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Because I'm nice, another chapter quickly. I've been told that this isn't the best chapter, but unfortunately it had to happen to tie up summer. So bear with me please.

Thank you to Teamedward and Angel no Yami for betaing.

Thank you to everyone who reviewed the previous chapter. I've been moving house lately, it sucks. I do read the reviews and haven't made that thread yet. Oh well. If there is a way of contacting you and you want a reply then please include that in the review - hint 'unneeded'.

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Chapter L - Memoirs of Summer

Dear Gin,

Sorry I haven't written but summer and training has been intense. I can't say everything here and Dumbledore has said that I'm not allowed to see people over summer but I assure you, I will write and I will try to give you a fire call if I can.

I know you didn't agree but I believe that doing what we did is the best... Do you want to know why? I think I'll tell you later... just because I know you want to know.

Fawkes has been helping with my training. Do you remember how he carried us in the Chamber of Secrets? That's just a taste of what he is capable of. He's incredible and while it's not training I could just sit and pat his feathers for hours, just the same way that I could stroke your hair. They are so soft and while they may seem to burn they are cool. But you don't really want to hear about that, I know. I have been learning so much! The things you need to know for the animagus transformation are just amazing! Hermione's going to be jealous and I really have no idea how my dad and Sirius managed to pull it off in their fifth year... God... I've got some things to really live up to.

How is everything going? I don't think there have been any attacks lately but I know they aren't telling me everything. It's frustrating! I'm not a child anymore, I know the Dark Lord is after me and I know he will do whatever it takes to bring the light down. I know this so why won't they tell me?

I'm sorry Gin, for ranting at you but it is so frustrating! Not knowing just makes me want to know more... But this is not a very nice subject material for a letter.

Thank you for the birthday present. I enjoyed the Treacle Tarts very much and I'm looking forward to thanking you properly. You can wonder exactly what that means until I see you. And that just reminded me of how much I miss you... oops...

That was the reason why I think we did the right thing. With you always there I was used to it. I accepted it and I never thought about it because it was always there.

Now that you're not there... I miss you and in the absence the heart grows fonder. I miss you. It's just a simple thing but it's the first step. I want to see you again because I don't want to miss you... Wow... that's confusing.

I'm writing to Ron and Hermione too but say hello to everyone else for me. I've enjoyed not staying with the Dursley's but I'm disappointed that I won't be able to visit this summer. I promise though, once the war is over, I'll make up for that.

Still missing you,

Harry.

OXOXOXOXOX

Hermione,

He wrote! He wrote! He wrote!

I'm so happy!

I almost thought he wouldn't but he wrote!

It wasn't a love letter true but he said he's missing me so there is hope yet. Even with the war I can't wait to go back to school because I can see him. Ron would kill me for the going back to school bit so let's keep it our secret.

I know we'll see you later in the summer but for now to answer the questions you asked, for some of them I just don't know. I know you asked me because you wanted a practical or the everyday view but these are things most wizards don't or don't want to think about.

The last time the Dark Lord rose he was doing so secretly. This time it's open. At least that's what Mum and Dad are saying and they don't know what that means. And I know you can't find much information for research.

I think it's something no one wants to think about much, which doesn't help any, I know. Things are different though this time. Things are very different so comparing You-Know-Who's first rise to this one will only cause confusion. Dad said that much clearly, I think because some of the Aurors tried exactly that and ended up in St Mungos.

Now in relation to the Order of the Phoenix, it's always been there.

All wizards know that on some level it exists, especially recently because they've been mentioned in the paper a lot but as to who they actually are and what they actually do, that's something that has been a mystery as well. They've helped to fight every major Dark Lord and so some members are identified but they usually keep to themselves. Yes, it is a secret order and we probably should be more wary but... that's the way it's always been.

Dumbledore is a member, if not the Leader and that was confirmed during the Grindelwald wars. There is some more information becoming available and I'd say Harry, by now would know a lot. I think it's been assumed that he will become a member.

The rest of the questions though... I'd rather not write an answer since there are a lot of little things implied with those questions. I'll talk to you when you come over. It'd be better that way.

For now though is there anything I should say to Harry? I still feel when I look and speak with him that I'm only seeing a shade. He said he missed me but I want him to love me. That's different but I also don't want to drive him away. I told you how much it hurts and it's getting better but it still hurts. He misses me, but I miss him. I think he knows that... but I want to be sure.

Ginny.

OXOXOXOXOX

Dear Ron,

How is the summer progressing?

My parents showed some interest in the year but I know they are still confused even after all this time. You'd think after five years they would have gotten used to the thought of me as a witch but while they accept it and are supportive, they are still surprised.

