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Troubled Love	By : Cherish Category: Harry Potter > Slash - Male/Male Views: 13498 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 1
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Troubled Love
Chapter nine: What?!?
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Luckily things were going better these days. Since Draco and Harry could communicate with each other things didn�t seem that bad. But still the aching feeling remained in Harry�s heart. The urge to hold Draco and be held by him was so strong sometimes. Especially when Harry had a bad day, or just felt miserable.
Harry wasn�t hiding anymore. Draco had told him to be brave, like a Gryffindor. Be proud of what they had together. Harry, according to Draco, had to keep the Malfoy honour high in Hogwarts and he wasn�t going to accomplish that with hiding.
Harry was so glad that his friends were still there for him. Ron, Hermione, Seamus, Dean and Neville hardly left his side. It felt good to have his friends around him again, he had the feeling he neglected them the past few weeks. They always seemed to be able to cheer him up.
But the fact that Draco and he were oceans apart slowly made him go insane. Although he heard Draco�s voice, it didn�t stop the pain. He needed to see Draco soon. Sometimes he wondered how long he would be able to keep this up, but reminded himself that in the end he would be with Draco.
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�Wake up, lovely,� the voice of Draco said, waking Harry up. It had become some kind of ritual. Harry wouldn�t open his eyes until he heard Draco�s voice calling him and waking him. He knew Draco would always do so. They both needed their morning talks to face a new day.
�Hay,� Harry murmured, slowly opening his eyes. He grabbed his glasses and his wand, to enlarge the snake sitting on his belly.
�Today�s a special day!� Draco�s cheery voice said. Harry rolled his eyes and wondered how the hell Draco could be so... awake in the mornings. �Today is I�m-going-to-be-a-boy-again-day!�
Harry jerked up, he almost forgot about that. Today he would become a boy again. A smile played on his lips.
�I don�t want to know what you�re thinking right now...� Draco grinned. �Or maybe I do.�
Harry stuck out his tongue, before laughing. �I love you, Draco.� he smiled
�I love you too, Potty.� Draco whispered. �I wish I could kiss you,�
�Oh, Drake... When are we going to see each other again?� Harry sighed, thinking about kissing Draco.
�I�ll be coming home for Christmas, maybe I could sneak away for a few hours to Hogwarts. Or you could ask Dumbledore to make you a portkey to my room in the Manor,� Draco suggested.
Harry rolled his eyes. �Yeah, just the thing Dumbledore would do!�
�Well, he still has to repay you for saving the world. I think he wishes you to be happy,� Draco said indignantly.
�I�ll try OK? But I don�t really feel like coming eye-in-eye with your father, thank you very much.� Harry said, shivering at the thought.
�You won�t. I�ll make sure you don�t. I love you, remember?� Draco smiled slightly.
Harry nodded and sighed. �It would be so great to see you again,� he whispered.
�Harry, would you please send me a picture of you? The boy you?� Draco asked shyly.
�Sure. I�ll ask Collin to take a picture, OK?� Harry grinned, feeling his stomach flutter.
�That mud- muggleborn?� Draco asked, pulling a face. Which looked really funny on the silver snake.
�Draco Lucius Malfoy!� Harry said sternly, suppressing a grin.
�Sorry... Just make sure that it�s a magical picture,� Draco said, pouting.
�I will. Do I get one of you too?� Harry asked grinning.
�If you promise you won�t jerk off above it,� Draco said, sticking out his tongue.
Harry crossed his arms over his chest and looked very pissed off. �I think I�ll just go hav have a shower right now,� he said, putting his nose into the air.
�Harry, it was just a joke. Please don�t be mad!� Draco exclaimed, looking very worried.
Harry�s lips curved upwards. �I was just joking too, smi smiled, giving the snake a little kiss. �but I really have to go. Love you,�
�Love you too, bye love.� Draco said reluctantly.
Harry sighed and put the now small ring on his finger again. He headed to the showers thinking of Draco.
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It was finally Saturday after a very exhausting week. His homework was killing him, but his grades were great. Since Draco was gone he had loads of time to spend... So he just decided to make Draco proud. He was going to Quidditch practice as soon as he was finished in the hospital wing. He was getting a bit anxious, although he had lovely times being a girl, he really wanted to be a boy again. He was a bit nervous about the way Draco would be reacting to the boy-him. Of course Draco had told him that he had fallen in love with the boy-him, but he had loved and made love with the -him-him. He wondered if anything was going to change between them. He was afraid their relationship would chance, negatively.
