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Preventative Measures	By : SpeedyTomato Category: Harry Potter > Slash - Male/Male Views: 151588 -:- Recommendations : 8 -:- Currently Reading : 30
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Sitting at the kitchen table of Grimmauld Place, Sirius was straddling the bench that was used as a seat for it, leaning back against the wall. Lucius was seated in front of him in the same position, leaning back against him slightly. Snape was across the table, facing them. Both Lucius and Snape were intently reading some of the copies of stories Harry had given him. As it was the day of the full moon, Remus wasn't there. Instead, he was off preparing for the night. Sirius would fill him in later as to what was said. Remus, though open minded, might not handle the topic he was going to discuss well in front of others. Alone he would do fine, but not with Snape or Lucius present. So, he felt this might be the best way to go about this rather than delay the meeting until after the full moon.

Arm loosely draped around Lucius' waist, Sirius was sipping at a butterbeer as he waited for the two to finish. No, they weren't reading everything Harry had given him when it came to erotic stories, as by now there were a ton of those, just a few that Sirius thought were fairly telling, not to mention fit right into the pattern he was seeing with things Harry sent to him. When they were done, Sirius was going to talk to them about an idea that he had to deal with the whole situation. As it had been a couple weeks since he had started talking to Harry, he felt he had a good feel for at least some of what was going on with his godson, then had come up with an idea that he thought might work to divert him from the path he was more and more certain the young man was on if something didn't happen.

Chuckling as he read, smirking, Lucius shook his head as he finished another of the stories. He then tossed it onto the table and picked up the next in the stack Sirius had copied. “I have to admit that they are good!” He said distractedly, opening the folder it was in.

“Yeah, they are, that's for sure!” Sirius grinned. “From what he told me, these aren't professionally written either. He gets them from amateur sites.”

As he was a fairly fast reader, Snape tossed aside the last of what he had been handed into a stack then picked up his cup of tea before taking a sip. “He gave these to you?”

“Yeah, he did. That's only a small portion of what he's sent my way.” Sirius told him. “Since Remus and I managed to charm those small baskets to where they can transfer things between the two of us, he's sends me a ton every night.”

“I do have to ask, of course; why is he sending you adult material?” Severus inquired, eyebrow arched.

“I asked him to,” Sirius said, simply, running him through the conversation they had the night he found out Harry was printing out adult material. “From my end, it was more curiosity as to what they were like. Since then, I've asked for more, wondering if I couldn't get a feel for some of what's going on with him on his end. Now, well, I have. I'll wait for Lucius to finish before I go into that.”

Understanding, Snape nodded, “Yes, I get it now. It's normal for that age, honestly. If he wasn't looking into things about sexuality, I would seriously wonder what was wrong with him or get more concerned that he's focusing on things he shouldn't.”

“Very true,” Lucius said, looking up. “Draco has found that wing of the library and spends an inordinate amount of time there now. As Severus said, it's normal. I remember doing the same thing at that age so I shan't say anything about it to my son. Let them explore it. In the end, if you don't try to stigmatize it or lecture, they let it go and move on when the hormones calm.”

“I know, that's why I didn't say a word. Especially with some of the other things he's told me on the topic,” Sirius shrugged.

Making a copy of the folders that Sirius had passed along to him, along with the mass of others that were on the table, Snape shoved them aside and smirked, “I think I'll take them with me and do some reading.”

Chuckling, Sirius shook his head, “Remind me before you go and I'll copy the rest for you. Have at them. I have to admit, they are damned good.”

“If copies are being given, I want them as well,” Lucius said, distracted, as he poured through the rest of what he was reading.

“Like I said, remind me before you go and you can have them,” Sirius grinned.

Quickly finishing the short story that was his last, Lucius tossed the folder onto the table with a groan. Reaching down, making sure that only Sirius could see, he adjusted his now hard cock and grunted softly. “Alright, aside from the fact that they are damned good, why did you want us looking at them? And how does this relate to Harry, other than he seems to have a pretty good instinct about what is good when it comes to such reading material?”

Looking between the two of them, Sirius asked, quietly, “Are you getting the theme of them? I just gave you a few of what he's passed along, but you can trust me when I say that the rest are the same way. There are a couple odd ones here and there that are different, most are along the same lines though.”