It's good though that they continue to try but I found it scary when Father made a joke to ask if there was a potion for teeth cleaning. I don't think he quite accepted that there was a charm for this but he did give me an idea for a potion for tartar control. Just think about it as an extra strong teeth cleaning process that gets done once a year to remove the yellow bits on teeth.

I wonder what Snape would think if I asked? Probably something about the arrogant Gryffindor know-it-all. There, I wrote it for you so you don't have to rant.

I love my parents dearly but I am looking forward to coming over. I always learn so much when I stay with you. Your Mum's so great but I've written to you about that loads of times before. I wanted to ask you about something else though.

I got a letter from Harry. I know you did as well but I wanted to know if you thought the same things about it as I did.

It seemed, the letter I mean, hollow.

Don't roll your eyes!

Harry just seemed to write very methodically and his letter was almost cold. I know he's busy and I know he's training and I know he can't tell us everything but it seemed like he was avoiding the issues. And there are issues. You know that, I know that and for Harry's sake we have to deal with them.

Don't roll your eyes and don't get huffy on me. I know you, Ronald Bilius Weasley, and I know what you are like which is why I want to talk to you about these things now. I'll talk to you more when I visit but I want you to think about some of these things now. I know I have been, but Harry's letter only made me worry more.

This year, like it or not Harry is going to be the centre of attention, not just in school but probably for the whole of wizarding society and this includes the Dark Forces. He didn't ask for this and he's probably not going to like it much. We both know what he's like and we both know he never seeks this attention, it just happens.

I'm saying this because I don't think we can have a repeat of fourth year. Harry almost naturally becomes the centre of attention and he's going to need support.

During last year he didn't reach out much but we were there to help him. This year is likely to be the same but it's probably going to be even faster. He's going to need us Ron and we need to be ready before the request comes. This is not something we will have time to contemplate then. When he needs support, he's going to need support, no questions asked. This is just the way it's going to be, so I want you to consider that.

Harry has never asked for the burdens placed upon him and yes the tasks he is asked to do are burdens Ron. He doesn't want the exposure that comes with it. Consider that as well because we are not going to have time this year to play games. When he needs us, we won't be able to question him and he should have no question about us.

No matter what this seems like Ron, I'm not lecturing you and I'm not comparing you to Harry. You're different people and I don't regret any decision. I just want you to think about this so you won't regret your actions. And I think for now I've probably distracted you from the serious business of summer and the latest Quidditch results. Did you see Viktor's 'stats'?

Got you, didn't I? I'll see you soon.

Love,

Hermione.

OXOXOXOXOX

Dear Harry,

How's the summer coming?

Must be awesome to stay at Hogwarts! The learning bit... You know, I'd almost be willing... no... no I wouldn't, would I?

Eh, I don't really know what I want but while I'm sure it's good for you away from those Muggles, having to give up your entire summer to study must be suck... Oh... shit, I forgot!

Sorry man.

I hope those Muggles are safe and sound but that you don't have to go back to them.

Although since you are studying this summer you can teach me all the cool stuff you learnt. Not the boring stuff though. I get enough of that in class.

Hermione and I got our OWL results. I have never seen a woman so upset about a pass mark... I mean, I was just happy to pass, let alone achieving an outstanding OWL. Don't worry about your results, I overheard Dad saying something to Mum about a delay because they were checking things... Apparently you are news at the Ministry. So what else is new?

Fred and George's inventions finally pay off though! That's how I could hear.

Speaking of which... I was sad to hear that Sirius is off on a mission. Geez... that's hard... I'm so used to thinking of him as Snuffles but it's better that he can be Sirius. Of course, it would be better if he could be Sirius and stay at Hogwarts. What's he doing anyway?

As for events here...

Please don't send another letter to Ginny. She traipsed around the Burrow for five days solid before anyone managed to calm her down. It was ghastly. Fred and George have been working on something big and they've been coming and going almost like there was no tomorrow. They won't say a thing either, only that it's a surprise and to tell Mum not to worry. Well, since their clock hands aren't showing Mortal Peril unlike some others, she's been fairly good. Got other things to worry about.

Bill, Percy and Dad's hands often go to Mortal Peril. Charlie's does as well if you watch hard enough but dealing with dragons... what do you expect? Percy's been practically living at the Ministry and at times I think Dad does as well but Percy's worse. I think he's trying to build a name for himself in the new Ministry... I wonder how much boot polish he ate... Although he should probably just ask Fred and George for help, they're bound to have cooked up something to help people like Percy. Heck! They probably brewed it up because of Percy.

