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Deserving Of Love	By : shewolflupin Category: Harry Potter > Het - Male/Female Views: 5188 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Light light light smut. Mostly angst...

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“Drowning, Remus?”

Sirius stepped into the library to find Remus sitting on the chaise lounge in front of the fireplace, a large brandy balancing on one knee.

“Just thinking. Is everyone gone?”

“Yes. Tell me again why decided to skip out on the rest of the evening? The kids were slightly disappointed, you excused yourself before things got really heated up – poor Charlie wound up getting a hold of one of his brothers Ton-Tongue Toffees. It took ages before they finally got him back to normal. He still has a pretty prominent lisp, but the twins have assured him that it will be gone by morning.”

Remus chuckled slightly at the thought, stopping when he realized that he actually enjoyed knowing Charlie was made a fool of in front of Tonks. He suddenly felt bad; Charlie was a good guy, and here he was enjoying the idea of him grotesquely deformed. He shook his head and took a large sip of the brandy, wincing slightly as it burned a path to his stomach. Sirius poured himself a drink as well and sat in the chaise opposite Remus, watching his friend intently.

He was staring into the fire with a look of utmost defeat on his face. He knew this look well; Remus wore it often when he decided that he did not deserve something he wanted. Sirius remembered seeing this look was when they were sixteen years old. Remus had just gotten back from studying with Lily in the library and was sitting in front of the fireplace in the Gryffindor common room, staring at the flames.

Sirius had been in the library that night, and had witnessed Lily and Remus’ kiss - as well as Remus running from the room suddenly, leaving a very confused and crying Lily sitting alone. So when he found Remus in the common room later, he realized what he was doing. He was talking himself out of loving Lily.

“Remus. You have that look on your face again.”

Remus looked up abruptly, staring at Sirius as if he had forgotten he was in the room at all. Sirius stood and crossed to sit next to Remus, leaning forward on his knees and staring at the drink in his hands.

“I saw you two that night, you and Lily I mean. Kissing in the library. I had borrowed James’ invisibility cloak to steal some books from the restricted section, and I saw you two studying together, so I decided to watch and see if anything happened. She kissed you, Remus… and you pushed her away. After you left she sat in the library for the longest time, crying over you. I was so angry when I left, and was all set to hex you into next week until I walked into the common room and saw the look on your face.”

He paused and sat back, taking a large drink before meeting his best friend’s eyes.

“You were just sitting there, barely moving, only once in a while shaking your head slightly. I knew what you were doing; you were talking yourself out of wanting Lily. I know you Remus… you believe that you do not deserve to be happy. And you certainly do not think that you deserve love. For someone as intelligent as you are, you can be quite stupid sometimes Remus.”

Remus opened his mouth to speak then closed it suddenly and stared back into the flames.

“And now you are sitting here trying to talk yourself out of wanting Tonks. Do yourself a huge favor Remus. Just this once, go get the girl. She has been crazy about you for months upon months now… trust me, she talks about you all the time. Quite frankly, the things she says about you are actually making me start to fall for you.”

Remus smiled at this, and turned to face the man sitting next to him.

“Sorry Sirius, but you really are not my type…”

“Stop, stop, you’re breaking my heart.”

They both chuckled and looked into the fire for a few minutes before Sirius stood to pour himself another drink. Remus finished the rest of his brandy and looked up as his best friend sat back down next to him, searching his face for what he should do next.

“Go. She is probably asleep by now, but I highly doubt she would protest at the intrusion. Go on. Leave me alone to wallow in my self pity.”

He slapped Remus on the back as he stood to make his way to the door. He pulled it open and stepped into the hallway, making sure that no one was around before walking to Tonks’ closed door. He pushed it open slowly, hoping that it would not creak and wake her, and disappeared into the darkness. Sirius watched from the doorway, smiling as her door closed tightly behind Remus.

It was pitch-black in her room, and he could hear her breathing quietly as she slept.

“Lumos...” he whispered as he pulled his wand out of his pocket, then muttered and turned the harsh white light into a dim soft yellow so as not to wake her.

She was sprawled on the bed, the sheets and blankets kicked to the footboard, her nightshirt bunched up around her hips showing off her blue satin panties. She moved as he drew nearer, rolling over to one side and hugging a pillow close to her chest, mumbling incoherently as she did so. Remus quickly undressed, throwing his clothes in a pile on the floor before slipping into bed in just his boxers behind her.

“Nox”. The light from his wand went out and he snuggled closer to Tonks, carefully lifting her head onto his one arm, then draping the other around her waist gently so as to not wake her. His one hand sprawled across her belly and he pulled her slowly against him, so that they were tightly pressed together. He buried his face in her neck and inhaled; she had a sweet smell about her that mixed with her natural scent to drive him absolutely crazy.

