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Blue Ecstasy	By : GryffindorToy Category: Harry Potter > Slash - Male/Male > Harry/Draco Views: 3125 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Chapter List
- 1-Blue Ecstasy
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Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter. I make no money or
profit from this story. But I sure do have a lot of fun!

A/N: This story is a bit darker
than anything I�ve written before. So bear with me. So far it�s been pretty
fun, so I hope you enjoy it as well!

Chapter One

~I~

He still remembered his first
time. No matter what, you never forgot your first. Less than a year had passed
since the defeat of Volemort, he�d only been eighteen
years old at the time, and already the world had forgotten him. And why not? He�d completed his job, so what more was he
needed for?

Feeling depressed and a bit
smothered in the flat he rented, he�d gone out for a walk, somehow finding his
way into one of the seedier districts of London.
He�d soon been approached by an older man, he would�ve
been twenty-six then, who had introduced himself as Cole. The man had called
him cute and said that he looked lonely and asked him to join him and his
friends at a nearby club. He�d agreed, if only to have some company that night,
and followed Cole.

When they arrived, he�d been
surprised at being allowed into the club without waiting in line, like
everybody else. However, he�d been even more surprised at what was inside.
Various bodies all jumping and gyrating to a raging techno beat in all manner
of apparel, from business suits to what looked to be nothing more than underweat.

Cole had explained that it was a
place where people came to feel good without being judged. He�d nodded, liking
the sound of that. It was then that Cole handed him a small blue tablet. He�d
looked at the man questioningly.

�It will help you forget all your
troubles and relax. And it will make you feel very good, I promise,�
Cole had said.

He�d debated for only a moment
before deciding that the worst it would do is kill him, and swallowed it
easily. Within an hour his mind had suddenly become clear as day and all of his
depression and loneliness simply faded away, leaving his mind and body
thrumming with pleasure. Cole had smiled at him from across the table they�d
been sitting at.

�And that was just a small dose,�
he�d said.

The effects had lasted nearly six
hours and the night was spent dancing with a variety of men and women, but
somehow he�d inevitably end up back with Cole. He remembered he�d laughed a lot
that night and about absolutely nothing. Nothing but the
feeling of pure happiness and freedom pounding in his heart.

He remembered fondly how gentle
Cole had been with him later in the evening, when they�d retreated from the
club and gone to the man�s spacious apartment. How understanding and
compassionate he�d been. How sweetly he�d touched him in places he�d scarcely
ever touched himself. He remembered the exquisite mixture of pain and pleasure
as Cole had loved him as he�d been loved by none before him. But remembered
most clearly how alive he�d felt.

And he remembered waking up
feeling empty again. That night, he found Cole again, wanting that feeling just
once more. This time Cole had said that he�d need payment, but he�d brought no
money. Cole said he�d arrange something. He�d gone home with a woman that time,
after receiving the little blue pill.

The woman, Marie, had been
pleasant enough, but he knew after that night that he preferred the company of
men. He�d expressed this to Cole the following evening and the man had smirked.
He went to see Cole often from then on, always receiving the same small blue
pill, which he learned was actually a drug called �Ecstasy�- a fitting name, he thought- and always leaving with a different man. He was
careful though, and made it a policy to demand the use of a condom.

Cole had praised him for this,
saying it would be a shame to lose such a cutie to AIDS. Eventually, Cole began
giving money along with the pills, which slowly went up in strength, explaining
that he brought in so much money that it was only fair to share the profits,
and that he needed to buy some more fetching clothing.

But Cole never touched him again.
When asked about it, he�d smile and say that he never mixed business with
pleasure. So he dealt with it. Regardless, he got plenty of love from the other
men. He like the �regulars� best, men who came to The Club
just to see him. It made him feel special� treasured, almost.

Before he knew it, three years had
passed and he was twenty-one. Ron and Hermione and the Weasleys�
he still kept in contact with them. As well as Luna and
Neville. But beyond them, he had no association with the Wizarding World. He continued to do business with Cole,
taking every piece of advice the man gave him. He now wore clothes that better
suited his small, slender form, got his hair trimmed into a more purposely
messy style, traded his glasses for contact lenses, and even went so far as to
get his nipples pierced. He remembered the way Cole had looked at him when he�d
shown the man and shivered.

��rry?
Harry? Harry!�

He snapped out of his thoughts and
looked blankly at the person addressing him.

�Were you listening to anything I
said?� Hermione asked.

He sighed, running a hand through
his hair. �Sorry, �Mione.
I�m just tired.� It was only a half lie. He was actually coming down from his
high of the previous night, but he hadn�t slept at all so he was tired.
Plus his ass hurt like hell. He smirked inwardly. Four hours� a personal record
for him.

�I was saying that I really
think that there�s something going on with you that you�re not telling us
about,� she said.

He grinned. �It�s really nothing.
You don�t have to worry.�

�Well, what�s
with this new you, then? I�ve talked to your neighbors, you know,� she stated,
�They say you leave at night and don�t get back until late into the morning
almost every day. And- you smoke now?� She brandished an ashtray at him. �Since
when have you smoked? Do you know how dangerous that is? And why do you still
live in this rundown little place? Are even aware of what you�re doing to us? To the people who care about you?�

�Hermione!�
Ron exclaimed, noticing the dark look Harry was giving her, �I think you�ve
said enough. We should go.� He shot his friend an apologetic look as he led his
wife out the door.

He sighed in relief when they were
gone. He didn�t think he could�ve taken much more of that. He pulled out a pack
of the imported cigarettes that he liked and lit one, letting the first drag
settle in his lungs before exhaling, feeling the calming effects of the
nicotine almost immediately. Even if he did tell them, they�d never be
able to understand.

He heard the door open again and
looked up to see Luke walk in with the groceries. Luke was roommate and friend
of two years now. He also did business with Cole, which was how they�d met.
Luke was the same �type� as Harry. Small, a bit effeminate,
and terribly, horribly, completely gay.

�Hey, Harry. I saw that girl-
Harmony or whatever- leaving. She looked a bit ticked,� Luke said, grinning,
�What�d you do to her this time?�

Harry laughed. �Nothing.
I think that was the problem.�

�Of course.
Tell me again why you still talk to such a pissy
bird?� Luke said.

Harry watched him put food away,
knowing that if he even attempted to help, he�d get a
thrashing. Luke was very particular about where everything went. The truth of
it was that Luke was the reason he stayed in the old apartment building. He was
nineteen years old, younger than Harry, and inch or two shorter, with chocolate
colored hair and deep blue eyes. Luke was like a kid brother and kindred spirit
and Harry felt the need to look after him.

So, although he was wealthy enough
to make the Malfoys blush, he stayed with Luke. It
wasn�t bad. Not by any means. It was actually kind of fun living like a normal muggle.

�You goin� to the club tonight?� Luke asked when he�d
finished.

Harry nodded. �After that little
visit, I could really use it.�

Luke grinned. �I bet. As for me, I
think I�m staying in. I don�t know how you do it every single night.�

He shrugged. Honestly, it had
become as necessary as breathing in his everyday life. He thought, if he didn�t go every night, he�d probably die. And while
he didn�t think he�d mind death all that much, he found himself actually
enjoying life for the first time in years. And he didn�t want to lose that feeling�

~I~

Okay. Chapter one is over. I�m not
gong to post chapter two unless I get some good feedback. I�m still a bit
hesitant and uncertain about this whole new world that I�ve stepped into. So
please help me out? PLEASE???
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