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I'll Do Anything	By : TheLadyFeylene Category: Harry Potter > General > General Views: 5248 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter, nor any of the characters from the books or movies. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

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Disclaimer: Remus, Sirius, Severus and James don't belong to me. I'm making no money off of this.
Warning: This story contains graphic slash. Sexual intercourse between two men. It's rated NC-17 for graphic content and mature themes. Also herein is coerced sex. None of that happens in this chapter, but it comes later.
Dedication: This is for Kitten. Love of my life, and the one whom thought this was a good idea. :-)
Author's Note: I've been recently exploring the darker side of Remmie. I see him as having this side, that he doesn't show often and doesn't like to admit to having. It only comes out every once in a while, but when it does.... Now, I mention this story has coerced sex. That's different then rape. Rape is forcing someone, against there will. Coercion is basically blackmailing them into it. They *can* say no, but there would be consequences. This is short because it's just a little intro. And yes, it is *mostly* from Remus' POV, but there is some of Sirius'. So we'll call it Omniscient Third. :-)

I’ll Do Anything
"God, Remmie, please!"
Sirius had been repeating the same general words over and over again, voice changing at intervals. He had spent the morning on his knees, prostrated, and in various other poses of submission. And Remus, in all honesty, was getting a sort of bitter amusement out of it. It wasn't often he saw Sirius like this, and regardless of the situation, it was pleasing.
"I don't want to hear it." The werewolf snapped. He would never let what amusement he was getting out of it show. He would remain aloof, and poised. Simply because he wanted very nearly to kill Sirius, there was no reason to lose his composure.
"Remmie...please!" Sirius was on his knees at the moment, hands clasped together, eyes wide and pleading. Remus had his arms folded, chin tilted up haughtily. He was not used to being in this position. He had half a mind to make Sirius squirm. But he wasn't a cruel person.
"No, Sirius. You've gone too far this time." Remus' voice was calm. He rarely lost his temper, and even when he did, it was never in a loud way. He went cold and quiet, as he was now. Hot words and angry tones never got anyone anywhere. It only made everyone involved angrier, and nothing was solved. Remus preferred to handle things this way. It was hard for the other party to remain full of fire and fury when all they met was unyielding ice.
"I just...I'm sorry!"
That seemed to be his only defense. That he was sorry. A word that, from Sirius, meant little. Sirius spent half his life claiming he was sorry for one thing or another, and very rarely did he ever feel the emotion. Though, in this case, Remus was willing to admit he was feeling remorse. But that didn't change the fact that Sirius had done something that was close to unforgivable.
"Sorry doesn't change things, Sirius." Remus narrowed his eyes, shoulders stiff. He was tense, almost to the point of quivering. He couldn't remember being quite so rigid before.
"Remmie, please. I'll do anything!" Sirius threw himself at Remus' feet. He clutched at the hem of Remus' robe, and the werewolf drew back, kicking at Sirius' hands.
"You've done enough!" Remus snapped. "The damage you did, it can't be fixed. Severus hates me now. I hope you're happy!"
That was how the entire thing had started. Remus-who had never bothered keeping secrets from his friends-had made, what Sirius considered, a few rather bad choices in partners. He had begun to see Severus Snape, a Slytherin whom Sirius hated. The relationship had been a rather quiet one, but it's mere existence had upset Sirius. He didn't understand how sweet, warm, compassionate Remmie could possibly share his affections with slimy, nasty, sarcastic Snape. He had endured for months, until it had reached the breaking point. Snape had made some sort of nasty comment, and Sirius decided enough was enough. And so, in a move that was as stupid as it was brilliant, he had let slip Remus' little secret. In a manner that went horribly wrong.
