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The Wooing Of Draco Malfoy	By : Drarry-Lisa Category: Harry Potter > Slash - Male/Male > Harry/Draco Views: 2084 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Chapter-9
Impatience, Redemption and Forgiveness Part I

A week had elapsed and Harry had been walking on eggshells around Draco. Draco noticed and appreciated Harry's concern and love for him but he still had not forgiven the man or forgotten how he had ruined Draco and not for the lack of trying. Each night, he would kiss Harry's lips softly and passionately and wait for Harry to take it further. But when Harry did try to take to take it further, he flinched and backed off. It was cruel and he could see Harry's eyes get more and more impatient.
He was bent on a cauldron in his lab, brewing some potion, lost in his musings when a hand squeezed his arse and he jumped in surprise. Only when he realized that it was Harry, could he control his breathing. Harry had a soft look in his eyes, the kind of look he wore when Draco kissed him. Draco turned back to his potion and murmured "Are you not working on your book today? You told me that it is almost finished and you will start editing it today."
"Couldn't concentrate enough." Harry replied and wrapped his arms around Draco's stomach. "Come on, I want to love you." He tilted Draco's head to the other side and started kissing his neck hungrily, nipping and sucking and his hands still rested on Draco's stomach.
"I am- umm- I am brewing Harry."
"Please." Harry mumbled and pulled him away from the cauldron. He turned Draco and Draco looked at the man's eyes which trailed his body intensely. Harry started unbuttoning his shirt. In mere seconds. the shirt was unbuttoned and thrown on the floor. Draco did not protest at all. Harry had been very patient with him and it was not as if Draco did not want to make love to Harry. He wanted it so much that it hurt sometimes. Harry pushed him flush against the wall and started trailing kisses along his chest and nipples. Draco moaned.
"Harry" But Harry bit his nipples gently and sucked them and Draco could do nothing but moan again.
He should have stopped it when he couldn't let it get any further but he didn't. Instead, he let Harry nip his nipples and fondle them and then caress his belly button with trembling fingers.
He stopped Harry's hands only when they attempted to unbutton his trousers. Harry was still kissing him desperately. Draco stopped his wandering hands with his left hand and pushed him away with his right.
"No." He spoke clearly and finally the fingers that had wanted to explore his cock retreated and the lips that had been trailing his lips and collor bone pulled away.
"Please." Harry almost begged him and it was so painful to see Harry's green eyes hurt and desperate.
"I can't. I just can't. I can't forget anything Harry." Draco whispered gently and Harry backed away.
"I have been trying-. If you don't want this, then you should not play with me. You should not tease me. You are treating me like some toy or some pet experiment of yours. I have apologized countless times and it's okay if you need time to forgive me. Do not tease me like this." Harry's voice trembled when he uttered these words and Draco's anger spiked.
"What about the way you teased me? What about the way you treated me? You humiliated me and abused me publically. How is it my fault if I can't forgive those things?" His voice was shrill and he moved towards Harry angrily.
Harry backed away and there was no anger in his eyes. Just boundless desperation and hurt and pain that hurt Draco but did nothing to calm his anger down.
"I am not asking you to rush things. I am not asking you to forgive me. I am not even asking you to have sex with me. Just stop playing with me Draco. You have to understand that I need you-" Harry whispered and his fingers were literally shaking.
"I needed you that day. I needed you to be with me and what did you give me. You gave me endless pain and miserable fourteen years."
"I was not exactly skipping around during those fourteen years." Harry whispered and later Draco would regret his next spoken words but as in now, his tongue got away and he spoke without thinking.
"Yes, you wasted those years thinking about yourself. You did not have even an ounce of remorse. You neglected your children and godchildren and your best friends and did not try to find a way to heal me. I wonder how many people you slept with during those fourteen years."
Harry staggered and leaned against the wall for support, staring at him in shock and pain.
"I wonder whose slut you were during those years. I was not in a position to satisfy your desires. Who warmed your bed, Potter?" Draco panted and Harry stared at him and his eyes shined, though no tears had escaped them yet.
