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Comfort Me	By : slyfox13 Category: Harry Potter > Slash - Male/Male > Snape/Sirius Views: 7954 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Of course I was ready for that. Many things over the last few days had already changed and rearranged themselves. I was starting to see my new best friend was becoming Severus and he was waiting for me. I didn't want to make him wait any longer than he had to. James's tantrum was getting in the way. The real question was what was up James's arse? As far as I could tell he was devastated over Lily and now he was yelling at me for being with Severus. Talk about confusing. Remind me never to love two people at the same time. Heartache and headache at the same time.
I straightened my shoulders, stood up straight and said proudly, "Yes, I'm with Severus. Do you have a problem with that?" I asked, knowing the answer. I didn't have the why.
James stared at me like I had three heads. "You're not kidding?"
"No, I'm not. Why would I kid about something like that? I'm with Severus and happen to very happy. Now if you'll excuse me he's waiting for me right now." I turned to leave only to have my path blocked by James. I sighed loudly. Not so easy to get away. "James, why do you have a problem with me being Severus?"
"Because you're my friend and I don't want to see you with him. He's our enemy."
"No he used to be our enemy, but then we grew up a little or at least I thought we did. James I'm sure if you give him a chance you two might be able to stay in the same room without hexing each other."
James snorted, laughing. His good humor didn't last very long. "I thought you and I could…" My breath hitched in my chest as James struggled to find the words to speak. "I'd like for us to be the couple I never allowed us to be. We'd have an open honest relationship."
I shook my head not believing my ears. Surely he was kidding? The earnest look in his eyes said he was being serious. "You know that can never happen. I thought you were hung up on Lily?"
James came closer to me. I stood my ground. Merlin, this was hard. "I am, but I know Lily isn't going to give me the time of day now. I lost one person I love and I wanted to see if I could get the other person I love back."
"James there is nothing in this world that would make me think being together with you again is a good idea. I already have someone I want and need. You can't be that person anymore. And from the way you worded everything it sounds like you'd be settling for second best." I smiled sadly. No one wants to be second choice for the person their going out with.
James's forehead wrinkled, worry lines standing out. "You really think you're second best?"
"Yes. The way you cried over Lily this afternoon I could tell you really care for her, but with me you never did anything like that. I think you're lonely and vulnerable and trying not to feel any pain right now. There's nothing wrong with that, but you shouldn't try and fill your bed with someone that means nothing to you to try and get over Lily. You can't replace Lily with me. I won't be anybody's substitute. Not even for you."
James deflated, body sagging forward. He stood up, rubbing his face with his hand, stress written all over it. "I'm sorry Sirius. I'm saying that way too often nowadays. I don't know what came over me. The thought of you with someone else makes my stomach hurt but when I found out it was Snape my blood boiled over. I want you to be happy. And I want to be happy for you. I just don't know if I can do it right now. All my emotions are right at the surface. I might explode if I see you with Snape. I know you think you're second best for me. That's not how I view you. I'll try to respect your wishes. I think it might be best for right now if we don't have much contact."
My heart broke a little at James's words. Even after everything he put me through I was still there for him and now when I find someone I know I can be happy with he says he can't support me. "Are you sure?" My voice cracked a little. I wanted to remain strong, but this time it felt like losing my friend, maybe not forever, but for the time being.
James touched my shoulder, squeezing a little. "I think it's best for now. I don't want to hurt you anymore. If I'm around right now I know it'll happen. You and Lily deserve to happy and taking me out of your lives right now might be for the best. I'll see you around."
Laughter bubbled up in my chest despite the seriousness of the situation. "We share the same dorm."
"Oh, yeah."
"And classes."
"I get it Padfoot." James blushed a little. It was fun to tease him a little. "I'll miss you. It won't be forever you know. I need to get my head back on straight."
"I think I understand. I guess I'll see you later." James let me go on my way with no more fight. He was actually trying to put my happiness ahead of his. It was a strange idea to think about my world without James being there every second of the day or close to. He might be right. If he was going to give me crap about being with Severus then some time a part might be beneficial for all involved.
Thankfully I made it back to my new home with Severus. I walked in to find Severus curled up in a chair, reading. I rushed over to him pulling him into a bone crushing hug. He hugged me back without saying anything. No words needed to be said right then. I just knew I needed Severus.
Severus's warm breath ghosted over my ear, sending shivers to all the right places. "What happened?"
I hugged him closer to me if that was possible. "James doesn't want to have any contact anymore. He said it's too much especially knowing that we're together."
Severus let out a sigh. "Too be honest that makes me feel better. I know you're hurt right now, but it might do you both good."
