Draco's Story | By : haileybeth Category: Harry Potter > Threesomes/Moresomes Views: 22212 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 4 |
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Draco sat at his desk writing the letters he had promised Severus he would write. Picking up the letters from his son’s he wondered why Mathews letter was so short and tense. He could tell by the writing that his son’s hands had been shaking and by the words that he was hiding something. He wrote to Severus about his concern that something was wrong at school and asked that he look into it but he wondered if it was because he was not there. The last time he had seen the boy’s was when they were barely two years old, and he hated that he had missed so much of their lives. Hearing the soft knock on the door he knew that it was Toddy as he called ‘enter’. Every day they talked and he was now getting the memories that were the worst. Looking at the calendar he scratched out the day and counted to the next visitation, four more days. He couldn’t believe that it had only been a month since his first visit. Now every week he had two days to look forward to and every visit he got to hear about his kids and Harry. “I wish time would go by faster.” He whispered not turning to the Healer yet. Setting the letters aside he turned to the Healer. “I hate time.”
Toddy grinned as he sat across from Draco. “I can agree, time is never on my side either. Letters?” he asked pleased to see that Draco was writing to his family again.
“Yes, I am worried about Mathew he sounds so sad in his letter and I can tell by the shaky handwriting that his hands were shaking. I miss the boys so much.” Draco sighed as he picked up the letter.
Toddy smiled pleased to see that Draco was concerned for the boys and he wondered if Mathew was his or Harry’s. “Mathew is your son?” he asked.
“Of course both boys are mine. I love them, so much…” Draco knew that Toddy was wondering if he had birthed Mathew and he just wasn’t ready to say.
Toddy nodded knowing that he wasn’t ready to dive into that pond yet, yes he loved his son but he wanted to protect him and he could respect that. “When I spoke to Severus he hinted that there were things that you had never told him…” he hinted wanting to open the door.
“Oh yes, I was afraid to tell him everything, if he knew he might have killed my Father, leaving Harry and me alone.” He sighed as he stood. Moving to the window seat he looked out to his gardens and took a shaky breath, he had to open the door, fully open it not just crack it open. “It was my fifteenth birthday when things with my Father became the worst. I had experienced the oral sex, the toys, the submission lessons, but that birthday,” he shook his head thinking back, “That was the day all my fears were founded…”
FLASHBACK!
Draco slowly made his way down the dimly lit hallway to his Father’s master bedroom. Feeling the dread build he knocked on the door and entered into the room that he called Hell’s Gate. Glancing around he noticed his Father standing by the bed, on the dresser were the toys he had come to hate so much. Not looking at his Father he knelt in front of him knowing what he wanted. “Sir?” he whispered.
Lucius felt smug satisfaction watching his son, he was perfect for his plans, just one more lesson and his son would be ready for what was planned for him. Stripping his son magically he bound his hands behind his back as he sat in front of him pleased when Draco took him into his mouth without having to be told. “Very good Draco, tonight is the last lesson for you to learn, you then have a year to perfect it before your final…test.” He grinned as he ordered his son to stop. “Bella…come on out.” He called.
Draco closed his eyes against the humiliation he was feeling, he was used to his Aunt being present during his lessons, and was even used to her participating, he knew that he just had to hide his emotions and keep them behind his barriers. Feeling the sting of the whip he knew not to cry out, he knew not to show the tears.
Bella grinned at Lucius as she brought the whip down, watching Lucius strip himself she knew what was coming and what Lucius had planned for Draco. “Keep going?” she grinned.
“Yes, work him over good while I get ready for him.” Lucius sat back to watch as Bella not only whipped Draco but gagged him and used the various toys on his young body. “Open your eyes Draco!” he barked.
Draco opened his eyes as his Aunt continued to work him over, he knew this pain, he knew how to handle it but it was never easy. Looking at the floor he kept his head bowed until his Father barked for him to stand. Struggling to his feet he felt his Aunt shove a ‘toy’ into him.
“He’s very quiet tonight.” Bella smirked as Lucius stood and moved to them. Looking up at Lucius her breathing was becoming ragged and it was clear she was turned on by what she was doing to Draco.
