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Living in the shadows	By : KusanoSaku Category: Harry Potter > Slash - Male/Male > Remus/Sirius Views: 1992 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: The Harry Potter francise does not belong to me. I own only the plot and I make no money off of this.

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Title: Living in the shadows

Pairing: SiriusxRemus

Fandom : HP

Summary: Remus is in mourning for Sirius and relieves his past with the man he loved. Will his memories remind him that he is worthy of love? Slight prequel to Undeniable.

Notes: Obviously I don't own HP…if I had…well there would have been Draco and Harry in the end and not Harry and Ginny.

Mentions of kinky Moony and Padfoot sex- I do mean the werewolf and Sirius' animagus form, the Grim. If you don't like don't read.

Chapter seven

It was Christmas break, Peter was heading home to his mother's and James was going with Lily to met her parents officially. The girl had finally taken a liking to James after he shaped up during sixth year. It was now their sixth year, Peter was growing distant…which was sad but he still showed up for 'Marauder time' during the full moon.

Which left them alone in their room in the tower…

Christmas…together…

What Remus wanted most was to make love to Sirius…and to have Siri make love to him…

Those were his Christmas wishes…

If Sirius shared those wishes then he would be happiest boy in Hogwarts…

XoooooX

Remus woke just before Christmas Eve to Sirius in his arms, he smiled nuzzling the Beater, "Merry Christmas love…"

Sirius woke slowly, snuggling close, "Remy…"

Remus kissed the scarred skin of his lover, "Morning Siri…I wanted to watch the sunrise with you…come…" he opened the bed curtains to see through the turret window, a faint glimmer of light on the horizon.

Sirius protested weakly, "It's too early…"

Remus said softly, "If I can't share the beauty of the moon and stars with you…can't I share the wonder of a sunrise…"

That woke Sirius, "I'm not a girl…you don't have to try to be so sodding romantic…"

Remus chuckled, "It's Christmas, I'm allowed to be romantic if I choose. Siri, I know better then anyone that you are no bird, so come on…"

Sirius blushed, letting Remus lead him toward the window.

Remus rested his chin on Sirius' shoulder, his arms around the other's waist, "Mmm…this is nice…"

Sirius smiled, "Yeah…it is…"

The sun rose slowly, faint fingers of light reaching into the darkness growing broader and moving closer together. The dark blue turning to purple then to a faint pink and finally the faint grey-blue of a winter sky that promised snow.

Sirius barely breathed, "It's beautiful…"

Remus nuzzled his neck, "That's why I wanted to share it with you…"

Sirius turned to kiss him, "Thank you…"

Remus kissed him back, "I was thinking about what I wanted for Christmas…I decided, all I want for Christmas is you. If you're ready…I want to make love to you…"

Sirius stared at him, "That is what you want…"

Remus nodded, "Yes…more then anything…"

Sirius closed his eyes leaning back against the surprising strong teen, "Then…Merry Christmas…if you're ready Remy…so am I. I've wanted this for a long time…"

Remus turned him around, "So have I, I love how it feels to be with you; cuddling, kissing, as well as the other things we've done to show how much we love each other."

Sirius smiled, "I do love you…I trust you completely…"

Remus asked softly, "When do you want to make love? We can make love when you are comfortable, I want you to be relaxed. I don't want you to feel pressured to do this."

"I know…we've waited long enough. Come…we both want this…" Sirius led him back to the bed, pulling Remus on top of him. "I would only allow you to do this…to dominate me…"

Remus paused, covering Siri's body with his own, "I do not wish to dominate you as you put it. We're equals Siri…my body is as much yours as yours is mine to pleasure. We are both blokes my mate, I would not ask you to let me to do anything I would not allow you to do to me."

Sirius nodded, "I know…I want no one else."

Remus kissed him, "I see my future with you…" his hands roaming under Sirius' shirt, caressing his muscular torso and each scar. "I want to be with you very much…

Sirius kissed him back, moaning softly.

Soon they both lay on Remus' bed naked, Remus kissed Siri's thighs, stroking his lover's member as he began to prepare him. He'd cast lubrication and relaxing charms to help ease Sirius's future discomfort before he'd pushed that first finger past that tight ring of muscle.

Sirius moaned, "Remy…"

Remus nipped his thigh, "I'll be gentle…"

"I'm not breakable…I…" he blushed, "…I'm not used to being prepped…I can handle it…"

Remus growled, "A werewolf wouldn't take the time to do it…probably don't have the dexterity for it. I'm Remus right now…I want to prep you…I like the intimacy of the act. Besides…" he wiggled his fingers trying to coax a moan out of Sirius.

Sirius gasped, "Aaahhh….besides, what Remy…"

Remus smirked, "Would I know there this is…" he slowed his fingers to caress the spot, he liked Siri' reaction to being touched here…

"Remus…please…"

Sirius would deny that he whimpered, this little spot converted the big strong Beater to a whimpering mess. It must feel really good to be touched like this, he thrust his fingers in deeper teasing the spot, "You look so good right now…I want you so much…"

"Then stop teasing…I can take it…I can handle being fucked by a werewolf so I can handle it from you.."

Remus growled, "Fine then…I wanted to take it slow."

Sirius bit his lip, "I'm not a girl Remus, if I haven't been broken yet I doubt that it will happen. I need you to not treat me like glass…I don't like that. I'm a bloke…I don't need to be treated gently…"

Remus cast a lubrication spell on his member, "I know you aren't a girl…and you are not weak. I'm your lover….I know those things…I just want it to be perfect…"

"Then stop treating me like a child and fuck me damn you. You know how much I want this…"

Sirius wasn't really a virgin, Remus knew that…he just didn't want to hurt him. He wanted to please his lover and make their first time together special. He gave in and gave Siri exactly what he wanted, he moved Sirius' legs so they rest on his shoulder. He could see everything and he liked that. He kissed him hard as he plunged into the Beater's body groaning, "So tight Siri…"

He heard a gasp, "That's…why Moony likes fucking me so much…Remy…"

"That's why I'll enjoy this too…" his thrusts were deep and aggressive.

"That feels good…don't stop…Remus…"

Sirius held out longer, while Remus managed to come twice before they collapsed.

Remus let Sirius' legs fall to the bed, "You're amazing…"

"No…I'm not…Merlin…I didn't think it would feel so good…you wore me out Remy…" Sirius gave a satisfied sigh, "I don't think I'll be moving for a while…you gave me a proper shag and I'm tired…"

"Good…I'll want to do this often…"

Sirius snuggled, "Maybe I'll take you up on the offer of shagging you next time…"

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