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Sonfic to my
Immortal

By Ginny the Slut

Ginny sits alone in her dorm listening to the
muggle discman that Hermione bought her last year along with the cd she had
given her for Christmas. A song comes on the cd, her favorite song that she can�t
help but like given her past circumstances that have made her life a living
hell. She reflects on part of it as she listens to My Immortal by Evanescence.

I'm
so tired of being here,

I sit alone in my dorm surrounded by every
thing that I own. A few quills, my schoolbooks, my cloths, the muggle
contraption called a discman and my diary. My only possession worth having. Or
who knows, maybe I am the possession of the book.

Suppressed
by all of my childish fears,

The
diary is my only possession worth having but is also my worst fear. You see,
this is no ordinary diary. He is inside it.

And if you have to leave,

It no longer was full of the
life or love that it once was but I knew that if I waited, waited long enough
he would return.

I wish that you would just leave,

Because your presence still lingers here,
and it won't leave me alone.

Some
times at night when I�m alone, I am
never alone he is always with me I think as I cry, I cut myself. I think the blood
will bring him back. It never does though. It never will.

These wounds won't seem to heal,
this pain is just too real,
there's just too much that time cannot erase.

I never
thought it would end like this. I thought he�d come back for me but I�ve waited
too long. I�m a prefect in my sixth year at this school. But nobody knows I
exist.

When you cried I�d wipe away all of your tears.

When you'd scream I�d fight away all of your fears.

Nobody
holds me when I cry. No one fights away any of my fears. You said it would be
like this didn�t you? You told me they�d turn on me. But I didn�t listen. I
never did.

And I�ve held your hand through all of these years,
but you still have all of me.

You
have lied to me and I have believed you. I always have, but no more. From now
on I only listen to one person, ME. I have trusted others for two long. I am
now the only one worth talking to and soon I wont even have myself.

You used to captivate me
by your resonating light

You are
still here. I see you in the halls. I feel you in the room. Harry try�s to take
your place, but he could never. I would never let him. He does not know that I
still love you; I don�t think he ever knew. He try�s to comfort me. The scars
you left, the once I've put there since, bleed with out blood. For my blood is
frozen, much like my life.

But now I�m bound by the life you left behind,
your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams,
your voice it chased away all the sanity in me.

I am
alone. I am never alone. You hurt me. You could never hurt me. I cry, yet no
tears escape my lids. I�ve been trying to rebuild my life for too long. Tonight
I do the opposite.

These wounds won't seem to heal,
this pain is just too real,
there's just too much that time cannot erase.

I reach
out through the hangings, into the bedside table. I open the book that sits
atop it. I reach inside.

When you cried I�d wipe away all of your tears,
when you'd scream I�d fight away all of your fears,

I grab
it. It is sharp. It cuts, but I feel no pain. I only feel hate, I hate you for
leaving for not coming back. I hate myself for loving you; you said you loved
me back. What a lie.

And I�ve held your hand through all of these years,
but you still have all of me.

I lift
it out take it to my left wrist. The blade is comforting; the scars will join
my other scars. All one in the same. The other wrist is mocking me I will slice
it too.

I�ve tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
and though you're still with me
I�ve been alone all along

But wait, everything is starting to fade. This has never
happened before. I think it odd. But then again, this is the way you wanted it
to be. With me by you side. Now I can join you, this happy thought lasts until
Hermione comes in to my room. She pulls back the hangings, sees my wrists and
runs to get Harry and Ron, the scoop me up and carry me to the hospital wing.
�Get off me� I say struggling against them. �Leave me alone� but they don�t
listen and before I know it I'm in the hospital wing. I can barely speak now.
There are crying, though I don�t know why they wanted me this way. I only did
it for you�

When you cried I�d wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream I�d fight away all of your fears
and I�ve held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me

My
first song fic so go easy on me okay?

Please
read and review

*~Goldie~*
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