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Tortured Child, Whom I Love	By : StarwolfRealms Category: Harry Potter > Het - Male/Female Views: 2139 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter, nor any of the characters from the books or movies. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

Chapter List
- 1-Tainted Rose~Part One.
- 1
Disclaimer: This story is based on Characters and names (unless otherwise specified) that belong to J.K. Rowlings and various publishers. While I have made up original characters, (Shannon, Blaine, Druantia, Lefarius, Malesfar, and Nellaria Lanzelli) the Muldoon name and its namesake member, Burdock Muldoon, are likewise property of J.K. Rowlings. Any creatures, characters, or unrecognized items or places are my property, unless otherwise stated. No portion of this story is being used for profit, it is merely to entertain.

Note: The reference to the Matrix has nothing exactly to do with the story itself. Its just how I see Snape sounding at this point in time. He's using an "Agent Smith-ish" tone. Unknown to him, of course, seeing as there would not have been "The Matrix" in this point in time, as far as the story is concerned (set in the fifth year-1995/1996). The only date that I can get on when the Matrix came out was 1999. I don't know if that means that that's the original movie theater release date or the original DVD/VHS release date. Not that it really ends up meaning anything, as far as this story goes.

~Starwolf, of the Otherworld Realms~
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Drawing a file of papers from out of a drawer in his desk, Severus turned to the young Slytherin girl standing before him.

"Miss Muldoon," said Snape with a tone that oddly resembled Agent Smith of the Matrix, "I have sufficient evidence here with which I could expel you..." he paused a moment to let his words sink into the girl.

Shannon stood on edge, she was quite uneasy whenever she was around any professor. Professor Snape was no better in this case, as he naturally had a fear-inducing manner of speaking. It wasn't everyday her Head of House called her into his office after class, but when he did, it was often after she had done something wrong. She often did things wrong, worse yet, she rarely knew when she had stepped over the line.

She spent so much time alone and had gone wild in her freedom. She had long ago lost the sense of what was right or wrong-not as far as morals were concerned-but as in matters of behaviour and human interaction. Having had no guardians to take proper responsibility for her....
Was this why she had been called down to his office? She shifted weight, not having taken a seat as yet, she was hoping he wouldn't keep her in the dark for long. Curiousity and fear of the unknown getting to her, she dreaded what would come. Was this the end? Would this be the last night she'd spend in the castle?

"However," Snape began softly after a long silence, forcing the girl to listen attentively. "Given your recent behaviour lately, I can see you are trying to improve." He sighed. "And I am willing to overlook this new developement. He paused again to scowl at the girl, secretly admiring her strengths, given all she's been through, she had still survived-somehow. He also could not help but find her beautiful. Her petite form, her youth, her fearfulness, even her shy yet hopeful manner...despite the worried quality to her features (she undoubtably feared the worst...as she was apt to given her history)..it was all appealing and refreshing somehow. Maybe it was because it took him away from his own fears, regrets...shame. She needed someone to love. She needed to be loved. He knew this, more than anyone, perhaps.

Shannon looked up at him curiously, finding his expression hard to read, but she was still shy and fearful-What kind of deal was she entering into here?

"Y..yes, sir?"

She spoke softly, asking the question so innocently, her lack of confidence showing itself in full through her tone of voice as she pouted her lips cutely, with a gentle puzzled raise of her right eyebrow. Severus looked at her intently. He had to admit, that he found that look of hers incredibly irresistable. Why?He sighed. She hardly seemed aware of how she affected him. Severus frowned. He had desired her for a time now, but had been fighting his desires. He was her professor. He had meant to remain professional. Looking at her innocent and puzzled expression...he knew she expected to be punished. She always expected to be punished. It never mattered what she did, he knew she lived in constant fear of doing something wrong. Regardless of how wild and 'care-free' she tried to be, he knew her greatest fears were to disappoint those she loved. She hated causing them trouble. No matter what she said or did, he knew she beat herself up if she did ill torwards those she cared about. His own spats with her had often led to a fellow student, usually Slytherin, but not always... finding her passed out from blood loss. Yet trouble clung to this child like mud to a dog that liked to dig. Sighing, he watched her shift nervously in place and look downward. He knew his intent gaze was getting to her. She was so young, so hurt... yet so adorable.