Lucius walked behind Draco and forced his upper half onto the bed after he removed the gag. “Don’t worry, I will make him scream.” He promised stroking himself he pulled the toy out pleased that Bella had not used any lubrication. Leaning down he bit Draco hard on the shoulder “This lesson will hurt, I promise, you have permission to scream.” Lining himself up with Draco’s barley stretched entrance he thrust himself into him in one go.
Draco tried not to scream, he knew that his Father wanted to hear him break. Biting his lip until he tasted blood he felt his so called Father thrust harder, it was as if he was trying to make it as painful as possible. “Please stop.” He asked trying not to cry. “Please?”
Lucius chuckled “No, you need to learn to fully submit to what you are told to do.” He smirked as he continued to rape his son. “Scream Draco!” he ordered.
“NO!” Draco tried to fight back, he was tired, tired of being his Father play thing!
Bella moved to the other side of the bed and pinned Draco down, laughing. “Harder Lucius!” she encouraged.
Lucius snarled an oath as he pinned his son against the bed. “You will fully submit by the end of the year I promise you!” he snarled as he finished.
Feeling dirty and used Draco didn’t move as he felt his Father pull out and he knew he was torn and bleeding. He just prayed it was over. Luck though wasn’t with him as he felt the Crucio hit him.
END OF FLASHBACK!
Draco felt the tears on his cheeks he turned away feeling worthless. “I don’t know what Severus and Harry see in me some days.”
“They see a loving young man that has been through situations that were not in his control. How did it make you feel to have your Father and your Aunt do this to you? How do you feel now?” he asked.
“I felt worthless, used, dirty, I felt that it wasn’t fair, I wanted to hurt them, I wanted to cause them as much pain as they caused me. It made me angry.” He whispered as the tears continued to fall. “I still feel that way.” He admitted “I feel worthless, tired, hurt…” he stopped sniffling as he fought back the tears.
Toddy was relieved to see the tears but worried that he was still feeling that he was nothing. Looking around he picked up a picture that was on the table. Sitting beside Draco he held the picture for him to see. “Draco? Look at this, tell me what you see?”
Draco looked down at the picture, puzzled. “My family, Mathew, James, Severus, Harry, my mum and Lillian.” He whispered having been given the picture just a few days ago he kept it by the bed wanting to be able to see when he was going to bed and waking up.
Toddy pointed to Mathew. “Who are you to him?” he asked.
Draco looked at Toddy confused but sighed. “His Dad.”
“What about him?” Toddy asked pointing to James.
“Dad.” Draco answered as he pointed to Lillian. “I’m her Father.”
“What about them?” Toddy asked pointing to Severus and Harry.
“Husband, lover, friend…” Draco took the rag as he pointed to Narcissa. “Son, friend…” he whispered.
“Everyone in the picture loves you, do you think they see you as worthless?” he asked softly wanting to show Draco that no one saw him as worthless.
Draco shook his head. “No, they love me, they see me for me…” he whispered.
“That is right! You are not worthless! You are someone! You are Father, Dad, Lover, Husband, Son, Friend and so much more!” Toddy agreed. “Are you worthless?”
“NO!” Draco shook his head.
“Good Draco! You are not worthless! That is right, say it with me ‘I am not worthless!” he was pleased that Draco repeated it with him. “GOOD!” Toddy put the picture in his hands. “When you start feeling like that I want you to look at this picture and tell yourself you are not worthless. Your Father was a worthless Father, your Aunt was worthless. You are not worthless!”
Draco leaned against his healer. “I swear I will never harm my kids like this, I never want them to go through pain like this.” He whispered as the tears continued to fall.
Toddy was pleased to see that the barriers were starting to break; he was getting through the walls that he had erected from all the years of abuse. “Was your Father the only one to rape you?” he asked softly.
Draco shook his head, “No, there was one other, but I don’t want to talk about it, not right now.” He whispered.
“I understand was it after this that you went to Severus?” he asked softly hoping to coax him into talking.
“Yes, it was the one night before everything went down that I cherish, they made me feel so good that night. That was when I learned just how complicated Jade was and just who he was.” Draco shook his head looking back at the picture.
“Tell me about it.” He encouraged as he handed Draco a calming draft.