Shaking off the weird feeling, Harry made his way to the hospital wing. Ron and Hermione had offered to come with him, but he rejected thfer.fer. He really wanted to be alone.
�Madame Pomfrey?� he called, when he entered the hospital wing and didn�t see her.
�Mr Potter,� Madame Pomfrey greeted him, walking into the room. �How are you feeling today?�
�Fine, thank you,� Harry answered politely.
�Sit down and I�ll get the potion,� Madame Pomfrey ordered, pointing to the bed.
Harry chose the bed where Draco and he shared their last night together. It felt strange to lie on the bed alone. He bit his lip while he waited. He felt the aching feeling return and sighed softly. He didn�t know how long he would survive without Draco and he didn�t know if Draco would like him as he really was. There was a difference... A big one. Of course he had feminine features as a boy, more feminine than other boys. Just like Draco, but he was not a girl.
�Mr Potter, here is the potion,� Madame Pomfrey said, giving him a pink coloured potion. �You must drink the potion completely. It will not taste nice, but it will fail if you don�t. After you take the potion I would like to do some tests on you.�
Harry nodded and took the potion from Madame Pomfrey. He gringed at the smell, it was horrible. Closing his eyes, he downed the potion until he was sure he drank it all. He retched a few times, but was able to hold the potion inside him. He felt a weird sensation rush through his body. His sight went black for a second, but returned soon. Suddenly his clothes (he had put on his Quidditch robes already) fit perfectly. He looked at his hands and saw they were big again. He touched his face feltfelt his masculine features again, he smiled happily.
�Good,damedame Pomfrey said, looking proud. �Now, lie down while I do some tests.�
�How long is this going to take?� Harry asked, looking at his watch. �I have Quidditch practice in a few minutes.�
Madame Pomfrey frowned, but her face relaxed a second later and she smiled. �Well I guess I could take the tests quickly. Just make sure you come back after Quidditch practice to discuss the results with me. It takes a while for the results to come out.�
�Thank you!� Harry said, relieved.
Madame Pomfrey took some blood and some other weird tests, but Harry was far too anxious to get on his broom to ask what the tests were. He was feeling absolutely fine.
�Harry!� he heard Hermione exclaim and looked up. Ron and Hermione were standing in the doorway, smiling brightly.
�Mr Potter, you are excused,� Madame Pomfrey smiled, letting Harry get up.
Harry felt a bit dizzy, but shook off the feeling as he rushed to Ron and Hermione. They both hugged him tightly.
�Oh Harry! It�s so good to see you again!� Hermione exclaimed, kissing his cheek.
�It�s good to have you back,� Ron smiled. �So did your feelings change?�
Hermione slapped Ron at the back of his head. �What a cruel question to ask! Of course not, you idiot,� Hermione said, looking fur wit with her hands on her hips.
Harry grinned. �No, Ron. Unfortunately for you, no changed feelings. I still feel the same for o.� o.� Harry said, kind of relieved when he felt the same love for Draco.
Ron pouted and rubbed his head. �It was just a question,� he growled.
Harry grinned and together with his best friends he rushed out of the hospital wing.
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The three of them made their way to the Quidditch pitch. Talking about all the ts Has Harry could do, now that he was a boy again. Hermione mainly had her fingers in her ears, looking disgusted to Ron, who found this very amusing.
As soon as Harry got his broom, he mounted it and kicked off. Feeling the lovely sensation flying gave you rush through him. It felt so good to feel the wind mess up your hair. Flying made him forget all his troubles. Of course he had flown when he was a girl, but it was different. He had to find a whole new way to sit on his broom, or it would hurt far too much.
His team mounted their brooms too and greeted him friendly. Harry was glad that his team wasn�t disgusted with him like the other students in the school, but then again his team consisted mainly of friends.
Soon they were all busy practicing. Harry felt great, he had caught the snitch 5 times already and was now looking for it again.
His eyes wondered to the stands and saw that Hermione was looking at them and waved. Things weren�t so bad after all. It didn�t matter what the students thought of him. He had what he wanted: friends, Quidditch and, most importantly, Draco.
