Raising The Innocent *COMPLETE* | By : Talented_Mrs_Lupin Category: Harry Potter Crossovers > Het - Male/Female Views: 5964 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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“I’ve a wonderful idea” Loki said one morning as they dressed for the day “Let’s just put up one of those strong silencing spells that you know and then I can take you over and over again”
“Won’t work” Hermione said sadly “Remus can hear through them, I made that mistake with...ah...no one” She blushed and went back to dressing.
“With who?” Loki asked, his beautiful voice now coming out icy cold.
“No one” She said “Let it go”
“No” He answered, pulling her around by her arm so that she was facing him “Tell me, who?”
“Sirius” She answered, her face turning red “It was Sirius okay. It was after Ron and Luna’s wedding, we were both a little drunk and one thing led to another, poor Remus heard everything” She smiled slightly “Claims he still has nightmares”
“Sirius” He repeated, she could see the barely contained anger boiling in his eyes “He touched you?”
“Loki” She said calmly “I had a life before you. I wasn’t just brought to life when you entered my apartment, hell I’d had sex with a few people before you. All that should matter is that there hasn’t been anyone since I met you because I love you and no one else”
“There were others?!” He snapped “How many?”
“That is none of your business” She hissed at him prying her arm from his bruising grip “I will not have this conversation with you...have I ever asked about who you had sex with before you met me or how many there have been”
“I’ve had sex with six women in my life” He answered “And I know the name of each one, can you remember them all?”
“What?” She looked at him and there were tears in her eyes, she wanted to hit him but knew that it made no difference to him if she did or not. She walked over to him and stood before him with a hurt but determined look on her face “I have slept with four men not including you. Sirius, Ronald, Draco Malfoy and Blaise Zabini” She moved closer “I had been friends with Ronald since I was eleven and we dated for three months before we had sex, he was my first. I dated Blaise for a year and we had sex one month in, I never dated Draco but on a night that proved to be filled too much with feelings and passion we gave in to each other and Sirius was just too much whiskey and not enough judgment”
“Really?” He sneered.
“Do you feel better now?” She asked “Knowing that you are surrounded by men I’ve fucked. Will it make you feel more at ease?” Tears leaked out of the corners of her eyes “No one has ever made me feel the way you just made me feel. For that I am telling you that we may have a child together and we may pretend for her but until she’s here you can sleep with Thor because I don’t want to be with a man that would willingly make me feel so cheap because he feels threatened by something that happened in the past”
“What are you saying?” He looked confused, unsure and if it were possible he looked scared.
“I’m saying that you’re turning out to act like I always thought you would” She said tears now falling freely down her cheeks “I don’t want to be with that man”
Hermione bit her lower lip for a minute and then turned and walked away from him and out the door. She all but ran in to the bathroom and locked herself in there, the one day that she would have given anything to have her house to herself and there were tons of people around. When she had been in the bathroom for nearly a half an hour she finally decided that it was time to leave. To her surprise Remus was standing just inside the living room, he frowned deeply and held out his arms to her. She burst in to tears and ran in to them, letting him comfort her the best that he could which always seemed to be more than anyone else. She was sure that the reason she felt so comfortable with him was because he knew what real suffering felt like and he knew that though her bones didn’t break monthly and her nerves didn’t get stretched almost beyond repair, she was suffering today.
~~((@))~~Two Weeks Later~~((@))~~
Over the two weeks of hell Hermione had thrown herself in to the protection of herself and her home. However, she did go out a lot by herself, which usually meant that Remus and/or Sirius was somewhere in the crowd watching over her. Odin hadn’t been seen anywhere in the last few weeks but they didn’t let their guards down because they all knew that was when he would strike. Hermione had been locking her room with the strongest locking charms she could think of. There were two types, one that would allow her to pass through at night in case she had to go to the bathroom but never if she ever felt like finding Loki and rocking his world. The other lock was to make sure that no matter how hard he tried or whatever type of magic he used Loki would never get in to her room. She knew that she would never be strong enough to tell him to leave if he came in her room and she wouldn’t be able to make him stop if he tried to romance his way back in to her bed.
“Letter for you and Loki” Harry said handing her the mail in his hand while he sat down to read the paper.
“From Draco” She announced “Where’s Loki?”
“He and Thor are working their way through the woods” Ron said “It was their turn, you want me to go get him?”
