry
grabbed Draco’s hand and squeezed it.
“But what if... my life will not improve when
I’m out there,” Draco whispered.
“You’ll be free! What more do you want?” Harry
exclaimed.
“Freedom isn’t everything. Not in the world I
live in. What if I’ll be alone for the rest of my life? Unable to make friends,
because the Death Eaters are still hunting me down?” Draco sighed.
“Draco it will not be that way. You will not be
alone!” Harry said firmly.
“And how do you know that?” Draco spat, anger
and fear clearly written in his eyes.
“Because if you have to hide, I have to hide
and we’ll be hiding together.” Harry answered.
Draco closed his eyes. “The light side will
help you; they will take care of you. When they find out what I did to you
they’ll kill me. I’m Dark to them, they’ll never accept me.” Draco whispered.
“No. You are not dark. You’re Light- in
Darkness and they will accept you. If it wasn’t for you I wouldn’t have found
my freedom. They wouldn’t have known the truth. If I ended up somewhere else I
would have died. No one would have been there to call me back,” Harry said,
remembering that it was Draco who made him give up his life and that it was
Draco who called him back.
~*~
I want to feel the
warmth
On my face
Light- In Darkness
Lift me up from here
Give you your wings
To flee from my Ivory
Tower
~*~
“I don’t know. I just don’t want to end up all
alone. It’s funny. Not to long ago, I thought I almost had it all. Now I’ve got
nothing but two choices. Both completely unappealing.” Draco said, shaking his
head.
“At least you will have chances when you come
with me. Here you will be locked in a cage without any choices at all.” Harry
tried to convince Draco.
Draco sighed. “Alright. I’ll come, but you’ll
have to promise me that you won’t let me fall.”
“I won’t. I promise.” Harry promised, when he
felt Draco’s hesitation he added. “And I never break a promise. You can trust
me on that.”
“But you’ll be with all your friends again. You’ll
change and be happy again. You will totally forget about me.” Draco bit his lip.
He knew he sounded childish, but away from this world he had no one. No one but
Harry. Outside this house Harry was the only one he knew.
“I will not forget about you. I could never
forget you!” Harry exclaimed.
“Why not?” Draco asked surprised.
“Because... because I just can’t.” Harry said,
not knowing what to say. He knew the answer, but he didn’t want Draco to know.
“Oh.” Draco answered. “Well... ehh...”
“Let’s go back to bed,” Harry decided. “We’ll
talk more tomorrow.”
“Alright.” Draco agreed.
They both walked back to the bedroom and
crawled into the still warm bed, but neither of them could find their sleep.
“Harry?” Draco whispered, when he heard Harry
turn. “Are you awake?”
“No,” Harry joked and turned back to face Draco,
“What is it?”
“I’m scared.” Draco whispered.
“For what?” Harry asked. “The dark?”
“Hah. Hah. So funny.” Draco said sarcastically.
“I know.” Harry stuck out his tongue.
“I’m trying to be serious!” Draco exclaimed,
slapping Harry on his arm.
“Okay. I’m serious too now.” Harry said,
pulling a straight face.
Draco raised one eyebrow, and then pouted. “Never
mind.”
Harry laughed. “Oh don’t be a baby. Tell me
what’s bothering you.”
“Well... no really, never mind. It sounds
stupid now.” Draco said shyly, turning around.
“There’s no one
missing you.”
“They don’t even try
you you, yet you’d die to be with them. How sad.”
“You will come home,
unwanted. They all think you’re better of dead, and now you walk back into
their homes. You should stay away.”
“You’re All Alone.
When will you realise that? There is no one missing you!”
“Isn’t someone missing
me?”
“Harry?”
“What Harry...”
“Harry!” Draco’s voice snapped Harry away from
his thoughts. “What is it?”
“Nothing,” Harry lied, looking away.
“Nothing isn’t going to cause someone to cry
out with his hands over his ears.” Draco said.
“Just some bad thoughts.” Harry whispered.
“Nothing bad. Just some thoughts.”
“Are you sure you’re alright?” Draco asked
concerned.
“I’m fine. Really. Let’s go to sleep.” Harry
said, turning away from Draco.
Draco observed Harry for a few minutes, but
decided not to push. He stared to the stars above him on his magical ceiling.
Harry looked into space, feeling the loss of
Draco’s arms. The blonde’s arms felt strangely good, much better than nothing
at all. He bit his lip, but turned around softly. He saw Draco staring to the
ceiling. Without any words he moved closer and placed his head on Draco’s
shoulder. He could feel Draco’s surprise and his heart stopped a few seconds
when Draco didn’t move. But then Draco’s arms closed around him. The whispering
voices came back, but so did the strange good feeling.
~*~
Oh Solitude,
When will this hole in
my heart be mended
Who now is left alone
but me?
Oh Solitude
Forever me and Forever
you
And a few hints
of Missing – Evanescence in the whispering voices.
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