Brow furrowed, Severus looked down, thinking, and then said, slowly, “Older men, threesomes and being dominated.”

Looking at Severus, Lucius then glanced back at Sirius and nodded, “I agree, that's what I picked up as well. Are you sure that's all there is? I mean, if you only asked for this kind, that's what he's going to send.”

“Just to make sure, I asked for some other things, like females with females and straight stuff. He actually doesn't have much of that at all and he printed out all he had of those. They are nothing like what these are. From what I read, they're fairly straightforward on that end of things. Rather boring in fact. It's these he has a ton of. And all I asked for was men with men, not the domination part or anything else. Only thing I really said was I didn't want BDSM. As he told me he doesn't like that, he didn't bother with it. I don't think he realizes that what he has all has a running theme of the same thing, though the settings and how it's gone about are different. When you're looking something up and saving it for yourself, I don't think you realize what you're doing, as is the case here.”

Taking that in, Severus said, “They do all seem to be of the same theme. There are about four odd ones in there though, very strange.”

“Noticed them, did you?” Sirius grinned, looking at Snape.

“Those were very hard not to notice, Sirius,” Lucius snorted, taking a sip of his tea. “It's a strange paraphilia that many wouldn't even look at, let alone something one would normally read about. Hell, if they stumbled across them, they would shut it quickly and get rid of it.”

“I don't think he intended to send me those,” Sirius told them quietly. Quickly, he walked them through what Harry had said about how he sorted things into folders on his computer.

Nodding slowly, Severus looked down at the table then said, tone distracted, “I'm leaning towards what you said; this might be very telling. It also tends to fit with what I know of him. I do have to ask, though, more for my piece of mind than anything else; does he read anything but adult material?”

“Yeah,” Sirius nodded. “He's printed out actual books. One night he was telling me about sites that have books out of copyright stored. From what he said, he reads those as well. Though I'm not as familiar with Muggle works as you are, even I knew some of the names, like H.G. Wells and Jules Verne.”

“Those are good ones, yes,” Severus nodded. “At least this isn't all encompassing then. I do agree with what Lucius said; it is the time of life when males, especially, discover such things and it tends to be an overriding passion for a time.”

Thinking it over, Lucius then shifted around to where he was facing the table, so he could easily look at both men, then said, tone distracted, “I think I'm getting what Sirius means now. The theme, especially those odd ones, is telling. Very telling.”

Thinking it over, Severus looked at the table, brow furrowed. Then he nodded once again, “You might be right. With what we know of his childhood, and how it was, it does tend to make sense.”

“Not to mention what he's like most times,” Sirius said, looking between the two.

“I agree,” Severus said looking at the two of them. Focusing on Black, he said, “Perhaps getting him to focus on a relationship like this would get him to hone in on other things and away from so much else, like his need for revenge.”

“That's what I was thinking,” Sirius told him softly.

“I do have to interject here that this isn't the most healthy of things for him to focus on,” Lucius said, looking at the two. “However, I’m also going to add that with all else that’s going on in his life that it might be the lesser of evils since there is no way we can get him to see a mind healer of some kind, something that is obviously needed in this case. No one is going to allow that, even if we could find one that could handle what's there without running to the authorities about some of what he might say to them. Or locking him up over it to get some intensive therapy because he's seen as dangerous. Though this is warped, no doubt there, something that's going to affect him for the rest of his life if that step is taken to make fantasy a reality, it's less dangerous, by far, then his other obsessions.”

“That's what I was leaning for, Lucius.” Sirius told him. “Hell, none of us are qualified to deal with what's here. Nor do I know anyone that's even close. The only one I can think of is Remus. He's good at getting people to open up to him and talk then has enough common sense to push them in a direction that puts them out of danger. In this case--”

“There is no way to even get him into a position where he could talk to Harry, let alone have the time it would take to get the young man to open up to him. Dumbledore would ensure it didn't happen as he's content to let this play out just as it's going,” Severus interrupted.

“Exactly,” Sirius nodded. “To even get Harry to open up to me the way he has, I've had to give up a great deal of personal things, like my relationship with Lucius, though I didn't say his name. He's not going to talk just to talk, I don't care who it is to. He's doing it with me because he sees it as I understand some of it and won't say a word, other than to you lot, who I told him I would go to for advice. With Remus, I don't see him doing that even if we could manage to arrange for them to meet up.”

