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The Worst Kind of Nightmare	By : Padfoot79 Category: Harry Potter > General > General Views: 7633 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 1
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The Worst Kind of Nightmare
Chapter One: Terrible News
Author: Prongs
Disclaimer: JK Rowling owns all things 'Harry Potter.'
Rating: NC-17 on the SxJ group & adultfanfiction; R on fanfiction.net
WARNINGS: This story contains SLASH (Sirius/James and Severus/Remus). This story contains abuse and rape, as well as M-PREG.
A/N: This idea has been bothering me for several days, and I finally realized that I'm not going to be able to work on my other stories until I get this one down. So…here is yet another S/J story. Heh-heh. Please let me know what you think of it! I love feedback.

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"James, I really need to talk with you," Sirius said worriedly.
"Of course. Can we wait until after dinner, though? I'm starving!"
Remus rolled his eyes. "James, we all know how much food your mum stuffs down your throat over the holidays. I'm quite sure you aren't starving."
James' hazel eyes focused on Remus for a moment before returning to Sirius. "Is it so important that we have to talk immediately?" he asked.
Sirius swallowed hard and tried to concentrate on not crying. James quickly sensed this and took Sirius' hand in his own. "Don't worry, love. As soon as we get up to our room, we'll talk, all right?"
Sirius tried to reply, but the tears threatened to fall again, so he merely nodded his head and clutched James' hand gratefully.
"I'll make sure that Peter and I stay out of the room for a while," Remus promised. After giving Sirius a concerned glance, Remus disappeared in search of his boyfriend.
"Come on," James murmured. "Let's go ahead to our room, love."
Sirius brushed his hair out of his sad blue eyes and nodded his head. Without saying a word, he followed James to their dorm room. James led them both over to his own bed and sat down. He motioned for Sirius to sit next to him.
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"Peter, why don't you sit with us tonight?" Remus suggested, smiling warmly at his friend.
Severus glared at his lover, but Remus tried his best to ignore the Slytherin's expression.
"Are you sure?" Peter asked.
"What do you think is going to happen, Pettigrew? Think the Slytherins are all going to bite your head off and feed it to the sharks?" Severus asked wryly.
Remus shot his lover a look. "Severus, this is important. Please just go along with it. I'll explain later."
Defeated, Severus sighed and shrugged his shoulders at Peter. He could never say no to Remus, and the werewolf knew that.
Peter smiled nervously and followed Remus and Severus over to the Slytherin table. The three ate in silence for the majority of the meal, but at least Remus knew Peter couldn't interrupt Sirius and James.
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James leaned in closer to Sirius and pressed a gentle kiss on Sirius' forehead. "What on earth is wrong, Siri? I hate to see you so upset."
Sirius looked down at his hands for several seconds, trying to put his thoughts together. Finally, he lifted his head and stared at his boyfriend nervously. "I don't know how to tell you this, James."
James rubbed his hand up and down Sirius' back in a reassuring manner. "Take your time, love. Just know that the sooner you tell me, the sooner I'll be able to make everything better."
Sirius shook his head sadly. "I don't think you can make this better, James. Nobody can."
James' forehead crinkled in confusion. "Siri, what is going on?"
"Will you promise not to hate me?" Sirius asked softly.
"You know I could never hate you."
"Do you promise, though? Do you promise you won't get mad at me?" Sirius asked pleadingly.
"Mad?amesames looked startled. "Why would I be mad? What happened?"
"James, I…oh fuck…James, I'm pregnant," Sirius mumbled.
James' eyes widened, and he let go of Sirius. He stood up and stared down at his best friend. "What in the hell did you just say?" he asked angrily.
Sirius closed his eyes and stared at the floor.
"Look at me, you fucking whore!" James yelled bitterly.
The tears finally fell, and Sirius looked up at his boyfriend.
"Say it again," James demanded.
"I'm pregnant," Sirius said sadly.
"How could you?" James roared, his temper flaring. "How could you cheat on me like this, Sirius? I thought we meant something to each other! I thought you loved me just as much as I loved you. You fucking, cheating bastard. I trusted you. I loved you. What in the hell was I thinking?"
