And Now There's You | By : madilayn Category: Harry Potter > General > General Views: 2708 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Remus is home. The thought shot through Sirius mind, overtaking everything else. He could hear Remus deep voice gravely wishing the portrait of his mother Merry Christmas, and her screeched response.
He knew Remus loved to get a rise out of the portrait. Damn werewolf, did he have to be so deep?
Sirius had missed him badly; he had been away for three months now, and it was only the reassurances from Dumbledore that he was okay that had kept him from going in search of his lover.
Of course, the sexual frustration hadn’t helped. Sirius heard the sound of running feet coming upstairs and seconds later was crushed as Remus jumped on him, kissing him soundly and apologizing for being away for so long.
Remus, himself was appalled at Sirius. He was unshaven, and Remus could smell and taste the stale alcohol. He resolved to tell Dumbledore that he could not go away for so long again. Not when his mate was in this sort of mental state.
He held him close and stroked his rough hair. He didn’t care if anybody burst in on them. All that mattered was to try to bring Sirius out of the deep depression he was in.
‘Oh Padfoot! What have you been doing to yourself?’
‘Just the usual. Hanging around the house. Trying not to kill Kreacher. Putting up with Snape’s snide comments. Being totally and completely useless. Missing you.’
Remus winced at the tone. It was harsh, but he was reassured as Sirius wrapped his arms around him — holding him close. Sirius seemed touch-starved. He probably was, as obviously it was rare for him to get visitors, let alone any visitor who would hug him.
‘Well, I’m not going anywhere for some time now. And, sad though it is, we’ll have a full house for Christmas. Sirius, we have to make Christmas ‘ for Harry if nothing else.’
‘I want to. But I can’t even go out and buy him a Christmas present. What sort of godfather am I?’
Remus kissed him tenderly. ‘A godfather on the run is what you are. But you have been a very good godfather for Harry. Apart from your occasional fits of the sullens, you’re always there when he needs you. And I can always do the Christmas shopping for you. You only need to tell me what you want.’
‘I know what I want from you, Remus Lupin. You did remember my last shopping list?’
Remus blushed. He had remembered, but when he saw Sirius and the state he was in, the pleasurable anticipation he had been feeling had fled. His mate needed comfort, not sex.
It seemed, though, that Sirius was done with comforting, and sex was back on the agenda.
‘I remembered. I had to make a guess though on the oil. I had no idea there was so many to choose from.’
Sirius laughed. Typical of Remus. He asked for massage oil, and the bloody wolf agonized over the scent. And yet, it was nice to know that he was caring about that.
‘So what did you get?’
‘Erm, a blend actually.’ Remus sounded hesitant and Sirius twisted around to see his face. Was it the light or was Remus blushing?
Sirius felt totally mischievous. Time to tease.
He moved his hands to Remus shirt, unbuttoning it and moving his lips to his chest. ‘What sort of blend? Herbs? Floral?’
Remus gasped; he had almost forgotten what Sirius mouth felt like on his body. Almost, but not quite. He groaned softly, wanting more.
‘A bit of both,’ he finally got out.
Sirius moved back to his lips, nibbling and sucking, almost but not quite a kiss. ‘Nice. Does it have a name? Or was it one you concocted yourself.’ He paused and pulled back. Oh please god, not one Remus had concocted himself. He could still remember their Potions classes, and Remus complete lack of ability.
‘I’ve learned not to try to mix things. It took Snape almost braining me to get it into my head that I have absolutely no ability in that area, but I learnt.’
‘When was this?’
‘Last year. I tried to mix myself a cough syrup. Snape arrived just as it exploded. He said I was probably worse at potions than Neville Longbottom because Longbottom can, apparently, brew a cough syrup. I can’t.’
Sirius couldn’t help himself. He laughed at the thought of Remus completely fucking up a simple cough syrup, and Snape’s reaction to it.
Remus looked so adorably chagrined at his reaction that Sirius couldn’t help but to kiss him. ‘I’m laughing with you, sweetheart, not at you. And I would have loved to see Snape in full flight.’
Remus chuckled. ‘It was amusing — afterwards. And he did brew me a very good syrup himself,’ Remus paused. What he had to say was important, but he knew Sirius wouldn’t take it well. ‘Sirius, you have to learn to trust Snape. You’ve got to let go of the past with him. When it comes down to the line, he is a decent person. And you have to admit, when he says he will do something, he does it without any stinting.’