“He didn't react badly to it, did he? I mean our relationship,” Lucius asked, looking at his lover.

“Not at all,” Sirius said with a shake of his head. Glancing at Snape, he said, softly, “Harry rather prefers men, though has nothing against women from what he says.”

“Black is right, that's the way it is,” Snape confirmed, nodding. “He’s admitted that he’s had a few lovers in school. Though a couple of them are female, the others are all male. He's told me he prefers that.”

“Alright, at least we don't have to deal with the whole closet issue then,” Lucius nodded, relieved that one topic wasn't a concern. With all this entailed, they didn't need more things added to an already dangerous pile.

“Yes and no,” Severus said. “We may know, but I doubt anyone else does. Nor will Harry say anything. His life is hard enough as is with all the idiocy going on. I doubt he's going to expose that part of things and risk it becoming worse because of the bigoted reaction some may have over the whole issue.”

Taking that in, Lucius nodded, “That I can understand. However, at least he's comfortable enough with it to admit it to himself. That's more than many do.”

“I agree there. It's one less problem we have to face with this.” Sirius nodded. Looking around, he said, “I'm going to be honest here, when this started clicking for me, the first person I thought about was you, Snape. It was my first instinct to send him your direction and see what you could do with him. However, some of the other things he's said to me made it to where I discounted that.”

“It wouldn't work,” Severus said with a shake of his head. “Draco already has issues with Harry. Something like that would make it infinitely worse than it already is then the real battle between the two would begin. Though I wouldn't say this about anyone else when it comes to Draco, in a battle with Harry over anything, Draco would lose, badly. I won't put either of them in that position.”

“The rivalry is still going on there?” Lucius asked, concerned.

“Yes and no,” Sirius said softly. Glancing at the two, he said, “From Harry's end, he's said he really doesn't care what Draco thinks as long as he is left alone. I believe the direct quote was 'I can't be arsed to give a shite'. What it is on Draco's end, I don't know. Harry said he thought it might be some jealousy over his relationship with Severus.” Looking at Snape, he waited to see what the man said.

Amused, Severus nodded, smirking, “Mr. Potter is quite perceptive, far more than people give him credit for. That is what it is, on all of it. What's there is from Draco's end, not Harry's. As long as Harry is left alone, he's not going to start anything and ignore most of what is said around him. However, if Draco does start with him, as he has at times, Harry will, as he's put it in other cases with beings that try to take him on, rain hell down on him, or at least start to. I'm defusing that the best I can, just stepping in and stopping it before it gets too far, without telling Draco just what is going on, but it has its rough spots.”

“At least it's not a full blown thing coming from both directions,” Lucius said with a sigh. “Let me see what I can do to work it from Draco's end and get him to back off Harry. I'll come up with something that gives him the basics of what's going on without telling what we know. With what I'm hearing about what Harry is like and what he knows, I do not want a full out battle going between the two. I don't think my son would win that one and I don't want to see the fallout if he doesn't.”

“That would be most helpful and you are correct,” Severus nodded. Looking at Black, he said, shaking his head, “I’m not an option in this, though I do see your view when it come to you thinking of me. If it weren't for my role as a spy, I would probably try. With that role, it's too big of a risk.”

“I know,” Sirius nodded. “However, even if it wasn't for that, it wouldn't work. As you just said, Harry is perceptive. In a general discussion about things, when the topic of Draco came up in the area I just mentioned, he said you're one he wouldn't even try with. Something about how you probably like to play a lot rougher than he could handle. Though I don't know details, and don't want them,” Sirius said, shooting a glare at the Potions Master to make certain he knew he didn't want details on that, he then pressed on, “he was dead on right from what I know of things.”

Snorting in amusement, Severus nodded, “Yes, he has some honed instincts about many things. I'll be someone he can come and talk to about whatever he wants; however, anything else I'm out for.”

“I figured,” Sirius nodded. “However, I did have another idea.”

Lucius' brow was furrowed. Slowly, something began to dawn. “You mean the two of us, don't you?” He asked, looking at Sirius.