"I'm not happy at all!" Sirius wailed. "I'm sorry...I'm sorrier then I've ever been before." It was true. Sirius hadn't counted on Remus being quite so upset over the little 'prank' as he tried to pass it off as. But Remus wasn't an idiot. He knew full well what Sirius had intended. And it had worked a little too well. Not only had the relationship ended, but Severus would have nothing to do with Remus. There was no hope of rekindling a relationship. Not to mention the fact that Remus felt used. Sirius was supposed to be his friend. Friends didn't use friends, not like that.
"Well, sorry doesn't fix anything." Remus took a step back. "Please stay away from me."
"Until when?" Sirius asked, wide eyed. Remus kept his resolve, chin tilted up.
"Until I decide otherwise." he turned on his heel, and stormed up to the dormitory. James was there, stretched out on his bed, book in front of him. He glanced up at Remus' loud entrance, but said nothing. Remus had half a mind to throw a fit. He never had before, but he felt the situation called for it. He had been half in love with Severus, and Sirius had to go and ruin things! He kicked his trunk, but when he felt the pain in his toes he decided a fit was out of the question.
"You'll be okay." James said, sitting up.
"But I'm not now!" Remus snapped, setting his jaw defiantly. He felt horrible. He wanted to scream or cry or do something, but nothing would come. He had spent too long forcing himself to remain calm under every circumstance. Now he found when he wanted to have a full fledged tantrum, he couldn't.
"No, you're not. You just need something to help you get over it, that's all."
"Like what?" Remus' icy tone left no doubt that he didn't believe that at all. He couldn't just get over Severus! Not so soon. It would take time, lots of time. Time that did not involve Sirius.
"Well, everyone has their own way. Some people eat a lot, some get drunk, some run out and sleep with the first thing that looks good....it all depends."
"Humph." None of those options seemed like they would help Remus in the least. He cared too much about his boy toy to indulge in either gluttony or alcoholism, and sex...well, his tastes were rather specific. Men. That could prove a bit difficult, discovering what other boys were up to a bit of fun between the sheets. It took time, and time wasn't something Remus wanted to devote to it.
"Well, you'll figure something out." James assured his friend. Remus threw himself onto his own bed, still searching for a way to get out all the emotion and energy inside of his body. It was maddening! He tossed and turned, practically growling in frustration. His feelings of pain and loss caused by Severus' abrupt ending of the relationship were transmuting themselves into anger and fury at Sirius. Anger was a much easier emotion to deal with then sorrow.
//Why?// Remus couldn't understand why Sirius had done something so hurtful. Remus had never experienced shame and pain like he had when Severus had told him, in a cold and calculating voice, that he would sooner take a goat to his bed then a monster such as Remus. Then he had walked away, not even giving the dejected werewolf a chance to argue his point, to attempt to patch things up. It had been too sudden, to painful. There was nothing left to mend.
//*He's* never been through something like that.// Remus folded his arms over his chest, lying on his back staring up at the canopy of his bed. He was shivering slightly, jaw clenched as tightly as he could manage. He was practically grinding his teeth. He was clutching the sleeves of his robes, knuckles white with tension. //He ought to....//
Remus wasn't a bitter or vengeful person. He had learned, the hard way, that life was cruel and unfair and that there was nothing one could do but accept it. Except that sometimes, it wasn't life that was cruel. It was idiot friends who never thought about what they did, and never stopped to consider peoples feelings. Revenge wasn't something that came easily to Remus, but he felt he was right in wanting some now. He had always forgiven Sirius any trespasses in the past. The other boy had come close to stepping over the lines of friendship before, but never like this.
//I don't want to hurt him, I just want him to know what it's like. I want him to feel as embarrassed and humiliated as I did. And I want him to know what it's like to be used....// With that the thought, the answer came to him. It was so simple! He could kill two birds with one stone, and let that be that. Oh, there were flaws in his plan, but he ignored them. He had made up his mind, in a moment of what he considered pure genius. But he had to see if Sirius had meant what eh said about being willing to do anything to make it up...
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More, depending on responses. I had the idea in my head, and needed to get it out before I could write anything else.
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