“No” She answered “I’ll read it then someone can tell him what it contained” She looked at the letter.
Dear Hermione-
I know that there are issues with Odin being around and all but I can’t think of anymore reasons to keep Lidia here at the camp. August is upon us and the students are all heading home to get ready to go to Hogwarts, she specifically asked me if she could be home with you and Loki for her fourth birthday. I couldn’t say no to her so this is my letter stating that she will be brought home tomorrow at noon so be ready to see your little girl. I hope that you are having a wonderful summer.
-Draco.
She sighed and looked at the letter a few times before looking around the room. Everyone knew that there was something wrong between the once lovers but no one was aware of the depth to which their war was going. Tears threatened to overtake her but she refused to allow them to at that moment because she didn’t want them to know just how much he had hurt her. She would have to talk to Loki and they would have to at least pretend to be happy together for their daughters sake.
“Hermione” Luna said “Are you really okay?”
“Loki and I broke off everything” She told them “He was basically calling me a slut and it’s not my fault he has blue-balls” Hermione knew that only Harry knew what it meant and she could tell that he was embarrassed, if by the choking on the water until he was nearly blue was anything to go by.
“Okay” Ginny said “So let me guess you are going to tell Lidia that your still happy?”
“Is that a bad idea?” Hermione asked.
“Not a bad one” Ginny said “But don’t lie to her, not completely. I would say, tell her that you guys are taking it slow and that he wants to be in her life, don’t give her the wrong idea by sleeping together, keep making him sleep somewhere else”
“Okay” Hermione nodded “That makes sense to me”
“But you are going to need to talk to him at some point” Luna said “It’s not fair to keep giving him the silent treatment”
“It wasn’t fair of him to basically call me a slut” Hermione shot back at the blond “What was I supposed to do?”
“I understand” Luna said “But Loki...”
“STOP BABYING HIM!” Hermione screeched causing everyone to jump “I’m not sure if you’ve noticed Luna but he is a grown man and he is more than capable of taking care of himself” She glared angrily at the woman “I am getting sick of fighting with him and then listening to you tell me what I need to do to make it better with him” Tears were streaming down her face “He has a voice” Her voice broke and squeaked “He’s used it many times in good ways and in bad ways and if he truly wanted me to forgive him then he would talk to me, I shouldn’t have to be the one to always fix the relationship”
“Hermione” Luna tried.
“NO!” She screamed “No, I want to be alone”
She stormed in to her bedroom and slammed the door, lying down on her bed she turned her back towards the door and laid there letting herself silently sob. She heard the door open and then close, then the bed dipped and someone was lying with her. She knew who it was without looking at him, Remus always found her when she was in despair and like all those times before he comforted her in silence. She dozed off a little but was aware when Tonks entered the room and sat with her while Remus ate dinner and took a shower and then she heard him come back in and Tonks tell him that she had the night shift again. Remus was going to sleep with her that night and though a voice in her head reminded her that Loki would go insane if he knew that Remus had been in there she couldn’t make herself care. It felt good to be in someone’s arms, to know that someone cared about her and loved her even if it is only as a friend. She hated herself for realizing that life would have been so much easier if Loki had never entered it, she wouldn’t have had a daughter at such a young age, wouldn’t have suffered such heartache, she wouldn’t be in danger now and she wouldn’t be suffering this despair again.
“Remus” She muttered.
“Hmm” He answered, moving closer to her and tightening his grip around her waist “What?”
“Marry me” She whispered with a grin on her face.
“Sure” He answered “I’ll just ask Tonks if she make some more room in our bed”
“And Lidia?” She asked.
“She can’t sleep with us” He chuckled “But she can have her own room”
“Oh good” Hermione said turning around to face him and wrapping her arms around him.
“I would like to have sex with one of my wives at least three times a week” Remus continued.
“Is that all?” She asked laughing “Well, I require sex at least four times a week, hope you’re up to it” They both laughed at the double meaning behind her words and slowly they both fell asleep. Neither of them knew that at that moment Loki was lying in the bed that had been put in to his bothers room listening to their laughter, he was also wondering just how one would go about killing a werewolf...surely they were stronger than most mortals. He glared in to the night and decided that he hated Remus Lupin.
A/N: Here is a horrible chapter, I know. But I wanted to put it in there. Lidia’s coming home, Odin WILL make his move soon and Loki is probably going to flip his lid soon. PLEASE REVIEW!!!!
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