Looking Lucius dead in the eye, Sirius nodded, “Yes, us. I don't have an issue with it. It's your choice, of course, but I didn't expect a problem there as you're the biggest fucking pervert I know.”

Hearing Severus snort in amusement, Lucius huffed, “I prefer hedonistic as you both well know. However, as I've done what's being discussed in the past and as long as he's at the age of consent, I don't have issue doing something as long as he's willing. I do want to mention, though, it would all depend on him. Coercing him into something won't work nor would convincing him and getting him to do something just to please you, Sirius.”

“I wouldn't do that anyway,” Sirius said firmly. “If he does, it's because he wants to. He trusts me. If I trust you, he's going to lean that way. I've given him the basics of what's going on. I think, honestly, it might work.”

“It might,” Severus nodded. “It would give a balance to what's there in a way to lean it a different direction as he has nothing aside from what is going on to fully focus on. If he's getting something he wants, he might abandon much of the other unless he is forced to face it. However, that's going to depend on a great many things. One will be if he finds out you're doing this only to prevent something else, and not because you want to, it's going to blow up then there will be no hope for him left.”

Looking at Snape, Sirius said firmly, “I know. I'm not about to jump in and even try any of this just for that reason. Shite, I couldn't even get it up to try anything, to put it bluntly, if something else wasn't there for it. That would be damned noticeable. No, it's not the whole reason. Just a small part of it. I like the idea, for many reasons. And I can go there. That's not an issue.” Giving Lucius an elbow in the ribs playfully, he said, “Being his lover for so many years makes you into just as big of a pervert as he is.”

Snorting, though looking amused, Lucius said, “There is that, yes. And I have no issue either. Like Sirius, if it's not something I could do, it would be noticeable. He would have to know that so I wouldn't even try if I didn't find something in the idea that I like. The idea is appealing, as I've done it before, so it's something I’m willing to try, providing he's willing too.”

Taking that in, Severus nodded slowly, approving. “If he would agree, I don't see this as a bad idea. I know both of you are trying to find a way to pull out of the whole war and vanish. Hooking up with both of you, that would be an out for him. If it does happen, I can ensure that you can get into the castle once in a while, like I have Lucius in the past. That would assist. Then there are the mirrors. He could still use those every night to communicate and do something with the two of you. Yes, it's a good idea. Not to mention, it all makes sense when it comes to him.”

“Yes, those are good ideas,” Sirius nodded. “It could work. Once he gets here for the summer, something we know will probably come sooner than what Albus wants, it can be pushed more than I can now. That will set it on the road we want.” Sighing, he shook his head, “Shite, I'm going to be the first to admit that I'm nowhere near as smart or well read as you two, but this all hit me hard enough that I'm sure I'm right on it. And, on the heels of it, was the fact that it made sense and was something I could do. Hell, despite the fact that I sound horrid in saying it, I like the idea. I know how bad that sounds, no one has to tell me.”

“If you had been in contact with him since he was a child, I would have reservations about it,” Severus told him quietly. “That's not the case. You only knew him a short time as an infant then you weren't in his life until not long ago. Harry is a handsome young man, no one would dispute that. The fact you're attracted to such things plays in there, despite his age and who his parents were. I don’t see it as an issue that’s troublesome, though others wouldn’t come to the same conclusion. And I agree with you that it makes sense. On its face, it's something that sounds abhorrent and would to many. As I know the situation from a different angle, I don't see a problem here. If I did or thought it might make the whole situation worse or throw him onto a path that would be just as bad in another way, I would voice it, no doubt there.”

“I'm probably better acquainted with what his life is like and how he was raised than most. Even I will concede that I don't know everything either, not even close. Harry is quite closed mouthed about a great many things and won't talk about them, especially his life at home. However, there is the fact that, though he may not overtly remember it, he knew what it was like to have parents that loved him. Then he was tossed into a situation where that was gone. Since then he's had to be an independent young man that is far more mature than most his age in so many areas, though is a typical teenager in others.” Snape continued.