‘I hate that sniveling git,’ Sirius gave one of his barks of laughter. ‘Snivellus. It was an apt name for him. Greasy, slimy idiot. And now he takes his hatred of James out on Harry.’
‘I know, but you’re not the only one holding grudges. And we did do some horrible things to him. Things I should have stopped and didn’t.’ Remus looked rueful.
Sirius tensed. ‘Oh Shit!’
‘What?’
‘Harry!’
‘What about Harry?’
‘I’ve not mentioned anything to Harry.’
Sirius then indulged himself with a long kiss, and felt Remus respond happily. When they had finished he nibbled on his ear. ‘Now, back to the oil question. What is the blend?’
Remus blushed again. ‘Well, it’s called Passion actually.’ Sirius laughed, and Remus punched him on the arm. ‘I didn’t know it when I bought it. In fact, I bought it because it smelled the nicest. It wasn’t until the assistant mentioned the name that I knew.’
‘That’s my boy.’
‘Sirius, what about Christmas presents. Do you want to write a list and I’ll go and get them?’
‘Yes. I wish I could come with you, though. And Remus,’ he looked serious here, ‘I want them to be from both of us. I want everybody to know. I want to be able to kiss you when you come into a room. I want to be able to worry.’
‘Sirius, are you sure? You’re not just trying to...’
‘No, Remus. I wouldn’t insult you like that. I genuinely want to share everything I have with you,’ he paused. ‘In fact, I’ve actually made some legal changes that make you my equal partner. My Gringott’s vault is in both our names, and I’ve even made a will. If I die, or get caught, then my guardianship of Harry will be transferred to you. Everything I own is being left to you, and if you die, then to Harry. I want to take care of you both.’
‘Don’t talk of dying, Sirius. Not now. Not ever.’ Remus was genuinely distressed, but touched. Sirius was growing up! He reached out and kissed him lovingly. ‘I thank you for that, love. And yes, I agree. It’s time we made obvious what everybody suspects. But we have to tell Harry first.’
‘I can’t.’ Sirius voice was hoarse with emotion.
‘Why not?’
‘Because I don’t want Harry to think that he won’t come first with me.’
‘Harry may be as dense as they come when it comes to sex, be it male or female, but he’s not a complete idiot. He knows you love him. For that matter, he knows that both you and I put him first.’
‘And that’s the other reason I can’t tell him. He is the densest teenager when it comes to sex. Not even young Ron is that dumb.’
‘It’s up to you, love. Harry is your godson, so I’ll go with whatever you say. For myself, I believe that he should know ‘about you and I. Perhaps, though, a joint Christmas present from us will make him twig.’ Remus twined himself further around Sirius. ‘And now to the important questions. Have you anything else you should be doing today?’
Sirius smiled. ‘One thing.’
‘Oh!’ Remus was taken back. ‘What is that?’
‘Making love to you.’ Sirius stood, and pulled Remus up with him. ‘Everybody else is out. We’re alone ‘ if you ignore Kreacher. Where’s the shopping?’
‘I sent it to our room.’
‘Brilliant idea. Coming?’
‘Not yet, but soon.’
‘Remus, you have got a dirty, dirty mind.’
‘That reminds me — not that you’re not tempting, but I’ve not had a hot shower for a few days. Do you mind if I have a bath first?’
‘Only if I’m not allowed in there with you.’
Remus had never thought a shower would be inordinately sexy, especially since he knew just how filthy he currently was, but Sirius seemed to think that made it even more fun.
And once Remus got over his surprise, he rather liked the feeling of being bathed by Sirius. Especially when Sirius decided he needed to be clean everywhere.
Now Remus was aware of the logistics of he and Sirius having sex. Had worked out where things go, but had no idea that, well, other things (Sirius soapy fingers for example) would work as well.
He enjoyed that. He also enjoyed Sirius reaction when he did the same to him.
And having Sirius go down on him in the shower was especially nice. Which was were more fingers came into play up his arse.
Sirius carefully dried off his lover, paying particular attention to those areas that he knew were particularly sensitive. He chuckled to himself at Remus reactions, and reflected again that he was definitely a fast learner.
Tossing aside the towel, he moved to leave the bathroom, when Remus hand on his arm stopped him. Remus pulled him back and kissed him long and hard, wrapping his arms around Sirius and holding him close. Sirius kissed back, loving the feeling of bare flesh against bare flesh.
