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A Freak like Me	By : knj4k4 Category: Harry Potter Crossovers > Threesomes/Moresomes Views: 38259 -:- Recommendations : 4 -:- Currently Reading : 10
Disclaimer: I do not own either Harry Potter nor Xmen the fandom, Any of the Harry Potter characters or any of the X-men, and I am making no profit from this story.

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Chapter 8
They're touching me, always touching me, grabbing, pulling, laughing; hurting me. I hate them. I'm not strong enough. I scream, but it changes nothing. I can feel their hands on me, shaking me, holding me tight. I fight against it, uselessly struggling. "Wolverine!!" where is he? He said he'd keep me safe. Liar. Just like all the others. They're laughing at me, I can feel their hot breath as it pants across my neck. Their hands pull off my clothes, I can feel them pinching me, clawing me.
"Angel wake up its a dream. Wake up, Remy's got you. Your safe angel, safe with Remy and your Wolverine." They don't speak french, who is that? Remy? "Wake up for us angel"
I came screaming and clawing out of my nightmare, but Remy and Logan just held on. I sobbed into them and begged them not to leave me. "I'm sorry, please, I'll be good don't hurt me."
Remy whispered soothing French in my ear until my trembles lessened. I was wrapped up in my hero's arms and Remy was leaning over us. I let his charm wash over me, soothing me, and allowed myself to give in to his suggestions.
"Let Remy tell ye' a story ange. Once 'pon a time, 'der be a prince name Logan. 'E be a mean Prince, spoil't an' cruel. One day a lil street urchin, name Remy, go' lost in de woods an' found he's self at de Prince's castle. No matte' how Remy begged, Prince Logan no' let 'em in. When 'e close' de door, Remy cast a black magic spell on de' castle; dat de Prince wo' look as ugly on de outside as 'e be on de inside an' 'e no' change back 'til someone love 'em dispide 'es looks."
I got lost in Remy's story. How did he know just the thing to make me relax?
Remy told of how the Prince suffered as a monster until one day a beautiful boy named Angel came and fell in love with Logan, despite his hideous appearance.
"When de kissed fo' de firs' time, de spell broke, an' Logan was belle again."
Remy leaned down and kissed my forehead. Just like Mindy used to do after she told her stories. I smiled up at him. "Did they live happily ever after Remy?" Logan's laugh rumbled through my ear, "Yea pup, they lived happily ever after." He tilted my head up and I smiled at him. Logan's eyes focused and his face became intense. His gaze focused on my mouth, and reflexively I wet my lips. What was he thinking?
He shook his head, growled, and pushed me off him. "Since your up anyway, get dressed." I looked at Remy, who'd caught me, hurt. Did I do something wrong? I felt a dull pain where Logan's hands had bruised me with his rough handling and, my eyes tighten.
"peace angel, He's confused, he wants to treat you right and so isn't sure how to deal with his feelings." I smiled up at him and blinked to clear my eyes. I had no idea what he was talking about, but I was sure that Logan wasn't mad at me.
"Hey, you gunna whisper in nancy languages all day or are we gunna get some grub?" I giggled at Logan's silliness nervously, unsure how to act now. I got off the bed and gingerly walked past Logan to get my only change of clothes from where they were folded on a table by the door. I only had what I wore at the cages and what Blue had put me in.
"Non ange, Remy got other tings for ye' to wear." He tossed me a shirt with buttons that felt smooth and soft, and pants. I put them on, struggling to get my ass in the tight fabric.
A harsh breath caught my attention and I looked up to see Remy and Logan looking at me with just as much hunger as the guards had. I looked down at my exposed chest and tried to fasten the pants quickly, whimpering in the back of my throat. Obviously the sight of my skin made men want to use me. I turned around, hoping that my back wasn't as enticing.
The shirt was on the floor at my feet and I paused before forcing myself to bend over and pick it up. I didn't want to bend my ass at them. The guards had sometimes taken me like that, thrown something on the ground and then slipped up behind me when I was bent over to pick it up. When I stood, their cocks would get compressed in my muscles. I hated that.
I whimpered again when I heard a low moan, and pulled on the shirt as fast as I could. As soon as it was over my head I turned and backed into the wall, desperately hoping that the walls would protect me.
I flicked up my eyes so I could watch them coming, but they'd both turned away from me. Logan was sheathing and unsheathing his claws and Remy was digging desperately around in a drawer. They didn't look like they wanted to use me. But then what had the noises and looks been about?