Mum and Dad said some odd things about Bill before they realized I was listening in. Nothing bad just confusing 'cos it was something about London... And before you lecture me about listening in I've had that from both Ginny and Hermione although I managed to shut Gin up by letting her hear as well.

The things I have to do!

Anyway, have you seen the Quidditch draw for this season? The Kestrals are up against the Butchers like about five times! It's gonna be wicked! They hate each other. I really don't know what the Board is thinking although I guess they want the season to be exciting... if it runs.

There's been some talk about cancelling because of the Dark Lord but if we do that, that's almost admitting he's won. I hope they don't 'cos this season looks good and the Windmaster was going to debut this season...

It's the successor to the Firebolt and I've seen some pictures and wow! I bet it could make a giant look like he was floating. It's so graceful. I'd love to see you fly it. I'd love to fly it but I'm not going to get depressed about that. I'd love to see you this summer but I probably won't, you know, with everything but even so, when we get back to Hogwarts you know we'll be there for you.

Ron.

OXOXOXOXOX

Dear Hermione,

Just a quick note to you. Is everything all right with Ron? When he wrote I got a full run down on his family, which I appreciate but he never once talked about the Gryffindor Quidditch team. Now that our chasers and beaters have graduated I would have thought that would be paramount or is he trying to claim that he never asked and thus could not have influenced me? Either way is good but it was surprising.

More worrying was that he did not once make reference to a certain Slytherin and their dubious heritage. Check him for Imperio would you, please?

It's just not right.

I think I mentioned that Sirius is on a mission. I wish I know what it was since I got used to him being around and it feels... empty with him gone. I know it's important but... feelings don't respond well to logic. I miss him and Remus is busy with other things.

I'm busy as well but there are times when I'd just like to hug Snuffles.

This was meant to be quick!

Everyone's assured me that there have been no attacks lately and while I can't feel him mostly it feels like he's building up to something. Dumbledore agrees, which is both a worry and a comfort. Whatever it is though, we'll just have to bear with it.

I probably won't see you at Diagon Alley this year but I will see you at Hogwarts. Til' then, have fun with Ron's family.

Later,

Harry.

OXOXOXOXOX

Dear Professor Dumbledore,

If I'm prying at things I don't need to know, I'm sorry but this is about Harry.

He says his training is going well which I am honestly ambivalent about. I know that training and knowledge is going to help in the battle but it is the fact that it is for combat that worries me. It's not the issue here though.

While it may be out of place for me to suggest this but with everything that's happening, in as much as possible, this year I think it would be good for Harry to remain in classes. He's not going to need it, I know, even I could see that at the end of last year's class but for the semblance of normality in his life, it would be for the best.

Both Ron and I will give you and Harry what support we can during the year and would be happy to help with what we can.

Ginny as well, I'm sure.

Once again, I'm sorry if I am asking or implying things I shouldn't but Harry is my friend and I only want what is best.

Sincerely,

Hermione Granger.

OXOXOXOXOX

Dear Molly and Arthur,

I am writing to you in the utmost confidence and expect you to take the necessary precautions to ensure that your children, the younger ones anyway do not find out about this until it is time. They mean well but such knowledge is dangerous and we must protect them from this for as long as possible.

To business now, as I'm sure you have already determined the best methods of concealment.

I'm sure you already aware of your daughters infatuation with Harry Potter. It both pleases me and saddens me to inform you that the relationship is mutual.

Pleases me because I know both you and them will be very happy. Saddens me because Tom Riddle is not likely to be pleased with the concept of Harry's happiness and may take measures against your family and specifically, Ginny.

Already I have placed extra warding around the Burrow but would urge you to initiate your own spells. I do not believe there is any specific danger yet, beyond the norm as both children have been discrete but I do unfortunately believe that it is only a matter of time before Tom finds out.

Extra security has already been arranged for Hogwarts this year to keep the students safe and I will be writing to all parents to advise them of this. Additional guards will be assigned to Ronald, Ginny and Hermione, as they are known to be close friends of Harry. I would ask that you encourage them to be as supportive as possible and look forward to seeing your example to the community. I wish you a pleasant year with the expected familial Weasley alterations.

Albus Dumbledore

OXOXOXOXOX

Harry-dear,

It's been very quiet at the Burrow without you and we asked Dumbledore if you could stay with us but as I'm sure you've already been told, the assessment has been made that with the Dark Lord being so active in hunting for you, it is safer for you to remain at Hogwarts. We want you to come over Harry, we really, really do but I would never forgive myself if you were here and someone found you. Not that we'd let anything happen to you.