He pushed Remus against the vanity and began to rub himself hard against him. Remus responded, and the two kissed and rubbed their way to orgasm. Remus broke the kiss finally. ‘I love you. I love you so much that I can’t even begin to think what it’s like not to love you.’
‘I love you too. I’ve been alone so long, but then I had Harry. And now there’s you. And I know that I’ll never be alone again. Thank you for loving me, Remus.’ Their kiss this time was softer, and they drifted out of the bathroom and into the bedroom, collapsing onto the bed.
‘The door, Sirius. Please shut and lock the door. I don’t want us interrupted in any way.’
‘Neither do I. Sirius found his wand and shut the door, locking it and putting a little charm on it that sealed it against any entry, and against any escaping sounds.
‘Now you can scream to your heart’s content, Moony. We aren’t going to be interrupted.’
‘How do you know I’ll be the one screaming? What about you?’
‘You’re going to scream first, my love. Because I intend to show you just how much I’ve missed you. And I intend to be the first to fuck your gorgeous arse into oblivion.’
Remus sighed. ‘Then shut up and get started. You talk far too much.’ The two melted into another long kiss, letting their hands wander aimlessly, but both feeling a little shy.
This was to be the final consummation of their love, and both were exceedingly nervous. Remus because he’d never had sex with a man before, and Sirius because he didn’t want to hurt him, although he knew it would.
‘You have to relax, Remus. Otherwise it’ll hurt more.’
‘I want to, but I’ve never done this before. I don’t know what you want me to do.’
‘Stop worrying is a good start. Relaxing is another good thing. Kissing me is good too. But mostly, trusting that I love you.’
Remus sighed and tried to relax. ‘I don’t even know how you want me.’
‘Here,’ and Sirius grabbed a pillow and put it on the bed. ‘Settle your arse on that and lie back.’ He chuckled suddenly. ‘Lie back and think of England!’
Remus groaned and used the pillow to beat Sirius about the head for a bit. ‘Think of England my arse.’
‘What a wonderful idea. Now get your arse down so I can fuck you.’
Sirius kissed Remus as he moved him into position, and, unable to control the impulse, bent over and took his cock in his mouth as he reached for the bottle of oil. Reluctantly he raised his head, and tipped some oil onto his hand, rubbing it on his own cock, and making sure one hand was also well lubricated.
He then bent back to Remus cock, sucking and licking, and carefully, slowly, slipped a finger up Remus arse. He heard the other man moan, but was unable to tell whether it was from the sucking or the other. He slipped another finger in, sucking Remus cock harder, and began to move his fingers.
Remus moan this time was definitely one of enjoyment, and his hips began to move with the movement of Sirius fingers. ‘Keep on doing that. Oh god yes!’ His cock hardened and Sirius decided it was now or never. Raising his head, he bent and kissed his lover, his oiled fingers grasping his own cock and guiding it towards the now well-oiled opening.
Carefully, slowly he pushed his cock in. He felt Remus stiffen beneath him and went to move out, but Remus hand on his arse was pushing him forward. ‘Don’t pull it out. I want you all the way in.’
Sirius moved slightly to get better access, and Remus gasped beneath him, writhing with obvious pleasure. ‘Sirius, you had better hurry or I’m going to come before you can even get started.’ Remus hands moved to Sirius hips and pulled downwards. Sirius let out his own gasp as he felt the muscles of Remus arse constrict around his cock and he started to move, thrusting and using his arms to give him leverage.
He looked down at Remus whose eyes were closed, and who was moaning, his hips moving in time with Sirius thrusts. Remus hand moved towards his own cock, and he began pumping it. Not without me, thought Sirius, and his fingers entwined with Remus hand on the cock, both of them now rubbing in time with Sirius thrusts.
As for himself, Sirius had never been so aroused. He was fucking his mate, the one person he wanted to be with all his life, and he knew that he would not be able to get enough.
He remembered the first time he had ever had sex at age 14, the tight little cunt of a Slytherin 7th year who specialized in ‘relieving’ boys of their virginity. She had taught him a lot, and had told him the spell she used to make her own cunt seem as if she was a virgin each time. He hadn’t been able to get enough of her either.
The tightness of Remus arse was like that. The big difference was he loved Remus, whilst he couldn’t even remember the name of the girl ‘ only that she was a damn good fuck.
