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Demons	By : Madam_Weasley Category: Harry Potter > Slash - Male/Male > Draco/Ron Views: 3061 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 1
Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter or any characters. I do not make any money from this story

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A/N – warnings will come as needed per chapter
A/N – This will be told from two points of view some through journals. ** indicates a journal entry from one character and ^^ indicates the other character. I’ll leave you to figure it out, it’s not hard! ; )
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**The screams. I can’t stand them. I can’t sleep, I can barley eat. This stolen parchment is my only link to sanity. I’ve not talked to anyone in years. The nightmares are my only visitors and I can’t stand them. I wake, sick, shaking, crying. I need light, I need air, I need my past to leave me be. I…
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^^I’m going to give this shit a go. I was flipping through one of Hermione’s muggle magazine and saw an article called “Are you Depressed? 10 ways to work through your depression” right after an article called “10 Ways to Improve your Sex Life: how to keep your man coming back for more.”
I don’t know if I’m depressed but the quiz seemed to think so. I don’t eat, don’t’ sleep, don’t’ talk to my friends and family as often, I’ve lost interest in things I used to enjoy.
That doesn’t mean I’m depressed. The article suggested journaling. Sounds girly but I thought I’d give it a go. Sounded better than something called Yoga or seeing a muggle head doctor.
                Now, what he fuck am I supposed to write about?
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** I slept. I slept until the screams work me. I wanted to yell at them to stop, to shut up! To tell them I can’t stand the screaming anymore. Then I realized that the screaming was coming from me. My thin blanket clutched in my hands, I’m covered in sweat. I couldn’t stop the screams. They ripped out of me as my past came back during the night. Fear, revulsion, self loathing coming with it.
I vomited over the side of my bed. Nothing but bile came up. We are only fed twice a day and it’s not much. I continued to retch though nothing comes up. After the retching stopped I rolled over and cried. Sobbed. If I can still be scared, if I can still cry, maybe I’m still here.
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^^ Fucking article never said what to write about.
I saw Harry and Ginny the other day. They’re engaged. My brain tells me that I should be happy for them. Harry is my best mate and now he’ll be my brother. Not that he hasn’t’ been. But I just couldn’t care. I forced a smile and hugged them both and left shortly after.
I see Harry at work. We’re both aurors. A dream come true for me. But everything seems like a night mare. Yesterday I froze at work after I heard a bang. Sights, sounds, smells… they came back and I was watching Fred die again.
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                A person – a real conversation. I’m told by a guard that I’ll be released in five days. I can’t respond to the news because my throat is raw from screaming and crying. My voice will not come from lack of use.
                “There will be someone here to talk to you tomorrow.” The guard says. “His job is to help you transition.”
                I can still say nothing. Just stare at him. He turns and walks away.
                I’m going to be free.
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                ^^ I’ve moved into a small flat, in a run down building, in a dodgy area, according to everyone. I live by myself. Harry asked if I was interested in getting a flat with him when we started auror training. I said no, I wanted to actually be on my own for once. Growing up with six siblings and then living with four guys as my dorm mates. Hermione went back and finished out 7^th year and when she got out asked if I wanted to move in with her. You’d think I’d jump at the chance. I had been in love with her for years. We kissed in 7^th year, the day of the war, the day I broke. Yeah, broke. I’m broken. Everything I had felt for Hermione seemed to die, along with a piece of me. She felt it too. I want to feel bad for what happened. I just don’t feel anymore. I like it here, no one talks to me.
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