“It was after class, I had had a fight with Father. I was hurting emotionally, physically. I went to Severus in hopes that he could teach me that it wasn’t all about submission and pain, I went because I was determined that after that one night I would finish myself off. They changed my mind though…”Draco set the bottle aside and took a shaky breath.
Toddy listened concerned that Draco had, at a young age wanted to commit suicide. He was pleased though that Draco had told him that he was now wanting to live and he would have to make certain that the thoughts of suicide where no longer there. Listening to Draco he made a few notes.
FLASHBACK!
Draco slowly stepped into his Godfather’s rooms praying that he would listen to him, he needed him, he need to know that life was not about pain. Seeing Severus behind his desk he stopped “Severus…” he stopped suddenly feeling very nervous. “I need help…”
Severus rose, he had had a feeling that this was coming and knew what Draco was about to ask, the problem was he was not unattached and Draco needed to know that. “Draco, I think I know what you are about to ask of me and I need to tell you…” before Severus could continue he was stopped by Draco pleading.
“Severus please? I need this; I just need one night, please. I’m not asking forever.” Draco stepped closer hoping to get Severus to say yes. “Please?”
“Draco, I need you to listen to me, I cannot…” he stopped again when the door opened, he knew that it was Jade. Looking to the door he could tell right off that his lover was having a bad day.
“Severus do we have any??” Jade paused realizing they were not alone. Setting his bag down he realized something was wrong. ‘Severus?’ he mentally sent using the bond that they had.
‘He has come to me, but I wanted you in on this.’ Severus sent back reassuring him that everything was alright. Moving out from behind the desk he moved closer to Draco.
“I see, you’re already attached.” Draco felt like a knife was being plunged right into his heart.
“Yes, for four years now.” Severus nodded as Jade moved closer.
“SINCE HE WAS 11! YOU’RE LIKE HIM!” Draco backed away from Severus not realizing that Jade had moved closer until he felt arms wrap around him.
“Yes, we have been married since I was 11, but we haven’t touched each other sexually until very recently. Relax, there is a reason,” Jade whispered hoping to comfort Draco, he had seen how worn he was and he knew that something was wrong and that he needed Severus.
Draco was confused, this was Jade Blackwell but this was not his voice, he sounded like a bottom not the top he had pictured. “What is going on? Who are you?”
Jade chuckled sounding more like himself at the moment before it subsided. “That is something Severus and I will explain.” He reassured as Severus moved to them.
“Have you eaten lover?” Severus asked knowing that he was prone not to eating when he was having a hard day.
“No, bad day,” Jade whispered looking a little guilty as Severus called his elf and asked for three light meals and after’s, “I really could use a pain potion with diner, my head hurts.”
Severus ushered the pair into his rooms concerned for his mate, it seemed that this migraines were more frequent than he liked. “Look at me.” Severus pulled Jade close and tilted his head up to look at him. “Are you having a problem with ‘him’? he asked knowing that his lover would get the hint.
“Yes, he’s been very aggravated lately and pushing me…” Jade whispered as he nuzzled Severus.
Severus could tell by the tone in his voice that Harry was forward and he could tell by the look in Draco’s eyes that he was completely confused. “Come let’s get comfortable.” He suggested but when Draco didn’t move he moved to take him into his arms. Feeling him tense up he continued to hold him “It’s alright, let us explain.”
Draco shook his head. “You are just like him…” he whispered “Why else would you bond with an eleven year old kid, if it wasn’t to…” he could voice it.
“Severus has never hurt me, he has been nothing but kind and sweet. We bonded to get me out of a serious situation. Please come and sit and we’ll talk.” Jade encouraged wanting his friend to believe him.
“Who are you? One minute you sound like Jade and the next you sound like…I don’t know…” Draco looked at Jade confused and a little upset.
“My true name is not Jade Blackwell, I am truly Harry Potter.” Harry whispered hoping not to frighten Draco, he hated to admit it but with Severus’ arms around Draco they looked good together, like they were meant to be.
“What?” Draco looked up at Severus completely confused but when he was nudged to the bed he finally crawled in beside him as Severus sat on the other side. “Why do you go by another name? The entire Wizarding World thinks you are homeschooled.”