"Stay with me tonight..." Severus found himself whispering to her. A bit surprised himself that he said anything of the sort. Yet not regretting it for a moment, unless she should refuse him....

"Huh?" Shannon whispered back, not daring to believe what she had just heard. She looked up from staring at her feet.Did he meant what she thought he meant... could he? Wasn't that-nah, impossible...? It couldn't be. She shook her head in confusion and looked away from him again, staring off into the darkness. Wasn't he...Out-of-bounds-to everyone? Untouchable. Yet he just-that can't be. I'm a student. He's my....Head of House...my... professor... I...can't...No. I can't stay with him. I can't. Its not...right. Is it?

The girl's puzzled expression amused him and he smirked. Pleased that he had caught her off guard so easily, because what he offered, was no where near what she had expected. Though reason and logic told him that this girl was not that hard to catch off guard in matters of human relationships. In other things, that was a different story. He found her puzzled expression endearing, as always, and he couldn't resist making his way closer to her. He rose from his desk and made his way around it, until he was standing right in front of the girl. He saw her flinch, and back away slightly, a natural reaction of hers if approached by someone. Adding to the fact that he terrified her from their numerous heated arguments-the girl throwing insult upon insult at him-and he merely returning the favour and trying to get her to LISTEN to him. He shuddered. Those arguments had been stopped, but he knew that her tears did not cease until long after she had left his office. He shivered again. He hated to think on what she did then. For the longest time he had tried to ignore her pain and sobbing, being indifferent to her feelings, even with all the whinning and desperation...pehaps it was because of her desperation he could not stand to take action. Yet even then he worried about what example he had been showing. She was one of his Slytherins. He had ignored her when she had needed someone... It had taken this long for him to truely realize-and accept-that she needed his guidence. She was a fascinating student. Complicated and contradicting, due to her experiences. He gently placed his hand on her shoulder. He would make up for his indifference and lack of guidence now. He would give back to her everything she had lost, and then some.

"Yes, Miss Muldoon, I have been rather fascinated by you for awhile now... and I would like to get to know you," He paused and lowered his voice to a more silky, yet gentle tone, "more intimately..."

Shannon looked from his hand on her shoulder to his face, looking at him rather confused. I don't trust this...I want to...believe..but I can't. I just...can't. Why? Why would he...I thought he hated me. He's so beautiful...but so cold. I don't know if it could even work out. Why would he want me? I'm not worthy to be with him. This has to be some kind of trick...what does he really want with me? Yet...He seems so honest. How can I not trust him? I know we had our troubles in the past. I know I said a lot of bad things about him. To his face, no less. But...

Severus could tell she feared his intentions toward her and was wrestling within herself, fearful of being betrayed again. He knew she feared people in general. She had been abused in the past and always held an uneasy distance with people. She was slow to trust others fully. Even for a Slytherin. Her eyes held fear and admiration, and longing to trust. He could tell she felt a sense of honour for being chosen by him, but it was not enough to win her. Even if he was Professor Severus Snape, Head of Slytherin House, he'd still have to give her reason to trust him completely. He sighed, he knew that many of his Slytherin girls held crushes on him. He had suspected Shannon had early on, and never let go of her feelings, entirely. He knew she did not want to be hurt again. Rightfully so. She had been hurt enough to last a lifetime. Several lifetimes probably. Just as he had suffered enough in his youth. Maybe that was why he longed to reach out...

She looked at him with a questioning glance... why me? Even with his apparent choice in her, she could not help but feel like she didn't deserve him. She knew that she did not deserve someone like him and should not be with him. She was a slave, she had no right to be here with him. Shannon hesitantly spoke up, "Why, why me sir?"