"Hah!" Remy pulled out a long coat from a drawer and tossed it to me. "Ye' canno' walk 'roun like dat but Remy doesno' have 'ny ting else ta fit ye'. Wear dat, it be to small fo' Remy now." I slipped it on, like I'd seen Remy do yesterday, and felt comforted by its weight and length and how it smelled like Remy.
I smiled at him and tried to show that I wasn't afraid anymore by stepping away from the wall. Logan winked at me and I returned it. I was getting better at the whole winking thing.
I reached for their hands while we walked down the hall and felt reassured when they squeezed me.
"We're gonna eat in the Cafeteria today. You can't sit with us, but you have to sit with someone. It doesn't have to be someone you know. If you want my advice, pick someone who looks quiet and alone and sit there." I shivered, but then took a deep breath to strengthen myself. This was a test. They wanted to see how I behaved when they weren't around. I knew they would be watching me, but I would make them proud.
I started to hear the noise and feel the body signatures way before we got there. The multitude caused me to panic and we weren't even there yet. I refused to whimper, refused to be weak.
They stopped me just outside the location of a huge host of body energies and Logan asked for a reiteration of the rules.
"I am yours, no one else can hurt me, use me, or order me to do stuff. I have to protect what is yours buy using my freakyness if necessary. I have to find and sit with someone not you. I have to eat half of everything on the plate and drink all of whats in the cup." They nodded with little smiles on their faces and I felt a glow of satisfaction.
Logan opened the door and it was all I could do not to panic. There were beings every were. The noise level dropped dramatically when the door opened. Males and females alike standing, straining to get a look at me. Kitty and Kurt tried to make their way to us, but Remy waved them away.
Logan pushed me, with one hand on my back, to some kind of food accepting assembly line. Remy handed me a tray and loaded it with food, explaining to me what everything was and how to eat it. He put the tray in my hands and then Logan gave me a little push in the direction of the hoard. "Make us proud."
Wide eyed and terrified, I glanced around for anyone who met Logan's description. I saw a male with gold skin sitting by himself in the middle of one of the tables. He scowled at the people who got to near him and I made my way his direction.
I dropped the tray in front of him and as I'd hoped, though the others grumbled and whispered, no one tried to join us. I assumed that his freak was either very strong and scary or that everyone hated him.
He glanced up at me in surprise before the scowling commenced. He grumbled something about not jabbering at him and continued eating.
I scanned Remy and Logan for any signs of disapproval. I found none but Remy had pain in his brain from all the emotions in the room. I released a small flood of adrenalin and endorphins in him to combat the pain. He winked at me and nodded.
I studied the different kinds of shovels Remy had given me before glancing at the gold skinned freak to see what he was using. He pulled the one with points out of his mouth and I picked it up. Quickly and hoping he wouldn't notice, I copied the muscle memory from his hand into mine so I could hold the pointed shovel.
"Elixar." I blinked at him and then handed him my cup. Remy had called it a drink. "No idiot, My name is Elixar."
"Oh." I blinked at him again and then dug the shovel into what Remy called peas. Their round shape was not conductive to transportation and I glared at them. Why couldn't I just eat with my hands?
Elixar chuckled and said, "Use the spoon its easier." He pointed the round shovel and I held it in my other hand. I leaned as close to the plate as I could and used both shovels to push the food into my open mouth.
Elixar leaned back and laughed with his whole body. I grinned at him and he grimaced. He handed me a folded cloth and told me to wipe my face. Using the cloth to hide it, I looked at Remy and Logan to see if I was behaving. They were smiling at me. Another fission of satisfaction sliced through me. I could do this.
Only a few seconds later, Elixar scowled at something behind me. I turned and was shocked at the anger on Pyro's face.
He reached down and pulled my tray from me saying, "Come on Angleous, you don't want to sit with this traitor." I didn't focus on his words, all I knew was that he was taking my food. Instinct kicked in.
In the cages, the guards would sometimes make us fight for our food. They would throw two or three of us in a room and make us wait for days, then they'd throw one bowl in and let us fight it out. Before turning 14, I'd always lost, but after healing Mike, and unlocking whatever it was, the other freaks started letting me win rather then fight me. I learned pretty fast that there was no pity, no remorse and no holding back. I learned that not only could I heal, I could harm too.
One time, I reopened all the wounds a freak had. This was the easiest way to cause pain because even though I'd healed the body, the cells remembered the wound. There was a record of it.
Another time, I broke all the major bones. The only problem with these tactics was I had to heal them later and hear them whine at me for hurting them. It was food. Food was survival and survival was everything.