He placed a light kiss against her neck, causing her to stir slightly and a small moan escaped her lips. He smiled at her response, holding her tightly, his face still pressed against her neck as he drifted off to sleep.

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This dream was different than the others. Tonks was on top this time, in an old button down night shirt, straddling his hips as she pressed kisses all over his face. His eyes were closed and he was just laying there as she moved on top of him, and in the distance he could hear her voice calling to him.

“Remus… open your eyes.”

He forced his eyes open and smiled at the face above his. Tonks’ grey eyes stared down at him and her little pink mouth turned up in a smile as he brought his hand up to caress her soft cheek. Her hair was long and blonde today, stick straight, and he tucked a section behind her ear before she leaned down to steal a quick kiss.

“I thought this was a dream at first…” He managed to get out before she captured his mouth again, running her tongue across his lips, then pulling back from him as his tongue swept out to meet hers. She smiled at the frustrated look on his face and sat up more, her mouth just slightly out of his reach.

“This isn’t?”

She sat back harder against his lap and his hands went up to her hips, pressing her further down onto him. He rose up suddenly to kiss her, holding her head steady as he explored her mouth with his tongue; she moaned as he stroked the roof of her mouth, and she wrapped her arms around him to hold him tightly against her. He nibbled at her lips before breaking away from her completely, both of them breathless and clinging to each other as they stared into each others eyes.

He suddenly buried his face in her chest, making her gasp as he began licking and kissing her as he unbuttoned the shirt to reveal her breasts. He took a hard nipple in his mouth and bit lightly before sucking it fully into his mouth, Tonks moaning loudly as he drove her over the edge. She held him tightly to her chest as her hips began moving against his, his hardness teasing her as she tried to press herself harder onto him.

He thrust up against her and groaned against her chest, moving to take the other nipple in his mouth. She was highly aroused, he could smell it on her, and he was quickly losing control. He could not wait any longer. He had to have her right now or he was going to lose his mind.

“I can not wait any longer Remus. If you do not make love to me right now I am going to go insa-“

“Tonks!!! Breakfast is - " Molly burst into the room suddenly, and stared in open-mouthed awe at the sight of Tonks straddling Remus, his face buried in her chest as Tonks slowly turning to face her.
Remus moved quickly, pulling himself from her breast and reached for the blankets up to cover them. Tonks struggled to pull her shirt closed as she moved herself from atop him, kneeling beside him on the bed as she attempted to button up. Molly was still staring at them, a look of complete disbelief on her face as Tonks tried to work up the courage to speak.

“Thank you Molly. We will be down shortly.” Remus said loudly, snapping Molly out of her trance. She smiled broadly and nodded, finally closing the door to leave them alone again.

Remus sat for a minute, not quite believing what had just happened, and turned as Tonks bent double, burying her face in her hands. She was shaking slightly, and he wrapped his arms around her to comfort her, trying to calm her down. She raised her head at his touch and tears were streaming down her face, her face contorted with laughter. She rolled her eyes and looked at the worried look on his face, then turned to face him fully, placing a hand on his cheek as she tried to catch her breath. He laughed then, realizing the humor in the situation of them getting caught like a couple of randy teenagers, and he leaned over and kissed her gently.

“The Gods have a wicked sense of humor...” she said as she brushed the hair out of his eyes, looking down at his swollen mouth. She could feel the burn that his stubble left on her flesh, and her breasts were tingling from his earlier ministrations. She wanted to simply straddle him again and demand him to pick up where he had left off, she still desperately wanted him, but she realized that they absolutely had to wait until they could be alone. If she had him right now she knew that it could not be a quickie… she had to have him over and over again.

“Yes, Nymphadora… the Gods have a wicked sense of humor.”

Remus brushed his thumb over her lip and pulled himself out of bed, walking over to his pile of clothes on the floor. She watched him as he dressed, smiling at him when his gaze met hers, and she went to him and buttoned his shirt. Her hands lingered a bit on his shoulders before she finally pulled away, letting him walk to the door.

He turned and grabbed her before he opened it, picking her up with one arm as he kissed her, making her shriek in delight and giggle into his mouth before he set her back down. He carefully opened the door and poked his head out into the hall, then turned and smiled at her, brushing his thumb across her cheek gently.

“I can not believe that I forgot to ward the doors…” he murmured as he quickly kissed her on the cheek before walking down the hall. She slowly closed the door behind him and leaned against it, smiling as she slid to the floor.
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