“An attraction to ageplay and infantilism would seriously fit with his personality. Despite the front he puts on, he wants what so many others have; to be taken care of and loved. In his case, since that's not ever going to happen in another way, he's geared it to this part, sexualizing it because of how twisted his life is. Then there are older men. Again, that fits with the other part. Part of it, I’m sure, is that's coming from how mature he is. I know he doesn't relate well to those his own age. They also tend to irritate him to no end because he can't relate to so much they talk about because he didn't have a childhood like they did, even the Muggle-borns he knows. I know, honestly, it's not the healthiest thing in the world, none of it, but it's better than the path he's on. And I would feel better about so much if he had more beings in his life that cared about him, not just caring about him but deferring to Albus on matters despite the fact that what the headmaster wants might not be in Harry's best interests. This could do that.” Stopping, Snape looked at the two then said, firmly, “I know both of you well enough to know you won't do that. Harry would come first, something he needs more than anything else in the world. He has so few real friends that just care about him that he needs something else. This would do it, in spades.”

Taking all that in, Lucius nodded slowly then said, “I agree. It makes sense on a psychological level. If he hadn't found this, he would have found something else to fulfill the need or done something to make him forget the need was there. None of what I can think of when it comes to those things are good either, saddling him with things that will make the whole situation even worse in the end, if he survives them that is. This is the best of a bad lot when it comes to choices. I can't see him talking to Granger or Weasley about any of what he feels. Even with as little as I know of him, it doesn't fit there. From what I've seen, other than you, Severus, there is no one. And I don't even see him talking to you about some of this.”

“He wouldn't,” Sirius said firmly. “To no one. I think I'm the only one he's gotten comfortable enough to talk to about some of it and to let himself blow off steam. Some of what he's said to me I don't even think you know, Snape.” Sighing, he then shook his head and said, “And Hermione and Ron are going to be excised from his life at this point. He told me that bluntly. From what he said the trust wasn't there to start with because of what's happened with the two in the past so when he heard what is going on with the not writing, he's done and made it clear. The friendship is over on his end. I didn't want to tell him that part, but I wasn't going to lie either when asked a direct question. That's two less beings in the world for him.”

With a sigh, Severus scrubbed his hand over his face then said, tone weary, “I figured it was coming. It had become patently obvious that he was about at the end of his rope with the two of them. I'm not surprised that this ended it. From his perspective, I can also see why it would. He doesn't trust anyone fully, even me. Nor does he want people in his life that he can't do that at all with. That means them since they've proven it to him repeatedly. I just wish it had waited for a while.”

“I know,” Sirius nodded. “I get his end, I really do, I just wish it had waited, like you said. From what he said, there just aren’t any others around. He mentioned a few he considers friends, though not close, like Fred and George. Neville was mentioned as well and someone named Luna. That's about it for that end of things. Which is something I don't like as he has next to no one to talk to about anything, or that can work to defuse a situation then make him see sense before he does something.”

“Granger and Weasley were never as close as they thought they were nor did he consider them best friends, however they did tend to stick to him. That was something that gave an assist. I know he has friends in other houses, but they aren't close either. As of now, that leaves no one but me and I can't do that,” Severus said, looking at the two.

“I don't see this as anything good,” Lucius conceded, shaking his head. “That's enough to tell me if we are going to try this, we better start. Fast.”

Nodding, Sirius told them, “I agree. Dung is on duty for watch today. I was going to slip over that direction this afternoon and see what I could start if you agreed. As of now, I think it's a damned good idea, on more levels that I care to count.”

Nodding, Severus agreed, “Yes. The faster we get things in place, the better. Just make sure you don't lie to him and tell him all the reasons you're doing this. Lay it out for him so he knows. That way it doesn't come back to bite any of us in the end.”

“I will,” Sirius told him with a determined nod. “I'll make it all clear once I figure out if this is what he wants. Once I do that and get something in place, I'll let both of you know then we can go from there. After that, I'll get with Remus and make sure he's up to speed.”

“Good idea,” Severus said. “Let us know soonest then we can start working with something. You know how to get a message to Lucius and myself on the matter.”

“Yes, I agree,” Lucius said. “Now, we better get out of here so you can go attend to things. After we get copies of those stories first,” he finished with a smirk.

Laughing at that, Sirius shook his head then said, “Alright, you fucking perverts. Let me go get them then see what I can work with.”

“Hedonistic, get it right,” Lucius shot back, smirking.

“Fucking pervert,” Sirius mumbled as he went to make the copies.

