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Hurt & Healing	By : slytherinfighter2011 Category: Harry Potter > Slash - Male/Male > Harry/Snape Views: 5723 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 2
Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter or any of the characters, They belong to J.K. Rowling, i just like to play with them. no money is being made from this story, this is purely for my own enjoyment

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Title: Hurt & Healing

Pairing: HP/SS RW/HG LM/NM DM/??

Full Summary:

It had been a one night stand mostly, even though it seemed Harry always did the unbelievable. He'd fallen for a man that was now dead, though he wasn't when Harry had sneaked into Hogwarts. Yes, Harry had a one night stand after sneaking into Hogwarts and meeting up with all his friends still stuck at Hogwarts. He didn't believe that Severus Snape was a coward, sure he had said so that night out near Hargid's Hut on the grounds of Hogwarts, that faithful night that Albus Dumbledore perished by the hands of Severus Snape. What no one knew was that Harry had been there that night; Harry had been sent to fetch Severus, and maybe just maybe Harry knew what would happen then and there that night up in the Astronomy Tower. Why else would he been sent to fetch Severus. Maybe Harry had been told everything in the beginning of that year to begin with. Let's find out shall we?

A/N: This is my first story so please be gentle with me. My Beta SuperWhoStarkidMerlinAvengLock thank you so very much for doing this :D I hope that everyone likes this. Next chapter should be up soon enough I hope. Please enjoy.

      It had been what most thought to be a one night stand, but to Harry his heart ached for many reasons. He lost a lot of people that cared for, less than three weeks ago. Remus, Tonks, Severus, Dobby, Fred, Hedwig, so many people lost in the war. The school was being rebuilt as he sat at the remains that were left of the shrieking shack namely the spot where one Severus Snape had died. Once he knew for sure that Voldemort was good as gone and not coming back. He went back to see if the man that held his heart was still there dead or even fighting to stay alive. But from the memories he had witness before walking to his own death, he knew there was a slim chance of Snape being alive. His eyes wailed shut with tears thinking about it now. Only because the one night that they had truly shared their true feelings was out of comfort because they didn't know the true outcome of everything that would happen.

It had been what three weeks since the late night encounter that Severus and Harry had, before the death of what could have been for them. Harry subconsciously wrapped his hand over his stomach. When reality hit when Poppy said he was pregnant before he took off, trying to wrap his head around that WIZARDS could have children. How was that possible, he was a man. He hadn't stuck around for the explaining, he needed out of what was Hogwarts since it was only still being rebuilt, and possibly wouldn't open for at least another year or so.

His thoughts raced as he paced what was left of the shack because it had been burn down by some rouge idiots. But he had just hoped that if Severus was still alive that he got out before that happened. It nearly killed him to bear witness to know the man he loved would soon die at the hands of a madman in front of him no less. It took all his will power to wait for Voldemort to leave, to watch Severus gagging and gasping for breath to speak, and Harry had shushed him. Tears wailed in his eyes thinking about it now, he had grabbed the vial from his love's slowly turning cold hand to catch the memories that Snape wanted him to have. He closed Severus eyes and kissed his cheek hoping that neither Ron nor Hermione had witnessed it, he'd also whispered “I'm sorry...” to Severus that early evening.

From there Harry watched the memories, to knowing he had to walk to his death before any of this would end, and it had ended all the seven horcruxes that Voldemort had. Then it was when he saw Albus telling him what was needed to be done, he killed the horcrux inside of him and was sent back with Deathly Hallow the resurrection stone that allowed him to come back.