Dumbledore has told Arthur and me that he won't be letting you go to Diagon Alley this year so if there's anything you need just let me know and I'll pick it up for you, though from what I've been hearing, I'm not sure if you are going to be needing the usual school kit.

Arthur hasn't been able to say much but I'm so proud of you Harry! And I'm sure your parents would be as well but I am worried. With so much training, you haven't had the chance to be yourself so I want you to promise me that you will not just jump into anything. It's bad enough that Fred and George get themselves into scraps all the time but those I can deal with. You need to be careful Harry and remember that everyone here loves you. It would break our hearts if anything happened to you. It worries me to death that it will fall to you to fight the Dark Lord and that just makes me want to protect you more. You are too young for this and you didn't get much of a childhood with those Muggles and so it's not fair for you to be burdened with this fight from a previous generation.

Yes, that's what this is. A fight you should never have been burdened with but we are with you Harry, every step of the way.

I'm not sure if Dumbledore has told you but while it's been agreed that it's too dangerous for you to be out and about this summer, he will let you on to the train so I expect to see you on Platform 9 and 3/4's to get a good look at you.

Love,

Molly

OXOXOXOXOX

Dear Mrs. Weasley,

I would have loved to come to the Burrow as well but you are correct. Dumbledore explained why I couldn't and I would not be happy if something had of happened to anyone while I was there either, even though that didn't make me miss you all any less.

I haven't received my OWLS yet so I haven't managed to pick subjects and I don't know what I will need at Diagon Alley. I know they, my OWLS, were something... unusual, and I know I will be helping the Aurors and the Order this year, it's been decided that I should try to keep going to school as much as possible. And I can't say that I'm unhappy about that. So thank you for the offer to pick up what I need but at the moment I just don't know.

On the subject of the war, unfortunately this is my war. A certain someone whose name begins with a V decided that for all of us and so I have no choice and ask that you forgive the danger that is inherent in you and your children associating with me. I can only think of one way of preventing that and if you or your family wish to take that option then I will understand. I don't have a choice but to fight in this war, you do. I thank you for the opportunity to get to know everyone and hope that when it's over I can come back to the Burrow.

I hope I can say goodbye to you all on the Platform.

Sincerely,

Harry.

OXOXOXOXOX

HARRY JAMES POTTER!

IF YOU THINK FOR ONE INSTANT THAT ANY MEMBER OF OUR FAMILY WILL ABANDON YOU IN THIS WAR THEN YOU ARE VERY MUCH MISTAKEN! AND IF YOU DO NOT STOP MOPING AROUND THINKING THAT YOU ARE ALONE THEN I WILL PERSONALLY COME TO HOGWARTS AND HUG YOU INTO SUBMISSION.

YOU ARE A PART OF OUR FAMILY, AND WE DO NOT ABANDON OUR OWN SO DON'T YOU FORGET IT. IF I HEAR ANY MORE RUBBISH ABOUT YOU LEAVING US THEN...

I'D BETTER NOT HEAR ANY MORE RUBBISH ABOUT YOU BEING ABANDONED. WE ARE IN THIS WAR TOGETHER AND IT IS TOGETHER WE WILL FIGHT AND TOGETHER WE WILL BE.

THAT IS THE END OF IT.

OXOXOXOXOX

Dear Ron,

Please tell your mother not to worry. I don't want to abandon anyone but at the same time I didn't want to force you into a position that was untenable. Ask Hermione what that means.

Ron, training has been good but there is still many a risk in war and I don't want lose anyone. I don't know if that's possible but I hope it is. The choices we make will define the future and it is that future that we must work towards but I know that some of the choices will be difficult and some will not be seen as the best. That lack of certainty though is something that we must live with, the same as we must live with the consequences of our choices and actions.

This is an unusually grim letter I know and I am sorry but these things must be said. I want us to continue to be friends but there are choices that have to be made this year that may drive us apart. I can promise you Ron though, my intentions may not always be clear but the choices I make are the choices I want and are the choices I believe lead towards the future I want. And that future will not be what people expect.

I can only make the choices I think are best Ron and I hope you trust me enough to understand that. You can always ask me but sometimes I won't be able to answer though in time everything will become clear. That much I promise if you stay with me. Even if you don't, it will become clear. The choices I have already made can't be hidden forever.

I'm not begging you to; I'm asking you to trust me and to stay with me. That is all but the choice is yours Ron.

Harry.

This is the last chapter about summer. Next chapter is at Platform 9 and 3/4's :)

Review please! :) Let's see if we can get them up to 220? :P That might be ambitious but oh well.
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