Sitting in the park with Harry, Sirius was just talking about some general things with his godson while trying to figure out the best way to broach the topic he came for with him. That wasn't easy and he had no real plan in place on how to go about this. Right now, he was letting Harry just talk, following along, hoping he would soon find an opening to where he could segue into it. On his end, the odd thing was he was already hard, fully, even thinking about it. Sure, the topic was one he decided he liked and wanted to try, but it hadn't caused this reaction yet, other than when he read the stories about it. He supposed that since he accepted it and was less worried about things like Lucius as well as how it might be perceived, his body was reacting to something he found stimulating. That was fine, he could go with it.

When Harry hit a lull in what he was talking about, probably going to change topics, Sirius decided this was his chance. Looking at his godson, he chuckled then said, “I'm curious, Harry. It's about a couple of the stories you sent to me.”

“What about them?” Harry asked, looking at him.

Pulling out the shrunken folder containing some of them, Sirius enlarged it then opened it to the place where he had marked one that was called Daddy's Boy. Handing it to his godson, he asked, quietly, “Do you have any more like those?”

Taking it, planning to do a quick read through to see what the topic was, Harry got through the first couple paragraphs before feeling himself starting to flush. Oh, shite! He had put that one in the wrong damned folder and never intended to send it to Sirius. Stammering slightly, keeping his eyes lowered, he wasn't sure what to say.

Figuring that was a good reaction to what he wanted, Sirius grinned a little then said, “There were about four or five them you included in things so I was curious if you had anymore.”

Eyes wide, Harry clutched onto the folder tightly and looked at his godfather then told him, voice somewhat uneven, “Uh, yeah, I do. Why?”

Figuring that was the best opening he was going to get with this, Sirius was going to jump in. Seeing how uptight Harry was getting, not wanting to make it worse, he gently plucked the folder out of his hands and set it on the table. Taking one of his godson's hands, he shifted to where he was straddling the bench, legs on either side of it, and pulled Harry close. Putting a hand on the back of his head, he gently persuaded Harry to put his head on his shoulder. Wrapping an arm around him, he rubbed his head gently then said, tone soft, “Calm down, Harry, I want to ask you some questions, nothing more. You know I’m not going to give you hell or judge anything. Just relax.”

Still stiff, Harry nodded, putting his hands on Sirius' waist more for something to keep them occupied than anything else. Mind racing all over the place, he wasn't sure what to think right now. Nor was he certain if this was a topic he wanted to get into with Sirius or even admit to.

“Before I start, let me just say you don't have to say a word if you don't want to. Nor do you have to answer. If you feel it's none of my business, tell me. Now, if you do want to answer, all you have to do is nod, alright?” Sirius imparted gently.

Shutting his eyes, Harry nodded, not sure he could say anything right at this point of it.

“First, let me say it's something I've heard of before and know a little about so I'm not shocked, sickened or anything like that. I'm also betting you didn't intend to send me those, right?” Sirius asked gently, making sure to hold the young man tightly and keep rubbing his head.

As his godfather was dead on correct with that one, Harry nodded. He wasn't even going to try to explain that fuck-up or the fact that he even had them.

Taking that in, Sirius said, “I kinda' figured that. I also rather figured it was something you had more of since there was more than one. They aren't something most would read or keep. So, I naturally assumed you just had it stored in the wrong place and accidentally sent it to me. You have more, don't you? Probably quite a few of them would be my guess.”

Swallowing thickly, Harry groaned softly. Now he was in a true dilemma as what to do. It was his hidden 'kink', he knew it, adoring it in a way he didn't other topics for whatever reason. However, he wasn't real comfortable with anyone finding out, despite the shock that would come with it, something he would enjoy. On the other hand, Sirius had told him several things very personal and was honest about everything so far. That meant he wanted to do the same thing. So, rather than get into a big mental debate about it, he gave a bare nod.

“I assumed,” Sirius chuckled. “Nothing to worry about there, Harry. If you like it, read it, no judgment on my end over it. However, I do want to know something else and I would like an answer, even if makes you uncomfortable. After you answer, I'll explain why. Is this something you want to do? Not just a fantasy of some kind?” That came out as soft and gentle as Sirius could manage. Stopping, he waited to see what would happen. He knew this could backfire in a big way then Harry would pull back from him. It was his hope that wouldn't happen though.