I wasn't sure if I should tell Severus that James also said that he wanted me back. Honesty was probably best right now. I let go of Severus. He studied me with a critical eye. I had no doubt that he'd figure it out if I didn't tell him. "Part of the reason James wants to put some distance between us is because he wants me back. But I'm positive that he only wants me because he can't have Lily."
Severus's eyes sparked with fire, hands clenched at his sides. His whole body was ramrod stiff as he breathed deeply through his nose. "I knew he wanted you back. He's lucky I wasn't there or I might've…" Severus shook himself, forcibly relaxing his body. "I'm so glad you came back."
I frowned at Severus's words. "What do you mean?" I brushed my hair behind my ears. Severus followed my movements, eyes losing focus. I wonder where his mind was going to get such a lost look on his face. I waved my hand in front of his face, jolting him out of his dreamland.
Severus coughed in his hand, blushing a little. "Sirius, you're so oblivious to everything. Because I want you all for myself and I know how much James must've meant to you. It wouldn't be so crazy to think you might want to be with him if given another chance."
"I think you're the one who doesn't see certain things. Severus, I want you. No one else." I cupped Severus's face, bringing our lips closer. "I'm just going to have to show you how much I want you," I breathed hotly before I took Severus's lips in a deep kiss, plundering his mouth. Mapping out all the ridges of his palate and teeth. He clung to me, making small noises in the back of his throat. I pushed Severus back down in the chair. I kneeled down, parting his legs to make room for me. His pupils were blown as he looked down at me. No one had ever wanted me so much. It was a heady feeling, all consuming. Severus's mouth dropped opened as I rubbed him through his trousers. Small gasps and mewls escaped from him, sounding like a symphony to my ears. It was intoxicating to hear the normally quiet man lose himself to pleasure. And to know I was the one giving it to him.
I settled my trembling hands on Severus's thighs, massaging the muscles. "Tell me what you want Severus."
"You," Severus said. Voice low and husky.
"You have me." Since this was Severus's first time, taking things slow seemed like the best course of action. I didn't think I'd last long anyway. My erection pressed against the teeth of my zipper. I wanted to alleviate some of the pressure. Tonight's pleasure was not about me. It was about showing Severus how I wanted him. My cock could wait. There was always a cold shower or my right hand to help take care of the problem. "I want to suck your cock." My mouth watered at the thought. I swallowed hard. "Is that oaky with you?"
Severus threw his head back as I flipped open the button on his trousers, ready to pull down the zipper. "Merlin, yes. Get on with it, Sirius." I chuckled as I pulled down the zipper.
Severus groaned as I pulled down his trousers, surprised to find he wasn't wearing underwear. I choked as I gazed at his long cock. It was lovely. Long and slender. I knew it would fit perfectly in mouth. I licked my lips seeing his prick was already leaking pre-cum. I leaned forward, swiping my tongue over the head. Severus bucked his hips forward, seeking more. "Yum. You taste so delicious Severus. Did you know that?" Severus shook his head, not able to speak. Lust hit me right in the cock. Severus's cheeks were flushed, face dampened with sweat as he panted under my ministrations and I hadn't even begun. I wrapped my hand around the base of his shaft, guiding it toward my mouth. We both moaned as I swallowed him down to the root. My nose hit his pubic hair, as his cock hit the back of my throat. His cock was so hot and silky. I relaxed my throat, swallowing around his prick. Severus held on to the arms of the chair, nails digging in to the material as I bobbed my head up and down his prick, coating it in my saliva. Severus tasted so wonderful. I developed a fast rhythm, taking Severus as deep as I could then licking him like a lolly pop. Enjoying how much he panted when I dipped my tongue in to his slit, collecting all the pre-cum I could. Severus tried many times to thrust in my mouth and I finally let go of his hips. He thrust hard and fast in my mouth until he howled his climax, pumping all his cum down my throat. I loved every moment of it. I licked my lips as Severs's cock fell from my lips. He breathed harshly as I tucked him back in his trousers.
He looked down at me with wonder. "Come here," Severus said, sweaty hair, clinging to his face. He brought me to my feet and kissed me. "You're amazing."
I smiled shyly. "Why thank you. You're not so bad yourself. What do you say about getting some sleep?"
"Best plan ever." Severus was groggy as we changed in to our pajamas. We got in bed and he spooned me, hand wandering down to my pajama bottoms. I stopped his hand before he could reach my erection. "Don't you want me to take care of you?"
"I'd loved that, but not tonight. Tonight was about showing you how much I want you and to give you pleasure."
"I want to do the same for you."
"We'll have plenty of time for that. Right now sleep." Severus snuggled closer to my back. His breathing evened out. I stayed awake thinking about how much I already cared for Severus. If I didn't know better I'd think I was in love with him. Was that possible? I fell asleep thinking about my feelings for Severus and still not knowing the answer yet.
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