"I could answer that easily enough, but I'd rather show you...� Severus said as he lovingly brushed a bit of her long dark hair out of her face, and lifted her chin gently-forcing her to look him in the eyes. His dark eyes met hers, his black as tunnels, holding deep secrets, hers a lovely emerald, equally deep and secretive but mournful. Her skin as pale as the moon, so soft and warm. Smooth... though her cheeks were marred with two deep long scars, one down the length of each cheek. A run-in with her uncle awhile back. So he�d heard anyway. He let his hand caress one such scarred cheek.Her soft pink lips pouted worriedly, drawing him to lean in closer and kiss her softly but firmly on the lips. "My tortured rose... tainted, but still beautiful...� He whispered in her ear. She shivered, and for a moment, he feared she�d pull away from him.

Shannon gasped, trembling as she parted her mouth for him, accepting his kiss, almost eagerly. She was a bit surprised how easy she found it was to give into him. Maybe it was because he was Slytherin or maybe it was because she had loved him from a distance, for a long time. Or it could be because he was an authority figure, a professor, and she felt dirty giving into him (but liked it nonetheless). It didn't make sense. Yet she did care. Perhaps it was just his way of stirring one's senses...he had that affect on others and her own desires were starting to stir now.

Severus was delighted to find her so willing and eager to have him kiss her, even if she was a bit surprised by his actions. Though he had expected she might protest a little more. But the fact remained, she accepted his kiss, so he leaned in closer for another, snogging her deeper this time, as she gave so gracefully to him. Drawing her closer, untill there was barely any room between the two of them, he held her tightly. The girl was still tense against him, but he knew with time that he'd ease all her tension. He continued to snog her, running his hands over her back and through her long black hair. Severus was delighted when the girl began to kiss back and became more forcefull. Clearly, she was trying to return his measures. She wanted to give back to him.

Severus sighed as he stroked her arms, looking into her eyes in the dim office light. Running his hands over her shoulders and holding her close, he leaned in closer still, "Just let go Shannon...� he whispered, nibbling softly on her ear. As he loosened her school tie and collar.

"Accept me as yours...� he breathed against her neck, kissing her there when her neck was finally free from the tight collar and tie. His hot breath made her shiver and he smirked, feeling her movement against him. Meanwhile, his other hand explored her leg, working its way up to her thigh.

Shannon relaxed, giving into his attentions gradually. She closed her eyes, trying desperately, for him. She had always imagined herself in this situation. Never in her life had she dreamt that it could be real! Never had she dreamed that anything at all would come of her crush on Severus. Anymore than she would ever expect to become his daughter. Or even his friend. Though she had longed to be more than just his student... she had wanted to be his daughter ever since Second Year. She would have gladly been either his lover or his daughter, if not both. Either way she�d still be in his heart and she had no problem with incestous relationships. Her family raised her to be okay with such situations. Her family-the one she should have been with-(had things gone as they should have) had never been opposed to it and she knew her twin had loved her in a more romantic fasion. She might have even slept with him, if she had ever had the opportunity. Or if they ever saw each other again some day. She sighed, it had been years since she had seen him last. She was eleven then. Shannon opened her eyes, afraid that this was just a dream and Snape might disappear. But he was still there. She knew many Slytherin girls shared the same dreams and fantasies about him. Many wanted to be with him and others wanted to be his daughter. Hells, even some of the Gryffindor girls desired him as well, from what she�d heard. Hermione Granger, for one...Ginny Weasley too, if her sources were true. Undoubtably there were those among Ravenclaw and Hufflepuff that would take the opportunity to be in her place, if they had half a chance... but those kinds of dreams, they were just foolish childhood crushes.

This was just a mere dream, wasn't it? She'd wake up to find herself hot and lustful, in bed alone... right? Resisting the urge to pinch herself, Shannon released a breathy sigh as Snape continued to kiss her and explore her young body with his mouth and hands. She gasped when she felt his hand reach her thigh. His other hand made quick work of freeing her school uniform top from her body. She felt him pulling it off her, which she helped along, by raising her arms for him, hearing the cloth fall softly to the floor.