Alright, Harry was horrified by that question. It wasn't unanticipated, but to have it asked made his stomach curdle. However, he nodded again, hoping nothing 'bad' would come of it. Part of him wanted to pull back and make the whole line of questioning stop then back away from Sirius but another part didn't want to. Not only was there curiosity as to why it was asked, but it was a relief to not have to keep it totally a secret anymore either. He knew Sirius wouldn't tell anyone so he thought it would be safe to give it up so he nodded again.

“I thought as much,” Sirius told him softly. “If you had the chance to do this with someone you trusted, you would, wouldn't you? Especially if it was kept between just a few people.”

Figuring in for a penny, in for a pound on it, Harry nodded again, gripping onto Sirius' waist a little tighter in his nervousness. Though there was a lot of fear and horror over admitting it, there was something else there as well. The only thing he could think to call it was a small bloom of hope that this was going somewhere he would like. He wasn't sure about that, or even how he would react to something of that nature, but it was there.

Nodding, Sirius continued to stroke Harry's head then leaned down and whispered, trying to make it easier on his godson, “Harry wants a daddy doesn't he? Someone to take care and look out for him. He wants to be daddy's little playtoy to have fun with, doesn't he? He likes that idea.”

Unable to help himself, having fantasied so long about hearing that from someone, Harry let out a soft moan then said a quiet, “Yes!” Though it was something short, his cock had gotten the message loud and clear, rising completely, making him shiver.

Shutting his eyes, feeling his own hard flesh throb over it, Sirius panted then said, “I want to be your daddy, Harry. So does my lover. We'll do it for you and you'll love it. Do you want that, Harry?”

Whimpering softly, starting to shake, Harry didn't even think about it and nodded vigorously. Though this was Sirius, someone he hadn't really thought of that way, he was more than willing to try. What was involved in this had a great deal to do with trust. There was no one, aside from Snape, that he trusted more, so he thought it might be worth a shot. Pressing tighter to his godfather, he whimpered softly as his cock began to twitch in his pants at the mere thought of doing something he fantasied about so much. Though he was wondering who Sirius' lover was, he was going to go with the feeling that if his godfather trusted him that much, he could work with it. He also assumed it was an older man, something he liked as well.

Pulling back slightly, Sirius put his hands on Harry's cheeks, cupping them and had him tilt his head back so he could look at him then said, gently, “Are you sure, Harry? This is a big commitment and I want you to be sure.”

Looking Sirius in the eyes, Harry swallowed, still shaking then nodded and said, “I'm sure.”

Smiling at his godson, Sirius nodded, “Alright, good. We will be your daddies. I've already talked to my lover and he's more than willing. He's also done this before with some people so he knows what he's doing. I haven't, though I've read about it. However, I want to make some things real clear here, alright? Because I want you to understand why I'm doing it.” Seeing Harry look at him and nod, he said, firmly, “First and foremost, I'm doing it because I want to. I like the idea and want to.” Reaching down, he took one of Harry's hands and led it to his crotch so that his godson could feel his erection. Rubbing it over the bulge, he said, “If I didn't want it, there is no way I would be that hard just thinking about it, understand?”

Eyes widening at what he felt, Harry couldn't help it and gave it a squeeze, hearing Sirius moan as he did. Swallowing thickly, he nodded, saying nothing.

“Remember that with what else I have to say, alright?” Seeing Harry nod again, he pressed on, “My lover already knows, obviously. I'm going to work it to where I bring him here in a few days to see you so you know who it is. Once you see who he is, you'll understand why I've been so secretive about his identity. After we do that, we're going to work from there on how to do some things. Once you get with me, it'll be easier, obviously, but there will be issues. Now, I want you to know Severus knows about this as well.” Seeing Harry's eyes widen, he said, “He's not going to say anything, Harry. You know him. He's going to help us once school starts. You trust him and so do I.”

Relaxing once he heard that, Harry nodded again then said, “Alright,” though his voice was quivering as he did this.

