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Harry's True Self	By : yaoiboydaisuke Category: Harry Potter > Slash - Male/Male > Harry/Snape Views: 42735 -:- Recommendations : 1 -:- Currently Reading : 8
Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter, nor any of the characters from the books or movies. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

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AN: Sirius has been with Voldemort for four months, he's had time to talk him out of instantly killing Harry, also because of Sirius telling him the prophecy was fake, Nagini didn't attack Mr.Weasley. For Voldemort and Sirius' past, please look up “Harry's true parents.” it tells how they got together and what led Voldemort to trying to kill Harry and killing the Potters; as it is an older story that I have no interest in rewriting, there are spelling and grammar mistakes.
“Now, Severus, why on earth are you hiding your thoughts from me? Hmm?” The dark lords words had frozen both Harry and Severus, both of them had expected a little bit more time before the dark lord would try to get into their heads, they'd hoped to hide that they were blocking certain thoughts from the snake faced man. Before Severus had the chance to defend himself, to make up a reason or try to talk his way out of it, and before Harry could react. “Crucio!” Voldemort yelled, his wand pointing at Severus, the black haired man falling onto his back screaming and twisting around on the ground.
“No!” Harry screamed, pulling away from Sirius. “Stop it release him! Please! He's not hiding anything you need to care about! Don't kill him!”
Voldemort turned to Harry, keeping his wand pointed at the screaming man on the floor. “If that is true, he shouldn't be trying to hide it anyway.” he stared at Harry, the boy letting his father into his mind, hoping it would stop Severus' pain and not get him killed. A few minutes passed, Voldemort had seen enough, and released Severus; Harry ran over to him and knelt to make sure he was alright. The dark lord started to laugh, loudly, disturbing those in the room, his face then turned twisted. “If I could kill those muggles again I would...” he looked down at Severus as he walked over to the man, Severus' eyes filled with fear and tears. “You brought this on yourself, you didn't need to hide that you shagged a fifteen year old boy. I won't kill you, I need you to do work for me still, not that you will be of any use with the order anymore...we had to get someone else for your job.”
“Wait, shagged a fifteen year old...” Sirius' eyes went wide and he lunged at Severus. “Snivillus! How dare you touch Harry!” he was quickly pulled back by Voldemort. “Let go of me I will kill him with my bare hands!”
“It was the boy who seduced him, Severus tried to push the boy away.” the dark lord sighed.
“Stop calling him the boy! I keep telling you he is your son!” Sirius snapped, glaring, still trying to attack Severus.
Holding onto Sirius tighter, enough to make Sirius flinch from pain, Voldemort watched as Harry sat beside Severus on the floor. “....I can see the resemblance... I may have went a bit over board with my paranoia in the past.”
Sirius slapped Voldemort across the face. “A bit! You killed Lily!” he screamed as Voldemort grabbed him roughly by the hair. “I'm sorry for slapping you...”
Harry shook, watching Sirius and Voldemort with wide eyes, he knew Voldemort was insane, what had possessed him to ignore that. He groaned and put a hand to his scar as it began to sting, his head feeling like it was spinning, and then it was gone. Once the pain had passed, Harry resolved to stay with the Dark Lord rather than people who kept things from him; he still didn't know how much they actually were keeping from him. Yes the man was mad, a murderer, and had done horrible things; but he was his father. Severus noticed the dazed expression that came over Harry's face, it was only a moment, but it was like Harry was in a trance. “You alright now sir?” Harry helped the older man stand up.
Pushing Sirius away, the other man falling to the ground, Voldemort walked back to his chair and sat down. “Sirius, stop being a little hypocrite, you were fifteen the first time you kissed me and we began our 'relationship'. I was even older than Severus.” he leaned back in his chair. “I also have told you repetitively, mind your tongue, never lay your hand on me, or you would regret it.” a smirk came across his pale face. “If we weren't having a family reunion right now, I would have punished you a bit more.”
“But we didn't have sex till I was nineteen!” Sirius' eye twitched, he sat on the floor staring at it, like his cousin Bellatrix, no matter the abuse and belittling, he still loved Voldemort.
“How could the two of you have possibly had me?” Harry took in a deep breath. “Do you even understand what love is? You just pulled his hair then threw him to the ground!” he thrust an arm at Sirius as he yelled.
Voldemort laughed, tapping his nails against the arms of the chair. “Love? Foolish boy, it was sexual attraction, nothing more.” the war wasn't won yet, he had to keep his cold side on the surface, just like he'd done in the past; Sirius knew this, they'd discussed it while they were alone, but it didn't make the words hurt less. He was to be feared, a heartless ruler, no one could know that he had such a weak emotion like love. “Don't give me that look child. While you are here, you will be living in the shadows, none of my followers can know you are Harry Potter, those who already have seen you will be dealt with. It's the same with Sirius, they just think I have a large black pet dog.”
Severus was still in pain, he was staying quiet the whole time, but now he felt he could actually talk; he had to stop Harry from saying something else. “My lord, where will Potter be staying?” he already had his own room in the manor, Lucius was his friend, and let him stay whenever he wished to. “It would be bad if Lestrange sees him...” he knew that Bellatrix would ask questions later and attack Harry, the death eaters only knew Harry from photos in the papers and his scar. With how Harry's glamor was fading away, only his scar would let on who he was, and the death eaters who'd seen him saw the scar when they had arrived.
