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Harry's True Self	By : yaoiboydaisuke Category: Harry Potter > Slash - Male/Male > Harry/Snape Views: 42735 -:- Recommendations : 1 -:- Currently Reading : 8
Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter, nor any of the characters from the books or movies. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

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AN: Changed Arron to Porter, to have a play on his name Porter Hadler with Harry Potter lol Also, I do try to get most facts right with my stories, one I just found was the reason Voldemort can't love in the canon is because he was conceived while his father had a love spell on him, I don't like this fact, so facts like that I usually omit from my stuff.
“Two hours?!” Harry stared at Severus, a towel wrapped around him; Severus spelling his own clothes dry. He'd lost two hours of time and his skin was turning into a prune, he'd been standing in the shallow end for two hours before Severus came in looking for him. Severus had tried to call Harry out of the pool and get ready to eat, when the boy just stared off in a daze, he knew something was wrong. “I'm going nutters aren't I? All the stress and what happened with the Dursley's has pushed me over the edge, I am going to be committed to St.Mungos...”
“You won't be put into Mungos...I will have a mediwitch on our side come check you out. Do you remember anything from right before I snapped you out of your trance?” Severus ran his fingers through Harry's longer hair.
Harry placed a hand to his forehead. “My scar hurt, it's normal and happens a lot when I am around my father...I don't pay it a lot of attention. I am sure that its just because he gave it to me it reacts to his magical presence...” he poked at the patch of fake skin Severus' had placed over his scar.
Pressing his lips into a thin line, Severus pulled Harry up. “We have to talk to the Dark Lord, he probably knows whats happening and can stop it.” they walked down the hidden stairwell to Voldemort's living area, Harry still wearing his swimming shorts. “My Lord...Harry has something wrong with him, I believe whatever you did that caused the scar on his head is the cause, he claims it hurts and then he zones out. Can you think of what it might be?” he released Harry's arm.
Voldemort twirled his wand between his fingers in thought, he rose from his chair and walked over to Harry. “Let us see what could be causing that hmm?” he pealed the patch from Harry's scar, trailing a finger over it, he paused. “I see what happened...” shrill laughter erupted from the man. “It seems killing the Potter's left you with something unexpected...” he pressed on the scar. “It would be bad to leave things as they are, it has already done permanent effects.”
“What is it?” Harry stared at his fathers amused face.
“A Horcrux.” The Dark Lord ignored Severus and Sirius' shocked reactions. “I will have to extract it from you, it is the only way to remove it.”
“What is a Horcrux?” Harry was confused, he'd never heard of such a thing, but he could tell Sirius and Severus had.
Voldemort pressed his wand to Harry's scar. “Nothing you need to worry about, that is something you are better not knowing much about. Good news is you will hopefully be less paranoid and the black outs will stop, what it will do to your personality as a whole by doing this....that I can't predict. This is probably going to hurt....” the Dark Lord knew the effects his Horcrux had on people, they were pieces of his soul and his personality. The paranoia, jealousy,rage, and bringing the darkness in the effected to the top. It had started to effect Harry back in his third year, the rage that had caused him to blow up aunt Marge, the stronger paranoia,despair,and jealousy rearing their ugly heads that summer after Cedric's death and the rape; it really didn't help that Ron was made Prefect and Dumbledore's coldness to him.
Harry's eyes went wide and glossed over as the spell was cast, he let out an ear piercing screech, the baby Horcrux that had twisted with his own soul desperately trying to stay where it was. The boy fell backwards, throwing his hands to his head, tears pouring from the corners of his eyes. Sirius and Severus wanted to run to Harry's side, but Voldemort held his free hand up, a long green cloud pulling from Harry's scar and into Voldemort's chest. Voldemort hissed in pain as the piece of soul that he was able to extract went back together with the bit he had left inside him, which wasn't much as he'd shredded it into seven pieces.
