Uncle Remus | By : TheLadyFeylene Category: Harry Potter > General > General Views: 5600 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter, nor any of the characters from the books or movies. I do not make any money from the writing of this story. |
Disclaimer: Still not mine. Won't be, unless J.K decides to sell them, and then I'd have to beat off millions of others.
Warning: Still slash.
Dedication: To everyone who so diligently follows this series. I love you all!
Author's Note: Ah...two days off in a row. So much to write, so much to get written. I'm doing the best I can to get all caught up with everything. It's hard, though, considering I've got about four or five series' running right now. And things are still headache inducing around here. But luckily the folks'll be in Arizona where they belong soon. And I can have my sanity back.
Uncle Remus
Chapter Eight
So maybe kissing him was a bad idea. but I really, really wanted to know what it was like. And I couldn't ask, I didn't know what words to use. So I just did it. And I did like it. I liked it a lot. And I think he did, too. But now I really don't know what to say. did I mess up? I probably did. You're not supposed to do things like that, Harry.
"I'm sorry." I say. "I shouldn't have done that."
"It's..." He's talking like he has something caught in his throat. "It's all right."
"Are you sure?" I really sort of regret it now. I liked it, and that's fine. There's nothing wrong with liking kissing guys. But the problem isn't that. The problem is I want to kiss him again. Maybe even do more. But that's definitely out of the question.
"Yes. I just...I wasn't entirely certain you'd actually done that."
"Oh. I did." That has to win the award for stupidest response ever. "And I'm sorry, it's just...I really wanted to kiss you, cause I've been thinking about kissing a guy for like a week now, and you're the only one around..."
"Harry, Harry, it's all right." Remus tells me, and I can tell he's trying really hard to stay calm. "There was no harm done. It was an...an innocent thing, and it's done now."
"Yeah." Well, I guess I was wrong. I guess he doesn't like me like that. "Um...I liked it."
"Ah." He nods, and swallows loudly. "Well, I'm glad everything's all worked out then."
"Did you?" Now I'm just being a brat.
"Oh, er, Harry, that's..." I'm going to take his stuttering and flushing as a yes. "It's not really relevant..."
He does like me like that. He wouldn't be acting all weird if he didn't. So now the big question is, what am I going to do about it? I'm fifteen. He's like...almost forty. It isn't like anything could ever happen. I mean, other then what just did. It'd be like that.
But what's wrong with that? I mean, I do need some experience. And Uncle Remus sure seems to know what he's doing. And there'd really be nothing that wrong with it. Not if we both wanted it. If we both wanted it, it would be fine. I know I want it. Or I'm pretty sure I want it. Does he?
"Do you want me to do it again?" Am I trying to seduce him? Maybe he was right, maybe I shouldn't have read Lolita. But...that's just a book. The situation here is totally different. We're both mature. We can handle things like this.
"Harry..." He groans it. This is weird. But sort of...I don't know. It's almost a rush. I have a sort of power over him. I swallow hard, and take a deep breath. I can do this. I kiss him again, eyes closed. I feel him sort of start to pull away, but then he puts his arms around me and pulls me close to him. I like this, too. I let him pull me onto his lap, and I keep on kissing him. I put my hands on his shoulders, not really sure where else to put them. This is all really new to me.
Obviously, Remus does know what to do. One of his hands is on my back, and the other is holding the back of my head. And then I can feel his tongue on my lips, and I really don't know what to do. He sort of licks my lips, and it feels pretty good. And then he pulls away.
"We can't do this."
"Why not?" He can't stop now. This is just starting to get really good.
"Because. First of all, you're only fifteen Harry. That's illegal. Second of all, you are one of my closest friends son. There's something extremely unsettling about that."
I can't really argue. I don't know what my dad would think about this. Which actually means that Uncle Remus is using a really unfair argument. And as to the first part...
"I'm going to be sixteen next week."
"Yes, you are." He nods. "But right now, you're not. You're fifteen."
"So? It's only a week..." I'm acting like a little prat, and I sort of regret it. But I think I have a point. "Uncle Remus, you know I'm not like other kids my age."
"Yes, I do know. Which is why this is dangerous." He reaches out and touches my face. "You've no idea what you're doing, Harry."
"I have a pretty good idea." I *was* sitting on his lap. But I don't think that's what he means. "Look, this isn't some sort of impulse thing. I've thought about it. I want this."
"What, Harry? What exactly is it that you want?"
"You." That's second of stupidest things I've said today. I sound like some sort of cheap romance novel rip off. Like anyone actually talks like that!
"Me." He's laughing, but it's not a funny laugh. It's actually sort of demented. "Harry, you really don't know what you're asking."
"I'm not asking for anything. *You* asked. I told." I turn my head, and I kiss his palm. He's still touching my face. "I want...I want to know what it's like. And I want it from you."
Mainly because you're the only one around, but I'm not going to tell you that 'cause it would probably make you feel cheap and used. But, I do want it to be someone who knows what they're doing. And Uncle Remus...I mean, I love him. Not like romantic love, but I do love him.
"And you're certain?" It sounds like his throat is dry. I nod, wishing he'd stop talking and start kissing me. "Then you can wait."
"What?" Waiting wasn't on the agenda.
"If this is what you truly want, then I will...oblige you." He sort of chokes on 'oblige'. "But you will wait until it is legal."
"Fine." So, one week. I can wait. And maybe I can break him down. "We'll wait a week. But you can't back out then!"
"I won't Harry. Dear god help me, but I won't."
"You don't..." I sighed, trying to put everything into words. "You don't have to feel bad about this. There's nothing wrong with it."
"Yes, there is Harry. I shouldn't...I am abusing my position as your guardian."
"How? Because I kissed you? Because I want you?"
"Because I didn't push you away!" He stands up, his voice actually getting louder. "This is difficult for me, Harry. When you're older, you'll understand better. Now see see the situation through the eyes of a young man who knows exactly what he wants. And there's nothing wrong with that. But I see the situation with the more experienced eyes of a forty year old man who is horrified by his own desires. And you do not make this any easier on me. No, you have no reason to apologize. I've given you my word, and I'll keep it. I will...do whatever it is you want me to do. But that is that. Once it is done, we will speak no more of it, and with luck both of our fantasies will be put to rest. Do I make myself clear?"
"Yes." He's never been so...emotional with me before. I didn't realize there was anything that major going on with him. And, maybe he's right. He's seeing it different then me. I will leave him alone, at least until my birthday. Then we'll do, well, like he put it, whatever it is I want. Which I'm still not sure of. But I have a week to figure it out. And...there's no harm in just sort of teasing him a little between then and now.
I stand up, nodding. "I'm just gonna...um...go now." There's no graceful way out of this. I just bob my head again, and slip off to my room. I've got a lot to think about now.
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