“The two of you have already shared a bed, he will be staying in your room with you.” Voldemort crossed one of his legs over the other. “When you do go up, have Lucius gather those who are here today that saw...” he had been about to say 'the boy' again, but the glare Sirius was giving him made him roll his eyes. “...Harry.. and send them down here. As for hiding his identity from Bella and those more...enthusiastic...of my followers, Harry will just have to hide his scar with his hair and will be referred to as-” Voldemort was cut off.
“He will be referred to as Harry Riddle.” Sirius watched Voldemort's face twist.
“No, he will not.” The dark lord hissed, not all of his followers knew his last name, but the older crew did. “We want to keep his relation with us low-key Sirius. Around the others you will be known as Porter Hadler, the Malfoy's will know who you are, but when you are around anyone else, only answer to that name.”
Harry groaned, he didn't want to have to use a cover name. He wondered when Umbridge would report him and Severus missing from school, it would look bad for her if she waited to long, but it would also look bad that she hadn't been able to stop them from leaving. Harry knew that the Aurors and the Order would go on a mass man hunt for Severus, they would also be searching for him everywhere. If it was some how leaked that they'd both gone together willingly to the Dark Lord, it would be all over the Daily Prophet in minutes; being thought to be just missing was better than them knowing where he was.
Glancing at Harry, Severus bowed to Voldemort once more, before grabbing Harry by the arm. “Bye Sirius....” Harry said as he was pulled by his ex-professor. Sirius giving a small wave and a smile, the door shutting behind them. Behind the door Sirius walked back into the bedroom he shared with Voldemort the last four months, only the Malfoy's were trusted enough to know he was there. “Sir...you are hurting my arm...” Harry winched as he was pulled up the stairs.
“If we don't hurry we won't make it without being seen, I am sure Lucius is keeping the others distracted right now, but he won't be able to for much longer.” Severus reached the top of the stairs and looked back at Harry. “I also have to talk to you in complete privacy....” the two of them exited the hidden stairwell, Severus taking Harry up to the room he usually stayed at in the manor; Draco was standing in the hall waiting for Severus to come up and ask him why Harry was there. “Not now Malfoy....” he pulled Harry into the room, Draco standing shocked at being pushed aside, he always thought Snape liked him as a student and the child of his friend.
Watching Severus put up a silencing spell, Harry sat down on the bed. “Are you sure you are alright? I'm sorry that I wasn't able to stop...” Harry blinked, Severus was very close to his face now, staring into Harry's eyes. “Um...is something wrong?”
Severus sighed, it was probably just his pain filled mind playing tricks on him earlier. “...Its nothing, I must have imagined it.” he sat down beside Harry, putting his hands to his face. “All in all, this meeting went better than I expected it to....” laying back he looked up at the ceiling of the room. “...Thank you for stopping him from killing me....” Harry leaned over the man, kissing him lightly, Severus kissing him back.
Over the next two weeks, Voldemort had erased the memories of the death eaters who saw Harry, Severus had placed a concealment patch over Harry's scar; Harry's bangs not being long enough to hide his scar. Umbridge had reported Harry and Severus missing two days after they'd run away, she and the Ministry went into damage control, Mcgonagall being given the head mistress position; the Ministry was still denying Harry's original claims of the Dark Lord's return. The Order was on high alert, their members looking everywhere for the two of them, confused as to why Severus would kidnap Harry.
There was a raid on the Malfoy's mansion, at the time Severus and Harry, along with anything damning, were hidden down with Voldemort and Sirius. Remus had tipped Sirius off about the raid, he'd become the new mole, his only request was that he was allowed to kill Fenrir; Sirius was his best friend, he wasn't going to turn his back on him and Sirius had made it clear he still thought of him as his friend too. As part of his act, Remus continued to beg the Order to keep looking for Sirius, saying that Snape could have done something to him just like with Harry; with Severus gone, it became more believable than Sirius just running away for no reason.
Harry was at the Malfoy's indoor swimming pool, it was one of the only places only he and Severus were allowed to go that others weren't; Bellatrix was allowed as well, but she wasn't to fond of swimming. Draco had been back at school, Lucius was mostly working and fighting with his coworkers for not having sufficient reason to have raided his home, and Narcissa was working at a wizarding law firm; that had been a shock to Harry. Moving through the water, Harry looked up at the large beautiful moving painting on the ceiling, it was of a forest, deers and other animals running around in a circle that they knew at their world. Severus was busy doing work for Voldemort, but they had gotten closer; the man now called him Harry when they were alone, he also let Harry call him Severus.
“I didn't think I would be so bored without school....” Harry started to make waves in the water with his arms, he had talked to Sirius under not so much stress the day after he'd arrived. “I wonder what the others are doing at school...” he stared at the water. “Do they even care I am gone?” continuing to talk to himself. “They are dating, I was just a third wheel anyway...they ignored me all summer...” he's eyes started to cloud over, he kept repeating the same things he'd been saying since he first found out about Sirius and Voldemort being his parents.
“Harry!”
Harry blinked and looked at Severus, the man was in the water with him, fully clothed, his hands grabbing his arms, and was shaking him. “When did you get here?” Severus pulled Harry close to him. “Severus?”

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