Then that was it, it had lead him to where he was now with the madman dead, and his love possibly dead at least that he knew of anyways. Because he had asked Ron and Hermione if they had gone back for his body, which the both said that they hadn't. He knew what Severus would say to him to stop wallowing in his self-pity but Harry couldn't help how he felt right now. He was going to be a father, without knowing how to raise a child properly. He knew that he would have the help he would need, but this was his problem not anyone else’s, and as far as he knew only Poppy knew that he was pregnant no one else. He knew nothing about male pregnancies he knew that he could turn to Hermione but he didn't want anyone to know that he was with child. His hand once again wrapped around his stomach clench in hand over it and dropped to his knees again balling over Severus. That was when he heard a noise behind him; he went still hand on his wand. Because there were still many Death Eaters at large and he couldn't take any chances, he stood swiftly before gritting his teeth and turning around. He was trained by the best Severus, when he had no curse or anything being cast on him, he turned to see with his hand raised at whoever it was. It was only Narcissa Malfoy, his eyebrow raised slightly as to why she would be here. He keep his wand raised slightly, “What is it that you want,” He spoke gritting his teeth fighting back the tears that he had been let loose before she appeared. “Nothing Mister Potter, but a word with you.” His eyebrow again rose as he waited for her to continue as to why he wanted a word with him.

“By now you know my husband and son have been taken into custody,” Harry nodded for her to go on, he figured that she would like for him to speak at their hearings, which he was going to do either way. Because he saw those leaving Hogwarts after the battle was overlooking broken and lost as of what to do. Harry wasn't the kind of person that would let a family be ripped apart, even if his had been. He knew the Malfoy's needed one another and counted on one another that were what family was, and Harry had seen it that day, at the end of the final battle. But he had seen it before, it was during their Sixth Year at Hogwarts, when Draco Malfoy was acting very different and Harry hadn't figure it out until when Dumbledore had been killed by Snape. Because it had been a failed mission from Draco that The Dark Lord.  Harry had known of the unbreakable vow Severus had taken with the Headmaster about his own death, he knew that Albus had been dying because of the cursed ring he wore. Harry only knew that Albus what told him about the unbreakable vow saying that Snape would kill him when the time was right.

Harry knew more than he let on knowing, with Albus and Severus, the only thing he hadn't know which was that he was a Horcrux. “And you wish me to speak on their behalf?” Harry spoke looking at Mrs. Malfoy who in turned nodded at him. “I had planned to Mrs. Malfoy.” He closed his eyes thinking once again his and Severus child. “But I can't sure that all their actions throughout this war, and just with my accounted events will keep them out of Azkaban. But I'll try, for what you did for me.” He said as his hand subconsciously slid across his stomach.

“If I could ask you something Mrs. Malfoy,” He looked sadly and he knew this looking quietly behind him as he waited for an answer from her. His mind was constantly on Severus, and no one else and it was hardening his heart that he wasn't grieving over anyone else but his dead secret lover. He had become someone Harry could rely on even if it was in a horrible way, anger and taking aggression out on one another but both had come to find out that they could use that for comfort when neither any had.  That was when Harry had heard Mrs. Malfoy say something, “Why of course, Mr. Potter.” Looking rather confused by what he wanted to know. “Do you think that maybe Severus is still alive?” He asked rather hopeful towards her. Harry knew that Severus was Draco's godfather, and he hoped maybe they went in search of him after the war was over, and found him barely hanging on and was now nursing him back to health.

Harry saw the sadness in Mrs. Malfoy's eyes that was shining in the evening sunlight. He didn't know whether or not it was good or bad so he waited to hear her something instead of just assuming. “Well, Mr. Potter there are possibilities of it, I would like to hope that Severus made it through this hell. But one just never truly knows.” She spoke, and Harry was wondering if she was being true to her Slytherin nature and being descriptive, by telling him and not telling him. For some reason this gave him an odd sense of comfort. Though before he knew it he felt arms around him of Mrs. Malfoy because he had silent tears streaming down his face. They stood there in the silent embrace that he accepted, “Thank you, Mrs. Mal-.”

“Call me Narcissa,” she said, interrupting him.

“As long as you call me Harry, Narcissa.” As he exited the embrace.

“Now, Harry would you like to explain to me how you found yourself pregnant,” She asked, knowing the shock that would appear on his face.

“H-h-how.” He sputtered looking at her and blushing lightly.
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