Shannon gasped again, finding him looking at her, watching her reactions with fascination, she shyly turned away a moment. She leaned in closer when she turned to look at him again, and snogged him deeply, at which she was pleased to find, he did not object. But then, why should he? He had a beautiful young girl in front of him, half naked...That is, if she was beautiful to him. She was not really sure if she could be considered beautiful or not...being covered in as many scars as she had. Still, what man in his right mind would object? It was a young willing body to fuck. Perhaps a gay man would object to a girl like her, or a girl in general. But she knew even gay men were known to fuck females on occasions. Lack of sex and the from-birth reinforced sense of conforming to the public�s idea of �proper� relationships, lifestyles, and other things led to that. Hells, anyone starved for sex might go against their usual preference at times or even rape.... Yet still, she was underage....

Severus could tell the girl, though remarkably more relaxed now then she was when she first came into his office, was still very tense. She was getting more into his attentions and giving back now, responding to him admirably. Yet she still was not relaxed. Just how far would she go with him? He did not wish to hurt her, nor to move to fast for her, though he did desire her completely. He ran his hands over the bra she wore, green and semi-transparent silk which pleased him greately. How nice and Slytherin, he thought. Severus carefully and with great skill, managed to work the bra off her with suavity that only the Potions Master could master. Looking over her now freed breasts, he smirked. He petted her young supple breasts, squeezing them gently while admiring her rather perky nipples. Her breasts were not the largest he'd seen, infact, like the rest of her, they were petite-yet fitting for her small frame. And he was never really into big breasted females anyway. Hers suited him rather nicely. He leaned in close and kissed her breast on the nipple, then began to lick, kiss and lightly nibble the same breast. While his other hand worked up her leg, under her skirt and squeezed her bum. Silk feminine knickers, he mused in his mind. Most likely a match to the bra he'd undone. He felt his own arousal begin to get more demanding. Yet he would be gentlemanly with her. He would not force her into anything she did not desire. He wanted Shannon to accept him completely as hers. He wanted to make her his-the right way. He would have it no other way. It had to be mutual. Though she seemed quite at ease and willing, which pleased him immensely. She�ll come around to trusting me completely, soon enough.

Shannon submitted, unquestioningly. Surprising even herself at how readily she was giving into Severus's attention. She didn't usually submit so readily the first time. Yet he was an expert. Shannon could tell by the way his knowing hands found all the right ways to get aroused yet she could tell he intentionally held off giving her actual direct attention to her pussy. Instead, he drove her wild through mere touch and sensation. Though he managed to calm her tensions. Yet, it was no less then she'd have expected of him in her fantasies. Hadn't she imagined her seductive, alluring, calculating Potions Master to be no less ensnaring in sexual situations? Severus was without a doubt a Slytherin Sex God. She sensed, long ago, that he would have-and was proving-to be incredible in bed. Yet she knew they had barely begun. His caresses made her whimper softly and gasp. She knew he enjoyed having power over her like this.

Severus smirked at this reaction of Shannon's and followed her leg up to her thigh, and under her skirt. He slipped his hand underneath her knickers, pressing his growing erection against her leg. He rubbed her gently against her inner thigh, teasing her just to be mean. When she gasped, he smirked and moved over her clit, rubbing softly. He pushed gently with his hips against her leg. He gradually worked his fingers into her pussy, careful not to go too fast. Treating her as a fragile rose, his little tortured, tainted, rose... he was careful not to hurt her. Though his actions were slowly starting to hurt him. He would have to get relief soon enough. Even if she wasn't going to let him go all the way, he would have to take care of himself. He would gladly accept a blow job or a hand job from her, if she did not mind-at the very least. He'd only take her if and when she was ready, and not a moment sooner.

Shannon gasped again. Closing her eyes. She knew enough-and quite a bit-about men to begin to worry if he was hurting. Certainly by now his erection was painful for him. Did he expect her to put out? Or would a blow job or hand job suffice? Do I want to...go all the way...with him now? Is it too soon? I mean, I�ve had one night stands before...but this is...different. Severus made movements as simple as walking down a hallway or into his classroom flawlessly perfect, one would think he never did anything wrong. Though she knew him to have his flaws like any person. One major flaw being his temper. Another, his inability to let go of his indifferent nature and have fun, for fear of doing something silly or stupid. She sighed softly, frowning at that thought. If only he�d let go more...life would be so much better for him. Then he�d really know what fun meant. Shannon whimpered, she wanted more of him... his hands, his tongue...his body...his mind...He had to be ready now...why was he waiting?

