Only
For My Pleasure
By Clio
A/N: A one-shot about
SS/HG. I dedicate it to Sarah Snape
- thanks, girl!
A fallen angel.
That was class=SpellE>how I knew him.
His silent class=SpellE>steps. His deep
black eyes. I still class=SpellE>remember them.
He was class=SpellE>so different, almost
a caricature. Impossible to go
unnoticed.
I knew that class=SpellE>he had been
a strong man. It class=SpellE>could be seen...
sometimes.
But I got to class=SpellE>know him when
he was already
defeated.
The curved class=SpellE>shoulders, the class=SpellE>emotionless eyes, class=SpellE>the sarcastic commentaries.
He was a class=SpellE>defeated man...
and I loved
him.
So many times class=SpellE>that desperate class=SpellE>way of talking,
without the class=SpellE>slightest hope in us... I class=SpellE>hated that, and
I provoked him class=SpellE>mercilessly.
I'd answer his class=SpellE>questions, I'd excel
myself in his classes, class=SpellE>just to prove him class=SpellE>that there was
a light in the class=SpellE>end of the
tunnel. He class=SpellE>hated me for that. class=SpellE>And, the more irritated
he got, the
more I provoked him.
I've never class=SpellE>asked for his kisses,
nor imagined class=SpellE>myself in his arms.
All I wanted class=SpellE>was a little demonstration,
something telling me class=SpellE>that he recognized
my presence.
My days class=SpellE>weren't
complete without the class=SpellE>sight of him,
and many times I class=SpellE>caught myself looking
for him, just to class=SpellE>knowthat he
was there.
I've never class=SpellE>asked for his kisses,
nor imagined class=SpellE>myself in his arms.
I wouldn't
know what to do class=SpellE>if something like
that happened. class=SpellE>Actually, I'd hate class=SpellE>if that happened...
This love I class=SpellE>had would lose
its magic, class=SpellE>would only be
another teenager class=SpellE>crush.
I wouldnclass=GramE>'t allow it!
He was a class=SpellE>hero//villain that
provided a new prism to class=SpellE>my world.
A fantasy that I class=SpellE>savored day after
day.
I haven't
tried to know more class=SpellE>about his life,
I've refused to class=SpellE>find something class=SpellE>that would make
him human to class=SpellE>my eyes.
I've loved class=SpellE>him like that,
an angel
that ran class=SpellE>away from hell,
but who had
no strengths to get to class=SpellE>heaven.
THE END
Final note: Fic class=SpellE>originally written in class=SpellE>Portuguese, translated class=SpellE>into English by
Noctivague. Beta by class=SpellE>Danny RogueRusso.
All rights class=SpellE>reserved. LOL
