A Wayward Dragon In Little Whinging | By : ChimaeraChan Category: Harry Potter > Slash - Male/Male > Harry/Draco Views: 9031 -:- Recommendations : 2 -:- Currently Reading : 3 |
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Malfoy managed not to eat or drink anything that wasn't food while at the restaurant Vernon picked out. I had a brief wonder of if the ornamental fish tank was going to end up being raided by him, but he just walked by with only a curious glance. Running that morning apparently made me starving, and I ate a portion of food that actually rivaled Dudley for a change.
Then it's back to the car for Malfoy and I to endure our own very different versions of hell while he gets nauseas, and I get hard. At least it's dark. Less scenery for him to watch whizzing by, less likely anyone is going to notice just what rubbing his back does to me. We don't linger in the car this time. I seriously consider a night jog, but aunt Petunia wants me to change the sheets because Draco's a guest and deserves to be treated like one. Whatever.
After that, it's all about taking his packages in and trying to make space in my little bureau for his new clothes. After a moment of ingenuity, I go out to the tool shed in the backyard and grab a 2x2 and make him a damn clothing rack. He's happy his shit isn't wrinkled, and I don't have to listen about there not being enough space.
“You're not going to watch the television?”
Malfoy's become obsessed. Aunt Petunia actually warned me to not let him watch it during the day. I guess she's seen this before. “I'm tired. You watch.”
“Yeah, but...” He's fidgeting, like it's actually important and not just stupid TV.
“You don't need my fucking permission. Just go.”
“Asshole.”
Whatever. I'm exhausted and incredibly horny. Neither of which he can help me with. I shut the door behind him, my eyes lingering on the clothing rack. I placed it high enough so his things wouldn't hit the floor and intrude in my sleeping area. Still, my room's just getting smaller and smaller with him being here. I strip, throwing my clothes in the hamper. I hit the lights, then get down on my knees and start fucking myself on my fingers before I lose my mind.
God, I need it. So bad. Just want it inside me, stretching me, filling me, taking me. Want him. God, I want him to take me. I don't think he'd even know how. Still want it. So bad. God, why'd he have to be all hunky and possessive in the mall? He keeps fucking with my head. Every time I try and put a wall up, he knocks it down.
Hell, if I straddle him in his sleep, would he fuck me? Just start kissing him, grinding him, stroking his cock until he just has to put it in me. It was just his hand on my arm. That, and seeing his fucking shoulders. But damn, it made me want him. I always want him, but that, that was just unfair. Like he was going to protect me from people staring.
I could blow him. Get him so hard he won't care where he's putting it, just as long as he cums. God, I want him to cum in me. Deep inside while I'm on my knees. I want him to dominate me. Push me down and just take me. Not even ask. He doesn't have to. I'll let him do anything to me. Except get me killed.
Not even sure about that last one anymore.
My breath is loud in the dark, the sleeping bag under my knees rustling every time I slam down on my fingers. I avoid my prostate because I don't want to cum too fast. I want to feel it. I want to pretend that every stroke is his cock driving inside me, wanting me as much as I want him.
Just the second day. It's just the second day and I'm totally losing it.
This time he doesn't hit me when I wake him screaming. He covers my mouth with his hand. I nearly bite him before I realize what's happening. Then I melt, because fuck, he has his hand over my mouth.
“Alright there?”
I nod, my eyelids feeling heavy as I look up at him. He's hanging over the bed, brows scrunched in concern. Finally he pulls his hand away when he sees I'm done screaming.
“Sorry.” I was asleep when he came in. I hope he didn't stay up all night watching TV.
“No... Shit, Potter. You can't help it. What did you...?” He trails off, and I wonder if he's thinking about his parents again. Is that how this is going to go every night? I wake up screaming and he freaks about his parents? He should have gone to the Weasleys; they don't scream at night.
“It was a muggle man. He got too close to where You-Know-Who is camped out. Kept noticing the lights. Got himself killed... eventually.”
He sighs, his expression draining of a lot of its tension. Because at least it wasn't his father. “Hell. And you... you saw all of it?”
“Everything he did to that man. Yeah.”
“Hell.”
He shouldn't ask about things he doesn't want to know the answers to. “Sorry I woke you. You should try and go back to sleep.”
“What's the worst thing he's shown you?”
God. “Malfoy, it's not something I like to think about.”
“You need to talk about it. You can't just bottle this stuff inside. It just makes it worse to be the only one who sees it.”
“You really think speaking it aloud is suddenly going to make it less horrible?”
He rolls back over, his head on his arm as he looks down at me. “You ever tell anyone what you've dreamed?”
I shake my head. “I tried in the beginning but Ron and Hermione kept freaking out. Then I gave up because I realized the dreams were never going to stop. Why subject others? This is his torture for me. As long as he's alive, I'm never going to get a night's rest.”
“Tell me tonight's dream. All of it.”
“Malfoy...”
“Not a request. You woke me up; you owe me.”
God, this is so much worse. I should have just told him it was his parents or something. That would have shut him up. “Fine.” I fold my arms under my head, studying the shadows on the ceiling so I won't have to watch him freak out. Because it's hell. Every dream is the slow, pain wrought dissection of a living human being.
