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Secret Bliss	By : InfernalParadise Category: HP Canon Characters paired with Original Characters > Het - Male/Female Views: 7081 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter, nor any of the characters from the books or movies. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

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There you are - smut, smut and a little bit of an argument... what more could you ask for?? *lol* Chapter 9 turned out to be quite long, so I had to split it. The second part is still pretty long, but I didn't want to ruin it by splitting it once again cuz it's complete the way it is. That's also the reason why both parts share the same title.
I needed time to make up my mind concerning the story and especially where it will lead to in the end. Besides, I haven't been home the last 3 days, and my muse was tired anyway.
Thanks for your support throughout the whole flamer thing - I highly appreciate the fact that you guys are not some idiotic teenagers adoring Harry Potter cuz I really get tired of all those teens around here who can't accept plots that don't mark Potter as the hero he's been in the books since the very beginning anyway. Remember: this is fanfiction, not a Rowling site! If you want to read a "real" HP story, read the books, cuz you'll definitely be wrong here then!!

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Chapter 9 (Part I)

Going back to Life

Owning a virginal body all of a sudden wasn�t the only uncomfortable feature I had received since Madame Pomfrey informed me of another, rather unpleasant fact two days later: I wouldn�t be able to ever get pregnant. Whatever had happened in my body after turning mortal, it had changed more than I had feared for, but the fact that Lucius and I wouldn�t ever have children with each other hurt both of us for we had already planned so much once Voldemort would be gone. And now he was, but he had taken a huge part of myself with him as he had died, thus making sure I wouldn�t be able to continue with my former life. Then again, was it truly his fault? Wasn�t I just desperately trying to blame him for all the pain and injustice I was suffering now? The scapegoat I actually needed turned out to be unavailable as I myself was since that foreign form belonged to me. Surely, from the outside it still was me, but deep inside anything known and familiar had been wiped out and replaced by an emptiness that was hard to refill. Lucius tried his best to help me, which was pretty much the only reason why I didn�t decide to jump out of a window again. On the other side, my anticipation in taking classes from the next day on again and therefore getting closer to the other students as I had been used to before turned out to be a powerful cure as well. I received distraction through putting up with homework � although it was hard since I found myself only able to do the ones that didn�t involve any magic since I had absolutely no abilities. Lucius taught me lesson after lesson in private before I finally succeeded in performing easy spells such as closing books or opening doors. It was tough work for both of us that always ended with either him getting furious or me insulting him in frustration, yet he not even once threatened to drop helping me in catching up. By the end of the week � and on the last day at Hogwarts before the long expected Christmas holiday � I had clearly improved and gotten used to accepting Lucius as a teacher like Snape or McGonagall. No one besides Draco and Hermione knew about us having been together for over two years, and even Dumbledore and the other few teachers who were aware of that fact let it remain a secret. Things had already developed badly enough for me so far, although no student had the slightest clue concerning my past as a Sephor. Myths turned into forgotten stories, it appeared, and maybe I wasn�t even too unhappy about it as I refused to remember the old days more and more. In Harry�s and the others� eyes, the reason for my sudden disability concerning magic lay in the encounter with Voldemort and thus the shock it had brought along. They could believe in whatever they wanted to, I didn�t mind. What surprised me after the fourth day at Hogwarts� ordinary weekday, however, was the want for Lucius that returned to me. Maybe my body slowly started to obey and belong to me again or it simply developed a new love its keeper had already had before � in any case I became aware to every little detail about him. Even if it was a sinister smile when he caught some student paying no attention to his teaching. Everything about him was so seductive, yet adorable that I felt like a teenager on a hormone trip that caused one arousal after another. By the very end of the week, my body literally screamed for experiencing Lucius the way it should have already done days before, and I tried my best to get detention during a Defense against the Dark Arts class he taught. Luckily, I was successful, faking an annoyed sigh as he scolded me in front of the others � which was, by the way, usual for him since he still owned much of the former Death Eater he had once been.

Of course Lucius was more than just pissed as I had ruined his last day at Hogwarts before returning to Malfoy Manor for the Christmas holidays. Without my detention, he would have been off to two delightful weeks, however, while anyone else had already left the school, he still had to wait for me in the Defense against the Dark Arts class to punish my lack of interest in his teaching. And pissed was probably a rough understatement because as soon as I had taken a seat in the empty room, Lucius practically threw a bunch of sheets on the table in front of me. He gave me an enraged glare before sitting down behind the teacher desk to dedicate his attention to a few uncorrected tests. It didn�t even take me a minute to realize that the questions on my work sheets were far beyond my knowledge and ability to solve them, and honestly, I hadn�t intended on doing detention work anyway. Or let�s say I hadn�t intended to do it like that. Lucius looked up from his own occupation, a sinister smile appearing around his lips.

"Are you failing?", he asked in a bittersweet, yet sadistic tone.

"I�d rather not even start with it."

"That will make Gryffindor lose a few points, but I�m sure you�re aware of that consequence."

"Surely."

He rose from his seat and approached me until he came to a halt in front of my table. His eyes almost burnt as he gazed down on me, an expression of sheer joy about my disability to answer his tasks on the sheets crossing his face.

"Why didn�t you pay attention to my class today, Vivienne?", the softness of his voice surprised me.

"Maybe because I didn�t want to."

"Strangely that argument doesn�t sound very convincing to me."

"Alright", I stood up and met his gaze that obviously failed its intimidating effect on me, "I didn�t pay attention to your class because I wanted to get detention."

"On the last day before the holidays?", Lucius asked mockingly. He seemed to have absolutely no clue about the way my body had started to feel towards him during the last days. Or at least he didn�t even consider that chance as a reason for my behavior. In any case I hadn�t experienced Lucius Malfoy being so slow in understanding since he had always been a fast learner in whatever had occurred. Either the job here at Hogwarts was boring his senses, I thought, or he was truly getting old. Being the ageless wizard he was, however, the second possibility appeared too absurd to actually believe in it.

"I know I already spoiled the beginning of your holidays, Lucius, but for a moment during your class I really imagined we could�", my voice trailed off because there was no appropriate way to end it. Meanwhile I wasn�t even sure if Lucius still wanted me, for his behavior was more than strange. We had kept a certain distance between us the last few days � something that had occurred absolutely natural to me, yet maybe to him it had meant more. Maybe the fact of what I was now had changed his opinion about us, about the relationship we had once shared. If so, then I couldn�t quite blame him considering all the things even I disliked about myself by now, but I knew for sure that it would break my heart to have Lucius leaving me. While I still searched for words to end my former sentence, however, a smile appeared on his face as he obviously finally got the point.

"This school is slowing me down", he admitted in a slight angry tone, rather directed at himself, before looking at me again � this time in an intense gaze I truly had missed about him, "Are you sure? I wouldn�t want to talk you into anything if you�"

"I�m sure", my answer sounded convincing although my nervousness was starting to get the best of me and Lucius noticed how I tried to hide it. Instead of mentioning it, he only leaned forward, capturing my lips with his own and sharing a gentle kiss with me. At that moment, I truly couldn�t imagine anymore how I had been able to live without this for almost a week, for anything about him touched me so deeply that it almost brought me to tears.

"Let us go home", his whispering voice reached my ear, and I only managed a weak nod.
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