“I am, where do we start?” Harry looked to Severus as he took his potion and a sandwich. Seeing Severus grin he knew he had to start at the beginning. “Well, as you know my parents were killed by that monster, what you may not know is that I was sent to live with my Aunt and Uncle.”
Draco nodded; he could see the logic in that. “Closest family, even in the wizarding world we do that unless the child has a god parent that is supposed to take them.” He agreed softly as he was given a sandwich.
“Well, the trouble was my so called family, hated magic.” Harry whispered.
“When Harry’s letter came back unopened Albus sent Hagrid to fetch Harry. When he arrived he told us that he found Harry in the cupboard under the stairs, tied and gaged. He panicked and took him straight to the school.” Severus took a sip of his wine as Harry picked up the tale again.
“I wasn’t in my right mind, I was worse than their slave, Mipsy has more self-worth than I did.” Harry sighed as he thought about the little elf that ran around their rooms. “I would respond to anyone but Severus.”
“And he would only respond to a handful of cruel words, ‘boy’, ‘it’, ‘slave’, I had my hands full teaching him and repairing the damage that was caused.” Severus watched Draco seeing the understanding in his eyes.
“Severus taught me everything, taught me that I was and ,am, worth something and that I am loved. After the first year with him, I came around started to trust him but we realized we had several problems, one my magic was fully manifested, two unless I was bond to another I had to go back, and three I had a split persona.” Setting his sandwich aside Harry sighed closing his eyes a moment still waiting for the pain to ebb.
“So we bonded, it kept him with me, allowed me to help control his magic and allowed me to help control Jade. Jade is Harry’s protector, you haven’t truly meet him yet. Harry goes around the school under Jade’s name to protect him and he is an apprentice because he is so advanced. He learned very quickly over the summers.” Severus explained watching Harry a moment before turning his attention to Draco.
Draco shook his head. “It’s sad that the ones that hurt us so badly, are the ones that are supposed to love and protect us unconditionally.” He whispered. “So, I came to a married man…it’s not fair. You’re the only one I trust.”
Severus tightened his grip on Draco turning his face up to meet his. “We are telling you this so you are informed, we have been talking for a while and we both have confessed to wanting you but we waited for you to come to us.”
“Draco? What is your Father doing? Is he hurting you?” Harry asked worried for his friend.
Draco fell silent leaning against Severus, shaking his head he swallowed. “I know that something is going to happen, but I just want to know that it is not all about pain.”
“What is going to happen?” Severus asked worried and wondering if he needed to eliminate his friend.
“I know that something is coming, he is going to break me or kill me and I hate to say it if these lessons don’t stop I may kill myself.” He confessed. “Please? All I ask for is one night, just one.”
Severus nodded to Harry as he answered Draco, though not with words but a kiss.
MORNING!
Draco woke slowly realizing where he was, snuggling close to Severus he smiled. They had taken him to the edge, let him fall and then brought him back. They had shown him that it was not all about pain, that it was about loving each other and pleasing each other. Looking over he saw Harry sprawled against Severus’ chest. He was beautiful.
“It’s his favorite spot,” Severus grinned running a hand through his hair.
“He’s so like me, jaded and broken.” Draco whispered feeling the weight of the world on his shoulders.
“That’s why I am here; I’ll hold you both together.” Severus promised as Harry stirred.
“Why we up? It’s Saturday.” He muttered looking putout at being up early.
“Sorry love.” Severus grinned looking down at him.
“Thank you for last night.” Draco reached for him.
Harry smiled as he took his hand, “Our pleasure, and trust me this is not a onetime thing.” He grinned.
“But?” Draco looked up at Severus confused as to what Harry was saying.
“We just have to keep it from your Father; I want you to know these rooms will be your sanctuary as much as they are ours. You come to us whenever you need to.” Severus promised.
Draco felt the tear fall, “Thank you…” he whispered cuddling against Severus as he smiled at Harry.
END OF FLASHBACK!
“They were always there for me after that night, and never turned away.” Draco sighed looking up at the Healer.
“That is what family is for, right?” Toddy smiled, he was pleased with the progress, now he had to report what he was seeing to the council.
TBC
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