“He doesn't think they're people. Muggles. He can't figure out why they're even alive. How they talk, how they walk. He thinks they mimic us, something magical hiding inside them that turns flesh puppets into people. So he goes looking. Between the skin and the muscle. Through the brain. He has a process, a procedure. It's bloodless... in the beginning. When he's in control like he was tonight. Uses his wand to magic away pieces at a time so he can look at them in the light.” It's not a bright light, but it's bright enough.
“Once the voice box is removed, it gets quieter. But I can still see. They get tighter, their muscles tense in pain, shaking, until those are gone too. And slowly, piece by piece, he hollows them out. I can list the order, I've seen it so many times. Every piece that ends up beside them instead of inside.” I don't want to list the order. I don't want to remember it. But, for some reason, my chest doesn't feel so tight anymore.
“You see that every night?” His voice is rough, almost weak.
“No. Sometimes it's bad. Sometimes he's actually angry. It gets messy. Wet.”
He's silent except for his breathing. I can feel him staring at me, but I refuse to look. “But not tonight? Just neat and ordered pieces tonight.”
“Right.”
“You ever recognize them?”
I hesitate. His hand drifts down, fingers pressing to my forehead, sifting through my bangs, thumb on my scar. Maybe it hadn't been a dream. “All the time. But I don't think I know any of them. They're just faces... Could have seen them on the street. In a crowd. Maybe at the arcade. Sometimes I'm sure. Sometimes I just realize it's a rerun.”
“Rerun?”
“Muggle television. Sometimes they'll show the same episode of a show again at a different time. He sends me the same dreams once in a while. I guess he hasn't killed enough to fill in every night... but he just can't let me rest. So I'll watch the same person die. That's why I don't know if it's really happening or not. For all I know, he's never killed anyone.”
He snorts humorlessly. “Fat chance.”
“Malfoy... You're shaking.”
“Yeah, well, I have a very active imagination.”
I sigh, closing my eyes. His thumb keeps moving over my scar, but I can feel the tremor in his hand. “Don't ask me next time. I don't want to feel guilty on top of everything else.”
“Shut up. There's nothing wrong with having a perfectly healthy physical response to some fucked up shit. That you're not freaking out is more weird than anything.”
“Too tired. Seen it too many times... Hell, I probably wouldn't freak out if it was happening in front of me at this point—Hey!” He only pulls my hair harder. I open my eyes, meeting his glare.
“Potter, you were screaming your bloody head off. You can pretend all you like that you're all desensitized or whatnot, but that's bullshit. Your body sure as fuck still knows how to be afraid, even if your conscious mind blocks it out.”
“If I agree with you, will you let my hair go?”
He smirks cruelly, tugging on my hair again. Something in his eyes makes my toes curl. “Maybe.”
Damn, he's hot.
“Picking on you helps me not think about the terrible things you just described.”
I nod, my hair slipping through his fingers as he relaxes his hold. “Sorry. Feel free to beat me up if it helps.”
“Heh, don't tempt me. Your relatives watched an action movie tonight. Everyone was doing martial arts—You know we have spells for that, right? I can't wait to get back to school and learn some hand to hand combat. Maybe run up a wall. They were flipping all over the place. It was cool.”
“Why? So you can steal lunch money from first years and subdue them with only the use of your thumb?”
He smirks again and suddenly his thumb is back on my scar, pressing in and rubbing. “Oh, I dunno. Seems to work on you.”
Ah, I walked right into that one. “Yeah, well, I'm apparently easy. Got the spot marked out and everything.”
“I keep expecting it to hurt for some reason.” He turns his thumb, the nail suddenly sliding down the edge of my scar. I bite my lip, a shiver moving through my body.
“Oh. That explains it then...” He does it again and I have to close my eyes.
“I mean, you've had it forever. I'm sure it's healed by now... just...” Scraping slowly, he traces down to the very bottom of my scar, then moves over my eyebrow, the flat of his thumb teasing through the short hairs.
“Malfoy...” He really needs to stop.
“It doesn't hurt... does it?”
I exhale unsteadily as he moves down my nose. “No.” His thumb reaches my lips and I still, my breath hitching. He presses down harder until my lips part and all I can hear is my heart pounding in my ears.
“You bit your tongue.”
“Oh.”
“When you were yelling.”
“Right.”
His thumb moves over my lower lip, smoothing wet, his fingers curling on my cheek. “Does it hurt? Your tongue?”
It's time to go jogging. Definitely time to get the fuck away from his damn innocent flirting. I should shut him down and put him in his place for trying to mess with me. Because whatever the hell he's after, it's not the same thing I am. But that would include him taking his thumb off my lips, and I really don't want that. Not yet.
I open my eyes to find him staring at my mouth like he wants a kiss. As much as I'd like to give him one, I'm pretty sure it's a bad idea. He's going through a lot of shit with his folks, he's sleep deprived—And I know how much that alone can make bad ideas seem really brilliant.
I think he's just clinging to me, looking for the closest familiar thing to make the world seem stable now that it's all gone to shit. I can't be that, and not just because I'm pretty sure he's hated me the majority of his life. I'm just more shit, and he's been saving himself for a fucking kiss.
I close my eyes, blocking out his beautiful face. “Go to sleep, Malfoy.”
He sighs, his thumb moving down my lip, over my chin, across my jaw. He winds his way back to my scar, pushing down firmly like he's pressing a button. “You're grumpy at night, Potter.”
“Grumpy all the time.”
“Yeah, that too.”
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