He felt himself swell, and knew he was going to come soon. He and Remus pumped at Remus cock, and Sirius bent down and kissed the moaning mouth of his lover. ‘I’m going to come soon,’ he whispered. The other man opened his eyes and looked up at him, the hazel eyes clear and shining with love. ‘Good thing. I can’t hold on much more.’
‘Then don’t.’
With those words, Sirius let himself go. He let Remus take care of his own cock, and balanced himself on his arms as he thrust harder and harder, the room filled with the sounds of the slap of flesh on flesh, and the moaning of the two men.
Remus suddenly gave a cry of ecstasy, and Sirius felt the come from his cock splash over his belly. The arousal of that pushing him over the edge and he screamed his own release, collapsing onto the body of his lover.
Remus put his arms around him, kissing him, and nibbling at his ear. ‘Who’s the screamer?’ he asked dryly. Sirius hips were still pumping, and he grunted hoarsely. ‘Wait until it’s your turn,’ he said, one final thrust emptying his come into Remus. He looked down at Moony, who was chuckling. Bending his head he kissed him lovingly. ‘Besides, Moony, my love, you scream much more easily than me.’
‘Good thing then that you put that soundproof charm on the door.’
Sirius felt himself slither out of Remus arse and collapsed beside him on the bed.
‘Damn straight.’
‘Can I have a go now?’ Remus asked, trailing his fingers over his lover’s body, letting his mouth follow ‘ hungry to make Sirius feel what he had felt. Hungry to feel the obvious ecstasy Sirius had. Needing to claim his mate.
‘Actually, Sirius, don’t bother to answer that. I think I’ll just take you. It’s time you learnt just who was in charge here.’ He swung a leg over and settled on Sirius hips, moving over his cock and starting to rub. ‘I may not be as experienced as you, but I’m sure as hell the alpha here.’
‘What the hell do you mean?’
Remus smiled as he bent to kiss Sirius. ‘Who’s wolf?’
Sirius sighed and put his arms around Remus, acknowledging the truth. Remus was alpha ‘ there was nothing he wouldn’t do for him. ‘You Remus, You. Now please get on with fucking me.’
Remus decided to leave nothing to chance and moved the pillow under Sirius hips, kissing his cock as it rose to his mouth. ‘Nepth,’ he said disgustedly. ‘We’re going to have to come up with something better than this oil,’ he said. ‘It tastes dreadful’
‘All we’ve got at the moment’
‘I wonder if...’
‘Remus don’t even think of asking Snape to concoct something for us!’
‘But I’m sure..’
‘No. I am not going to have Snape knowing exactly why he is making it, and knowing how much we use it by the frequency he has to make it. Never. Not in a million years.’
Remus began to carefully oil Sirius arse, and then his own cock. He pushed his legs open as wide as they would go and, with none of the gentleness shown to him, thrust fully into Sirius, who yelped then groaned happily.
‘Sirius, love,’ he began
‘Yes?’
‘You’re forgetting something vital.’
‘Umm, please don’t make me think at the moment. And please don’t stop.’
‘Something that means you will agree to my asking Snape to make something pleasant-tasting.’
‘Urgle! God yes, Remus please rub my cock while your busy down there.’
‘Only if you do it too. But back to what I was saying.’
Sirius grabbed his cock and started to jerk it wildly, Remus hand slowing the movement, his eyes alight with love and laughter. He was enjoying this so much! He moved faster and faster, his own pleasure mirrored in Sirius face beneath him. Sirius hips bucking and his spare hand digging into Remus shoulder.
Remus let himself go as he orgasmed and screamed his own release, his own hips pistoning wildly into his mate, Sirius panting beneath him coming seconds later.
He collapsed and began to kiss Sirius, crying between each kiss ‘Mine. All mine. My very own mate.’ Finally he buried his head in Sirius shoulder, kissing that as well.
Sirius put his arms around him and held him close, Remus still buried deep inside him. This was what sex should be — two people who loved each other as much as they did.
Remus bit Sirius shoulder, hard enough to raise another yelp, and raised his head.
‘I was saying, you have to remember one very important thing, Sirius. The one thing that will make you agree to my asking Snape for something that tastes better.’
‘I give in. What thing.’
Remus started to move again, his hips thrusting harder. ‘Who’s Wolf?’ he panted as they both began the spiral of desire again.
‘You. Oh gods yes, you!’
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