"Seeing that you were not even properly employed except for those stupid useless agreements you made for magical creatures for which you were paid next to no money, I wonder if they paid for your... ah! sexual services. Are you so addicted to sex that you can't live with it for a few measly months? Did my sanity interfere with your life and employment?" Draco yelled.
Harry stared and now the tears did fall. It was painful to see a thirty five year old man cry and when the tears fell from his eyes which were dull and just filled with so much pain, Draco realized what he had said. He covered his own mouth in shock as Harry staggered on his feet.
"I didn't sleep with anyone at all. I just commuted from office to your home and back. Yes I was immature and self centred but I was not a slut. Somewhere, along the line, I did fall in love with you."
Draco tried to speak. His heart was thundering. "Harry, I-"
"No. I will have you know that I did not date anyone at all. You were not the only one who suffered and you suffered for fourteen years. I have suffered my entire life. I have never known the happiness that I felt with you. My uncle and aunt never loved me. They treated me like their servant. Hogwarts used me to give them freedom from Voldemort. I thought that I would find a family with Ginny but then I found that you are a veela but by the time I realized it, it was too late. I had already acted on my insecurities and destroyed you. I know it is not an excuse but there was a reason behind my monstrous behaviour. Weasleys were the only family I had ever known and Ron had warn me that I would lose them, should I attempt to be your friend. I was immature and did not want to lose anyone again. Severus had been a distant protector. When I realized my mistake, I attempted to help you and I attempted to fight for the rights of magical creatures to decrease my guilt. I never slept with anyone else. I never - I was not a - a slut."
"Harry, please wait." Draco called desperately when Harry just turned to leave, muttering to himself.
"not a slut. Not-"
"Harry. HARRY."
It was alarming because Draco had shouted and Harry had not heard him.
"I am not a slut. I am not-"
Draco heard Harry muttering as he followed the man frantically.
"Harry. I know. I was angry and it got out of hand."
"Not a slut. I love you." Harry hurried towards his room, muttering softly, his hand trailing the wall as Draco followed him, his heart pounding from fear.
"Harry. I know. Please listen to me."
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Harry could hear Draco's distant cries but all he heard was Draco's accusing voices. He hurried towards his room and entered it. He turned to lock the door and found Draco hurrying towards him with terrified eyes. Harry knew that he had tears in his eyes and it was bloody embarrassing. He was not a child and should not behave like one but he could not stop them so he locked the door to hide his shame and tears behind closed doors. At least no one would witness his shame this way.
"HARRY. OPEN THE DOOR." Draco pounded his door and Harry slid down the wall tiredly, ending on the floor with his head resting against the wall.
"Harry, listen to me. I am sorry. I was not even serious. I was not even thinking before I said all that rubbish."
Harry had no answer to Draco's cries. He had no wish to speak anything. Why had he not been patient enough to let Draco be? He should have let Draco set his own pace. He shouldn't have pressed. All this could have been avoided if he had kept his cock in his own trousers.
"Harry. Please open the door." Draco begged him and pounded the door again.
Harry was such a failure at everything. His parents had died for him and he was the reason Severus had never got married and he had never shown an ounce of respect for the man. He had not even taken care of his children and he had hurt his Veela. He was thirty five year old and still had not proceeded with the profession he wanted to pursue.
He ruined everything and had no way to redeem himself. There was no bloody redemption for him.
"HARRY. FOR MERLIN'S SAKE. CALM DOWN."
When he heard Draco shout, he noticed that the tables and chairs and everything was shaking due to his anger. His anger led to accidental magic which had always got him in trouble as a child. How could a thirty five year old man not control his magic.
WORTHLESS. I AM WORTHLESS. A COMPLETE FAILURE.
His mind screamed and he had such a bad head ache that he had to hold his head in his hands to reduce it. That was when he heard a faint whisper. It was Auror Robarts.
"Mr. Malfoy. I have a very important and urgent information to deliver. Mr. Albus Severus Potter, Mr. James Sirius Potter, Miss Lily Luna Potter and Mr. Scorpius Malfoy have been abducted."
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