James gave Sirius one last angry glare and then stormed out of the room, leaving behind a sobbing young man.
James stomped down the stairs and completely ignored his friends as he hurried through the common room. Within seconds, he was out of Gryffindor tower.
Remus, who had been sitting on the sofa with Severus, jumped up and looked at the staircase worriedly.
"What do you think just happened?" Severus spoke quietly.
Remus shrugged his shoulders helplessly. "I honestly don't know, Sev. I just know what I told you earlier. I don't think I've ever seen Sirius so bloody upset. I guess I need to go talk to one of them." He looked down at his lover questioningly.
"Why are you looking at me?" Severus asked. "You know I don't really get along with either one of them, Remus."
"I realize that," Remus replied.
"Go talk to Black," Severus finally said. "He's the one who was upset. See what in the hell the bastard did to make Potter storm out of here like a complete idiot."
"Severus, you know I hate it when you talk about my friends like that. They both mean a lot to me-just as much as you do. Please at least respect that."
Severus stood up and kissed his lover tenderly on the lips. "I apologize, Remus. Go talk to Black. I'm going to return to my rooms to unpack. Stop by or owl me later if you need to talk."
Remus nodded and watched his lover leave the common room. Sighing, he slowly walked up the steps and knocked on the door.
"Sirius?" Remus called. "Siri, I don't know what's going on, but I do know that you need someone to talk to." Remus leaned against the door and tried to listen for his friend. He thought he heard the sound of someone crying. "Sirius?"
All of a sudden, the door opened, and Remus practically fell into Sirius' arms. "I did need someone to talk to," Sirius remarked bitterly through his tears. "That someone was supposed to be James."
Remus closed the door behind him. "What happened, Sirius?"
"Promise me you won't tell anyone, especially Snape," Sirius demanded.
"I promise," Remus agreed.
"I'm pregnant," Sirius said softly.
"What?" Remus breathed. "And James got mad at you? What was he thinking?"
"You don't understand, Moony. James and I have never had sex."
"Are you sure?" Remus asked skeptically. "What's up with all of the moans I hear from your bed when you two sleep together?"
Sirius shuddered and walked over to his bed. He sat down and buried his face in his hands. "Like I said, we haven't had sex yet. Sure, we've done just about everything else. We were waiting until the perfect time. We wanted everything to be wonderful," Sirius snorted. "Guess I blew it. He hates me now."
Remus joined Sirius on the bed. "Who did you sleep with, Sirius? I can't blame James for being upset with you! You cheated on him, and-"
"Is it called cheating when your father spends your entire holiday raping you and then you end up pregnant with his child?" Sirius asked bitterly as he lifted his head.
Remus' face went white. "What?"
"You heard me," Sirius murmured, the tears falling freely again.
"Gods, Siri. Merlin, I'm so sorry. Gods, I don't know what to say. I can't believe he did that to you." Remus looked blankly at the wall across from him, which was adorned with James' quidditch posters. He honestly had no idea what to say to his friend.
"You don't have to say anything," Sirius said.
"Did you tell James?"
Sirius shook his head. "He just got mad at me and left." Sirius' body shook as his sobs became deeper.
Remus also felt tears forming in his eyes. He wrapped his arms around Sirius and tightly hugged his friend. "I'll help you, Sirius," he whispered. "And I promise that James will, too. He just doesn't understand…"
"He didn't trust me," Sirius said shakily. "I would never cheat on him."
"You know what his temper is like," Remus tried to sound reasonable. "He doesn't always think before he speaks. Like you, you know?"
Sirius said nothing as he continued to cry against Remus' shoulder. He didn't look up when the door opened.
"Peter?" Remus said, still holding onto Sirius.
"What's wrong?" Peter asked, staring at Sirius.
"Go find James," Remus ordered in a voice that was not to be argued with. "And tell him I want him to get his ass in this room as fast as he poly cly can or else I'll hex him to the moon."
Peter gulped and scrambled out of the room.
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A/N: Should I continue with this? Is it any good? Do you like the plot so far? Do you like Remus and Severus together? I was thinking of bringing Lucius into it, but I haven't decided for sure. If I do, who do you think Lucius should be with? Anyway…poor Sirius!!!
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