I reached out a hand to Pyro and lit all his nerve endings up. Never fails. This was my favorite way to cause pain, there were no injuries, nothing to heal. There was pain and aftershocks, but there was no damage, and so I didn't have to hear them wine later. It didn't make me tired, because it didn't take very much energy to flick the ends of few nerve cells
While he was screaming and writhing on the floor, I pulled my food back and snarled at the others, daring them to try.
Remy and Logan pulled me and Elixar out of the room pretty fast, but I hung on to my food. Quickly while they were pulling me, I forced as much of it down as possible. I didn't know when I'd next get food.
They pulled me until we were ouside. I'd dropped the tray somewhere in the hall and I was worried I'd get in trouble for losing it.
"I'm sorry."
"ange. Why didn'a ye' tell us ye' coul' do dat?" I blinked at him and reassessed. "What?"
"What did you do to Pyro pup?" They seemed scared and worried and I was confused. I'd protected myself, weren't they supposed to be proud?
"But, You said..." I stopped and bowed my head. Liars. They hadn't meant it. It had been a 'promise', and just like the guards they had lied.
"I'm sorry." I knew it wouldn't mean anything. It was a fake apology anyway. I wasn't sorry, how could I have known it was bad. They told me it was good. It was a rule. The rules meant nothing. Where was my place now?
I started shaking with terror. Uncertainty made the world around me fade at the edges.
"Ange, tell us what ye' did to Pyro." I felt his charm wrap around me and compel me to answer. I shivered in revulsion. What had once felt loving and warm felt fake and a violation.
"I let up his nerve endings."
"Is he permanently harmed?" Logan asked.
I shook my head. "That was wicked cool man." I blinked up at the gold skinned freak and both Remy and Logan looked at him like they'd forgotten he was there.
"I tried to heal him, but there wasn't anything wrong, he was just in pain. He deserved it man."
I glanced at my owners trying to get a gauge on how I was supposed to respond, but they were both shocked into silence.
While I watched, Logan's mouth twitched and then he let out a chuckle, Remy quickly followed. I watched with morbid fascination as the three of them laughed. What the hell?
Eventually they calmed down and explained that everything was alright. That they weren't lying and that it really was okay that I'd defended myself. Remy said they were shocked because of how he screamed.
"The others are weak pup, ya have to take that into account. Ya don't really want to hurt them, just incapacitate them so you can get away right?" I blinked and decided he was right.
"Yea, I wasn't thinking. I just didn't want him to take my food. I guess I was remembering when the guards made us fight."
Remy nodded, "A flashback. Its ok ange, jus' try no' to be so severe in de future. Ye' coul' a jus' push 'em away. O' used ye' power to make 'em sit o go 'way." I nodded and promised to remember for next time.
Relieved, I chatted with Elixar while we walked him to his first class.
Jean came and told us that The Professor wanted to talk to Remy and Logan and that she was supposed to escort me back to Remy's room. I looked at my owners fearfully, not trusting her, but they ushered me towards her and took off in the direction of The Professors office.
X-men POV
Logan knocked on Xavier's door and they heard a "Come in"
"You wanted to see us Chuck?" Xavier blinked. "No not especially? But since your here..."
Gambit and Wolverine looked at each other and said at the same time, "Jean". They took off running and spit up at the stairs. Remy went down to the med lab, and Wolverine went up to check their rooms.
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Jean pulled the green eyed boy and tried to settle her conscience. She had to block him. The professor wouldn't do it and he was dangerous. That scene in the cafeteria proved it. She had, had hope that Remy and Logan would prevent him from harming the other students, but now she knew that the boy was out of control.
The boy watched her with terror and she felt her heart constrict before she strengthened her resolve. It had to be done. She had the others to think about.
She pulled the boy into Remy's room, and forced him on the bed. He was whimpering and begging but she ignored him. She wasn't going to rape him, just hide parts of his brain. It couldn't be that hard. Even if it was, she had to try. The fate of the whole school rested on her.
Jean put her open hands on either side of his head and pushed.
~~~~o0o~~~
When Logan got to Remy's room. His pup was unconscious and Jean was crying. His roar was heard around the school.
AN: well?
I'm going to put a few backgrounds at the end of chapters so everyone knows the history and no one has to guess.
Remy
* poor mutant kid on street, called himself gambit
* picked up by Jean-Luc Lebeau for pick pocketing
* trained as master thief
* Married Belladonna
* killed her brother
* banned from New Orleans
* Asks Sinister for help with powers
* really messed with by sabertooth (raped, juvenile brainwashing attempts)
* Saw Sinister as ally, lead team as favor
* tried to stop massacre and Sabertooth turned on him
* ran
* ran into de aged Storm on streets
* joined x-men
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