The Dark Lord fell onto one knee breathing heavily, he watched his son pass out from the pain he'd suffered during the extraction. “Severus, now would be a good time to take Harry back to your room. I am not sure what state he will be in when he wakes up and I do not want him reverting back into wanting to kill me, which would then lead me to try and kill him, and lead Sirius and you to try to attack me. I am not in the mood for that kind of activity right now.” he was shaking as he stood, walking to the back room with his hand to his chest.
It wasn't till the next morning that Harry woke up, he groaned and opened his eyes; Severus was sleeping beside him, his arm around him. The extraction had worked, Harry felt much better, it felt like a large weight had been lifted. He was no longer repeating the same things over and over again in his head, the grudges he'd been holding onto were still there, but they were no longer over powering his mind. Harry turned to his side, looking at Severus' sleeping face, he smiled; he was feeling much happier now that the voice in his head was gone. “Severus?” he leaned forward and kissed the sleeping man.
“Mn...” Severus slowly opened his eyes. “How are you feeling?”
“Better, much better actually.” Harry sat up on the bed. “I'm hungry, I think I'm going to head to the kitchen.” he had lost weight the last couple of months, his appetite hadn't been good, and he was finally getting it back. Severus watched Harry change his clothes, the boy running to the bathroom before leaving the room completely. Harry walked out into the hallway, it was the first time he'd been awake so early in the morning since going to the manor; he mostly woke up in the afternoon. It was because of his sleeping habits that he hadn't run into Bellatrix or any of the other Death eaters, they mostly came in the morning before they had to go to work, and late at night when Harry was either in the library or in Severus' room.
Luck wasn't on his side this time, Bellatrix was downstairs, she looked at him. “Who are you?” she'd never seen him before and he was Draco's age, so it was suspicious that he wasn’t in school. Harry paled, he'd heard stories about her from Severus and Sirius, it was his first time actually meeting the woman in person. “Well? Why are you in my sisters home!” she pointed her wand at him.
Harry put his hands up defensively, not daring to reach for his own wand. “My name is Porter Hadler....I am a guest of Severus Snape...”
“Severus' guest?” The mad woman eyed Harry, lowering her wand. “Why does Severus have an underage boy away from school staying here?” she waved a hand to dismiss that question. “Never mind, it is better I not know about that mans perversions.” she sneered at Harry and walked to find her sister. Harry found her a bit intimidating, he was glad that she hadn't seemed as crazed as what he'd been told about her; though he knew she was a sadistic woman from what he learned she did to Neville's parents.
Harry walked to the kitchen, house elves and a couple wizard servants were busy working on breakfast for the house, Harry had expressed to them the second day he was there that he could make his own food; he still didn't like the idea of people waiting on him. He did still have mixed feelings about house elves, he knew they liked to serve and let them do a couple things for him, but he never asked them; he was just mostly happy they weren't like Dobby, even with being employed by the same family and being treated the same.
The Malfoy's knowing that Harry was Harry, didn't want him eating in their dining room, he had to eat his meals in the kitchen. It seemed like time was going much slower now that his mind wasn't full of the same repetitive thoughts, he found himself more bored than he was before; it didn't help that wizards didn't have televisions in their homes. He felt a tug on his pant leg when he was on his way to the library to listen to the radio while reading, looking down he saw a house elf standing beside a large box. “Master's friend had a guest bring this for you....” was all the small elf said, before she vanished.
Opening the box Harry's eyes lit up, inside was a Gameboy and thirty randomly picked video games; Harry had seen Dudley play with one in the past and had always wanted one. Severus watched from one of the halls, he couldn't leave the manor himself, but had a death eater go around asking muggles, which the death eater did reluctantly, what fifteen year old muggle boys would like for entertainment. It resulted in the game store clerks being Stupefied, then Gameboy and the games being stolen; it wasn't like the death eater had muggle money. Harry took the box to his and Severus' room, he spent the rest of the day playing games while the war meetings were going on.