“We're all worried about you, Harry. Me, Remus and Snape. We're scared of what can come of things if it keeps going the way it is and how you might turn out. We've been talking about it, but I told you that. This was something, when I put the clues together, that I thought might help. However, as you felt, it's not the only reason I'm doing this. I wouldn't take this on if it was the only thing as too much is involved. You need to understand that. I went to Severus and my lover to discuss it because I wanted to do it then wanted their input on the whole situation. I'm going to fill Remus in as well. You know he'll say nothing. I just want that all out there so you don't think I hid anything from you on it. We're all worried about you, Harry. We're scared about signs we see and wanted to do something to help. This is part of it, I admit it. However, as you felt, I want to. Can you accept that?”

Looking at Sirius, Harry thought it over. Though part of him didn't like some of it, he could understand it. Shite, Snape had come right out and said some of it to him before so he got it. Sirius, as he well knew, worried about him and some things he did. So, he could understand it as well. However, there was no way someone got as hard as Sirius was by agreeing to do it for only that reason. To be that hard, you had to really like the idea. So, he was going to go with that. Nodding, he said, “I can.”

Smiling, Sirius said, “Good. I just wanted to make it clear, Harry, nothing more. No one is plotting or anything, we care about you so we were trying to help the only way we knew how. We don't want you to end up following down a dark path just because of some people's idiocy in pushing you there.” Seeing Harry nod again, he pressed on, “Now, as I'm sure you know, we have lots to work out with this. In that, I need you to do some things for me. I need to understand what you want from this and things you can't do. I understand that this is probably hard to talk about so I thought it best to go about it another way. What you can do is this; tonight when you get home, print out some stories like this and highlight what you like. Also, make up a list of things you want to do and what you want to try so I know. Toss 'em in the basket and I'll get to them. Then, when we use the mirrors tonight, we'll work from there. Can you do that for me?”

Relieved that he could go about it another way and not actually have to say some of it right off the bat, Harry sighed and nodded, “Alright, I'll get on it when I get home.”

Pulling Harry back to him, though tighter this time, making sure they were close, Sirius could feel his godson's cock was as hard as his own. Groaning softly, he said, “We're going to be finding a whole new use for those mirrors too.”

Snickering, liking the images that came from that, Harry nodded as he wrapped his arms around Sirius.

Holding Harry close, Sirius nuzzled his head then asked, softly, “One thing I do want to know; do you want to be a good boy or one of those that likes being naughty?” Though not all that familiar with everything involved in this, he was knowledgeable enough to know that things generally went into one of the two categories so he wanted to know which one Harry fell into.

“I want to be a good boy,” Harry said softly, eyes sliding shut. Though he liked some of the stories about the other way, this was the one that appealed to him most and always had. It's the one he had craved when it came to playing it out.

Actually, on Sirius' end, he was relieved about that. He was sure he could do some of the other, but was far more comfortable with this end of things. Nodding, he said, “Alright, Harry's going to be daddy's good boy. I can handle that.” Though horny as hell by this point, some very vivid fantasies playing out about things that could be involved with this, he wasn't going to do anything about it right now. No, the realism was they were in a public park. Though he had privacy wards up, he didn't want to venture there until that night when they had privacy and wards up to ensure that they weren't interrupted or were going to be disturbed for some reason. Though there was no way to shove all of this aside and forget it, thus getting his flesh to lower so it wasn't demanding immediate attention, Sirius decided they needed to change the topic. Harry was probably plenty high strung over being blindsided anyway so he didn't want to press things too much then put him on edge. When that happened, all kinds of issues came up that he wasn't sure he could deal with right away. Instead, he decided to try to lighten the mood. “By the way, you should know the stories you sent me were a big hit with Snape and my lover. I had them read a few and they wanted copies of all I had before they left.”

Unable to help himself, Harry snorted and grinned then shook his head, “Perverts.”

Laughing, rubbing Harry's back with one hand, he said, “My exact same word to them about it!” Pressing on since the mood had lightened a little, he talked about a couple other things, but held onto Harry while he did, just holding him tight and rubbing his back.

Though part of him was still uptight about this, second guessing what he agreed to and other things, Harry started to relax. Not only did he like being so close to his godfather, it felt good to be held like that. Actually, he couldn't ever remember anyone doing this before. He assumed his mum had when he was little, but he couldn't remember that. So, rather than pull away and sit up so he could face Sirius, he stayed like that, letting his eyes drift shut as they talked, liking how it felt.

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