To Harry�s surprise it wasn�t difficult at all to stay faithful to Draco. He just hoped that Draco felt the same way. He had asked Draco that question the day before yesterday. Draco was a bit pissed off that Harry thought of him that way. Apparently Draco was a real Malfoy and stayed loyal to the one he loved. Although Draco had been a bit mad at him, he was glad he asked. Things seemed much sunnier these days. They would see each other with Christmas, which was only two weeks away.
Seamus had flirted with him one or two times, but it wasn�t too bad. He was sure that Seamus knew about his love for Draco.
He closed his eyes, imagining all the things he would do when he saw Draco again. He might go insane when he saw Draco again... maybe he would even cry.
�MR POTTER!� a voice yelled, snapping him out his thoughts.
Harry searched the ground and saw that Madame Pomfrey was standing in the middle of the Quidditch pitch with the microphone Dean used during the Quidditch games.
�GET DOWN HERE THIS INSTANT! YOU ARE IN NO CONDITION TO BE FLYING AROUND LIKE THAT!� Madame Pomfrey yelled furiously.
All his team mates had stopped practicing and were looking at him curiously. He pulled up his shoulders to let them know that he didn�t know what it was about.
Harry frowned. What was wrong? She said it was alright to fly a few minutes ago... Did he have a terrible disease?
Slowly he flew towards Madame Pomfrey and saw that Hermione and all his team mates were doing the same. Madame Pomfrey hurried towards him as soon as he hit the ground. The look in her eyes was stern, confused and concerned. There was definitely something serious going on.
�Just exactly how long have you been hiding such a thing for me?� Madame Pomfrey almost shouted, her face was heated. �How could you go flying in your condition?�
Harry looked at her confused. �What do you mean?�
Madame Pomfrey�s features softened. �You don�t know about it?� she asked surprised.
�I don�t know about what? What are you talking about?� Harry stressed, getting really nervous.
�About your pregnancy, Mr Potter,� Madame Pomfrey said calmly, far too loud.
Harry froze. His What?!? He heard peoplsp ssp sharply and whispering around him. �My What?� Harry stuttered, feeling as if he was going to faint.
�Pregnancy, Mr Potter. You appear to be pregnant,� Madame Pomfrey said, grabbing Harry by an arm. �Come with me Mr Potter and I don�t want to you to say a word.� she said to the Quidditch team, who nodded as they all stared at Harry.
�May we come too?� Hermione asked quickly, rushing to Ron. Who was still looking with widened eyes and his jaw dropped, completely stunned.

Madame Pomfrey nodded sharply as she took Harry�s broom and gave it to one of the team mates.
�I really don�t believe how you could be so foolish, Mr Potter. I thought you might know that girls are able to become pregnant.� Madame Pomfrey said, somewhat disappointed.
�But... I can�t ... Pregnant? I�m... I�m a boy!� Harry stuttered, feeling as if his head was going to explode.
�Oh, but you can, Mr Potter. This is a way many homosexual men use to have a baby with their husband or lover.� Madame Pomfrey said, while she dragged Harry with her.
�But still... I�m not a woman!� Harry exclaimed, really confused. This was too much information to progress in one time.
�Harry, honestly. Don�t you ever-� Hermione started, but Ron cut her off.
�Oh shut up, �Mione! Last thing Harry needs is some kind of mother telling him he was wrong.� Ron exclaimed suddenly, when he snapped out of his gaze. He pulled his arm away from Hermione, who had been dragging him with her.
Harry shot him a thankful look and moved his gaze to Hermione.
Hermione opened her mouth to say something, but closed it again. Looking to the ground she muttered, �I think Madame Pomfrey�s able to explain this much better.�
Madame Pomfrey nodded and continued her explanation. �You see Harry, while you were a girl you had a womb. You obviously got pregnant, do you want me tolainlain how you get pregnant?� she asked, making Harry blush in crimson.
Harry shook his head and felt like disappearing.
�Where was I? Oh yes, you became pregnant. Because you became pregnant, the egg-cell lodged itself in the placenta. You never got your period, which could have worried you. I don�t blame you for that, you still are a boy. What happens when you get your period is that the placenta will come out and after that it will be rebuild again, but if you get pregnant the mucous membrane in your womb will stay. When you turn into a boy again, the placenta will still be there. That�s why your womb doesn�t disappear in the process.� Madame Pomfrey explained.
Harry shook his head, as if he wanted to get rid of the information. �So you are telling me that I still a w a womb?� he asked, feeling dizzy.