Severus looked at her a moment, his throbbing cock demanding attention. He knew he needed to satisfy his lust and passion.She seemed ready. Would she refuse him? Severus slipped his fingers out of her pussy and ran both hands over her panties and gracefully slipped her silk knickers off her tiny frame. He felt her stiffen and gasp. He paused a moment.

Shannon opened her eyes and looked questioningly into his eyes. Shy, and quiet, she reached her hands out, one tracing along his chest and arm, the other feeling his full bulge. She gasped. He was well endowed. Huge. She whimpered, worried. The last time I had someone his size... She shivered, closing her eyes tightly to prevent the tears that threatened. Don�t think about that time. Shan, this is Snape your with... he wouldn�t....She trembled again. He�s a gentleman. You know he is...you know its true. He wouldn�t...he wouldn�t hurt you like that.

Severus was concerned about her. He caressed her back, holding her tightly, forcing back the stabbing pressure in his groins. He needed release. But he would not force her. If she wanted him, she would have to make the next move. He leaned in and kissed her on her neck, and bit gently, sucking. He wanted to mark her as his own. Sucking hard to be sure to leave a red mark on her pale skin-a mark that would show clearly if one looked.

Shannon hooked her leg around him, offering herself more, wordlessly. Trying to draw him nearer with her leg alone, she leaned in closer and slipped her arms around his neck. �If you want... you could....� She whispered in his ear breathily.

Severus smirked and took Shannon in a firm kiss, whispering, "Call me Severus, love...�

Shannon nodded, "Yes, sir...er...Severus.�

He watched as the girl looked shyly away, and he pressed himself closer, allowing her to feel the large bulge in his groin. With a slight raise of his wand over her, he cast a quality contraceptive spell on her, just to be sure not to take any chances. The last thing he needed was a student of his getting pregnant, and by him, no less. He then gave a quick flick to his desk, as papers cleared themselves away, and he put his wand away, lifted the girl up and carried her over to his desk. Placing her on the desk, he leaned in closely, in his husky tone he breathed onto her neck, �Is this really what you want?� Running his hand roughly, possessively, up her inner thigh and pressing his bulge against her.

Shannon gasped and nodded. �Yes...Severus.�

He smirked. �Very well.� He began to undo his trousers and soon was free of them as the girl looked at his size and whimpered. In his silkiest of tones, he whispered into her ear..�are you sure this is what you want?�

Shannon shivered. There�s nothing to fear, Shan...he wouldn�t force you...not like...� She whimpered, closing her eyes a moment. He�s not like your Master... Shannon opened her eyes again looking fearfully at Professor Snape...Severus. She nodded. Still scared but certain she wanted Snape...Severus...sexually.

Severus sighed, watching as the girl closed her eyes again. Awaiting his next move. Severus positioned himself carefully. The head of his penis at her pussy�s opening. Another sigh and a grunt, and he pushed into her quickly. He knew he was rough, but he had learned that getting the head of his length in quickly was the best way to ease pain overall for a female. Nonetheless the girl�s sharp gasping cry-pained-touched his inner sensitive nature. He did not wish to hurt her. He slowed down his speed, giving her time to get used to the feel and size of him.

Shannon gasped..."Oh gods, Professor Snape!" She shivered; pleasure taking hold of her. "Don't stop, please...� she begged softly. Severus merely chuckled.

"Believe me, Shannon, I have no intention of stopping just yet...� Severus whispered into her ear as he nibbled on said ear and increased his pace a little. Tracing his hand on the girl�s breasts and squeezing while he fucked her hard, keeping up stamina as the girl beneath him rocked to meet his thrusts, showing no sign of tiring. Hopefully she could last well into the late evening. At least he intended to fuck her for quite a long time now, as long as she was able and willing.
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Okay, finally chapter one is edited and up again. I'll be working on Chapter Two soon enough. Its written already, just needs some final editing and rewriting.

~StarwolfRealms~

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