A few hours went by, Severus opened the door and closed it behind him, walking to the bed he sat beside Harry. “A decision has been made, we're going to be moving to another one of the Malfoy's mansions.” Harry's eye twitched, the Malfoy's had more than one mansion? “It is hidden from the Ministry and with this one being under their radar, it is best to move the hide out location.” he watched Harry place the Gameboy on the side table. “It isn't just going to be us moving, the Malfoy's and the other death eater's families are going to be coming too, that includes their children leaving school.” he pushed Harry back onto the bed. “We might not get much privacy...”
Severus kissed Harry's neck, he'd been more into the relationship since getting to the manor and not having to worry about being killed or sent to Azkaban for having sex with a minor; now he was going to be sent to Azkaban if they ever found him anyway. They both removed their clothing, Severus laying on his back, while Harry moved down between his legs. Harry leaned down, licking up the older man's cock, his hands resting on Severus' inner thighs. Severus moved his hips up, letting out a moan, Harry's mouth wrapping around the head of his penis. Harry continued to move his mouth on Severus, his head bobbing up and down, he almost gagged when Severus bucked his hips up. Harry's shoulders were grabbed, the man making him stop. “Is something wrong?” Severus was breathing heavily, shaking his head as his answer to the boys question.
Harry watched Severus sit up, the man getting behind Harry, Harry gasped when Severus pushed into him not as slowly as he'd intended to. Digging his nails into the sheets, Harry moved his hips back against Severus', his legs opening more, and his knees pressing into the mattress. Severus held onto Harry's hips, leaning down to bury his face into Harry's neck, nipping it and making Harry jerk from the feeling. Harry's toes pressed into the mattress curling, Severus let out a deep moan against Harry's neck, moving one of his hands to grab Harry's cock, rubbing the head with his thumb. Tightening around Severus, Harry rocked his hips against Severus' hand, both of them shivering as they came. Severus pulled out of Harry, semen on his hand and going down Harry's leg.
Laying on his stomach Harry glanced at Severus, the man way laying beside him, he watch the older mans chest moving with each breath. “How long before we have to move?” his heart was pounding in his chest, both of them were covered in sweat. “I think we need to take a shower.”
“Mm..yea...probably a good idea...” Severus slid off the bed, before Harry could move himself off the bed, he found himself in Severus' arms. Harry turned bright red, the man was carrying him to the in room bathroom. The both of them took a nice hot bath together, Harry ignored Severus' protest about using different shampoo in his hair, Harry started to scrub the shampoo into the mans hair, leaving Severus to pout. It wasn't like Severus was dirty like he'd been as a child, he just didn't bother cleaning his hair with more expensive shampoo like the Malfoy's had in their home. They both got out of the tub once their hair and bodies were completely clean, Severus' eye twitched when Harry insisted on towel drying his nice clean hair; the shampoo made Severus' hair look much fuller and silky, but the towel drying made the mans hair fluffy. “...I will murder you....”
Harry tried hard to stop his laughing, but failed, he was chased back to the bed room. “We have to get dressed and move! You can't kill me.” he smiled, watching Severus sigh defeated and brush his hair. They dressed and went around the room gathering their belongings, placing them into their bags. Sirius and Voldemort had already left with Narcissa Malfoy, Lucius was downstairs waiting for their other guest to finish getting ready and use the secured Floo network to travel, the children from Hogwarts were going to meet their parents at Hogsmead and use a Porkey about half a mile away from the new hideout; where Bellatrix would then take them to the actual location.
It had been Harry and Severus' mistake of using Apparation to go to the Malfoy's that had drew the Ministry to the manor, they'd been a little too close to the school, even though they'd been deep in the forbidden forest and it set off a red flag. Lucius sneered at Harry, he still hated the child for what happened during his second year, he didn't know Severus was in a relationship with him; all he knew was that Severus had brought Harry from Hogwarts because the boy wanted to change sides.
Staring at the fireplace, Harry watched one of the death eaters say the name of where he was going, he hoped he was going to pronounce the name correctly, the last time he used the Floo he ended up in the wrong place. He looked at Severus, swallowing, he knew if Hedwig was looking for him, she wasn't going to find him now. “Wish me luck?” he vanished inside the fireplace, coming back out in a large dark room, a couple people he'd never seen before looking annoyed and impatient.
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