�Yes, Mr Potter. That is exactly what I�m trying to tell you,� Madame Pomfrey said, while they entered the school and headed for the hospital wing.
�But... how will it come � Ha� Harry almost whispered.
�There are two things a man is able to do. You can really give birth to the baby and guide the ending from your womb to your anus. Or you can let it grow inside of you and let it be taken out magically. I must tell you that if you chose the first one, it will be very painful. Only a few men ever did that, they wanted to know how it felt for a girl. I assure you that the second way is much less painful and far more safe. The pregnancy for a man is painful enough as it is, because your bodies aren�t used to having babies.� Madame Pomfrey said, as they entered the hospital wing.
Rod Hed Hermione entered too. Ron was looking as if he was going to throw up soon and Hermione was looking very concerned and compassion.
�Lay down, Mr Potter.� Madame Pomfrey said, as she made her way to the office. �I already informed Albus Dumbledore about the matter, he�ll be here soon.�
Harry swallowed and closed his eyes. Just what he needed! More people knowing about his pregnancy. As if it wasn�t hard enough as if is.
�Mr Potter, I must inform you that there is another option. I could take away your baby, just like muggles do that sort of thing called abortion. I�m able to remove your baby, magically.� Madame Pomfrey said quietly. Apparently she did not like that option.
�This is all going too fast!� Harry groaned, letting his head fall in his hands.
Ron and Hermione made their way towards him and hugged him tightly.
�I�m sorry I didn�t listen to you, Hermione.� Harry whispered, feeling a he he was going to cry. He always wanted children. He loved them, it was just that this wasn�t the time to have children. He needed to finish his school! He had to build up a career. Hell, he needed to get married! �Oh Merlin! What would Draco think of this!� Harry now sobbed.
�Harry,� Dumbledore greeted him from behind Ron and Hermione, who quickly moved aside. �How are you feeling?�
Harry snorted, �Well obviously not that good.�
�I understand, Harry.� Dumbledore said, sitting on the bed next to him. �I think you need time to think about this.� he patted Harry on the back.
Harry just nodded, feeling ashamed. How could he have been so... stupid!
�I hope that you know who the father is,� Dumbledore asked, sternly.
�Draco Malfoy,� Harry whispered, letting himself fall backwards on the bed.
�Are you a hundred percent sure?� Dumbledore asked, looking at him with sympathy.
�Of course I�m sure! I�m not a slut!� Harry suddenly spat. Then he recovered again and whispered, �Sorry�
�No need for that, Harry. I know this is all very confusing. Why don�t you sleep on it, while I inform Mr Malfoy about the, I must say, joyful matter.� Dumbledore said, making Harry�s eyes widen.
�Inform Draco? Do you have to? I mean, I don�t know if he wants any children. We never talked about it and besides he would be all worried about it. He�s far away and he can�t get here and he�ll just eat himself up there. No I can�t tell him.� Harry stressed, now pacing up and down.
�Harry, relax,� Hermione said, pulling him into another hug. �He�ll know. I don�t think you should hide this from him.�
�No!� Harry yelled. �I don�t want to tell him! And that�s final!�
�Mr Potter, you have to calm down. This isn�t good for you and the baby. Lay down and I�ll give you a sleeping potion.� Madame Pomfrey said. �The rest of you... OUT! You are disturbing my patient. You may come back tomorrow morning, when Harry�s awake.�
Reluctantly Harry sat on the bed and watched Ron, Hermione and Dumbledore walk out of the room.
�Mr Potter, I understand this is very difficult for you. I am very sorry that you have to go through this at such a young age. However I won�t deny that I am against removing the baby, because it has, like you, a heart and soul,� Madame Pomfrey said, giving him the potion.
�I won�t remove it,� Harry said, before realizing that he really couldn�t remove his own baby. A baby that was made out of love. You couldn�t remove such a baby, for it was a gift.
Harry drank the potion, that tasted a lot better than the one he had this morning and drifted into the blackness of his dreams.
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Harry felt dizzy and tired. Was he still dreaming or was there really someone shouting and cursing. Would they please stop, he was trying to get some sleep.
Slowly he opened his eyes, his sight still blurry. His eyes fluttered closed again and he knew that the potion wasn�t worked out properly.
Blinking a few times, a face came in sight. He snapped his eyes open, not even letting them adjust to the light.
�Draco?�
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Well? I hope you liked it! It was soo much fun to write this chapter! Please Review! Madluv, Cherish

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